Title: Death Valley in '49
Author: William Lewis Manly
Release date: May 1, 2004 [eBook #12236]
                Most recently updated: October 28, 2024
Language: English
Credits: Produced by Larry Mittell and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team.
[Transcriber's Note: Several variant spellings of, for example, "medecine" and "Mormon", have been retained from the original.]
 
			CONTENTS.
CHAPTER I.
			Birth, Parentage.—Early Life in Vermont.—Sucking Cider through a Straw.
CHAPTER II. 
			The Western Fever.—On the Road to Ohio.—The Outfit.—The Erie Canal.—In the Maumee Swamp.
CHAPTER III. 
			At Detroit and Westward.—Government Land.—Killing Deer.—"Fever 'N Agur."
CHAPTER IV. 
			The Lost Filley Boy.—Never Was Found.
CHAPTER V.
			Sickness.—Rather Catch Chipmonks in the Rocky
			Mountains than Live in Michigan.—Building the
			Michigan Central R.R.—Building a
			Boat.—Floating down Grand River.—Black
			Bear.—Indians Catching Mullet.—Across the Lake
			to Southport.—Lead Mining at Mineral
			Point.—Decides to go Farther West.—Return to
			Michigan.
CHAPTER VI. 
			Wisconsin.—Indian Physic.—Dressed for a Winter
			Hunting Campaign.—Hunting and Trapping in the
			Woods.—Catching Otter and Marten.
CHAPTER VII. 
			Lead Mining.—Hears about Gold in
			California.—Gets the Gold Fever.—Nothing will
			cure it but California.—Mr. Bennett and the Author
			Prepare to Start.—The Winnebago Pony.—Agrees
			to Meet Bennett at Missouri River.—Delayed and Fails
			to Find Him.—Left with only a Gun and
			Pony.—Goes as a Driver for Charles
			Dallas.—Stopped by a Herd of
			Buffaloes.—Buffalo Meat.—Indians.—U.S.
			Troops.—The Captain and the Lieutenant.—Arrive
			at South Pass.—The Waters Run toward the
			Pacific.—They Find a Boat and Seven of them Decide
			to Float down the Green River.
CHAPTER VIII.
		
			Floating down the River.—It begins to
			roar.—Thirty Miles a Day.—Brown's
			Hole.—Lose the Boat and make two
			Canoes.—Elk.—The Cañons get
			Deeper.—Floundering in the Water.—The Indian
			Camp.—Chief Walker proves a Friend.—Describes
			the Terrible Cañon below Them.—Advises Them
			to go no farther down.—Decide to go
			Overland.—Dangerous Route to Salt Lake.—Meets
			Bennett near there.—Organize the Sand Walking
			Company.
CHAPTER IX. 
			The Southern Route.—Off in Fine Style.—A
			Cut-off Proposed.—Most of Them Try it and
			Fail.—The Jayhawkers.—A New
			Organization.—Men with Families not
			Admitted.—Capture an Indian Who Gives Them the
			Slip.—An Indian Woman and Her Children.—Grass
			Begins to Fail.—A High Peak to the West.—No
			Water.—An Indian Hut.—Reach the Warm
			Spring.—Desert Everywhere.—Some One Steals
			Food.—The Water Acts Like a Dose of
			Salts.—Christmas Day.—Rev. J.W. Brier Delivers
			a Lecture to His Sons.—Nearly Starving and
			Choking.—An Indian in a Mound.—Indians Shoot
			the Oxen.—Camp at Furnace Creek.
CHAPTER X. 
			A Long, Narrow Valley.—Beds and Blocks of
			Salt.—An Ox Killed.—Blood, Hide and Intestines
			Eaten.—Crossing Death Valley.—The Wagons can
			go no farther.—Manley and Rogers Volunteer to go for
			Assistance.—They Set out on Foot.—Find the
			Dead Body of Mr. Fish.—Mr. Isham Dies.—Bones
			along the Road.—Cabbage Trees.—Eating Crow and
			Hawk.—After Sore Trials They Reach a Fertile
			Land.—Kindly Treated.—Returning with Food and
			Animals.—The Little Mule Climbs a Precipice, the
			Horses are Left Behind.—Finding the Body of Captain
			Culverwell.—They Reach Their Friends just as all
			Hope has Left Them.—Leaving the Wagons.—Packs
			on the Oxen.—Sacks for the Children.—Old
			Crump.—Old Brigham and Mrs. Arcane.—A Stampede
			[Illustrated.]—Once more
			Moving Westward.—"Good-bye, Death
			Valley."
CHAPTER XI. 
			Struggling Along.—Pulling the Oxen Down the
			Precipice [Illustrated.]—Making
			Raw-hide Moccasins.—Old Brigham Lost and
			Found.—Dry Camps.—Nearly
			Starving.—Melancholy and Blue.—The Feet of the
			Women Bare and Blistered.—"One Cannot form an
			Idea How Poor an Ox Will Get."—Young Charlie
			Arcane very Sick.—Skulls of Cattle.—Crossing
			the Snow Belt.—Old Dog Cuff.—Water Dancing
			over the Rocks.—Drink, Ye Thirsty
			Ones.—Killing a Yearling.—See the
			Fat.—Eating Makes Them Sick.—Going down
			Soledad Cañon—A Beautiful
			Meadow.—Hospitable Spanish People.—They
			Furnish Shelter and Food.—The San Fernando
			Mission.—Reaching Los Angeles.—They Meet Moody
			and Skinner.—Soap and Water for the First Time in
			Months.—Clean Dresses for the Women.—Real
			Bread to Eat.—A Picture of Los
			Angeles.—Black-eyed Women.—The Author Works in
			a Boarding-house.—Bennett and Others go up the
			Coast.—Life in Los Angeles.—The Author
			Prepares to go North.
CHAPTER XII. 
			Dr. McMahon's Story.—McMahon and Field, Left behind
			with Chief Walker, Determine to go down the
			River.—Change Their Minds and go with the
			Indians.—Change again and go by
			themselves.—Eating Wolf Meat.—After much
			Suffering they reach Salt Lake.—John Taylor's Pretty
			Wife.—Field falls in Love with her.—They
			Separate.—Incidents of Wonderful Escapes from
			Death.
CHAPTER XIII.
		
			Story of the Jayhawkers.—Ceremonies of
			Initiation—Rev. J.W. Brier.—His Wife the best
			Man of the Two.—Story of the Road across Death
			Valley.—Burning the Wagons.—Narrow Escape of
			Tom Shannon.—Capt. Ed Doty was Brave and
			True.—They reach the Sea by way of Santa Clara
			River.—Capt. Haynes before the Alcalde.—List
			of Jayhawkers.
CHAPTER XIV. 
			Alexander Erkson's Statement.—Works for Brigham
			Young at Salt Lake.—Mormon Gold Coin.—Mt.
			Misery.—The Virgin River and Yucca Trees.—A
			Child Born to Mr, and Mrs. Rynierson.—Arrive at
			Cucamonga.—Find some good Wine which is good for
			Scurvy.—San Francisco and the Mines.—Settles
			in San Jose.—Experience of Edward Coker.—Death
			of Culverwell, Fish and Isham.—Goes through Walker's
			Pass and down Kern River.—Living in Fresno in
			1892.
CHAPTER XV. 
			The Author again takes up the History.—Working in a
			Boarding House, but makes Arrangements to go
			North.—Mission San Bueno Ventura.—First Sight
			of the Pacific Ocean.—Santa Barbara in
			1850.—Paradise and Desolation.—San Miguel,
			Santa Ynez and San Luis Obispo.—California Carriages
			and how they were used.—Arrives in San Jose and
			Camps in the edge of Town.—Description of the
			place.—Meets John Rogers, Bennett, Moody and
			Skinner.—On the road to the Mines.—They find
			some of the Yellow Stuff and go Prospecting for
			more—Experience with Piojos—Life and
			Times in the Mines—Sights and Scenes along the Road,
			at Sea, on the Isthmus, Cuba, New Orleans, and up the
			Mississippi—A few Months Amid Old Scenes, then away
			to the Golden State again.
CHAPTER XVI.
			St. Louis to New Orleans, New Orleans to San
			Francisco—Off to the Mines Again—Life in the
			Mines and Incidents of Mining Times and
			Men—Vigilance Committee—Death of Mrs.
			Bennett
CHAPTER XVII.
			Mines and Mining—Adventures and Incidents of the
			Early Days—The Pioneers, their Character and
			Influence—Conclusion
St. Albans, Vermont is near the eastern shore of Lake
		Champlain, and only a short distance south of
		"Five-and-forty north degrees" which separates the
		United States from Canada, and some sixty or seventy miles
		from the great St. Lawrence River and the city of Montreal.
		Near here it was, on April 6th, 1820, I was born, so the
		record says, and from this point with wondering eyes of
		childhood I looked across the waters of the narrow lake to the
		slopes of the Adirondack mountains in New York, green as the
		hills of my own Green Mountain State.
		
The parents of my father were English people and lived near
		Hartford, Connecticut, where he was born. While still a little
		boy he came with his parents to Vermont. My mother's maiden
		name was Phoebe Calkins, born near St. Albans of Welch
		parents, and, being left an orphan while yet in very tender
		years, she was given away to be reared by people who provided
		food and clothes, but permitted her to grow up to womanhood
		without knowing how to read or write. After her marriage she
		learned to do both, and acquired the rudiments of an
		education.
		
Grandfather and his boys, four in all, fairly carved a farm
		out of the big forest that covered the cold rocky hills. Giant
		work it was for them in such heavy timber—pine, hemlock,
		maple, beech and birch—the clearing of a single acre
		being a man's work for a year. The place where the maples were
		thickest was reserved for a sugar grove, and from it was made
		all of the sweet material they needed, and some besides.
		Economy of the very strictest kind had to be used in every
		direction. Main strength and muscle were the only things
		dispensed in plenty. The crops raised consisted of a small
		flint corn, rye oats, potatoes and turnips. Three cows, ten or
		twelve sheep, a few pigs and a yoke of strong oxen comprised
		the live stock—horses, they had none for many years. A
		great ox-cart was the only wheeled vehicle on the place, and
		this, in winter, gave place to a heavy sled, the runners cut
		from a tree having a natural crook and roughly, but strongly,
		made.
		
In summer there were plenty of strawberries, raspberries,
		whortleberries and blackberries growing wild, but all the
		cultivated fruit was apples. As these ripened many were peeled
		by hand, cut in quarters, strung on long strings of twine and
		dried before the kitchen fire for winter use. They had a way
		of burying up some of the best keepers in the ground, and
		opening the apple hole was quite an event of early spring.
		
The children were taught to work as soon as large enough. I
		remember they furnished me with a little wooden fork to spread
		the heavy swath of grass my father cut with easy swings of the
		scythe, and when it was dry and being loaded on the great
		ox-cart I followed closely with a rake gathering every
		scattering spear. The barn was built so that every animal was
		housed comfortably in winter, and the house was such as all
		settlers built, not considered handsome, but capable of being
		made very warm in winter and the great piles of hard wood in
		the yard enough to last as fuel for a year, not only helped to
		clear the land, but kept us comfortable. Mother and the girls
		washed, carded, spun, and wove the wool from our own sheep
		into good strong cloth. Flax was also raised, and I remember
		how they pulled it, rotted it by spreading on the green
		meadow, then broke and dressed it, and then the women made
		linen cloth of various degrees of fineness, quality, and
		beauty. Thus, by the labor of both men and women, we were
		clothed. If an extra fine Sunday dress was desired, part of
		the yarn was colored and from this they managed to get up a
		very nice plaid goods for the purpose.
		
In clearing the land the hemlock bark was peeled and traded
		off at the tannery for leather, or used to pay for tanning and
		dressing the hide of an ox or cow which they managed to fat
		and kill about every year. Stores for the family were either
		made by a neighboring shoe-maker, or by a traveling one who
		went from house to house, making up a supply for the
		family—whipping the cat, they called it then. They paid
		him in something or other produced upon the farm, and no money
		was asked or expected.
		
Wood was one thing plenty, and the fireplace was made large
		enough to take in sticks four feet long or more, for the more
		they could burn the better, to get it out of the way. In an
		outhouse, also provided with a fireplace and chimney, they
		made shingles during the long winter evenings, the shavings
		making plenty of fire and light by which to work. The shingles
		sold for about a dollar a thousand. Just beside the fireplace
		in the house was a large brick oven where mother baked great
		loaves of bread, big pots of pork and beans, mince pies and
		loaf cake, a big turkey or a young pig on grand occasions.
		Many of the dishes used were of tin or pewter; the milk pans
		were of earthenware, but most things about the house in the
		line of furniture were of domestic manufacture.
		
The store bills were very light. A little tea for father
		and mother, a few spices and odd luxuries were about all, and
		they were paid for with surplus eggs. My father and my uncle
		had a sawmill, and in winter they hauled logs to it, and could
		sell timber for $8 per thousand feet.
		
The school was taught in winter by a man named Bowen, who
		managed forty scholars and considered sixteen dollars a month,
		boarding himself, was pretty fair pay. In summer some smart
		girl would teach the small scholars and board round among the
		families.
		
When the proper time came the property holder would send
		off to the collector an itemized list of all his property, and
		at another the taxes fell due. A farmer who would value his
		property at two thousand or three thousand dollars would find
		he had to pay about six or seven dollars. All the money in use
		then seemed to be silver, and not very much of that. The whole
		plan seemed to be to have every family and farm
		self-supporting as far as possible. I have heard of a note
		being given payable in a good cow to be delivered at a certain
		time, say October 1, and on that day it would pass from house
		to house in payment of a debt, and at night only the last man
		in the list would have a cow more than his neighbor. Yet those
		were the days of real independence, after all. Every man
		worked hard from early youth to a good old age. There were no
		millionaires, no tramps, and the poorhouse had only a few
		inmates.
		
I have very pleasant recollections of the neighborhood
		cider mill. There were two rollers formed of logs carefully
		rounded and four or five feet long, set closely together in an
		upright position in a rough frame, a long crooked sweep coming
		from one of them to which a horse was hitched and pulled it
		round and round. One roller had mortices in it, and projecting
		wooden teeth on the other fitted into these, so that, as they
		both slowly turned together, the apples were crushed. A huge
		box of coarse slats, notched and locked together at the
		corners, held a vast pile of the crushed apples while clean
		rye straw was added to strain the flowing juice and keep the
		cheese from spreading too much; then the ponderous screw and
		streams of delicious cider. Sucking cider through a long rye
		straw inserted in the bung-hole of a barrel was just the best
		of fun, and cider taken that way "awful" good while
		it was new and sweet.
		
The winter ashes, made from burning so much fuel and
		gathered from the brush-heaps and log-heaps, were carefully
		saved and traded with the potash men for potash or sold for a
		small price. Nearly every one went barefoot in summer, and in
		winter wore heavy leather moccasins made by the Canadian
		French who lived near by.
		

About 1828 people began to talk about the far West. Ohio
		was the place we heard most about, and the most we knew was,
		that it was a long way off and no way to get there except over
		a long and tedious road, with oxen or horses and a cart or
		wagon. More than one got the Western fever, as they called it,
		my uncle James Webster and my father among the rest, when they
		heard some traveler tell about the fine country he had seen;
		so they sold their farms and decided to go to Ohio, Uncle
		James was to go ahead, in the fall of 1829 and get a farm to
		rent, if he could, and father and his family were to come on
		the next spring.
		
Uncle fitted out with two good horses and a wagon; goods
		were packed in a large box made to fit, and under the wagon
		seat was the commissary chest for food and bedding for daily
		use, all snugly arranged. Father had, shortly before, bought a
		fine Morgan mare and a light wagon which served as a family
		carriage, having wooden axles and a seat arranged on wooden
		springs, and they finally decided they would let me take the
		horse and wagon and go on with uncle, and father and mother
		would come by water, either by way of the St. Lawrence river
		and the lakes or by way of the new canal recently built, which
		would take them as far as Buffalo.
		
So they loaded up the little wagon with some of the
		mentioned things and articles in the house, among which I
		remember a fine brass kettle, considered almost indispensable
		in housekeeping. There was a good lot of bedding and blankets,
		and a quilt nicely folded was placed on the spring seat as a
		cushion.
		
As may be imagined I was the object of a great deal of
		attention about this time, for a boy not yet ten years old
		just setting out into a region almost unknown was a little
		unusual. When I was ready they all gathered round to say good
		bye and my good mother seemed most concerned. She
		said—"Now you must be a good boy till we come in
		the spring. Mind uncle and aunt and take good care of the
		horse, and remember us. May God protect you." She
		embraced me and kissed me and held me till she was exhausted.
		Then they lifted me up into the spring seat, put the lines in
		my hand and handed me my little whip with a leather strip for
		a lash. Just at the last moment father handed me a purse
		containing about a dollar, all in copper cents—pennies
		we called them then. Uncle had started on they had kept me so
		long, but I started up and they all followed me along the road
		for a mile or so before we finally separated and they turned
		back. They waved hats and handkerchiefs till out of sight as
		they returned, and I wondered if we should ever meet
		again.
		
I was up with uncle very soon and we rolled down through
		St. Albans and took our road southerly along in sight of Lake
		Champlain. Uncle and aunt often looked back to talk to me,
		"See what a nice cornfield!" or, "What nice
		apples on those trees," seeming to think they must do all
		they could to cheer me up, that I might not think too much of
		the playmates and home I was leaving behind.
		
I had never driven very far before, but I found the horse
		knew more than I did how to get around the big stones and
		stumps that were found in the road, so that as long as I held
		the lines and the whip in hand I was an excellent driver.
		
We had made plans and preparations to board ourselves on
		the journey. We always stopped at the farm houses over night,
		and they were so hospitable that they gave us all we wanted
		free. Our supper was generally of bread and milk, the latter
		always furnished gratuitously, and I do not recollect that we
		were ever turned away from any house where we asked shelter.
		There were no hotels, or taverns as they called them, outside
		of the towns.
		
In due time we reached Whitehall, at the head of Lake
		Champlain, and the big box in Uncle's wagon proved so heavy
		over the muddy roads that he put it in a canal boat to be sent
		on to Cleveland, and we found it much easier after this for
		there were too many mud-holes, stumps and stones and log
		bridges for so heavy a load as he had. Our road many times
		after this led along near the canal, the Champlain or the
		Erie, and I had a chance to see something of the canal boys'
		life. The boy who drove the horses that drew the packet boat
		was a well dressed fellow and always rode at a full trot or a
		gallop, but the freight driver was generally ragged and
		barefoot, and walked when it was too cold to ride, threw
		stones or clubs at his team, and cursed and abused the
		packet-boy who passed as long as he was in hearing. Reared as
		I had been I thought it was a pretty wicked part of the world
		we were coming to.
		
We passed one village of low cheap houses near the canal.
		The men about were very vulgar and talked rough and loud,
		nearly every one with a pipe, and poorly dressed, loafing
		around the saloon, apparently the worse for whisky. The
		children were barefoot, bare headed and scantly dressed, and
		it seemed awfully dirty about the doors of the shanties. Pigs,
		ducks and geese were at the very door, and the women I saw
		wore dresses that did not come down very near the mud and big
		brogan shoes, and their talk was saucy and different from what
		I had ever heard women use before. They told me they were
		Irish people—the first I had ever seen. It was along
		here somewhere that I lost my little whip and to get another
		one made sad inroads into the little purse of pennies my
		father gave me. We traveled slowly on day after day. There was
		no use to hurry for we could not do it. The roads were muddy,
		the log ways very rough and the only way was to take a
		moderate gait and keep it. We never traveled on Sunday. One
		Saturday evening my uncle secured the privilege of staying at
		a well-to do farmer's house until Monday. We had our own food
		and bedding, but were glad to get some privileges in the
		kitchen, and some fresh milk or vegetables. After all had
		taken supper that night they all sat down and made themselves
		quiet with their books, and the children were as still as mice
		till an early bed time when all retired. When Sunday evening
		came the women got out their work—their sewing and their
		knitting, and the children romped and played and made as much
		noise as they could, seeming as anxious to break the Sabbath
		as they had been to have a pious Saturday night. I had never
		seen that way before and asked my uncle who said he guessed
		they were Seventh Day Baptists.
		
After many days of travel which became to me quite
		monotonous we came to Cleveland, on Lake Erie, and here my
		uncle found his box of goods, loaded it into the wagon again,
		and traveled on through rain and mud, making very slow
		headway, for two or three days after, when we stopped at a
		four-corners in Medina county they told us we were only 21
		miles from Cleveland. Here was a small town consisting of a
		hotel, store, church, schoolhouse and blacksmith shop, and as
		it was getting cold and bad, uncle decided to go no farther
		now, and rented a room for himself and aunt, and found a place
		for me to lodge with Daniel Stevens' boy close by. We got good
		stables for our horses.
		
I went to the district school here, and studied reading,
		spelling and Colburn's mental arithmetic, which I mastered. It
		began very easy—"How many thumbs on your right
		hand?" "How many on your left?" "How many
		altogether?" but it grew harder further on.
		
Uncle took employment at anything he could find to do.
		Chopping was his principal occupation. When the snow began to
		go off he looked around for a farm to rent for us and father
		to live on when he came, but he found none such as he needed.
		He now got a letter from father telling him that he had good
		news from a friend named Cornish who said that good land
		nearly clear of timber could be bought of the Government in
		Michigan Territory, some sixty or seventy miles beyond
		Detroit, and this being an opportunity to get land they needed
		with their small capital, they would start for that place as
		soon as the water-ways were thawed out, probably in April.
		
We then gave up the idea of staying here and prepared to go to Michigan as soon as the frost was out of the ground. Starting, we reached Huron River to find it swollen and out of its bank, giving us much trouble to get across, the road along the bottom lands being partly covered with logs and rails, but once across we were in the town and when we enquired about the road around to Detroit, they said the country was all a swamp and 30 miles wide and in Spring impassible. They called it the Maumee or Black Swamp. We were advised to go by water, when a steamboat came up the river bound for Detroit we put our wagons and horses on board, and camped on the lower deck ourselves. We had our own food and were very comfortable, and glad to have escaped the great mudhole.
 
			We arrived in Detroit safely, and a few minutes answered to
		land our wagons and goods, when we rolled outward in a
		westerly direction. We found a very muddy roads, stumps and
		log bridges plenty, making our rate of travel very slow. When
		out upon our road about 30 miles, near Ypsilanti, the thick
		forest we had been passing through grew thinner, and the trees
		soon dwindled down into what they called oak openings, and the
		road became more sandy. When we reached McCracken's Tavern we
		began to enquire for Ebenezer Manley and family, and were soon
		directed to a large house near by where he was stopping for a
		time.
		
We drove up to the door and they all came out to see who
		the new comers were. Mother saw me first and ran to the wagon
		and pulled me off and hugged and kissed me over and over
		again, while the tears ran down her cheeks. Then she would
		hold me off at arm's length, and look me in the eye and
		say—"I am so glad to have you again"; and then
		she embraced me again and again. "You are our little
		man," said she, "You have come over this long road,
		and brought us our good horse and our little wagon." My
		sister Polly two years older than I, stood patiently by, and
		when mother turned to speak to uncle and aunt, she locked arms
		with me and took me away with her. We had never been separated
		before in all our lives and we had loved each other as good
		children should, who have been brought up in good and moral
		principles. We loved each other and our home and respected our
		good father and mother who had made it so happy for us.
		
We all sat down by the side of the house and talked pretty
		fast telling our experience on our long journey by land and
		water, and when the sun went down we were called to supper,
		and went hand in hand to surround the bountiful table as a
		family again. During the conversation at supper father said to
		me—"Lewis, I have bought you a smooth bore rifle,
		suitable for either ball or shot." This, I thought was
		good enough for any one, and I thanked him heartily. We spent
		the greater part of the night in talking over our adventures
		since we left Vermont, and sleep was forgotten by young and
		old.
		
Next morning father and uncle took the horse and little
		wagon and went out in search of Government land. They found an
		old acquaintance in Jackson county and Government land all
		around him, and, searching till they found the section corner,
		they found the number of the lots they wanted to locate
		on—200 acres in all. They then went to the Detroit land
		office and secured the pieces they had chosen.
		
Father now bought a yoke of oxen, a wagon and a cow, and as
		soon as we could get loaded up our little emigrant train
		started west to our future home, where we arrived safely in a
		few days and secured a house to live in about a mile away from
		our land. We now worked with a will and built two log houses
		and also hired 10 acres broken, which was done with three or
		four yoke of oxen and a strong plow. The trees were scattered
		over the ground and some small brush and old limbs, and logs
		which we cleared away as we plowed. Our houses went up very
		fast—all rough oak logs, with oak puncheons, or hewed
		planks for a floor, and oak shakes for a roof, all of our own
		make. The shakes were held down upon the roof by heavy poles,
		for we had no nails, the door of split stuff hung with wooden
		hinges, and the fire place of stone laid up with the logs, and
		from the loft floor upward the chimney was built of split
		stuff plastered heavily with mud. We have a small four-paned
		window in the house. We then built a log barn for our oxen,
		cow and horse and got pigs, sheep and chickens as fast as a
		chance offered.
		
As fast as possible we fenced in the cultivated land,
		father and uncle splitting out the rails, while a younger
		brother and myself, by each getting hold of an end of one of
		them managed to lay up a fence four rails high, all we small
		men could do. Thus working on, we had a pretty well cultivated
		farm in the course of two or three years, on which we produced
		wheat, corn and potatoes, and had an excellent garden. We
		found plenty of wild cranberries and whortleberries, which we
		dried for winter use. The lakes were full of good fish, black
		bass and pickerel, and the woods had deer, turkeys, pheasants,
		pigeons, and other things, and I became quite an expert in the
		capture of small game for the table with my new gun. Father
		and uncle would occasionally kill a deer, and the Indians came
		along and sold venison at times.
		
One fall after work was done and preparations were made for
		the winter, father said to me:—"Now Lewis, I want
		you to hunt every day—come home nights—but keep on
		till you kill a deer." So with his permission I started
		with my gun on my shoulder, and with feelings of considerable
		pride. Before night I started two deer in a brushy place, and
		they leaped high over the oak bushes in the most affrighted
		way. I brought my gun to my shoulder and fired at the bounding
		animal when in most plain sight. Loading then quickly, I
		hurried up the trail as fast as I could and soon came to my
		deer, dead, with a bullet hole in its head. I was really
		surprised myself, for I had fired so hastily at the almost
		flying animal that it was little more than a random shot. As
		the deer was not very heavy I dressed it and packed it home
		myself, about as proud a boy as the State of Michigan
		contained. I really began to think I was a capital hunter,
		though I afterward knew it was a bit of good luck and not a
		bit of skill about it.
		
It was some time after this before I made another lucky
		shot. Father would once in a while ask me:—"Well
		can't you kill us another deer?" I told him that when I
		had crawled a long time toward a sleeping deer, that I got so
		trembly that I could not hit an ox in short range.
		"O," said he, "You get the buck
		fever—don't be so timid—they won't attack
		you." But after awhile this fever wore off, and I got so
		steady that I could hit anything I could get in reach of.
		
We were now quite contented and happy. Father could plainly
		show us the difference between this country and Vermont and
		the advantages we had here. There the land was poor and stony
		and the winters terribly severe. Here there were no stones to
		plow over, and the land was otherwise easy to till. We could
		raise almost anything, and have nice wheat bread to eat, far
		superior to the "Rye-and-Indian" we used to have.
		The nice white bread was good enough to eat without butter,
		and in comparison this country seemed a real paradise.
		
The supply of clothing we brought with us had lasted until
		now—more than two years—and we had sowed some flax
		and raised sheep so that we began to get material of our own
		raising, from which to manufacture some more. Mother and
		sister spun some nice yarn, both woolen and linen, and father
		had a loom made on which mother wove it up into cloth, and we
		were soon dressed up in bran new clothes again. Domestic
		economy of this kind was as necessary here as it was in
		Vermont, and we knew well how to practice it. About this time
		the emigrants began to come in very fast, and every piece of
		Government land any where about was taken. So much land was
		ploughed, and so much vegetable matter turned under and
		decaying that there came a regular epidemic of fever and ague
		and bilious fever, and a large majority of the people were
		sick. At our house father was the first one attacked, and when
		the fever was at its height he was quite out of his head and
		talked and acted like a crazy man. We had never seen any one
		so sick before, and we thought he must surely die, but when
		the doctor came he said:—"Don't be alarmed. It is
		only 'fever 'n' agur,' and no one was ever known to die of
		that." Others of us were sick too, and most of the
		neighbors, and it made us all feel rather sorrowful. The
		doctor's medicines consisted of calomel, jalap and quinine,
		all used pretty freely, by some with benefit, and by others to
		no visible purpose, for they had to suffer until the cold
		weather came and froze the disease out. At one time I was the
		only one that remained well, and I had to nurse and cook,
		besides all the out-door work that fell to me. My sister
		married a man near by with a good farm and moved there with
		him, a mile or two away. When she went away I lost my real
		bosom companion and felt very lonesome, but I went to see her
		once in a while, and that was pretty often, I think. There was
		not much going on as a general thing. Some little neighborhood
		society and news was about all. There was, however, one
		incident which occurred in 1837, I never shall forget, and
		which I will relate in the next chapter.
		

About two miles west father's farm in Jackson county Mich.,
		lived Ami Filley, who moved here from Connecticut and settled
		about two and a half miles from the town of Jackson, then a
		small village with plenty of stumps and mudholes in its
		streets. Many of the roads leading thereto had been paved with
		tamarac poles, making what is now known as corduroy roads. The
		country was still new and the farm houses far between.
		
Mr. Filley secured Government land in the oak openings, and
		settled there with his wife and two or three children, the
		oldest of which was a boy named Willie. The children were
		getting old enough to go to school, but there being none, Mr.
		Filley hired one of the neighbor's daughters to come to his
		house and teach the children there, so they might be prepared
		for usefulness in life or ready to proceed further with their
		education—to college, perhaps in some future day.
		
The young woman he engaged lived about a mile a half
		away—Miss Mary Mount—and she came over and began
		her duties as private school ma'am, not a very difficult task
		in those days. One day after she had been teaching some time
		Miss Mount desired to go to her father's on a visit, and as
		she would pass a huckleberry swamp on the way she took a small
		pail to fill with berries as she went, and by consent of
		Willie's mother, the little boy went with her for company.
		Reaching the berries she began to pick, and the little boy
		found this dull business, got tired and homesick and wanted to
		go home. They were about a mile from Mr. Filley's and as there
		was a pretty good foot trail over which they had come, the
		young woman took the boy to it, and turning him toward home
		told him to follow it carefully and he would soon see his
		mother. She then filled her pail with berries, went on to her
		own home, and remained there till nearly sundown, when she set
		out to return to Mr. Filley's, reaching there yet in the early
		twilight. Not seeing Willie, she inquired for him and was told
		that he had not returned, and that they supposed he was safe
		with her. She then hastily related how it happened that he had
		started back toward home, and that she supposed he had safely
		arrived.
		
Mr. Filley then started back on the trail, keeping close
		watch on each side of the way, for he expected he would soon
		come across Master Willie fast asleep. He called his name
		every few rods, but got no answer nor could he discover him,
		and so returned home again, still calling and searching, but
		no boy was discovered. Then he built a large fire and put
		lighted candles in all the windows, then took his lantern and
		wont out in the woods calling and looking for the boy.
		Sometimes he thought he heard him, but on going where the
		sound came from nothing could be found. So he looked and
		called all night, along the trail and all about the woods,
		with no success. Mr. Mount's home was situated not far from
		the shore of Fitch's Lake, and the trail went along the
		margin, and in some places the ground was quite a boggy marsh,
		and the trail had been fixed up to make it passably good
		walking.
		
Next day the neighbors were notified, and asked to assist,
		and although they were in the midst of wheat harvest, a great
		many laid down the cradle and rake and went out to help
		search. On the third day the whole county became excited and
		quite an army of searchers turned out, coming from the whole
		country miles around.
		
Mr. Filley was much excited and quite worn out an beside
		himself with fatigue and loss of sleep. He could not eat.
		Yielding to entreaty he would sit at the table, and suddenly
		rise up, saying he heard Willie calling, and go out to search
		for the supposed voice, but it was all fruitless, and the
		whole people were sorry indeed for the poor father and
		mother.
		
The people then formed a plan for a thorough search. They
		were to form in a line so near each other that they could
		touch hands and were to march thus turning out for nothing
		except in passable lakes, and thus we marched, fairly sweeping
		the county in search of a sign. I was with this party and we
		marched south and kept close watch for a bit of clothing, a
		foot print or even bones, or anything which would indicate
		that he had been destroyed by some wild animal. Thus we
		marched all day with no success, and the next went north in
		the same careful manner, but with no better result. Most of
		the people now abandoned the search, but some of the neighbors
		kept it up for a long time.
		
Some expressed themselves quite strongly that Miss Mount
		knew where the boy was, saying that she might have had some
		trouble with him and in seeking to correct him had
		accidentally killed him and then hidden the body
		away—perhaps in the deep mire of the swamp or in the
		muddy waters on the margin of the lake. Search was made with
		this idea foremost, but nothing was discovered. Rain now set
		in, and the grain, from neglect grew in the head as it stood,
		and many a settler ate poor bread all winter in consequence of
		his neighborly kindness in the midst of harvest. The bread
		would not rise, and to make it into pancakes was the best way
		it could be used.
		
Still no tidings ever came of the lost boy. Many things
		were whispered, about Mr. Mount's dishonesty of character and
		there were many suspicions about him, but no real facts could
		be shown to account for the boy. The neighbors said he never
		worked like the rest of them, and that his patch of cultivated
		land was altogether too small to support his family, a wife
		and two daughters, grown. He was a very smooth and affable
		talker, and had lots of acquaintances. A few years afterwards
		Mr. Mount was convicted of a crime which sent him to the
		Jackson State Prison, where he died before his term expired. I
		visited the Filley family in 1870, and from them heard the
		facts anew and that no trace of the lost boy had ever been
		discovered.
			
		
The second year of sickness and I was affected with the
		rest, though it was not generally so bad as the first year. I
		suffered a great deal and felt so miserable that I began to
		think I had rather live on the top of the Rocky Mountains and
		catch chipmuncks for a living than to live here and be sick,
		and I began to have very serious thoughts of trying some other
		country. In the winter of 1839 and 1840 I went to a
		neighboring school for three months, where I studied reading,
		writing and spelling, getting as far as Rule of Three in
		Daboll's arithmetic. When school was out I chopped and split
		rails for Wm. Hanna till I had paid my winter's board. After
		this, myself and a young man named Orrin Henry, with whom I
		had become acquainted, worked awhile scoring timber to be used
		in building the Michigan Central Railroad which had just then
		begun to be built. They laid down the ties first (sometimes a
		mudsill under them) and then put down four by eight wooden
		rails with a strips of band iron half an inch thick spiked on
		top. I scored the timber and Henry used the broad axe after
		me. It was pretty hard work and the hours as long as we could
		see, our wages being $13 per month, half cash.
		
In thinking over our prospect it seemed more and more as if
		I had better look out for my own fortune in some other place.
		The farm was pretty small for all of us. There were three
		brothers younger than I, and only 200 acres in the whole, and
		as they were growing up to be men it seemed as if it would be
		best for me, the oldest, to start out first and see what could
		be done to make my own living. I talked to father and mother
		about my plans, and they did not seriously object, but gave me
		some good advice, which I remember to this
		day—"Weigh well every thing you do; shun bad
		company; be honest and deal fair; be truthful and never fear
		when you know you are right." But, said he, "Our
		little peach trees will bear this year, and if you go away you
		must come back and help us eat them; they will be the first we
		ever raised or ever saw." I could not promise.
		
Henry and I drew our pay for our work. I had five dollars
		in cash and the rest in pay from the company's store. We
		purchased three nice whitewood boards, eighteen inches wide,
		from which we made us a boat and a good sized chest which we
		filled with provisions and some clothing and quilts. This,
		with our guns and ammunition, composed the cargo of our boat.
		When all was ready, we put the boat on a wagon and were to
		haul it to the river some eight miles away for embarkation.
		After getting the wagon loaded, father said to
		me;—"Now my son, you are starting out in life
		alone, no one to watch or look after you. You will have to
		depend upon yourself in all things. You have a wide, wide
		world to operate in—you will meet all kinds of people
		and you must not expect to find them all honest or true
		friends. You are limited in money, and all I can do for you in
		that way is to let you have what ready money I have." He
		handed me three dollars as he spoke, which added to my own
		gave me seven dollars as my money capital with which to start
		out into the world among perfect strangers, and no
		acquaintances in prospect on our Western course.
		
When ready to start, mother and sister Poll came out to see
		us off and to give us their best wishes, hoping we would have
		good health, and find pleasant paths to follow. Mother said to
		me:—"You must be a good boy, honest and
		law-abiding. Remember our advice, and honor us for we have
		striven to make you a good and honest man, and you must follow
		our teachings, and your conscience will be clear. Do nothing
		to be ashamed of; be industrious, and you have no fear of
		punishment." We were given a great many "Good
		byes" and "God bless you's" as with hands, hats
		and handkerchiefs they waved us off as far as we could see
		them. In the course of an hour or so we were at the water's
		edge, and on a beautiful morning in early spring of 1840 we
		found ourselves floating down the Grand River below
		Jackson.
		
The stream ran west, that we knew, and it was west we
		thought we wanted to go, so all things suited us. The stream
		was small with tall timber on both sides, and so many trees
		had fallen into the river that our navigation was at times
		seriously obstructed. When night came we hauled our boat on
		shore, turned it partly over, so as to shelter us, built a
		fire in front, and made a bed on a loose board which we
		carried in the bottom of the boat. We talked till pretty late
		and then lay down to sleep, but for my part my eyes would not
		stay shut, and I lay till break of day and the little birds
		began to sing faintly.
		
I thought of many things that night which seemed so long. I
		had left a good dear home, where I had good warm meals and a
		soft and comfortable bed. Here I had reposed on a board with a
		very hard pillow and none too many blankets, and I turned from
		side to side on my hard bed, to which I had gone with all my
		clothes on. It seemed the beginning of another chapter in my
		pioneer life and a rather tough experience. I arose, kindled a
		big fire and sat looking at the glowing coals in still further
		meditation.
		
Neither of us felt very gleeful as we got our breakfast and
		made an early start down the river again. Neither of us talked
		very much, and no doubt my companion had similar thoughts to
		mine, and wondered what was before us. But I think that as a
		pair we were at that moment pretty lonesome. Henry had rested
		better than I but probably felt no less keenly the separation
		from our homes and friends. We saw plenty of squirrels and
		pigeons on the trees which overhung the river, and we shot and
		picked up as many as we thought we could use for food. When we
		fired our guns the echoes rolled up and down the river for
		miles making the feeling of loneliness still more keen, as the
		sound died faintly away. We floated along generally very
		quietly. We could see the fish dart under our boat from their
		feeding places along the bank, and now and then some tall
		crane would spread his broad wings to get out of our way.
		
We saw no houses for several days, and seldom went on
		shore. The forest was all hard wood, such as oak, ash, walnut,
		maple, elm and beech. Farther down we occasionally passed the
		house of some pioneer hunter or trapper, with a small patch
		cleared. At one of these a big green boy came down to the bank
		to see who we were. We said "How d'you do," to him,
		and, getting no response, Henry asked him how far is was to
		Michigan, at which a look of supreme disgust came over his
		features as he replied—"'Taint no far at
		all."
		
The stream grew wider as we advanced along its downward
		course, for smaller streams came pouring in to swell its tide.
		The banks were still covered with heavy timber, and in some
		places with quite thick undergrowth. One day we saw a black
		bear in the river washing himself, but he went ashore before
		we were near enough to get a sure shot at him. Many deer
		tracks were seen along the shore, but as we saw very few of
		the animals themselves, they were probably night visitors.
		
One day we overtook some canoes containing Indians, men,
		women and children. They were poling their craft around in all
		directions spearing fish. They caught many large mullet and
		then went on shore and made camp, and the red ladies began
		scaling the fish. As soon as their lords and masters had
		unloaded the canoes, a party started out with four of the
		boats, two men in a boat, to try their luck again. They ranged
		all abreast, and moved slowly down the stream in the still
		deep water, continually beating the surface with their spear
		handles, till they came to a place so shallow that they could
		see the bottom easily, when they suddenly turned the canoes
		head up stream, and while one held the craft steady by
		sticking his spear handle down on the bottom, the other stood
		erect, with a foot on either gunwale so he could see whatever
		came down on either side. Soon the big fish would try to pass,
		but Mr. Indian had too sharp an eye to let him escape
		unobserved, and when he came within his reach he would turn
		his spear and throw it like a dart, seldom missing his aim.
		The poor fish would struggle desperately, but soon came to the
		surface, when he would be drawn in and knocked in the head
		with a tomahawk to quiet him, when the spear was cut out and
		the process repeated. We watched them about an hour, and
		during that time some one of the boats was continually hauling
		in a fish. They were sturgeon and very large. This was the
		first time we had ever seen the Indian's way of catching fish
		and it was a new way of getting grub for us. When the canoes
		had full loads they paddled up toward their camp, and we
		drifted on again.
		
When we came to Grand Rapids we had to go on shore and tow
		our boat carefully along over the many rocks to prevent
		accident. Here was a small cheap looking town. On the west
		bank of the river a water wheel was driving a drill boring for
		salt water, it seemed through solid rock. Up to this time the
		current was slow, and its course through a dense forest. We
		occasionally saw an Indian gliding around in his canoe, but no
		houses or clearings. Occasionally we saw some pine logs which
		had been floated down some of the streams of the north. One of
		these small rivers they called the "Looking-glass,"
		and seemed to be the largest of them.
		
Passing on we began to see some pine timber, and realized
		that we were near the mouth of the river where it emptied into
		Lake Michigan. There were some steam saw mills here, not then
		in operation, and some houses for the mill hands to live in
		when they were at work. This prospective city was called Grand
		Haven. There was one schooner in the river loaded with lumber,
		ready to sail for the west side of the lake as soon as the
		wind should change and become favorable, and we engaged
		passage for a dollar and a half each. While waiting for the
		wind we visited the woods in search of game, but found none.
		All the surface of the soil was clear lake sand, and some
		quite large pine and hemlock trees were half buried in it. We
		were not pleased with this place for it looked as if folks
		must get their grub from somewhere else or live on fish.
		
Next morning we were off early, as the wind had changed,
		but the lake was very rough and a heavy choppy sea was
		running. Before we were half way across the lake nearly all
		were sea-sick, passengers and sailors. The poor fellow at the
		helm stuck to his post casting up his accounts at the same
		time, putting on an air of terrible misery.
		
This, I thought was pretty hard usage for a land-lubber
		like myself who had never been on such rough water before. The
		effect of this sea-sickness was to cure me of a slight fever
		and ague, and in fact the cure was so thorough that I have
		never had it since. As we neared the western shore a few
		houses could be seen, and the captain said it was Southport.
		As there was no wharf our schooner put out into the lake again
		for an hour or so and then ran back again, lying off and on in
		this manner all night. In the morning it was quite calm and we
		went on shore in the schooner's yawl, landing on a sandy
		beach. We left our chest of clothes and other things in a
		warehouse and shouldered our packs and guns for a march across
		what seemed an endless prairie stretching to the west. We had
		spent all our lives thus far in a country where all the
		clearing had to be made with an axe, and such a broad field
		was to us an entirely new feature. We laid our course westward
		and tramped on. The houses were very far apart, and we tried
		at every one of them for a chance to work, but could get none,
		not even if we would work for our board. The people all seemed
		to be new settlers, and very poor, compelled to do their own
		work until a better day could be reached. The coarse meals we
		got were very reasonable, generally only ten cents, but
		sometimes a little more.
		
As we travelled westward the prairies seemed smaller with
		now and then some oak openings between. Some of the farms
		seemed to be three or four years old, and what had been laid
		out as towns consisted of from three to six houses, small and
		cheap, with plenty of vacant lots. The soil looked rich, as
		though it might be very productive. We passed several small
		lakes that had nice fish in them, and plenty of ducks on the
		surface.
		
Walking began to get pretty tiresome. Great blisters would
		come on our feet, and, tender as they were, it was a great
		relief to take off our boots and go barefoot for a while when
		the ground was favorable. We crossed a wide prairie and came
		down to the Rock river where there were a few houses on the
		east side but no signs of habitation on the west bank. We
		crossed the river in a canoe and then walked seven miles
		before we came to a house where we staid all night and
		inquired for work. None was to be had and so we tramped on
		again. The next day we met a real live Yankee with a one-horse
		wagon, peddling tin ware in regular Eastern style. We inquired
		of him about the road and prospects, and he gave us an
		encouraging idea—said all was good. He told us where to
		stop the next night at a small town called Sugar Creek. It had
		but a few houses and was being built up as a mining town, for
		some lead ore had been found there. There were as many Irish
		as English miners here, a rough class of people. We put up at
		the house where we had been directed, a low log cabin, rough
		and dirty, kept by Bridget & Co. Supper was had after dark
		and the light on the table was just the right one for the
		place, a saucer of grease, with a rag in it lighted and
		burning at the edge of the saucer. It at least served to made
		the darkness apparent and to prevent the dirt being visible.
		We had potatoes, beans and tea, and probably dirt too, if we
		could have seen it. When the meal was nearly done Bridget
		brought in and deposited on each plate a good thick pancake as
		a dessert. It smelled pretty good, but when I drew my knife
		across it to cut it in two, all the center was uncooked
		batter, which ran out upon my plate, and spoiled my
		supper.
		
We went to bed and soon found it had other occupants beside
		ourselves, which, if they were small were lively and spoiled
		our sleeping. We left before breakfast, and a few miles out on
		the prairie we came to a house occupied by a woman and one
		child, and we were told we could have breakfast if we could
		wait to have it cooked. Everything looked cheap but cheery,
		and after waiting a little while outside we were called in to
		eat. The meal consisted of corn bread, bacon, potatoes and
		coffee. It was well cooked and looked better than things did
		at Bridget's. I enjoyed all but the coffee, which had a rich
		brown color, but when I sipped it there was such a bitter
		taste I surely thought there must be quinine in it, and it
		made me shiver. I tried two or three times to drink but it was
		too much for me and I left it. We shouldered our loads and
		went on again. I asked Henry what kind of a drink it was.
		"Coffee," said he, but I had never seen any that
		tasted like that and never knew my father to buy any such
		coffee as that.
		
We labored along and in time came to another small place
		called Hamilton's Diggings where some lead mines were being
		worked. We stopped at a long, low log house with a porch the
		entire length, and called for bread and milk, which was soon
		set before us. The lady was washing and the man was playing
		with a child on the porch. The little thing was trying to
		walk, the man would swear terribly at it—not in an angry
		way, but in a sort of careless, blasphemous style that was
		terribly shocking. I thought of the child being reared in the
		midst of such bad language and reflected on the kind of people
		we were meeting in this far away place. They seemed more
		wicked and profane the farther west we walked. I had always
		lived in a more moral and temperate atmosphere, and I was
		learning more of some things in the world than I had ever
		known before. I had little to say and much to see and listen
		to and my early precepts were not forgotten. No work was to be
		had here and we set out across the prairie toward Mineral
		Point, twenty miles away. When within four miles of that place
		we stopped at the house of Daniel Parkinson, a fine looking
		two-story building, and after the meal was over Mr. Henry
		hired out to him for $16 per month, and went to work that day.
		I heard of a job of cutting cordwood six miles away and went
		after it, for our money was getting very scarce, but when I
		reached the place I found a man had been there half an hour
		before and secured the job. The proprietor, Mr. Crow, gave me
		my dinner which I accepted with many thanks, for it saved my
		coin to pay for the next meal. I now went to Mineral Point,
		and searched the town over for work. My purse contained
		thirty-five cents only and I slept in an unoccupied out house
		without supper. I bought crackers and dried beef for ten cents
		in the morning and made my first meal since the day before,
		felt pretty low-spirited. I then went to Vivian's smelting
		furnace where they bought lead ore, smelted it, and run it
		into pigs of about 70 pounds each. He said he had a job for me
		if I could do it. The furnace was propelled by water and they
		had a small buzz saw for cutting four-foot wood into blocks
		about a foot long. These blocks they wanted split up in pieces
		about an inch square to mix in with charcoal in smelting ore.
		He said he would board me with the other men, and give me a
		dollar and a quarter a cord for splitting the wood. I felt
		awfully poor, and a stranger, and this was a beginning for me
		at any rate, so I went to work with a will and never lost a
		minute of daylight till I had split up all the wood and filled
		his woodhouse completely up. The board was very
		coarse—bacon, potatoes, and bread—a man cook, and
		bread mixed up with salt and water. The old log house where we
		lodged was well infested with troublesome insects which worked
		nights at any rate, whether they rested days or not, and the
		beds had a mild odor of pole cat. The house was long, low and
		without windows. In one end was a fireplace, and there were
		two tiers of bunks on each side, supplied with straw only. In
		the space between the bunks was a stationary table, with
		stools for seats. I was the only American who boarded there
		and I could not well become very familiar with the
		boarders.
		
The country was rolling, and there were many beautiful
		brooks and clear springs of water, with fertile soil. The
		Cornish miners were in the majority and governed the locality
		politically. My health was excellent, and so long as I had my
		gun and ammunition I could kill game enough to live on, for
		prairie chickens and deer could be easily killed, and meat
		alone would sustain life, so I had no special fears of
		starvation. I was now paid off, and went back to see my
		companion, Mr. Henry. I did not hear of any more work, so I
		concluded I would start back toward my old home in Michigan,
		and shouldered my bundle and gun, turning my face eastward for
		a long tramp across the prairie. I knew I had a long tramp
		before me, but I thought best to head that way, for my capital
		was only ten dollars, and I might be compelled to walk the
		whole distance. I walked till about noon and then sat down in
		the shade of a tree to rest for this was June and pretty warm.
		I was now alone in a big territory, thinly settled, and
		thought of my father's home, the well set table, all happy and
		well fed at any rate, and here was my venture, a sort of
		forlorn hope. Prospects were surely very gloomy for me here
		away out west in Wisconsin Territory, without a relative,
		friend or acquaintance to call upon, and very small means to
		travel two hundred and fifty miles of lonely
		road—perhaps all the way on foot. There were no laborers
		required, hardly any money in sight, and no chance for
		business. I knew it would be a safe course to proceed toward
		home, for I had no fear of starving, the weather was warm and
		I could easily walk home long before winter should come again.
		Still the outlook was not very pleasing to one in my
		circumstances.
		
I chose a route which led me some distance north of the one
		we travelled when we came west, but it was about the same.
		Every house was a new settler, and hardly one who had yet
		produced anything to live upon. In due time I came to the Rock
		River, and the only house in sight was upon the east bank. I
		could see a boat over there and so I called for it, and a
		young girl came over with a canoe for me. I took a paddle and
		helped her hold the boat against the current, and we made the
		landing safely. I paid her ten cents for ferriage and went on
		again. The country was now level, with burr-oak openings. Near
		sundown I came to a small prairie of about 500 acres
		surrounded by scattering burr-oak timber, with not a hill in
		sight, and it seemed to me to be the most beautiful spot on
		earth. This I found to belong to a man named Meachem, who had
		an octagon concrete house built on one side of the opening.
		The house had a hollow column in the center, and the roof was
		so constructed that all the rain water went down this central
		column into a cistern below for house use. The stairs wound
		around this central column, and the whole affair was quite
		different from the most of settlers' houses. I staid here all
		night, had supper and breakfast, and paid my bill of
		thirty-five cents. He had no work for me so I went on again. I
		crossed Heart Prairie, passed through a strip of woods, and
		out at Round Prairie. It was level as a floor with a slight
		rise in one corner, and on it were five or six settlers. Here
		fortune favored me, for here I found a man whom I knew, who
		once lived in Michigan, and was one of our neighbors there for
		some time. His name was Nelson Cornish. I rested here a few
		days, and made a bargain to work for him two or three days
		every week for my board as long as I wished to stay. As I got
		acquainted I found some work to do and many of my leisure
		hours I spent in the woods with my gun, killing some deer,
		some of the meat of which I sold. In haying and harvest I got
		some work at fifty cents to one dollar per day, and as I had
		no clothes to buy, I spent no money, saving up about fifty
		dollars by fall. I then got a letter from Henry saying that I
		could get work with him for the winter and I thought I would
		go back there again.
		
Before thinking of going west again I had to go to
		Southport on the lake and get our clothes we had left in our
		box when we passed in the spring. So I started one morning at
		break of day, with a long cane in each hand to help me along,
		for I had nothing to carry, not even wearing a coat. This was
		a new road, thinly settled, and a few log houses building. I
		got a bowl of bread and milk at noon and then hurried on
		again. The last twenty miles was clear prairie, and houses
		were very far apart, but little more thickly settled as I
		neared Lake Michigan. I arrived at the town just after dark,
		and went to a tavern and inquired about the things. I was told
		that the warehouse had been broken into and robbed, and the
		proprietor had fled for parts unknown. This robbed me of all
		my good clothes, and I could now go back as lightly loaded as
		when I came. I found I had walked sixty miles in that one day,
		and also found myself very stiff and sore so that I did not
		start back next day, and I took three days for the return
		trip—a very unprofitable journey.
		
I was now ready to go west, and coming across a pet deer
		which I had tamed, I knew if I left it it would wander away
		with the first wild ones that came along, and so I killed it
		and made my friends a present of some venison. I chose still a
		new route this time, that I could see all that was possible of
		this big territory when I could do it so easily. I was always
		a great admirer of Nature and things which remained as they
		were created, and to the extent of my observation, I thought
		this the most beautiful and perfect country I had seen between
		Vermont and the Mississippi River. The country was nearly
		level, the land rich, the prairies small with oak openings
		surrounding them, very little marsh land and streams of clear
		water. Rock River was the largest of these, running south.
		Next west was Sugar River, then the Picatonica. Through the
		mining region the country was rolling and abundantly watered
		with babbling brooks and health-giving springs.
		
In point of health it seemed to me to be far better than
		Michigan. In Mr. Henry's letter to me he had said that he had
		taken a timber claim in "Kentuck Grove," and had all
		the four-foot wood engaged to cut at thirty-seven cents a
		cord. He said we could board ourselves and save a little money
		and that in the spring he would go back to Michigan with me.
		This had decided me to go back to Mineral Point. I stopped a
		week or two with a man named Webb, hunting with him, and sold
		game enough to bring me in some six or seven dollars, and then
		resumed my journey.
		
On my way I found a log house ten miles from a neighbor
		just before I got to the Picatonica River. It belonged to a
		Mr. Shook who, with his wife and three children, lived on the
		edge of a small prairie, and had a good crop of corn. He
		invited me to stay with him a few days, and as I was tired I
		accepted his offer and we went out together and brought in a
		deer. We had plenty of corn bread, venison and coffee, and
		lived well. After a few days he wanted to kill a steer and he
		led it to a proper place while I shot it in the head. We had
		no way to hang it up so he rolled the intestines out, and I
		sat down with my side against the steer and helped him to pull
		the tallow off.
		
It was now getting nearly dark and while he was splitting
		the back bone with an axe, it slipped in his greasy hands and
		glancing, cut a gash in my leg six inches above the knee. I
		was now laid up for two or three weeks, but was well cared for
		at his house. Before I could resume my journey snow had fallen
		to the depth of about six inches, which made it rather
		unpleasant walking, but in a few days I reached Mr. Henry's
		camp in "Kentuck Grove," when after comparing notes,
		we both began swinging our axes and piling up cordwood,
		cooking potatoes, bread, bacon, coffee and flapjacks
		ourselves, which we enjoyed with a relish.
		
I now went to work for Peter Parkinson, who paid me
		thirteen dollars per month, and I remained with him till
		spring. While with him a very sad affliction came to him in
		the loss of his wife. He was presented by her with his first
		heir, and during her illness she was cared for by her mother,
		Mrs. Cullany, who had come to live with them during the
		winter. When the little babe was two or three weeks old the
		mother was feeling in such good spirits that she was left
		alone a little while, as Mrs. Cullany was attending to some
		duties which called her elsewhere. When she returned she was
		surprised to see that both Mrs. Parkinson and the babe were
		gone. Everyone turned out to search for her. I ran to the
		smokehouse, the barn, the stable in quick order, and not
		finding her a search was made for tracks, and we soon
		discovered that she had passed over a few steps leading over a
		fence and down an incline toward the spring house, and there
		fallen, face downward, on the floor of the house which was
		covered only a few inches deep with water lay the unfortunate
		woman and her child, both dead. This was doubly distressing to
		Mr. Parkinson and saddened the whole community. Both were
		buried in one grave, not far from the house, and a more
		impressive funeral I never beheld.
		
I now worked awhile again with Mr. Henry and we sold our
		wood to Bill Park, a collier, who made and sold charcoal to
		the smelters of lead ore. When the ice was gone in the
		streams, Henry and I shouldered our guns and bundles, and made
		our way to Milwaukee, where we arrived in the course of a few
		days. The town was small and cheaply built, and had no wharf,
		so that when the steamboat came we had to go out to it in a
		small boat. The stream which came in here was too shallow for
		the steamer to enter. When near the lower end of the lake we
		stopped at an island to take on food and several cords of
		white birch wood. The next stopping place was at
		Michilamackanac, afterward called Mackinaw. Here was a short
		wharf, and a little way back a hill, which seemed to me to be
		a thousand feet high, on which a fort had been built. On the
		wharf was a mixed lot of people—Americans, Canadians,
		Irish, Indians, squaws and papooses. I saw there some of the
		most beautiful fish I had ever seen. They would weigh twenty
		pounds or more, and had bright red and yellow spots all over
		them. They called them trout, and they were beauties, really.
		At the shore near by the Indians were loading a large white
		birch bark canoe, putting their luggage along the middle
		lengthways, and the papooses on top. One man took a stern seat
		to steer, and four or five more had seats along the gunwale as
		paddlers and, as they moved away, their strokes were as even
		and regular as the motions of an engine, and their crafts
		danced as lightly on the water as an egg shell. They were
		starting for the Michigan shore some eight or ten miles away.
		This was the first birch bark canoe I had ever seen and was a
		great curiosity in my eyes.
		
We crossed Lake Huron during the night, and through its
		outlet, so shallow that the wheels stirred up the mud from the
		bottom; then through Lake St. Clair and landed safety at
		Detroit next day. Here we took the cars on the Michigan
		Central Railroad, and on our way westward stopped at the very
		place where we had worked, helping to build the road, a year
		or more before. After getting off the train a walk of two and
		one half miles brought me to my father's house, where I had a
		right royal welcome, and the questions they asked me about the
		wild country I had traveled over, how it looked, and how I got
		along—were numbered by the thousand.
		
I remained at home until fall, getting some work to do by
		which I saved some money, but in August was attacked with
		bilious fever, which held me down for several weeks, but
		nursed by a tender and loving mother with untiring care, I
		recovered, quite slowly, but surely. I felt that I had been
		close to death, and that this country was not to be compared
		to Wisconsin with its clear and bubbling springs of
		health-giving water. Feeling thus, I determined to go back
		there again.
		
 
			With the idea of returning to Wisconsin I made plans for my
		movements. I purchased a good outfit of steel traps of several
		kinds and sizes, thirty or forty in all, made me a pine chest,
		with a false bottom to separate the traps from my clothing
		when it was packed in traveling order, the clothes at the top.
		My former experience had taught me not to expect to get work
		there during winter, but I was pretty sure something could be
		earned by trapping and hunting at this season, and in summer I
		was pretty sure of something to do. I had about forty dollars
		to travel on this time, and quite a stock of experience. The
		second parting from home was not so hard as the first one. I
		went to Huron, took the steamer to Chicago, then a small,
		cheaply built town, with rough sidewalks and terribly muddy
		streets, and the people seemed pretty rough, for sailors and
		lake captains were numerous, and knock downs quite frequent.
		The country for a long way west of town seemed a low, wet
		marsh or prairie.
		
Finding a man going west with a wagon and two horses
		without a load, I hired him to take me and my baggage to my
		friend Nelson Cornish, at Round Prairie. They were glad to see
		me, and as I had not yet got strong from my fever, they
		persuaded me to stay a while with them and take some medicine,
		for he was a sort of a doctor. I think he must have given me a
		dose of calomel, for I had a terribly sore mouth and could not
		eat any for two or three weeks. As soon as I was able to
		travel I had myself and chest taken to the stage station on
		the line for the lake to Mineral Point. I think this place was
		called Geneva. On the stage I got along pretty fast, and part
		of the time on a new road. The first place of note was Madison
		the capital of the territory, situated on a block of land
		nearly surrounded by four lakes, all plainly seen from the big
		house. Further on at the Blue Mounds I left the stage, putting
		my chest in the landlord's keeping till I should come or send
		for it.
		
I walked about ten miles to the house of a friend named A.
		Bennett, who was a hunter and lived on the bank of the
		Picatonica River with his wife and two children. I had to take
		many a rest on the way, for I was very weak.
		
Resting the first few days, Mrs. Bennett's father, Mr. J.P.
		Dilly, took us out about six miles and left us to hunt and
		camp for a few days. We were quite successful, and killed five
		nice, fat deer, which we dressed and took to Mineral Point,
		selling them rapidly to the Cornish miners for twenty-five
		cents a quarter for the meat. We followed this business till
		about January first, when the game began to get poor, when we
		hung up our guns for a while. I had a little money left yet.
		The only money in circulation was American silver and British
		sovereigns. They would not sell lead ore for paper money nor
		on credit. During the spring I used my traps successfully, so
		that I saved something over board and expenses.
		
In summer I worked in the mines with Edwin Buck of
		Bucksport, Maine, but only found lead ore enough to pay our
		expenses in getting it. Next winter I chopped wood for
		thirty-five cents per cord and boarded myself. This was poor
		business; poorer than hunting. In summer I found work at
		various things, but in the fall Mr. Buck and myself concluded
		that as we were both hunters and trappers, we would go
		northward toward Lake Superior on a hunting expedition, and,
		perhaps remain all winter. We replenished our outfit, and
		engaged Mr. Bennett to take us well up into the north country.
		We crossed the Wisconsin River near Muscoda, went then to
		Prairie du Chien, where we found a large stone fur trading
		house, owned by Mr. Brisbois, a Frenchman, from whom we
		obtained some information of the country further on. He
		assured us there was no danger from the Indians if we let them
		alone and treated them fairly.
		
We bought fifty pounds of flour for each of us, and then
		started up the divide between the Wisconsin and Mississippi
		Rivers. On one side flowed the Bad River, and on the other the
		Kickapoo. We traveled on this divide about three days, when
		Mr. Bennett became afraid to go any further, as he had to
		return alone and the Indians might capture him before he could
		get back to the settlement. We camped early one night and went
		out hunting to get some game for him. I killed a large, black
		bear and Mr. Bennett took what he wanted of it, including the
		skin, and started back next morning.
		
We now cachéd our things in various places,
		scattering them well. Some went in hollow logs, and some under
		heaps of brush or other places, where the Indians could not
		find them. We then built a small cabin about six by eight feet
		in size and four feet high, in shape like a A. We were not
		thoroughly pleased with this location and started out to
		explore the country to the north of us, for we had an idea
		that it would be better hunting there.
		
The first day we started north we killed a bear, and filled
		our stomachs with the fat, sweet meat. The next night we
		killed another bear after a little struggling. The dog made
		him climb a tree and we shot at him; he would fall to the
		ground as if dead, but would be on his feet again in an
		instant, when, after the dog had fastened to his ham, he would
		climb the tree again. In the third trial he lay in the fork
		and had a good chance to look square at his tormentor. I shot
		him in the head, and as he lay perfectly still, Buck
		said:—"Now you have done it—we can't get
		him." But in a moment he began to struggle, and soon came
		down, lifeless.
		
Here we camped on the edge of the pine forest, ate all the
		fat bear meat we could, and in the morning took separate
		routes, agreeing to meet again a mile or so farther up a small
		brook. I soon saw a small bear walking on a log and shot him
		dead. His mate got away, but I set my dog on him and he soon
		had to climb a tree. When I came up to where the dog was
		barking I saw Mr. Bear and fired a ball in him that brought
		him down. Just then I heard Mr. Buck shoot close by, and I
		went to him and found he had killed another and larger bear.
		We stayed here another night, dressed our game and sunk the
		meat in the brook and fastened it down, thinking we might want
		to get some of it another time.
		
We were so well pleased with this hunting ground that we
		took the bear skins and went back to camp. When we got there
		our clothes were pretty well saturated with bear's oil, and we
		jokingly said it must have soaked through our bodies, we had
		eaten so much bear meat. I began to feel quite sick, and had a
		bad headache. I felt as if something must be done, but we had
		no medicine. Mr. Buck went down by the creek and dug some
		roots he called Indian Physic, then steeped them until the
		infusion seemed as black as molasses, and, when cool told me
		to take a swallow every fifteen minutes for an hour, then half
		as much for another hour as long as I could keep it down. I
		followed directions and vomited freely and for a long time,
		but felt better afterward, and soon got well. It reminded me
		some of the feelings I had when I was seasick on Lake
		Michigan.
		
It may be interesting to describe how we were dressed to
		enter on this winter campaign. We wore moccasins of our own
		make. I had a buckskin jumper, and leggins that came up to my
		hips. On my head a drab hat that fitted close and had a rim
		about two inches wide. In fair weather I went bare-headed,
		Indian fashion. I carried a tomahawk which I had made. The
		blade was two inches wide and three inches long—the poll
		two inches long and about as large round as a dime; handle
		eighteen or twenty inches long with a knob on the end so it
		would not easily slip from the hand. Oiled patches for our
		rifle balls on a string, a firing wire, a charger to measure
		the powder, and a small piece of leather with four nipples on
		it for caps—all on my breast, so that I could load very
		rapidly. My bed was a comfort I made myself, a little larger
		than usual. I lay down on one side of the bed and with my gun
		close to me, turned the blanket over me. When out of camp I
		never left my gun out of my reach. We had to be real Indians
		in custom and actions in order to be considered their equals.
		We got our food in the same way they did, and so they had
		nothing to ask us for. They considered themselves the real
		kings of the forest.
		
We now determined to move camp, which proved quite a job as
		we had to pack everything on our backs; which we did for ten
		or fifteen miles to the bank of a small stream where there
		were three pine trees, the only ones to be found in many
		miles. We made us a canoe of one of them. While we were making
		the canoe three Indians came along, and after they had eaten
		some of our good venison, they left us. These were the first
		we had seen, and we began to be more cautious and keep
		everything well hid away from camp and make them think we were
		as poor as they were, so they might not be tempted to molest
		us.
		
We soon had the canoe done and loaded, and embarked on the
		brook down stream. We found it rather difficult work, but the
		stream grew larger and we got along very well. We came to one
		place where otter signs seemed fresh, and stopped to set a
		trap for them. Our dog sat on the bank and watched the
		operation, and when we started on we could not get him to ride
		or follow. Soon we heard him cry and went back to find he had
		the trap on his fore foot. To get it off we had to put a
		forked stick over his neck and hold him down, he was so
		excited over his mishap. When he was released he left at full
		speed and was never seen by us after.
		
When we got well into the pine woods we camped and cached
		our traps and provisions on an island, and made our camp
		further down the stream and some little distance from the
		shore. We soon found this was very near a logging camp, and as
		no one had been living there for a year, we moved camp down
		there and occupied one of the empty cabins. We began to set
		dead-fall traps in long lines in many different directions,
		blazing the trees so we could find them if the snow came on.
		West of this about ten miles, where we had killed some deer
		earlier, we made a A-shaped cabin and made dead falls many
		miles around to catch fishes, foxes, mink and raccoons. We
		made weekly journeys to the places and generally staid about
		two nights.
		
One day when going over my trap lines I came to a trap
		which I had set where I had killed a deer, and saw by the snow
		that an eagle had been caught in the trap and had broken the
		chain and gone away. I followed on the trail he made and soon
		found him. He tried to fly but the trap was too heavy, and he
		could only go slowly and a little way. I fired and put a ball
		in him and he fell and rolled under a large log on the
		hillside. As I took the trap off I saw an Indian coming down
		the hill and brought my gun to bear on him. He stopped
		suddenly and made signs not to shoot, and I let him come up.
		He made signs that he wanted the feathers of the bird which I
		told him to take, and then he wanted to know where we slept. I
		pointed out the way and made him go ahead of me there, for I
		did not want him behind me. At camp he made signs for
		something to eat, but when I showed him meat he shook his
		head. However he took a leg of deer and started on, I
		following at a good distance till satisfied that he would not
		come back.
		
We had not taken pains to keep track of the day of the week
		or month; the rising and setting of the sun and the changes of
		the moon were all the almanacs we had. Then snow came about a
		foot deep, and some days were so cold we could not leave our
		camp fire at all. As no Indians appeared we were quite
		successful and kept our bundle of furs in a hollow standing
		tree some distance from camp, and when we went that way we
		never stopped or left any sign that we had a deposit
		there.
		
Some time after it was all frozen up solid, some men with
		two yoke of oxen came up to cut and put logs in the river to
		raft down when the ice went out. With them came a shingle
		weaver, with a pony and a small sled, and some Indians also.
		We now had to take up all of our steel traps, and rob all our
		dead-falls and quit business generally—even then they
		got some of our traps before we could get them gathered in. We
		were now comparatively idle.
		
Until these loggers came we did not know exactly where we
		were situated, but they told us we were on the Lemonai river,
		a branch of the Wisconsin, and that we could get out by going
		west till we found the Mississippi river and then home. We
		hired the shengle man with his pony to take us to Black River,
		farther north which we reached in three days, and found a saw
		mill there in charge of a keeper. Up the river farther we
		found another mill looked after by Sam Ferguson. Both mills
		were frozen up. The Indians had been here all winter. They
		come from Lake Superior when the swamps froze up there, to
		hunt deer, till the weather gets warm, then they returned to
		the Lake to fish.
		
Of course the presence of the Indians made game scarce, but
		the mill men told us if we would go up farther into the marten
		country they thought we would do well. We therefore made us a
		hand sled, put some provisions and traps on board, and started
		up the river on the ice. As we went the snow grew deeper and
		we had to cut hemlock boughs for a bed on top of the snow. It
		took about a half a cord of wood to last us all night, and it
		was a trouble to cut holes in the ice to water, for it was
		more than two feet thick. Our fire kindled on the snow, would
		be two or three feet below on the ground, by morning. This
		country was heavily timbered with cedar, or spruce and
		apparently very level.
		
One day we saw two otters coming toward us on the ice. We
		shot one, but as the other gun missed fire, the other one
		escaped, for I could not overtake it in the woods. We kept on
		up the river till we began to hear the Indians' guns, and then
		we camped and did not fire a gun for two days, for we were
		afraid we might be discovered and robbed, and we knew we could
		not stay long after our grub was gone. All the game we could
		catch was the marten or sable, which the Indians called
		Waubusash. The males were snuff color and the female
		much darker. Mink were scarce, and the beaver, living in the
		river bank, could not be got at till the ice went out in the
		spring.
		
We now began to make marten traps or dead-falls, and set
		them for this small game. There were many cedar and tamarack
		swamps, indeed that was the principal feature, but there were
		some ridges a little higher where some small pines and beech
		grew. Now our camp was one place where there was no large
		timber caused by the stream being dammed by the beaver. Here
		were some of the real Russian Balsam trees, the most beautiful
		in shape I had ever seen. They were very dark green, the
		boughs very thick, and the tree in shape like an inverted top.
		Our lines of trips led for miles in every direction marked by
		blazed trees. We made a trap of two poles, and chips which we
		split from the trees. These were set in the snow and covered
		with brush. We sometimes found a porcupine in the top of a
		pine tree. The only signs of his presence were the chips he
		made in gnawing the bark for food. They never came down to the
		ground as we saw. They were about all the game that was good
		to eat. I would kill one, skin it and drag the carcass after
		me all day as I set traps, cutting off bits for bait, and
		cooking the rest for ourselves to eat. We tried to eat the
		marten but it was pretty musky and it was only by putting on
		plenty of salt and pepper that we managed to eat them. We were
		really forced to do it if we remained here. We secured a good
		many of these little fellows which have about the the best fur
		that is found in America.
		
We were here about three weeks, and our provisions giving
		out and the ice becoming tender in the swamp were two pretty
		strong reasons for our getting out, so we shouldered our packs
		of fur and our guns and, getting our course from a
		pocket-compass, we started out. As we pushed on we came to
		some old windfalls that were troublesome to get through. The
		dense timber seemed to be six feet deep, and we would
		sometimes climb over and sometimes crawl under, the fallen
		trees were so thickly mixed and tangled.
		
Mr. Buck got so completely tired that he threw away his
		traps. We reached our starting place at O'Neil's saw-mill
		after many days of the hardest work, and nearly starved, for
		we had seen no game on our trip. We found our traps and furs
		all safe here and as this stream was one of the tributaries of
		the Mississippi, we decided to make us a boat and float down
		toward that noted stream. We secured four good boards and
		built the boat in which we started down the river setting
		traps and moving at our leisure. We found plenty of fine
		ducks, two bee trees, and caught some cat-fish with a hook and
		line we got at the mill. We also caught some otter, and, on a
		little branch of the river killed two bears, the skin of one
		of them weighing five pounds. We met a keel boat being poled
		up the river, and with the last cent of money we possessed
		bought a little flour of them.
		
About the first of May we reached Prairie du Chien. Here we
		were met with some surprise, for Mr. Brisbois said he had
		heard we were killed or lost. He showed us through his
		warehouses and pointed out to us the many bales of different
		kinds of furs he had on hand. He told us we were the best fur
		handlers he had seen, and paid us two hundred dollars in
		American gold for what we had. We then stored our traps in the
		garret of one of his warehouses, which was of stone, two
		stories and an attic, as we thought of making another trip to
		this country if all went well.
		
We now entered our skiff again and went on down the great
		river till we came to a place nearly opposite Mineral Point,
		when we gave our boat to a poor settler, and with guns and
		bundles on our backs took a straight shoot for home on foot.
		The second day about dark we came in the edge of the town and
		were seen by a lot of boys who eyed us closely and with much
		curiosity, for we were dressed in our trapping suits. They
		followed us, and as we went along the crowd increased so that
		when we got to Crum. Lloyd's tavern the door was full of boys'
		heads looking at us as if we were a circus. Here we were
		heartily welcomed, and every body was glad to see us, as they
		were about to start a company to go in search of their
		reported murdered friends. It seems a missionary got lost on
		his way to Prairie La Crosse and had come across our deserted
		cabin, and when he came in he reported us as no doubt
		murdered.
		
I invested all of my hundred dollars in buying eighty acres
		of good Government land. This was the first $100 I ever had
		and I felt very proud to be a land owner. I felt a little more
		like a man now than I had ever felt before, for the money was
		hard earned and all mine.
		

Mr. Buck and myself concluded we would try our luck at lead
		mining for the summer and purchased some mining tools for the
		purpose. We camped out and dug holes around all summer,
		getting just about enough to pay our expenses—not a very
		encouraging venture, for we had lived in a tent and had picked
		and shoveled and blasted and twisted a windlass hard enough to
		have earned a good bit of money.
		
In the fall we concluded to try another trapping tour, and
		set out for Prairie du Chien. We knew it was a poor place to
		spend money up in the woods, and when we got our money it was
		all in a lump and seemed to amount to something. Mr. Brisbois
		said that the prospects were very poor indeed, for the price
		of fur was very low and no prospect of a better market. So we
		left our traps still on storage at his place and went back
		again. This was in 1847, and before Spring the war was being
		pushed in Mexico. I tried to enlist for this service, but
		there were so many ahead of me I could not get a chance.
		
I still worked in the settlement and made a living, but had
		no chance to improve my land. The next winter I lived with Mr
		A. Bennett, hunted deer and sold them at Mineral Point, and in
		this way made and saved a few dollars.
		
There had been from time to time rumors of a better country
		to the west of us and a sort of a pioneer, or western fever
		would break out among the people occasionally. Thus in 1845 I
		had a slight touch of the disease on account of the stories
		they told us about Oregon. It was reported that the Government
		would give a man a good farm if he would go and settle, and
		make some specified improvement. They said it was in a
		territory of rich soil, with plenty of timber, fish and game
		and some Indians, just to give a little spice of adventure to
		the whole thing. The climate was very mild in winter, as they
		reported, and I concluded it would suit me exactly. I began at
		once to think about an outfit and a journey, and I found that
		it would take me at least two years to get ready. A trip to
		California was not thought of in those days, for it did not
		belong to the United States.
		
In the winter of 1848-49 news began to come that there was
		gold in California, but not generally believed till it came
		through a U.S. officer, and then, as the people were used to
		mines and mining, a regular gold fever spread as if by swift
		contagion. Mr. Bennett was aroused and sold his farm, and I
		felt a change in my Oregon desires and had dreams at might of
		digging up the yellow dust. Nothing would cure us then but a
		trip, and that was quickly decided on.
		
As it would be some weeks yet before grass would start, I
		concluded to haul my canoe and a few traps over to a branch of
		the Wisconsin, and make my way to Prairie du Chien, do a
		little trapping, get me an Indian pony on which to ride to
		California. There were no ponies to be had at Mineral Point.
		Getting a ride up the river on a passing steamboat I reached
		Prairie La Crosse, where the only house was that of a Dutch
		trader from whom I bought a Winnebago pony, which he had
		wintered on a little brushy island, and I thought if he could
		winter on brush and rushes he must be tough enough to take me
		across the plains. He cost me $30, and I found him to be a
		poor, lazy little fellow. However, I thought that when he got
		some good grass, and a little fat on his ribs he might have
		more life, and so I hitched a rope to him and drove him ahead
		down the river. When I came to the Bad Axe river I found it
		swimming full, but had no trouble in crossing, as the pony was
		as good as a dog in the water.
		
Before leaving Bennett's I had my gun altered over to a
		pill lock and secured ammunition to last for two years. I had
		tanned some nice buckskin and had a good outfit of clothes
		made of it, or rather cut and made it myself. Where I crossed
		the Bad Axe was a the battle ground where Gen. Dodge fought
		the Winnebago Indians. At Prairie du Chien I found a letter
		from Mr. Bennett, saying that the grass was so backward he
		would not start up for two or three weeks, and I had better
		come back and start with them; but as the letter bore no date
		I could only guess at the exact time. I had intended to strike
		directly west from here to Council Bluffs and meet them there,
		but now thought perhaps I had better go back to Mineral Point
		and start out with them there, or follow on rapidly after them
		if by any chance they had already started.
		
On my way back I found the Kickapoo river too high to ford,
		so I pulled some basswood bark and made a raft of a couple of
		logs, on which to carry my gun and blanket; starting the pony
		across I followed after. He swam across quickly, but did not
		seem to like it on the other side, so before I got across,
		back he came again, not paying the least attention to my
		scolding. I went back with the raft, which drifted a good way
		down stream, and caught the rascal and started him over again,
		but when I got half way across he jumped and played the same
		joke on me again. I began to think of the old puzzle of the
		story of the man with the fox, the goose and a peck of corn,
		but I solved it by making a basswood rope to which I tied a
		stone and threw across, then sending the pony over with the
		other end. He staid this time, and after three days of
		swimming streams and pretty hard travel reached Mineral Point,
		to find Bennett had been gone two weeks and had taken my
		outfit with him as we first planned.
		
I was a little troubled, but set out light loaded for
		Dubuque, crossed the river there and then alone across Iowa,
		over wet and muddy roads, till I fell in with some wagons west
		of the Desmoines River. They were from Milwaukee, owned by a
		Mr. Blodgett, and I camped with them a few nights, till we got
		to the Missouri River.
		
I rushed ahead the last day or two and got there before
		them. There were a few California wagons here, and some
		campers, so I put my pony out to grass and looked around. I
		waded across the low bottom to a strip of dry land next to the
		river, where there was a post office, store, and a few cabins.
		I looked first for a letter, but there was none. Then I began
		to look over the cards in the trading places and saloons, and
		read the names written on the logs of the houses, and
		everywhere I thought there might be a trace of the friends I
		sought. No one had seen or knew them. After looking half a day
		I waded back again to the pony—pretty blue. I thought
		first I would go back and wait another year, but there was a
		small train near where I left the pony, and it was not
		considered very safe to go beyond there except with a pretty
		good train. I sat down in camp and turned the matter over in
		my mind, and talked with Chas. Dallas of Lynn, Iowa, who owned
		the train. Bennett had my outfit and gun, while I had his
		light gun, a small, light tent, a frying pan, a tin cup, one
		woolen shirt and the clothes on my back. Having no money to
		get another outfit, I about concluded to turn back when Dallas
		said that if I would drive one of his teams through, he would
		board me, and I could turn my pony in with his loose horses; I
		thought it over, and finally put my things in the wagon and
		took the ox whip to go on. Dallas intended to get provision
		here, but could not, so we went down to St. Jo, following the
		river near the bluff. We camped near town and walked in,
		finding a small train on the main emigrant road to the west.
		My team was one yoke of oxen and one yoke of cows. I knew how
		to drive, but had a little trouble with the strange animals
		till they found I was kind to them, and then they were all
		right.
		
This was in a slave state, and here I saw the first negro
		auction. One side of the street had a platform such as we
		build for a political speaker. The auctioneer mounted this
		with a black boy about 18 years old, and after he had told all
		his good qualities and had the boy stand up bold and straight,
		he called for bids, and they started him at $500. He rattled
		away as if he were selling a steer, and when Mr. Rubideaux,
		the founder of St. Jo bid $800, he went no higher and the boy
		was sold. With my New England notions it made quite an
		impression on me.
		
Here Dallas got his supplies, and when the flour and bacon
		was loaded up the ferryman wanted $50 to take the train
		across. This Dallas thought too high and went back up the
		river a day's drive, where he got across for $30. From this
		crossing we went across the country without much of a road
		till we struck the road from St. Jo, and were soon on the
		Platte bottom.
		
We found some fine strawberries at one of the camps across
		the country. We found some hills, but now the country was all
		one vast prairie, not a tree in sight till we reached the
		Platte, there some cottonwood and willow. At the first camp on
		the Platte I rolled up in my blanket under the wagon and
		thought more than I slept, but I was in for it and no other
		way but to go on. I had heard that there were two forts, new
		Ft. Kearny and Ft. Laramie, on the south side of the river,
		which we must pass before we reached the South Pass of the
		Rocky Mountains, and beyond there there would be no place to
		buy medicine or food. Our little train of five wagons, ten
		men, one woman and three children would not be a formidable
		force against the indians if they were disposed to molest us,
		and it looked to me very hazardous, and that a larger train
		would be more safe, for Government troops were seldom molested
		on their marches.
		
If I should not please Mr. Dallas and get turned off with
		only my gun and pony I should be in a pretty bad shape, but I
		decided to keep right on and take the chances on the savages,
		who would get only my hair and my gun as my contribution to
		them if they should be hostile. I must confess, however, that
		the trail ahead did not look either straight or bright to me,
		but hoped it might be better than I thought. So I yoked my
		oxen and cows to the wagon and drove on. All the other teams
		had two drivers each, who took turns, and thus had every other
		day off for hunting if they chose, but I had to carry the whip
		every day and leave my gun in the wagon.
		
When we crossed Salt Creek the banks were high and we had
		to tie a strong rope to the wagons and with a few turns around
		a post, lower them down easily, while we had to double the
		teams to get them up the other side.
		
Night came on before half the wagons were over, and though
		it did not rain the water rose before morning so it was ten
		feet deep. We made a boat of one of the wagon beds, and had a
		regular ferry, and when they pulled the wagons over they sank
		below the surface but came out all right. We came to Pawnee
		Village, on the Platte, a collection of mud huts, oval in
		shape, and an entrance low down to crawl in at. A ground owl
		and some prairie dogs were in one of them, and we suspected
		they might be winter quarters for the Indians.
		
Dallas and his family rode in the two-horse wagon. Dick
		Field was cook, and the rest of us drove the oxen. We put out
		a small guard at night to watch for Indians and keep the stock
		together so there might be no delay in searching for them.
		When several miles from Ft. Kearney I think on July 3rd, we
		camped near the river where there was a slough and much
		cottonwood and willow. Just after sundown a horse came
		galloping from the west and went in with our horses that were
		feeding a little farther down. In the morning two soldiers
		came from the fort, inquiring after the stray horse, but
		Dallas said he had seen none, and they did not hunt around
		among the willows for the lost animal. Probably it would be
		the easiest way to report back to the fort—"Indians
		got him." When we hitched up in the morning he put the
		horse on the off side of his own, and when near the fort, he
		went ahead on foot and entertained the officers while the men
		drove by, and the horse was not discovered. I did not like
		this much, for if we were discovered, we might be roughly
		handled, and perhaps the property of the innocent even
		confiscated. Really my New England ideas of honesty were
		somewhat shocked.
		
Reaching the South Platte, it took us all day to ford the
		sandy stream, as we had first to sound out a good crossing by
		wading through ourselves, and when we started our teams across
		we dare not stop a moment for fear the wagons would sink deep
		into the quicksands. We had no mishaps in crossing, and when
		well camped on the other side a solitary buffalo made his
		appearance about 200 yards away and all hands started after
		him, some on foot. The horsemen soon got ahead of him, but he
		did not seem inclined to get out of their way, so they opened
		fire on him. He still kept his feet and they went nearer, Mr.
		Rogers, being on a horse with a blind bridle, getting near
		enough to fire his Colt's revolver at him, when he turned, and
		the horse, being unable to see the animal quick enough to get
		out of the way, suffered the force of a sudden attack of the
		old fellow's horns, and came out with a gash in his thigh six
		inches long, while Rogers went on a flying expedition over the
		horse's head, and did some lively scrambling when he reached
		the ground. The rest of them worried him along for about half
		a mile, and finally, after about forty shots he lay down but
		held his head up defiantly, receiving shot after shot with an
		angry shake, till a side shot laid him out. This game gave us
		plenty of meat, which though tough, was a pleasant change from
		bacon. I took no part in this battle except as an observer. On
		examination it was found that the balls had been many of them
		stopped by the matted hair about the old fellow's head and
		none of them had reached the skull.
		
A few days after this we were stopped entirely by a herd of
		buffaloes crossing our road. They came up from the river and
		were moving south. The smaller animals seemed to be in the
		lead, and the rear was brought up by the old cows and the
		shaggy, burly bulls. All were moving at a smart trot, with
		tongues hanging out, and seemed to take no notice of us,
		though we stood within a hundred yards of them. We had to
		stand by our teams and stock to prevent a stampede, for they
		all seemed to have a great wonder, and somewhat of fear at
		their relatives of the plains. After this we often saw large
		droves of them in the distance. Sometimes we could see what in
		the distance seemed a great patch of brush, but by watching
		closely we could see it was a great drove of these animals.
		Those who had leisure to go up to the bluffs often reported
		large droves in sight. Antelopes were also seen, but these
		occupied the higher ground, and it was very hard to get near
		enough to them to shoot successfully. Still we managed to get
		a good deal of game which was very acceptable as food.
		
One prominent land mark along the route was what they
		called Court House Rock, standing to the south from the trail
		and much resembled an immense square building, standing high
		above surrounding country. The farther we went on the more
		plentiful became the large game, and also wolves and prairie
		dogs, the first of which seemed to follow the buffaloes
		closely.
		
About this time we met a odd looking train going east,
		consisting of five or six Mormons from Salt Lake, all mounted
		on small Spanish mules. They were dressed in buckskin and
		moccasins, with long spurs jingling at their heels, the rowels
		fully four inches long, and each one carried a gun, a pistol
		and a big knife. They were rough looking fellows with long,
		matted hair, long beards, old slouch hats and a generally back
		woods get-up air in every way. They had an extra pack mule,
		but the baggage and provisions were very light. I had heard
		much about the Mormons, both at Nauvoo and Salt Lake, and some
		way or other I could not separate the idea of horse thieves
		from this party, and I am sure I would not like to meet them
		if I had a desirable mule that they wanted, or any money, or a
		good looking wife. We talked with them half an hour or so and
		then moved on.
		
We occasionally passed by a grave along the road, and often
		a small head board would state that the poor unfortunate had
		died of cholera. Many of these had been torn open by wolves
		and the blanket encircling the corpse partly pulled away. Our
		route led a few miles north of Chimney Rock, standing on an
		elevated point like a tall column, so perfect and regular on
		all sides, that from our point it looked as if it might be the
		work of the stone cutters. Some of the party went to see it
		and reported there was no way to ascend it, and that as far as
		a man could reach, the rocks were inscribed with the names of
		visitors and travelers who passed that way.
		
At Scott's Bluffs, the bluffs came close to the river, so
		there was considerable hill climbing to get along, the road in
		other places finding ample room in the bottom. Here we found a
		large camp of the Sioux Indians on the bank of a ravine, on
		both sides of which were some large cottonwood trees. Away up
		in the large limbs platforms had been made of poles, on which
		were laid the bodies of their dead, wrapped in blankets and
		fastened down to the platform by a sort of a network of
		smaller poles tightly lashed so that they could not be dragged
		away or disturbed by wild animals. This seemed a strange sort
		of cemetery, but when we saw the desecrated earth-made graves
		we felt that perhaps this was the best way, even if it was a
		savage custom.
		
These Indians were fair-sized men, and pretty good looking
		for red men. Some of our men went over to their camp, and some
		of their youths came down to ours, and when we started on they
		seemed quite proud that they had learned a little of the
		English language, but the extent of their knowledge seemed to
		be a little learned of the ox-drivers, for they would swing
		their hands at the cattle and cry out "Whoa! haw, g-d
		d--n." Whether they knew what was meant, I have my
		doubts. They seemed pretty well provided for and begged very
		little, as they are apt to do when they are hard pressed.
		
We saw also some bands of Pawnee Indians on the move across
		the prairies. They would hitch a long, light pole on each side
		of a pony, with the ends dragging behind on the ground, and on
		a little platform at the hind end the children sat and were
		dragged along.
		
As we passed on beyond Scott's Bluff the game began to be
		perceptibly scarcer, and what we did find was back from the
		traveled road, from which it had apparently been driven by the
		passing hunters.
		
In time we reached Ft. Laramie, a trading post, where there
		were some Indian lodges, and we noticed that some of the
		occupants had lighter complexions than any of the other
		Indians we had
		
seen. They had cords of dried buffalo meat, and we
		purchased some. It was very fat, but was so perfectly cured
		that the clear tallow tasted as sweet as a nut. I thought it
		was the best dried meat I had ever tasted, but perhaps a good
		appetite had something to do with it.
		
As we passed Ft. Laramie we fell in company with some U.S.
		soldiers who were going to Ft. Hall and thence to Oregon. We
		considered them pretty safe to travel with and kept with them
		for some time, though their rate of travel was less than ours.
		Among them were some Mormons, employed as teamsters, and in
		other ways, and they told us there were some Missourians on
		the road who would never live to see California. There had
		been some contests between the Missourians and the Mormons,
		and I felt rather glad that none of us hailed from Pike
		county.
		
We turned into what they called the Black Hills, leaving
		the Platte to the north of us. The first night on this road we
		had the hardest rain I ever experienced, and the only one of
		any account on our journey. Our camp was on a level piece of
		ground on the bank of a dry creek, which soon became a very
		wet creek indeed, for by morning it was one hundred yards wide
		and absolutely impassible. It went down, however, as quickly
		as it rose, and by ten o'clock it was so low that we easily
		crossed and went on our way. We crossed one stream where there
		were great drifts or piles of hail which had been brought down
		by a heavy storm from higher up the hills. At one place we
		found some rounded boulders from six to eight inches in
		diameter, which were partly hollow, and broken open were found
		to contain most beautiful crystals of quartz, clear as purest
		ice. The inside was certainly very pretty, and it was a
		mystery how it came there. I have since learned that such
		stones are found at many points, and that they are called
		geodes.
		
We came out at the river again at the mouth of Deer Creek,
		and as there was some pretty good coal there quite easy to
		get, we made camp one day to try to tighten our wagon tires,
		John Rogers acting as blacksmith. This was my first chance to
		reconnoitre, and so I took my gun and went up the creek, a
		wide, treeless bottom. In the ravines on the south side were
		beautiful groves of small fir trees and some thick brush, wild
		rose bushes I think. I found here a good many heads and horns
		of elk, and I could not decide whether they had been killed in
		winter during the deep snow, or had starved to death.
		
There was a ferry here to cross the river and go up along
		north side. Mr. Dallas bought the whole outfit for a small sum
		and when we were safely over he took with him such ropes as he
		wanted and tied the boat to the bank The road on this side was
		very sandy and led over and among some rolling hills. In
		talking with the men of the U.S. troops in whose company we
		still were, I gathered much information concerning our road
		further west. They said we were entirely too late to get
		through to California, on account of crossing the Sierra
		Nevada mountains, which, they said would be covered with snow
		by November, or even earlier, and that we would be compelled
		to winter at Salt Lake. Some of the drivers overheard Mr.
		Dallas telling his family the same thing, and that if he
		should winter at Salt Lake, he would discharge his drivers as
		soon as he arrived, as he could not afford to board them all
		winter.
		
This was bad news for me, for I had known of the history of
		them at Nauvoo and in Missouri, and the prospect of being
		thrown among them with no money to buy bread was a very sorry
		prospect for me. From all I could learn we could not get a
		chance to work, even for our board there, and the other
		drivers shared my fears and disappointment. In this dilemma we
		called a council, and invited the gentleman in to have an
		understanding. He came and our spokesman stated the case to
		him, and our fears, and asked him what he had to say to us
		about it. He flew quite angry at us, and talked some and swore
		a great deal more, and the burden of his speech
		was:—"This train belongs to me and I propose to do
		with it just as I have a mind to, and I don't care a d--n what
		you fellows do or say. I am not going to board you fellows all
		winter for nothing, and when we get to Salt Lake you can go
		where you please, for I shall not want you any longer."
		We talked a little to him and under the circumstances to talk
		was about all we could do. He gave us no satisfaction and left
		us apparently much offended that we had any care for
		ourselves.
		
Then we had some talk among ourselves, at the time, and
		from day to day as we moved along. We began to think that the
		only way to get along at all in Salt Lake would be to turn
		Mormons, and none of us had any belief or desire that way and
		could not make up our minds to stop our journey and lose so
		much time, and if we were not very favored travelers our lot
		might be cast among the sinners for all time.
		
We were now on the Sweetwater River, and began to see the
		snow on the Rocky Mountains ahead of us, another reminder that
		there was a winter coming and only a little more than half our
		journey was done. We did not feel very happy over it, and yet
		we had to laugh once in a while at some of the funny things
		that would happen.
		
The Government party we were with had among them a German
		mule driver who had a deal of trouble with his team, but who
		had a very little knowledge of the English language. When the
		officers tried to instruct him a little he seemed to get out
		of patience and would say something very like
		Sacramento. We did not know exactly what this meant. We
		had heard there was a river of that name or something very
		near like that; and then again some said that was the Dutch
		for swearing. If this latter was the truth then he was a very
		profane mule driver when he got mad.
		
The Captain of the company had a very nice looking lady
		with him, and they carried a fine wall tent which they
		occupied when they went into camp. The company cook served
		their meals to them in the privacy of their tent, and they
		seemed to enjoy themselves very nicely. Everybody thought the
		Captain was very lucky in having such an accomplished
		companion, and journey along quietly to the gold fields at
		government expense.
		
There seemed to be just a little jealousy between the
		Captain and the Lieutenant, and one day I saw them both
		standing in angry attitude before the Captain's quarters, both
		mounted, with their carbines lying across their saddles before
		them. They had some pretty sharp, hot words, and it looked as
		if they both were pretty nearly warmed up to the shooting
		point. Once the Lieutenant moved his right hand a little, and
		the Captain was quick to see it, shouting;—"Let
		your gun alone or I will make a hole through you," at the
		same time grasping his own and pointing it straight at the
		other officer. During all this time the Captain's lady stood
		in the tent door, and when she saw her favorite had the drop
		on the Lieutenant she clapped her delicate, little hands in a
		gleeful manner:—"Just look at the Captain! Ain't he
		spunky?" and then she laughed long and loud to see her
		lord show so much military courage. She seemed more pleased at
		the affair than any one else. I don't know exactly what the
		others thought, but I never could believe that the lady and
		the Captain were ever married.
		
The Lieutenant was no coward, but probably thinking that
		prudence was the better part of valor, refrained from handling
		his gun, and the two soon rode away in opposite
		directions.
		
We passed a lone rock standing in the river bottom on the
		Sweetwater, which they named Independence Rock. It was covered
		with the names of thousands of people who had gone by on that
		road. Some were pretty neatly chiseled in, some very rudely
		scrawled, and some put on with paint. I spent all the time I
		could hunting Mr. Bennett's name, but I could not find it
		anywhere. To have found his name, and thus to know that he had
		safely passed this point would have been a little re-assuring
		in those rather doubtful days. Some had named the date of
		their passing, and some of them were probably pretty near the
		gold fields at this time.
		
All along in this section we found alkali water near the
		road, some very strong and dangerous for man or beast to use.
		We traveled on up the Sweetwater for some time, and at last
		came to a place where the road left the river, and we had a
		long, hard hill to pull up. When we reached the top of this we
		were in the South Pass of the Rocky Mountains, the backbone of
		the American continent. To the north of us were some very high
		peaks white with snow, and to the south were some lower hills
		and valleys. The summit of the mountains was not quite as
		imposing as I expected, but it was the summit, and we were
		soon surely moving down the western side, for at Pacific
		Springs the water ran to the westward, toward the Pacific
		coast. The next day we came to the nearly dry bed of the
		river—the Big Sandy. The country round about seemed
		volcanic, with no timber, but plenty of sage brush, in which
		we were able to shoot an occasional sage hen. The river bed
		itself was nothing but sand, and where there was water enough
		to wet it, it was very miry and hard traveling over it. There
		are two streams, the Big Sandy and Little Sandy, both
		tributaries to Green River, which we soon reached and
		crossed.
		
It was a remarkable clear and rapid stream and was now low
		enough to ford. One of the Government teams set out to make
		the crossing at a point where it looked shallow enough, but
		before the lead mules reached the opposite shore, they lost
		their footing and were forced to swim. Of course the wagon
		stopped and the team swung round and tangled up in a bad
		shape. They were unhitched and the wagon pulled back, the load
		was somewhat dampened, for the water came into the wagon box
		about a foot. We camped here and laid by one day, having thus
		quite a little chance to look around.
		
When we came to the first water that flowed toward the
		Pacific Coast at Pacific Springs, we drivers had quite a
		little talk about a new scheme. We put a great many
		"ifs" together and they amounted to about
		this:—If this stream were large enough; if we had a
		boat; if we knew the way: if there were no falls or bad
		places; if we had plenty of provisions; if we were bold enough
		set out on such a trip, etc., we might come out at some point
		or other on the Pacific Ocean. And now when we came to the
		first of the "ifs," a stream large enough to float a
		small boat; we began to think more strongly about the other
		"ifs".
		
In the course of our rambles we actually did run across the
		second "if" in the shape of a small ferry boat
		filled up with sand upon a bar, and it did not take very long
		to dig it out and put it into shape to use, for it was just
		large enough to hold one wagon at a time. Our military escort
		intended to leave us at this point, as their route now bore
		off to the north of ours. I had a long talk with the surgeon
		who seemed well informed about the country, and asked him
		about the prospects. He did not give the Mormons a very good
		name. He said to me:—"If you go to Salt Lake City,
		do not let them know you are from Missouri, for I tell you
		that many of those from that State will never see California.
		You know they were driven from Missouri, and will get revenge
		if they can." Both the surgeon and the captain said the
		stream came out on the Pacific Coast and that we had no
		obstacles except cataracts, which they had heard were pretty
		bad. I then went to Dallas and told him what we proposed doing
		and to our surprise he did not offer any objections, and
		offered me $60 for my pony. He said he would sell us some
		flour and bacon for provisions also.
		
We helped them in crossing the river, which was somewhat
		difficult, being swift, with boulders in the bottom but we got
		all safely over and then made the trade we had spoken of.
		Dallas paid me for my pony and we took what flour and bacon he
		would let go. He gave us some ropes for head and stern lines
		to our boat and a couple of axes, and we laid these, and our
		provisions in a pile by the roadside. Six of us then gave up
		our whips. Mr. S. McMahon, a driver, hesitated for some time,
		but being pressed by Dallas for a decision, at last threw down
		his whip and said:—"I will go with the boys."
		This left Dallas with only one driver, but he took a whip
		himself, and with the aid of the children and his wife who
		drove the two-horse wagon, they got along very well. I paid
		for such provisions as we had taken, as the rest of the
		fellows had almost no money.
		
So we parted company, the little train slowly moving on its
		way westward. Our military captain, the soldier boys, and the
		gay young lady taking the route to Oregon, and we sitting on
		the bank of the river whose waters flowed to the great
		Pacific. Each company wished the other good luck, we took a
		few long breaths and then set to work in earnest to carry out
		our plans.
		

About the first thing we did was to organize and select a
		captain, and, very much against my wishes, I was chosen to
		this important position. Six of us had guns of some sort,
		Richard Field, Dallas's cook, was not armed at all. We had one
		regular axe and a large camp hatchet, which was about the same
		as an axe, and several very small hatchets owned by the men.
		All our worldly goods were piled up on the bank, and we were
		alone.
		
An examination of the old ferry boat showed it to be in
		pretty good condition, the sand with which it had been filled
		keeping it very perfectly. We found two oars in the sand under
		the boat, and looked up some poles to assist us in navigation.
		Our cordage was rather scant but the best we could get and all
		we could muster. The boat was about twelve feet long and six
		or seven feet wide, not a very well proportioned craft, but
		having the ability to carry a pretty good load. We swung it up
		to the bank and loaded up our goods and then ourselves. It was
		not a heavy load for the craft, and it looked as if we were
		taking the most sensible way to get to the Pacific, and almost
		wondered that everybody was so blind as not to see it as we
		did.
		
This party was composed of W.L. Manley, M.S. McMahon,
		Charles and Joseph Hazelrig, Richard Field, Alfred Walton and
		John Rogers. We untied the ropes, gave the boat a push and
		commenced to move down the river with ease and comfort,
		feeling much happier than we would had we been going toward
		Salt Lake with the prospect of wintering there.
		
At the mouth of Ham's Fork we passed a camp of Indians, but
		we kept close to the opposite shore to avoid being boarded by
		them. They beckoned very urgently for us to come ashore, but I
		acted as if I did not understand them, and gave them the
		go-by.
		
As we were floating down the rapid stream it became more
		and more a rapid, roaring river, and the bed contained many
		dangerous rocks that were difficult to shun. Each of us had a
		setting-pole, and we ranged ourselves along the sides of the
		boat and tried to keep ourselves clear from the rocks and
		dangers. The water was not very deep and made such a dashing
		noise as the current rushed among the rocks that one had to
		talk pretty loud to be heard. As we were gliding along quite
		swiftly, I set my pole on the bottom and gave the boat a
		sudden push to avoid a boulder, when the pole stuck in the
		crevice between two rocks, and instead of losing the pole by
		the sudden jerk I gave, I was the one who was very suddenly
		yanked from the boat by the spring of the pole, and landed in
		the middle of the river. I struck pretty squarely on my back,
		and so got thoroughly wet, but swam for shore amid the shouts
		of the boys, who waved their hats and hurrahed for the captain
		when they saw he was not hurt. I told them that was nothing as
		we were on our way to California by water any way, and such
		things must be expected.
		
The next day after this I went on shore and sighted a
		couple of antelope, one of which I shot, which gave us good
		grub, and good appetites we already had. As near as we could
		estimate we floated about thirty miles a day, which beat the
		pace of tired oxen considerably. In one place there was a
		fringe of thick willows along the bank, and a little farther
		back a perpendicular bluff, while between the two was a strip
		of fine green grass. As we were passing this we scared up a
		band of elk in this grass meadow, and they all took a run down
		the river like a band of horses. One of them turned up a small
		ravine with walls so steep he could not get out, so we posted
		a guard at the entrance, and three of us went up the
		cañon after him, and after the others had each fired a
		shot, I fired the third and brought him down. This was about
		the finest piece of Rocky Mountain beef that one could see. We
		took the carcass on board and floated on again.
		
Thus far we had a very pleasant time, each taking his turn
		in working the boat while the others rested or slept. About
		the fifth day when we were floating along in very gently
		running water, I had lay down to take a rest and a little
		sleep. The mountains here on both sides of the river were not
		very steep, but ran gradually for a mile or so. While I was
		sleeping the boat came around a small angle in the stream, and
		all at once there seemed to be a higher, steeper range of
		mountains right across the valley. The boys thought the river
		was coming to a rather sudden end and hastily awoke me, and
		for the life of me I could not say they were not right, for
		there was no way in sight for it to go to. I remembered while
		looking over a map the military men had I found a place named
		Brown's Hole, and I told the boys I guessed we were elected to
		go on foot to California after all, for I did not propose to
		follow the river down any sort of a hole into any mountain. We
		were floating directly toward a perpendicular cliff, and I
		could not see any hole any where, nor any other place where it
		could go. Just as we were within a stone's throw of the cliff,
		the river turned sharply to the right and went behind a high
		point of the mountain that seemed to stand squarely on edge.
		This was really an immense crack or crevice, certainly 2000
		feet deep and perhaps much more, and seemed much wider at the
		bottom than it did at the top, 2000 feet or more above our
		heads. Each wall seemed to lean in toward the water as it
		rose.
		
We were now for some time between two rocky walls between
		which the river ran very rapidly, and we often had to get out
		and work our boat over the rocks, sometimes lifting it off
		when it caught. Fortunately we had a good tow line, and one
		would take this and follow along the edge when it was so he
		could walk. The mountains seemed to get higher and higher on
		both sides as we advanced, and in places we could see quite a
		number of trees overhanging the river, and away up on the
		rocks we could see the wild mountain sheep looking down at us.
		They were so high that they seemed a mile away, and
		consequently safe enough. This was their home, and they seemed
		very independent, as if they dared us fellows to come and see
		them. There was an old cottonwood tree on bank with marks of
		an axe on it, but this was all the sign we saw that any one
		had ever been here before us. We got no game while passing
		through this deep cañon and began to feel the need of
		some fresh provisions very sorely.
		
We passed many deep, dark cañons coming into the
		main stream, and at one place, where the rock hung a little
		over the river and had a smooth wall, I climbed up above the
		high water mark which we could clearly see, and with a mixture
		of gunpowder and grease for paint, and a bit of cloth tied to
		a stick for a brush, I painted in fair sized letters on the
		rock, CAPT. W.L. MANLEY, U.S.A. We did not know whether we
		were within the bounds of the United States or not, and we put
		on all the majesty we could under the circumstances. I don't
		think the sun ever shone down to the bottom of the
		cañon, for the sides were literally sky-high, for the
		sky, and a very small portion of that was all we could
		see.
		
Just before night we came to a place where some huge rocks
		as large as cabins had fallen down from the mountain,
		completely filling up the river bed, and making it completely
		impassible for our boat. We unloaded it and while the boys
		held the stern line, I took off my clothes and pushed the boat
		out into the torrent which ran around the rocks, letting them
		pay the line out slowly till it was just right. Then I sang
		out to—"Let go"—and away it dashed. I
		grasped the bow line, and at the first chance jumped overboard
		and got to shore, when I held the boat and brought it in below
		the obstructions. There was some deep water below the rocks;
		and we went into camp. While some loaded the boat, others with
		a hook and line caught some good fish, which resembled
		mackerel.
		
While I was looking up toward the mountain top, and along
		down the rocky wall, I saw a smooth place about fifty feet
		above where the great rocks had broken out, and there, painted
		in large black letters, were the words "ASHLEY,
		1824." This was the first real evidence we had of the
		presence of a white man in this wild place, and from this
		record it seems that twenty-five years before some venturesome
		man had here inscribed his name. I have since heard there were
		some persons in St. Louis of this name, and of some
		circumstances which may link them with this early
		traveler.
		
When we came to look around we found that another big rock
		blocked the channel 300 yards below, and the water rushed
		around it with a terrible swirl. So we unloaded the boat again
		and made the attempt to get around it as we did the other
		rocks. We tried to get across the river but failed. We now,
		all but one, got on the great rock with our poles, and the one
		man was to ease the boat down with the rope as far as he
		could, then let go and we would stop it with our poles and
		push it out into the stream and let it go over, but the
		current was so strong that when the boat struck the rock we
		could not stop it, and the gunwale next to us rose, and the
		other went down, so that in a second the boat stood edgewise
		in the water and the bottom tight against the big rock, and
		the strong current pinned it there so tight that we could no
		more move it than we could move the rock itself.
		
This seemed a very sudden ending to our voyage and there
		were some very rapid thoughts as to whether we would not safer
		among the Mormons than out in this wild country, afoot and
		alone. Our boat was surely lost beyond hope, and something
		must be done. I saw two pine trees, about two feet through,
		growing on a level place just below, and I said to them that
		we must decide between going afoot and making some canoes out
		of these pine trees. Canoes were decided on, and we never let
		the axes rest, night or day till we had them completed. While
		my working shift was off, I took an hour or two, for a little
		hunting, and on a low divide partly grown over with small
		pines and juniper I found signs, old and new, of many elk, and
		so concluded the country was well stocked with noble game. The
		two canoes, when completed were about fifteen feet long and
		two feet wide, and we lashed them together for greater
		security. When we tried them we found they were too small to
		carry our load and us, and we landed half a mile below, where
		there were two other pine trees—white pine—about
		two feet through, and much taller than the ones we had used.
		We set at work making a large canoe of these. I had to direct
		the work for I was the only one who had ever done such work.
		We worked night and day at these canoes, keeping a big fire at
		night and changing off to keep the axes busy. This canoe we
		made twenty-five or thirty feet long, and when completed they
		made me captain of it and into it loaded the most valuable
		things, such as provisions, ammunition, and cooking utensils.
		I had to take the lead for I was the only skillful canoeist in
		the party. We agreed upon signals to give when danger was
		seen, or game in sight, and leading off with my big canoe we
		set sail again, and went flying down stream.
		
This rapid rate soon brought us out of the high mountains
		and into a narrow valley when the stream became more moderate
		in its speed and we floated along easily enough. In a little
		while after we struck this slack water, as we were rounding a
		point, I saw on a sand bar in the river, five or six elk,
		standing and looking at us with much curiosity. I signaled for
		those behind to go to shore, while I did the same, and two or
		three of us took our guns and went carefully down along the
		bank, the thick brush hiding us from them, till we were in
		fair range, then selecting our game we fired on them. A fine
		doe fell on the opposite bank, and a magnificent buck which
		Rogers and I selected, went below and crossed the river on our
		side. We followed him down along the bank which was here a
		flat meadow with thick bunches of willows, and soon came
		pretty near to Mr. Elk who started off on a high and lofty
		trot. As he passed an opening in the bushes I put a ball
		through his head and he fell. He was a monster. Rogers, who
		was a butcher, said it would weigh five hundred or six hundred
		pounds. The horns were fully six feet long, and by placing the
		horns on the ground, point downwards, one could walk under the
		skull between them. We packed the meat to our canoes, and
		staid up all night cutting the meat in strips and drying it,
		to reduce bulk and preserve it, and it made the finest kind of
		food, fit for an epicure.
		
Starting on again, the river lost more and more of of its
		rapidity as it came out into a still wider valley, and became
		quite sluggish. We picked red berries that grew on bushes that
		overhung the water. They were sour and might have been high
		cranberries. One day I killed an otter, and afterward hearing
		a wild goose on shore, I went for the game and killed it on a
		small pond on which there were also some mallard duck. I
		killed two of these. When I fired, the ones not killed did not
		fly away, but rather swam toward me. I suppose they never
		before had seen a man or heard the report of a gun. On the
		shore around the place I saw a small bear track, but I did not
		have time to look for his bearship, and left, with the game
		already killed, and passed on down through this beautiful
		valley.
		
We saw one place where a large band of horses had crossed,
		and as the men with them must have had a raft, we were pretty
		sure that the men in charge of them were white men. Another
		day we passed the mouth of a swollen stream which came in from
		the west side. The water was thick with mud, and the fish,
		about a foot long, came to the top, with their noses out of
		water. We tried to catch some, but could not hold them. One
		night we camped on an island, and I took my gun and went over
		toward the west side where I killed a deer. The boys hearing
		me shoot, came out, guns in hand, thinking I might need help,
		and I was very glad of their assistance. To make our flour go
		as far as possible we ate very freely of meat, and having
		excellent appetites it disappeared very fast.
		
It took us two or three days to pass this beautiful valley,
		and then we began to get into a rougher country again, the
		cañons deeper and the water more tumultuous. McMahon
		and I had the lead always, in the big canoe. The mountains
		seemed to change into bare rocks and get higher and higher as
		we floated along. After the first day of this the river became
		so full of boulders that many times the only way we could do
		was to unload the canoes and haul them over, load up and go
		ahead, only to repeat the same tactics in a very short time
		again. At one place where the river was more than usually
		obstructed we found a deserted camp, a skiff and some heavy
		cooking utensils, with a notice posted up on an alder tree
		saying that they had found the river route impracticable, and
		being satisfied that the river was so full of rocks and
		boulders that it could not be safely navigated, they had
		abandoned the undertaking and were about to start overland to
		make their way to Salt Lake. I took down the names of the
		parties at the time in my diary, which has since been burned,
		but have now forgotten them entirely. They were all strangers
		to me. They had taken left such heavy articles as could not be
		carried on foot. This notice rather disconcerted us, but we
		thought we had better keep on and see for ourselves, so we did
		not follow them, but kept on down the rocky river. We found
		generally more boulders than water, and the down grade of the
		river bed was heavy.
		
Some alders and willows grew upon the bank and up quite
		high on the mountains we could see a little timber. Some days
		we did not go more than four or five miles, and that was
		serious work, loading and unloading our canoes, and packing
		them over the boulders, with only small streams of water
		curling around between them. We went barefoot most of the
		time, for we were more than half of the time in the water
		which roared and dashed so loud that we could hardly heard
		each other speak. We kept getting more and more venturesome
		and skillful, and managed to run some very dangerous rapids in
		safety.
		
On the high peaks above our heads we could see the Rocky
		Mountain sheep looking defiantly at us from their mountain
		fastnesses, so far away they looked no larger than jack
		rabbits. They were too far off to try to shoot at, and we had
		no time to try to steal up any nearer for at the rate we were
		making, food would be the one thing needful, for we were
		consuming it very fast. Sometimes we could ride a little ways,
		and then would come the rough-and-tumble with the rocks
		again.
		
One afternoon we came to a sudden turn in the river, more
		than a right angle, and, just below, a fall of two feet or
		more. This I ran in safety, as did the rest who followed and
		we cheered at our pluck and skill. Just after this the river
		swung back the other way at a right angle or more, and I
		quickly saw there was danger below and signaled them to go on
		shore at once, and lead the canoes over the dangerous rapids.
		I ran my own canoe near shore and got by the rapid safely,
		waiting for the others to come also. They did not obey my
		signals but thought to run the rapid the same as I did. The
		channel here was straight for 200 yards, without a boulder in
		it, but the stream was so swift that it caused great, rolling
		waves in the center, of a kind I have never seen anywhere
		else. The boys were not skillful enough to navigate this
		stream, and the suction drew them to the center where the
		great waves rolled them over and over, bottom side up and
		every way. The occupants of our canoe let go and swam to
		shore. Fields had always been afraid of water and had worn a
		life preserver every day since we left the wagons. He threw up
		his hands and splashed and kicked at a terrible rate, for he
		could not swim, and at last made solid ground. One of the
		canoes came down into the eddy below, where it lodged close to
		the shore, bottom up. Alfred Walton in the other canoe could
		not swim, but held on to the gunwale with a death grip, and it
		went on down through the rapids. Sometimes we could see the
		man and sometimes not, and he and the canoe took turns in
		disappearing. Walton had very black hair, and as he clung fast
		to his canoe his black head looked like a crow on the end of a
		log. Sometimes he would be under so long that we thought he
		must be lost, when up he would come again still clinging
		manfully.
		
McMahon and I threw everything out of the big canoe and
		pushed out after him. I told Mc. to kneel down so I could see
		over him to keep the craft off the rocks, and by changing his
		paddle from side to side as ordered, he enabled me to make
		quick moves and avoid being dashed to pieces. We fairly flew,
		the boys said, but I stood up in the stern and kept it clear
		of danger till we ran into a clear piece of river and overtook
		Walton clinging to the overturned boat; McMahon seized the
		boat and I paddled all to shore, but Walton was nearly dead
		and could hardly keep his grasp on the canoe. We took him to a
		sandy place and worked over him and warmed him in the sun till
		he came to life again, then built a fire and laid him up near
		to it to get dry and warm. If the canoe had gone on 20 yards
		farther with him before we caught it, he would have gone into
		another long rapid and been drowned. We left Walton by the
		fire and crossing the river in the slack water, went up to
		where the other boys were standing, wet and sorry-looking,
		say-that all was gone and lost. Rogers put his hand in his
		pocket and pulled out three half dollars and said
		sadly:—"Boys, this is all I am worth in the
		world." All the clothes he had were a pair of overalls
		and a shirt. If he had been possessed of a thousand in gold he
		would have been no richer, for there was no one to buy from
		and nothing to buy. I said to them: "Boys, we can't help
		what has happened, we'll do the best we can. Right your canoe,
		get the water out, and we'll go down and see how Walton
		is." They did as I told them, and lo and behold when the
		canoe rolled right side up, there were their clothes and
		blankets safe and sound. These light things had floated in the
		canoe and were safe. We now tried by joining hands to reach
		out far enough to recover some of the guns, but by feeling
		with their feet they found the bottom smooth as glass and the
		property all swept on below, no one knew where. The current
		was so powerful that no one could stand in it where it came up
		above his knees. The eddy which enabled us to save the first
		canoe with the bedding and clothes was caused by a great
		boulder as large as a house which had fallen from above and
		partly blocked the stream. Everything that would sink was
		lost.
		
We all got into the two canoes and went down to Walton,
		where we camped and staid all night for Walton's benefit.
		While we were waiting I took my gun and tried to climb up high
		enough to see how much longer this horrible cañon was
		going to last, but after many attempts, I could not get high
		enough to see in any direction. The mountain was all bare
		rocks in terraces, but it was impossible to climb from one to
		the other, and the benches were all filled with broken rocks
		that had fallen from above.
		
By the time I got back to camp, Walton was dry and warm and
		could talk. He said he felt better, and pretty good over his
		rescue. When he was going under the water, it seemed sometimes
		as if he never would come to the top again, but he held on and
		eventually came out all right. He never knew how he got to
		shore, he was so nearly dead when rescued.
		
The next morning Walton was so well we started on. We were
		now very poorly armed. My rifle and McMahon's shotgun were all
		the arms we had for seven of us, and we could make but a poor
		defence if attacked by man or beast, to say nothing of
		providing ourselves with food. The mountains on each side were
		very bare of timber, those on the east side particularly so,
		and very high and barren. Toward night we were floating along
		in a piece of slack water, the river below made a short turn
		around a high and rocky point almost perpendicular from the
		water. There was a terrace along the side of this point about
		fifty feet up, and the bench grew narrower as it approached
		the river. As I was coming down quite close under this bank I
		saw three mountain sheep on the bench above, and, motioning to
		the boys, I ran on shore and, with my gun in hand, crept down
		toward them, keeping a small pine tree between myself and the
		sheep. There were some cedar bushes on the point, and the
		pines grew about half way up the bank. I got in as good a
		range as possible and fired at one of them which staggered
		around and fell down to the bottom of the cliff. I loaded and
		took the next largest one which came down the same way. The
		third one tried to escape by going down the bend and then
		creeping up a crevice, but it could not get away and turned
		back, cautiously, which gave me time to load again and put a
		ball through it. I hit it a little too far back for instant
		death, but I followed it up and found it down and helpless,
		and soon secured it. I hauled this one down the mountain, and
		the other boys had the two others secure by this time. McMahon
		was so elated at my success that he said: "Manley, if I
		could shoot as you do I would never want any better
		business." And the other fellows said they guessed we
		were having better luck with one gun than with six, so we had
		a merry time after all. These animals were of a bluish color,
		with hair much finer than deer, and resembled a goat more than
		a sheep. These three were all females and their horns were
		quite straight, not curved like the big males. We cut the meat
		from the bones and broke them up, making a fine soup which
		tasted pretty good. They were in pretty good order, and the
		meat like very good mutton.
		
We kept pushing on down the river. The rapids were still
		dangerous in many places, but not so frequent nor so bad as
		the part we had gone over, and we could see that the river
		gradually grew smoother as we progressed.
		
After a day or two we began to get out of the
		cañons, but the mountains and hills on each side were
		barren and of a pale yellow caste, with no chance for us to
		climb up and take a look to see if there were any chances for
		us further along. We had now been obliged to follow the
		cañon for many miles, for the only way to get out was
		to get out endwise, climbing the banks being utterly out of
		the question. But these mountains soon came to an end, and
		there was some cottonwood and willows on the bank of the
		river, which was now so smooth we could ride along without the
		continual loading and unloading we had been forced to practice
		for so long. We had begun to get a little desperate at the
		lack of game, but the new valley, which grew wider all the
		time, gave us hope again, if it was quite barren everywhere
		except back of the willow trees.
		
We were floating along very silently one day, for none of
		us felt very much in the mood for talking, when we heard a
		distant sound which we thought was very much like the firing
		of a gun. We kept still, and in a short time a similar sound
		was heard, plainer and evidently some ways down the stream.
		Again and again we heard it, and decided that it must be a gun
		shot, and yet we were puzzled to know how it could be. We were
		pretty sure there were no white people ahead of us, and we did
		not suppose the Indians in this far-off land had any firearms.
		It might be barely possible that we were coming now to some
		wagon train taking a southern course, for we had never heard
		that there were any settlements in this direction and the
		barren country would preclude any such thing, as we viewed it
		now. If it was a hostile band we could not do much with a
		rifle and a shot gun toward defending ourselves or taking the
		aggressive. Some of the boys spoke of our scalps ornamenting a
		spear handle, and indulged in such like cheerful talk which
		comforted us wonderfully.
		
Finally we concluded we did not come out into that wild
		country to be afraid of a few gunshots, and determined to put
		on a bold front, fight if we had to, run away if we could not
		do any better, and take our chances on getting scalped or
		roasted. Just then we came in sight of three Indian lodges
		just a little back from the river, and now we knew for certain
		who had the guns. McMahon and I were in the lead as usual, and
		it was only a moment before one of the Indians appeared, gun
		in hand, and made motions for us to come on shore. A
		cottonwood tree lay nearly across the river, and I had gone so
		far that I had to go around it and land below, but the other
		boys behind were afraid to do otherwise than to land right
		there as the Indian kept his gun lying across his arm. I ran
		our canoe below to a patch of willows, where we landed and
		crawled through the brush till we came in sight of the other
		boys, where we stood and waited a moment to see how they
		fared, and whether our red men were friends or enemies. There
		were no suspicious movements on their part, so we came out and
		walked right up to them. There was some little talk, but I am
		sure we did not understand one another's language, and so we
		made motions and they made motions, and we got along better.
		We went with them down to the tepee, and there we heard the
		first word that was at all like English and that was
		"Mormonee," with a sort of questioning tone. Pretty
		soon one said "Buffalo," and then we concluded they
		were on a big hunt of some sort. They took us into their
		lodges and showed us blankets, knives, and guns, and then,
		with a suggestive motion, said all was "Mormonee,"
		by which we understood they had got them from the Mormons. The
		Indian in the back part of the lodge looked very pleasant and
		his countenance showed a good deal of intelligence for a man
		of the mountains. I now told the boys that we were in a
		position where we were dependent on some one, and that I had
		seen enough to convince me that these Indians were perfectly
		friendly with the Mormons, and that for our own benefit we had
		better pass ourselves off for Mormons, also. So we put our
		right hand to our breast and said "Mormonee," with a
		cheerful countenance, and that act conveyed to them the belief
		that we were chosen disciples of the great and only Brigham
		and we became friends at once, as all acknowledged. The
		fine-looking Indian who sat as king in the lodge now, by
		motions and a word or two, made himself known as Chief Walker,
		and when I knew this I took great pains to cultivate his
		acquaintance.
		
I was quite familiar with the sign language used by all the
		Indians, and found I could get along pretty well in making him
		understand and knowing what he said. I asked him first how
		many "sleeps"' or days it was from there to
		"Mormonee." In answer he put out his left hand and
		then put two fingers of his right astride of it, making both
		go up and down with the same motion of a man riding a horse.
		Then he shut his eyes and laid his head on his hand three
		times, by which I understood that a man could ride to the
		Mormon settlement in three sleeps or four days. He then wanted
		to know where we were going, and I made signs that we were
		wishing to go toward the setting sun and to the big water, and
		I said "California." The country off to the west of
		us now seemed an open, barren plain, which grew wider as it
		extended west. The mountains on the north side seemed to get
		lower and smaller as they extended west, but on the south or
		east side they were all high and rough. It seemed as if we
		could see one hundred miles down the river, and up to the time
		we met the Indians we thought we had got through all our
		troublesome navigation and could now sail on, quietly and
		safely to the great Pacific Ocean and land of gold.
		
When I told Chief Walker this he seemed very much
		astonished, as if wondering why we were going down the river
		when we wanted to get west across the country. I asked him how
		many sleeps it was to the big water, and he shook his head,
		pointed out across the country and then to the river and shook
		his head again; by which I understood that water was scarce,
		out the way he pointed. He then led me down to a smooth sand
		bar on the river and then, with a crooked stick, began to make
		a map in the sand. First he made a long crooked mark, ten feet
		long or so, and pointing to the river to let me know that the
		mark in the sand was made to represent it. He then made a
		straight mark across near the north end of the stream, and
		showed the other streams which came into the Green river which
		I saw at once was exactly correct. Then he laid some small
		stones on each side of the cross mark, and making a small hoop
		of a willow twig, he rolled it in the mark he had made across
		the river, then flourished his stick as if he were driving
		oxen. Thus he represented the emigrant road. He traced the
		branches off to the north where the soldiers had gone, and the
		road to California, which the emigrants took, all of which we
		could see was correct. Then he began to describe the river
		down which we had come. A short distance below the road he put
		some small stones on each side of the river to represent
		mountains. He then put down his hands, one on each side of the
		crooked mark and then raised them up again saying e-e-e-e-e-e
		as he raised them, to say that the mountains there were very
		high. Then he traced down the stream to a place below where we
		made our canoes; when he placed the stone back from the river
		farther, to show that there was a valley there; then he drew
		them in close again farther down, and piled them up again two
		or three tiers high, then placing both fists on them he raised
		them higher than the top of his head, saying e-e-e-e-e-e and
		looking still higher and shaking his head as if to say:—
		"Awful bad cañon", and thus he went on describing the river
		till we understood that we were near the place where we now
		were, and then pointed to his tepee, showing that I understood
		him all right. It was all correct, as I very well knew and
		assured me that he knew all about the country.
		
I became much interested in my new found friend, and had
		him continue his map down the river. He showed two streams
		coming in on the east side and then he began piling up stones
		on each side of the river and then got longer ones and piled
		them higher and higher yet. Then he stood with one foot on
		each side of his river and put his hands on the stones and
		then raised them as high as he could, making a continued
		e-e-e-e-e-e as long as his breath would last, pointed to the
		canoe and made signs with his hands how it would roll and
		pitch in the rapids and finely capsize and throw us all out.
		He then made signs of death to show us that it was a fatal
		place. I understood perfectly plain from this that below the
		valley where we now were was a terrible cañon, much
		higher than any we had passed, and the rapids were not
		navigable with safety. Then Walker shook his head more than
		once and looked very sober, and said "Indiano" and
		reaching for his bow and arrows, he drew the bow back to its
		utmost length and put the arrow close to my breast, showing
		how I would get shot. Then he would draw his hand across his
		throat and shut his eyes as if in death to make us understand
		that this was a hostile country before us, as well as rough
		and dangerous.
		
I now had a description of the country ahead and believed
		it to be reliable. As soon as I could conveniently after this,
		I had a council with the boys, who had looked on in silence
		while I was holding the silent confab with the chief. I told
		them where we were and what chances there were of getting to
		California by this route, and that for my part I had as soon
		be killed by Mormans as by savage Indians, and that I believed
		the best way for us to do was to make the best of our way to
		Salt Lake. "Now" I said, "Those of you who
		agree with me can follow—and I hope all will."
		
McMahon said that we could not understand a word the old
		Indian said, and as to following his trails, I don't believe a
		word of it, and it don't seem right.
		
He said he had a map of the country, and it looked just as
		safe to him to go on down the river as to go wandering across
		a dry and desolate country which we knew nothing of. I said to
		McMahon—"I know this sign language pretty well. It
		is used by almost all the Indians and is just as plain and
		certain to me as my talk is to you. Chief Walker and his
		forefathers were borne here and know the country as well as
		you know your father's farm, and for my part, I think I shall
		take one of his trails and go to Salt Lake and take the
		chances that way. I have no objections to you going some other
		way if you wish to and think it is best". McMahon and
		Fields concluded they would not follow me any farther.
		
I then went to Chief Walker and had him point out the trail
		to "Mormonie" as well as he could. He told me where
		to enter the mountains leading north, and when we got part way
		he told me we would come to an Indian camp, when I must follow
		some horse tracks newly made; he made me know this by using
		his hands like horse's forefeet, and pointed the way.
		
Some of the young men motioned for me to come out and shoot
		at a mark with them, and as I saw it would please them I did
		so and took good care to beat them every time too. Then they
		wanted to swap (narawaup) guns with me which I declined doing.
		After this the Chief came to me and wanted me to go and hunt
		buffalo with them. I told him I had no horse, and then he went
		and had a nice gray one brought up and told me I could ride
		him if I would go. He took his bow and arrow and showed me how
		he could shoot an arrow straight through a buffalo just back
		of his short ribs and that the arrow would go clear through
		and come out on the other side without touching a bone. Those
		fellows were in fine spirit, on a big hunt, and when Walker
		pointed out his route to me he swung his hand around to Salt
		Lake.
		
They all spoke the word buffalo quite plainly. I took his
		strong bow and found I could hardly pull it half way out, but
		I have no doubt he could do as he said he could. I hardly knew
		how to refuse going with him. I asked him how long it would be
		before he would get around his long circuit and get to Salt
		Lake, to which he replied by pulverizing some leaves in his
		hands and scattering them in the air to represent snow, which
		would fall by the time he got to "Mormonee". I
		shivered as he said this and by his actions I saw that I
		understood him right.
		
I told him I could not go with him for the other boys would
		depend on me to get them something to eat, and I put my finger
		into my open mouth to tell him this. I think if I had been
		alone I should have accepted his offer and should have had a
		good time. I gave them to understand that we would swap
		(narawaup) with them for some horses so he brought up a pair
		of nice two year-old colts for us. I offered him some money
		for them, he did not want that, but would take clothing of
		almost any kind. We let them have some that we could get along
		without, and some one let Walker have a coat. He put it on,
		and being more warmly dressed than ever before, the sweat ran
		down his face in streams. We let them have some needles and
		thread and some odd notions we had to spare. We saw that
		Walker had some three or four head of cattle with him which he
		could kill if they did not secure game at the time they
		expected.
		
McMahon and Field still persisted they would not go with us
		and so we divided our little stock of flour and dried meat
		with them as fairly as possible and decided we would try the
		trail. When our plans were settled we felt in pretty good
		spirits again, and one of the boys got up a sort of corn-stalk
		fiddle which made a squeaking noise and in a little while
		there was a sort of mixed American and Indian dance going on
		in which the squaws joined in and we had a pretty jolly time
		till quite late at night. We were well pleased that these wild
		folks had proved themselves to be true friends to us.
		
The morning we were to start I told the boys a dream I had
		in which I had seen that the course we had decided on was the
		correct one, but McMahon and Field thought we were foolish
		and said they had rather take the chances of going with the
		Indians, or going on down the river. He seemed to place great
		stress on the fact that he could not understand the
		Indians.
		
Said he:—"This Indian may be all right, and
		maybe he will lead us all into a dreadful trap. They are
		treacherous and revengeful, and for some merely fancied wrong
		done by us, or by some one else of whom we have no control or
		knowledge, they may take our scalps, wipe us out of existence
		and no one will ever know what became of us. Now this map of
		mine don't show any bad places on this river, and I believe we
		can get down easily enough, and get to California some time.
		Field and I cannot make up our minds so easily as you fellows.
		I believe your chances are very poor."
		
The boys now had our few things loaded on the two colts,
		for they had fully decided to go with me, and I was not in the
		least put back by McMahon's dire forbodings. We shook hands
		with quivering lips as we each hoped the other would meet good
		luck, and find enough to eat and all such sort of friendly
		talk, and then with my little party on the one side and
		McMahon and Field, whom we were to leave behind, on the other,
		we bowed to each other with bared heads, and then we started
		out of the little young cottonwoods into the broad plain that
		seemed to get wider and wider as we went west.
		
The mountains on the northern side grew smaller and less
		steep as we went west, and on the other hand reached down the
		river as far as we could see. The plain itself was black and
		barren and for a hundred miles at least ahead of us it seemed
		to have no end. Walker had explained to us that we must follow
		some horse tracks and enter a cañon some miles to the
		northwest. He had made his hands work like horses' feet,
		placing then near the ground as if following a trail. We were
		not much more than a mile away when on looking back, we saw
		Chief Walker coming towards us on a horse at full speed; and
		motioning for us to stop. This we did, though some of the boys
		said we would surely be marched back and scalped. But it was
		not for that he came. He had been watching us and saw that we
		had failed to notice the tracks of the horses he told us about
		so he rode after us, and now took us off some little distance
		to the right, got off his horse and showed us the faint horse
		tracks which we were to follow and said "Mormonie".
		He pointed out to us the exact cañon we were to enter
		when we reached the hills; and said after three
		"sleeps" we would find an Indian camp on top of the
		mountain. He then bade us good bye again and galloped back to
		his own camp.
		
We now resumed our journey, keeping watch of the tracks
		more closely, and as we came near the spurs of the mountain
		which projected out into the barren valley we crossed several
		well marked trails running along the foot hills, at right
		angles to our own. This we afterwards learned was the regular
		trail from Santa Fé to Los Angeles. At some big rocks
		further on we camped for the night, and found water in some
		pools or holes in the flat rocks which held the rain.
		
Reading people of to-day, who know so well the geography of
		the American continent, may need to stop and think that in
		1849 the whole region west of the Missouri River was very
		little known, the only men venturesome enough to dare to
		travel over it were hunters and trappers who, by a wild life
		had been used to all the privations of such a journey, and
		shrewd as the Indians themselves in the mysterious ways of the
		trail and the chase. Even these fellows had only investigated
		certain portions best suited to their purpose.
		
The Indians here have the reputation of being blood thirsty
		savages who took delight in murder and torture, but here, in
		the very midst of this wild and desolate country we found a
		Chief and his tribe, Walker and his followers who were as
		humane and kind to white people as could be expected of any
		one. I have often wondered at the knowledge of this man
		respecting the country, of which he was able to make us a good
		map in the sand, point out to us the impassable cañon,
		locate the hostile indians, and many points which were not
		accurately known by our own explorers for many years
		afterward. He undoubtedly saved our little band from a watery
		grave, for without his advice we had gone on and on, far into
		the great Colorado cañon, from which escape would have
		been impossible and securing food another impossibility, while
		destruction by hostile indians was among the strong
		probabilities of the case. So in a threefold way I have for
		these more than forty years credited the lives of myself and
		comrades to the thoughtful interest and humane consideration
		of old Chief Walker.
		
In another pool or pond near the one where we were camped I
		shot a small duck. Big sage was plenty here for fuel and we
		had duck for supper. Our party consisted of five men and two
		small ponies only two years old, with a stock of provisions
		very small including that the old chief had given us. We
		started on in the morning, following our faint trail till we
		came to the cañon we had in view, and up this we turned
		as we had been directed, finding in the bottom a little
		running stream. Timber began to appear as we ascended, and
		grass also. There were signs of deer and grouse but we had no
		time to stop to hunt, for I had the only gun and while I
		hunted the others must lie idly by. We reached the summit at a
		low pass, and just above, on the north side of the higher
		mountains were considerable banks of snow. Following the
		Chief's instructions we left the trail and followed some horse
		tracks over rolling hills, high on the mountain side. We found
		the Indian camp exactly as the Chief had described, consisting
		of two or three lodges. The men were all absent hunting, but
		the women were gathering and baking some sort of a root which
		looked like a carrot. They made a pile of several bushels and
		covered it with earth, then made a fire, treating the pile
		some as a charcoal burner does his pit of coal. When
		sufficiently cooked they beat them up and made the material
		into small cakes which were dried in the sun. The dried cakes
		were as black as coal and intended for winter use. These roots
		before roasting were unfit for food, as they contained a sort
		of acrid juice that would make the tongue smart and very sore
		but there was a very good rich taste when cooked. The woman
		pointed to our horses and said "Walker", so we knew
		they were aware that we got them of him, and might have taken
		us for horse thieves for aught I know. As it was not yet night
		when we came to the camp, we passed on and camped on a clear
		mountain brook where grew some pine trees. After a little some
		of the Indians belonging to the camp we had passed came in,
		bringing some venison, for which we traded by giving them some
		needles and a few other trinkets. I beat these fellows
		shooting at a mark, and then they wanted to trade guns, which
		I declined. This piece of meat helped us along considerably
		with our provisions, for game was very scarce and only some
		sage hens had come across our trail. One day I scared a hawk
		off the ground, and we took the sage hen he had caught and was
		eating, and made some soup of it.
		
After being on this trail six or seven days we began to
		think of killing one of our colts for food, for we had put
		ourselves on two meals a day and the work was very hard; so
		that hunger was all the time increasing. We thought this was a
		pretty long road for Walker to ride over in three sleeps as he
		said he could, and we began also to think there might be some
		mistake somewhere, although it had otherwise turned out just
		as he said. On the eighth day our horse-tracks came out into a
		large trail which was on a down grade leading in a northward
		direction. On the ninth day we came into a large valley, and
		near night came in sight of a few covered wagons, a part of a
		train that intended going on a little later over the southern
		route to Los Angeles but were waiting for the weather to get a
		little cooler, for a large part of the route was over almost
		barren deserts. We were very glad to find these wagons, for
		they seemed to have plenty of food and the bountiful supper
		they treated us to was the very thing we needed. We camped
		here and told them of the hardships we had passed through.
		They had hired a guide, each wagon paying him ten dollars for
		his service. Our little party talked over the situation among
		ourselves, and concluded that as we were good walkers we must
		allow ourselves to be used in any way so that we had grub and
		concluded as many of us as possible would try to get some
		service to do for our board and walk along with the party.
		John Rogers had a dollar and a half and I had thirty dollars,
		which was all the money we had in our camp. We found out we
		were about 60 miles south of Salt Lake City. Some of the boys
		next day arranged to work for their board, and the others
		would be taken along if they would furnish themselves with
		flour and bacon. This part of the proposition fell to me and
		two others, and so Hazelrig and I took the two colts and
		started for the city, where they told us we could get all we
		needed with our little purse of money. We reached Hobble Creek
		before night, near Salt Lake where there was a Mormon fort,
		and were also a number of wagons belonging to some prospecting
		train. There seemed to be no men about and we were looking
		about among the wagons for some one to inquire of, when a
		woman came to the front of the last wagon and looked out at
		us, and to my surprise it was Mrs. Bennett, wife of the man I
		had been trying to overtake ever since my start on this long
		trip. Bennett had my entire outfit with him on this trip and
		was all the time wondering whether I would ever catch up with
		them. We stayed till the men came in with their cattle towards
		night, and Bennett was glad enough to see me, I assure you. We
		had a good substantial supper and then sat around the campfire
		nearly all night telling of our experience since leaving
		Wisconsin. I had missed Bennett at the Missouri River. I knew
		of no place where people crossed the river except Council
		Bluff, here I had searched faithfully, finding no trace of
		him, but it seems they had crossed farther up at a place
		called Kanesville, a Mormon crossing, and followed up the
		Platte river on the north side. Their only bad luck had been
		to lose a fine black horse, which was staked out, and when a
		herd of buffaloes came along he broke his rope and followed
		after them. He was looked for with other horses, but never
		found and doubtless became a prize for some enterprising Mr.
		Lo. who was fortunate enough to capture him. Hazelrig and I
		told of our experience on the south side of the Platte; why we
		went down Green River; what a rough time we had; how we were
		stopped by the Indians and how we had come across from the
		river, arriving the day before and were now on our way to Salt
		Lake to get some flour and bacon so we could go on with the
		train when it started as they had offered to haul our grub for
		our service if we could carry ourselves on foot.
		
Mr. Bennett would not hear of my going on to Salt Lake
		City, for he said there must be provisions enough in the party
		and in the morning we were able to buy flour and bacon of John
		Philips of Mineral Point Wis. and of Wm. Philips his brother.
		I think we got a hundred pounds of flour and a quantity of
		bacon and some other things. I had some money which I had
		received for my horse sold to Dallas, but as the others had
		none I paid for it all, and told Hazelrig to take the ponies
		and go back to camp with a share of the provisions and do the
		best he could. I had now my own gun and ammunition, with some
		clothing and other items which I had prepared in Wisconsin
		before I started after my Winnebago pony, and I felt I ought
		to share the money I had with the other boys to help them as
		best I could. I felt that I was pretty well fixed and had
		nothing to fear.
		
Mr. Bennett told me much of the trip on the north side of
		the Platte. He said they had some cholera, of which a few
		people died, and related how the outer if not the inner nature
		of the men changed as they left civilization, law and the
		courts behind them. Some who had been raised together, and
		lived together all their lives without discord or trouble, who
		were considered model men at home and just the right people to
		be connected with in such an expedition, seemed to change
		their character entirely out on these wild wastes. When
		anything excited their displeasure their blood boiled over,
		and only the interference of older and wiser heads on many
		occasions prevented bloodshed. Some dissolved the solemn
		contract they had made to travel together systematically and
		in order and to stand, by, even unto death, and when they
		reached the upper Platte, the journey only half over, talked
		of going back, or splitting up the outfit and join others they
		had taken a fancy to. Some who could not agree upon a just
		division of a joint outfit, thinking one party was trying to
		cheat, would not yield but would cut their wagons in two
		lengthwise just for spite so that no carts could be made and
		the whole vehicle spoiled for both parties. The ugly
		disagreements were many and the cloven foot was shown in many
		ways. Guns were often drawn and pointed but some one would
		generally interfere and prevent bloodshed. Others were honest
		and law abiding to the last degree beyond law and churches,
		and would act as harmoniously as at home, obeying their chosen
		captain in the smallest particular without any grumbling or
		dissension, doing to every one as they would be done by. These
		were the pride of the train. The trains were most of them
		organized, and all along the river bottom one was hardly ever
		out of sight of some of the wagons, all going west. Buffalo
		and antelope were plenty and in great droves, followed always
		by wolves great and small, who were on the lookout for
		crippled or dead animals with which to fill their hungry
		stomachs. Buffalo meat was plenty and much enjoyed while
		passing this section of the road and this opportunity of
		replenishing, enabled the stock to last them over more
		desolate regions where game was scarce.
		
After Bennett had told his stories, and I had related more
		of our own close escapes I began to ask him why he went this
		way which seemed to be very circuitous and much longer than
		the way they had first intended to go. He said that it was too
		late in the season to go the straight-road safely, for there
		was yet 700 miles of bad country to cross and do the best they
		could it would be at the commencement of the rainy season
		before the Sierra Nevada mountains could be reached and in
		those mountains there was often a snow fall of 20 feet or
		more, and anyone caught in it would surely perish. If they
		tried to winter at the base of the mountains it was a long way
		to get provisions, and no assurance of wild game, and this
		course was considered very hazardous for any one to undertake.
		This they had learned after consulting mountaineers and others
		who knew about the regions, and as there was nothing doing
		among the Latter Day Saints to give employment to any one, it
		was decided best to keep moving and go the southern route by
		way of Los Angeles. No wagons were reported as ever getting
		through that way, but a trail had been traveled through that
		barren desert country for perhaps a hundred years, and the
		same could be easily broadened into a wagon road.
		
After days of argument and camp-fire talks, this Southern
		route was agreed upon, and Capt. Hunt was chosen as guide.
		Capt. Hunt was a Mormon, and had more than one wife, but he
		had convinced them that he knew something about the road. Each
		agreed to give him ten dollars to pilot the train to San
		Bernardino where the Mormon Church had bought a Spanish grant
		of land, and no doubt they thought a wagon road to that place
		would benefit them greatly, and probably gave much
		encouragement for the parties to travel this way. It was
		undoubtedly safer than the northern mountain route at this
		season of the year. It seemed at least to be a new venture for
		west-bound emigrant trains, at least as to ultimate success,
		for we had no knowledge of any that had gone through
		safely.
		
Some western people remembered the history of the Mormons
		in Illinois and Missouri, and their doings there, feared
		somewhat for their own safety now that they were so completely
		under their power, for they knew the Mormons to be revengeful
		and it was considered very unsafe for any traveler to
		acknowledge he was from Missouri. Many a one who had been born
		there, and lived there all his life, would promptly claim some
		other state as his native place. I heard one Mormon say that
		there were some Missourians on the plains that would never
		reach California. "They used us bad," said he, and
		his face took on a really murderous look.
		
These Mormons at Salt Lake were situated as if on an island
		in the sea, and no enemy could reach any adjoining state or
		territory if Brigham Young's band of destroying angels were
		only warned to look after them.
		
At a late hour that night we lay down to sleep, and morning
		came clear and bright. After breakfast Mr. Bennett said to
		me:—"Now Lewis I want you to go with me; I have two
		wagons and two drivers and four yoke of good oxen and plenty
		of provisions. I have your outfit yet, your gun and ammunition
		and your two good hickory shirts which are just in time for
		your present needs. You need not do any work. You just look
		around and kill what game you can for us, and this will help
		as much as anything, you can do." I was, of course glad
		to accept this offer, and thanks to Mr. Bennett's kind care of
		my outfit, was better fixed then any of the other boys.
		
We inquired around among the other wagons as to their
		supply of flour and bacon; and succeeded to getting flour from
		Mr. Philips and bacon from some of the others, as much as we
		supposed the other boys would need, which I paid for, and when
		this was loaded on the two colts Hazelrig started back alone
		to the boys in camp. As I was so well provided for I gave him
		all my money for they might need some, and I did not.
		
The wagons which composed the intended train were very much
		scattered about, having moved out from Salt Lake at pleasure,
		and it was said to be too early to make the start on the
		southern route, for the weather on the hot, barren desert was
		said to grow cooler a little later in the season, and it was
		only at this cool season that the south west part of the
		desert could be crossed in safety. The scattering members of
		the train began to congregate, and Capt. Hunt said it was
		necessary to have some sort of system about the move, and that
		before they moved they must organize and adopt rules and laws
		which must be obeyed. He said they must move like an army, and
		that he was to be a dictator in all things except that in case
		of necessity a majority of the train could rule otherwise. It
		was thought best to get together and try a march out one day,
		then go in camp and organize.
		
This they did, and at the camp there was gathered one
		hundred and seven wagons, a big drove of horses and cattle,
		perhaps five hundred in all. The train was divided into seven
		divisions and each division was to elect its own captain.
		Division No. 1 should lead the march the first day, and their
		men should take charge of the stock and deliver them to the
		wagons in the morning, and then No. 1 should take the rear,
		with No. 2 in the lead to break the road. The rear division
		would not turn a wheel before 10 o'clock the next day, and it
		would be about that time at night before they were in camp and
		unyoked. The numbers of animals cleaned out the feed for a
		mile or two each side of the camp and a general meeting was
		called for the organization of the whole. Mr. L. Granger got
		up so he could look over the audience and proceeded to explain
		the plan and to read a preamble and resolutions which had been
		prepared as the basis for government. I remember that it begun
		thus:—"This Organization shall be known and
		designated as the Sand Walking Company, and shall consist of
		seven divisions etc," detailing the manner of marching as
		we have recited. Capt J. Hunt was chosen commander and guide,
		and his orders must be obeyed. All possible trouble that we
		could imagine might come was provided against in our written
		agreement, and all promised to live up to it.
		

We moved off in good style from this camp. After a day or
		two and before we reached what is called Little Salt Lake, an
		attempt was made to make a short cut, to save distance. The
		train only went on this cut off a day or two when Capt. Hunt
		came back from the front and said they had better turn back to
		the old trail again, which all did. This was a bad move, the
		train much broken and not easy to get them into regular
		working order again. We were now approaching what they called
		the Rim of the Basin. Within the basin the water all ran to
		the north or toward Great Salt Lake, but when we crossed the
		rim, all was toward the Colorado River, through which it
		reached the Pacific Ocean. About this time we were overtaken
		by another train commanded by Capt. Smith. They had a map with
		them made by one Williams of Salt Lake a mountaineer who was
		represented to know all the routes through all the mountains
		of Utah, and this map showed a way to turn off from the
		southern route not far from the divide which separated the
		waters of the basin from those which flowed toward the
		Colorado, and pass over the mountains, coming out in what they
		called Tulare valley, much nearer than by Los Angeles.
		
This map was quite frequently exhibited and the matter
		freely discussed in camp, indeed speeches were made in the
		interest of the cut-off route which was to be so much shorter.
		A clergyman, the Rev. J.W. Brier, was very enthusiastic about
		this matter and discaused learnedly and plausibly about it.
		The more the matter was talked about the more there were who
		were converted to the belief that the short road would be the
		best. The map showed every camp on the road and showed where
		there was water and grass, and as to obstacles to the wagons
		it was thought they could easily be overcome. A general
		meeting was called for better consideration of the question.
		Capt. Hunt said: "You all know I was hired to go by way
		of Los Angeles, but if you all wish to go and follow Smith I
		will go also. But if even one wagon decides to go the original
		route, I shall feel bound to go with that wagon."
		
A great many were anxious to get the opinion of Capt. Hunt
		on the feasibility of the new route for he was a mountain man
		and could probably give us some good advice. He finally
		consented to talk of it, and said he really knew no more then
		the others about this particular route, but he very much
		doubted if a white man ever went over it, and that he did not
		consider it at all safe for those who had wives and children
		in their company to take the unknown road. Young men who had
		no family could possibly get through, and save time even if
		the road was not as good as Los Angeles road. But said he
		"If you decide to follow Smith I will go will go with
		you, even if the road leads to Hell."
		
On the route from near Salt Lake to this point we found the
		country to grow more barren as we progressed. The grass was
		thinner, and sage brush took the place of timber. Our road
		took us in sight of Sevier Lake, and also, while going through
		the low hills, passed Little Salt Lake, which was almost dry,
		with a beach around it almost as white as snow. It might have
		had a little more the dignity of a lake in wet weather, but it
		was a rather dry affair as we saw it.
		
At one point on this route we came into a long narrow
		valley, well covered with sage brush, and before we had gone
		very far we discovered that this was a great place for long
		eared rabbits, we would call them Jack Rabbits now. Every one
		who had a gun put it into service on this occasion, and there
		was much popping and shooting on every side. Great clouds of
		smoke rolled up as the hunters advanced and the rabbits ran in
		every direction to get away. Many ran right among the horses,
		and under the feet of the cattle and under the wagons, so that
		the teamsters even killed some with a whip. At the end of the
		valley we went into camp, and on counting up the game found we
		had over 500, or about one for every person in camp. This gave
		us a feast of fresh meat not often found.
		
It was on this trip that one of Mr. Bennett's ox drivers
		was taken with a serious bowel difficulty, and for many days
		we thought he would die, but he eventually recovered. His name
		was Silas Helmer.
		
It was really a serious moment when the front of the train
		reached the Smith trail. Team after team turned to the right
		while now and then one would keep straight ahead as was at
		first intended. Capt. Hunt came over to the larger party after
		the division was made, and wished them all a hearty farewell
		and a pleasant happy journey. My friend Bennett whose fortune
		I shared was among the seceders who followed the Smith party.
		This point, when our paths diverged was very near the place
		afterward made notorious as Mountain Meadows, where the famous
		massacre took place under the direction of the Mormon
		generals. Our route from here up to the mountain was a very
		pleasant one, steadily up grade, over rolling hills, with
		wood, water and grass in plenty. We came at last to what
		seemed the summit of a great mountain, about three days
		journey on the new trail. Juniper trees grew about in bunches,
		and my experience with this timber taught me that we were on
		elevated ground.
		
Immediately in front of us was a cañon, impassible
		for wagons, and down into this the trail descended. Men could
		go, horses and mules, perhaps, but wagons could no longer
		follow that trail, and we proposed to camp while explorers
		were sent out to search a pass across this steep and rocky
		cañon. Wood and bunch grass were plenty, but water was
		a long way down the trail and had to be packed up to the camp.
		Two days passed, and the parties sent out began to come in,
		all reporting no way to go farther with the wagons. Some said
		the trail on the west side of the cañon could be
		ascended on foot by both men and mules, but that it would take
		years to make it fit for wheels.
		
The enthusiasm about the Smith cut-off had begun to die and
		now the talk began of going back to follow Hunt. On the third
		morning a lone traveler with a small wagon and one yoke of
		oxen, died. He seemed to be on this journey to seek to regain
		his health. He was from Kentucky, but I have forgotten his
		name. Some were very active about his wagon and, some thought
		too much attention was paid to a stranger. He was decently
		buried by the men of the company.
		
This very morning a Mr. Rynierson called the attention of
		the crowd and made some remarks upon the situation. He said:
		"My family is near and dear to me. I can see by the
		growth of the timber that we are in a very elevated place.
		This is now the seventh of November, it being the fourth at
		the time of our turning off on this trail. We are evidently in
		a country where snow is liable to fall at any time in the
		winter season, and if we were to remain here and be caught in
		a severe storm we should all probably perish. I, for one, feel
		in duty bound to seek a safer way than this. I shall hitch up
		my oxen and return at once to the old trail. Boys (to his
		teamsters) get the cattle and we'll return." This was
		decisive, and Mr. Rynierson would tarry no longer. Many others
		now proceeded to get ready and follow, and as Mr. Rynierson
		drove out of camp quite a respectable train fell in behind
		him. As fast as the hunters came in and reported no road
		available, they also yoked up their oxen and rolled out. Some
		waited awhile for companions yet in the fields, and all were
		about ready to move, when a party came in with news that the
		pass was found and no trouble could be seen ahead. About
		twenty-seven wagons remained when this news came, and as their
		proprietors had brought good news they agreed to travel on
		westward and not go back to the old trail.
		
Mr. Bennett had gone only a short distance out when he had
		the misfortune to break the axle of his wagon and he then went
		back to camp and took an axle out of the dead man's wagon and
		by night had it fitted into his own. He had to stay until
		morning, and there were still a few others who were late in
		getting a start, who camped there also. Among these were J.B.
		Arcane, wife and child; two Earhart brothers and sons and some
		two or three other wagons.
		
When all was ready we followed the others who had gone
		ahead. The route led at first directly to the north and a pass
		was said to be in that direction. Of the Green River party
		only Rodgers and myself remained with this train. After the
		wagons straightened out nicely, a meeting was called to
		organize, so as to travel systematically. A feeling was very
		manifest that those without any families did not care to bind
		themselves to stand by and assist those who had wives and
		children in their party and there was considerable debate,
		which resulted in all the family wagons being left out of the
		arrangements.
		
A party who called themselves "The Jayhawkers"
		passed us, and we followed along in the rear, over rolling
		hills covered with juniper timber, and small grassy valleys
		between where there was plenty of water and went well, for
		those before us had broken out the road so we could roll along
		very pleasantly.
		
At the organization Jim Martin was chosen captain. Those
		who were rejected were Rev. J.W. Brier and, his family, J.B.
		Arcane and family, and Mr. A. Bennett and family, Mr. Brier
		would not stay put out, but forced himself in, and said he was
		going with the rest, and so he did. But the other families
		remained behind. I attended the meeting and heard what was
		said, but Mr. Bennett was my friend and had been faithful to
		me and my property when he knew not where I was, and so I
		decided to stand by him and his wife at all hazards.
		
As I had no team to drive I took every opportunity to climb
		the mountains along the route, reaching the highest elevations
		even if they were several miles from the trail. I sometimes
		remained out all night. I took Mr. Arcane's field glass with
		me and was thus able to see all there was of the country. I
		soon became satisfied that going north was not taking us in
		the direction we ought to go. I frequently told them so, but
		they still persisted in following on. I went to the leaders
		and told them we were going back toward Salt Lake again, not
		making any headway toward California. They insisted they were
		following the directions of Williams, the mountaineer; and
		they had not yet got as far north as he indicated. I told
		them, and Mr. Bennett and others, that we must either turn
		west, or retrace our steps and get back into the regular Los
		Angeles road again. In the morning we held another
		consultation and decided to turn west here, and leave the
		track we had been following.
		
Off we turned at nearly right angles to our former course,
		to the west now, over a piece of table land that gave us
		little trouble in breaking our own road. When we camped, the
		oxen seemed very fond of a white weed that was very plenty,
		and some borrowed a good deal of trouble thinking that perhaps
		it might be poison. I learned afterwards that this plant was
		the nutritious white sage, which cattle eat freely, with good
		results. We now crossed a low range and a small creek running
		south, and here were also some springs. Some corn had been
		grown here by the Indians. Pillars of sand stone, fifteen feet
		high and very slim were round about in several places and
		looked strange enough. The next piece of table land sloped to
		the east, and among the sage grew also a bunch grass a foot
		high, which had seeds like broom-corn seeds. The Indians had
		gathered the grass and made it in piles of one hundred pounds
		or so, and used it for food as I found by examining their
		camps.
		
One day I climbed a high mountain where some pine grew, in
		order to get a view of the country. As I neared its base I
		came to a flat rock, perhaps fifty feet square. I heard some
		pounding noise as I came near, but what ever it was, it ceased
		on my approach. There were many signs of the rock being used
		as a camp, such as pine burrs, bones of various kinds of
		animals, and other remains of food which lay every where about
		and on the rock. Near the center was a small oblong stone
		fitted into a hole. I took it out and found it covered a fine
		well of water about three feet deep and was thus protected
		against any small animal being drowned in it. I went on up the
		mountain and from the top I saw that the land west of us
		looked more and more barren.
		
The second night the brave Jayhawkers who had been so firm
		in going north hove in sight in our rear. They had at last
		concluded to accept my advice and had came over our road quite
		rapidly. We all camped together that night, and next morning
		they took the lead again. After crossing a small range they
		came to a basin which seemed to have no outlet, and was very
		barren. Some of the boys in advance of the teams had passed
		over this elevation and were going quite rapidly over the
		almost level plain which sloped into the basin, when they saw
		among the bunches of sage brush behind them a small party of
		Indians following their road, not very far off, but still out
		of bow and arrow range. The boys were suddenly able to take
		much longer steps than usual and a little more rapidly too,
		and swinging round toward the teams as soon as possible, for
		they already had some fears that an arrow might be sticking in
		their backs in an unpleasantly short space of time, for the
		Indians were good travelers. When they came in sight of the
		wagons, the Indians vanished as quickly as if they had gone
		into a hole, with no sign remaining, except a small dog which
		greatly resembled a prairie wolf, and kept a safe distance
		away. No one could imagine where the fellows went so
		suddenly.
		
We drove to the west side of this basin and camped near the
		foot of a low mountain. The cattle were driven down into the
		basin where there was some grass, but at camp we had only the
		water in our kegs.
		
Some of the boys climbed the mountain on the north but
		found no springs: Coming down a cañon they found some
		rain water in a basin in the rocks and all took a good drink.
		Lew West lay down and swallowed all he could and then told the
		boys to kill him for he never would feel so good again. They
		finished the pool, it was so small, before they left it. In
		going on down the cañon they saw an Indian dodge behind
		some big rocks, and searching, they found him in a cave as
		still as a dead man. They pulled him out and made him go with
		them, and tried every way to find out from him where they were
		and where Owen's Lake was, as they had been told the lake was
		on their route. But he proved to be no wiser than a man of
		mud, and they led him along to camp, put a red flannel shirt
		on him to cover his nakedness, and made him sleep between two
		white men so he could not get away easily. In the morning they
		were more successful, and he showed us a small ravine four
		miles away which had water in it, enough for our use, and we
		moved up and camped there, while the boys and the Indian
		started over a barren, rocky mountain, and when over on the
		western slope they were led to a water hole on a steep rocky
		cliff where no one but an Indian would ever think of looking
		for water. They took out their cups and had a good drink all
		around, then offered the Indian some, but he disdained the
		civilized way, and laying down his bow and arrows took a long
		drink directly out of the pool. He was so long in getting a
		good supply that the boys almost forgot him as they were
		gazing over the distant mountain and discussing prospects,
		till attracted by a slight noise they looked and saw Mr.
		Indian going down over the cliffs after the fashion of a
		mountain sheep, and in a few bounds he was out of sight. They
		could not have killed him if they had tried, the move so
		sudden and unlooked for. They had expected the fellow to show
		them the way to Owen's lake, but now their guide was gone, and
		left nothing to remember him by except his bow and arrows. So
		they returned to their wagons not much wiser than before.
		
All kinds of game was now very scarce, and so seldom seen
		that the men got tired of carrying their guns, and grew
		fearless of enemies. A heavy rifle was indeed burdensome over
		so long a road when there was no frequent use for it. The
		party kept rolling along as fast as possible but the mountains
		and valleys grew more barren and water more scarce all the
		time. When found, the water would be in hole at the outlet of
		some cañon, or in little pools which had filled up with
		rain that had fallen on the higher ground. Not a drop of rain
		had fallen on us since we started on this cut-off, and every
		night was clear and warm. The elevated parts of the country
		seemed to be isolated buttes, with no running streams between
		them but instead, dry lakes with a smooth clay bed, very light
		in color and so hard that the track of an ox could not be seen
		on its glittering surface. At a distance those clay beds
		looked like water shining in the sun and were generally about
		three times as far as any one would judge, the air was so
		clear. This mirage, or resemblance to water was so perfect as
		often to deceive us, and almost to our ruin on one or two
		occasions.
		
I took Arcane's field glass and took pains to ascend all
		the high buttes within a day's walk of the road, and this
		enabled me to get a good survey of the country north and west.
		I would sometimes be gone two or three days with no luggage
		but my canteen and gun. I was very cautious in regard to
		Indians, and tried to keep on the safe side of surprises. I
		would build a fire about dark and then travel on till I came
		to a small washed place and lie down and stay till morning, so
		if Mr. Indian did come to my fire he would not find any one to
		kill. One day I was going up a wide ravine leading to the
		summit, and before I reached the highest part I saw a smoke
		curl up before me. I took a side ravine and went cautiously,
		bowed down pretty low so no one could see me, and when near
		the top of the ridge and about one hundred yards of the fire I
		ventured to raise slowly up and take a look to see how many
		there were in camp: I could see but two and as I looked across
		the ravine an Indian woman seemed looking at me also, but I
		was so low she could only see the top of my head, and I sank
		down again out of sight. I crawled further up so as to get a
		better view, and when I straightened up again she got a full
		view of me. She instantly caught her infant off its little
		pallet made of a small piece of thin wood covered with a
		rabbit skin, and putting the baby under one arm, and giving a
		smart jerk to a small girl that was crying to the top of her
		voice, she bounded off and fairly flew up the gentle slope
		toward the summit, the girl following after very close. The
		woman's long black hair stood out as she rushed along, looking
		over her shoulder every instant as if she expected to be
		slain. The mother flying with her children, untrammeled with
		any of the arts of fashion was the best natural picture I ever
		looked upon, and wild in the extreme. No living artist could
		do justice to the scene as the lady of the desert, her little
		daughter and her babe, passed over the summit out of sight. I
		followed, but when I reached the highest summit, no living
		person could be seen. I looked the country over with my glass.
		The region to the north was black rocky, and very mountainous.
		I looked some time and then concluded I had better not go any
		further that way, for I might be waylaid and filled with
		arrows at some unsuspected moment. We saw Indian signs almost
		every day, but as none of them ever came to our camp it was
		safe to say they were not friendly. I now turned back and
		examined the Indian woman's camp. She had only fire enough to
		make a smoke. Her conical shaped basket left behind, contained
		a few poor arrows and some cactus leaves, from which the
		spines had been burned, and there lay the little pallet where
		the baby was sleeping. It was a bare looking kitchen for
		hungry folks.
		
I now went to the top of a high butte and scanned the
		country very carefully, especially to the west and north, and
		found it very barren. There were no trees, no fertile valleys
		nor anything green. Away to the west some mountains stood out
		clear and plain, their summits covered white with snow. This I
		decided was our objective point: Very little snow could be
		seen elsewhere, and between me and the snowy mountains lay a
		low, black rocky range, and a wide level plain, that had no
		signs of water, as I had learned them in our trip thus far
		across the country. The black range seemed to run nearly north
		and south, and to the north and northwest the country looked
		volcanic, black and desolate.
		
As I looked and thought, I believed that we were much
		farther from a fertile region then most of our party had any
		idea of. Such of them as had read Fremont's travels, and most
		of them going to California had fortified themselves before
		starting by reading Fremont; said that the mountains were near
		California and were fertile from their very summits down to
		the sea, but that to the east of the mountains it was a desert
		region for hundred of miles. As I explained it to them, and so
		they soon saw for themselves, they believed that the snowy
		range ahead of us was the last range to cross before we
		entered the long-sought California, and it seemed not far off,
		and prospect quite encouraging.
		
Our road had been winding around among the buttes which
		looked like the Indian baskets turned upside down on the great
		barren plain. What water we found was in small pools in the
		wash-out places near the foothills at the edge of the valley,
		probably running down the ravines after some storm. There were
		dry lake beds scattered around over the plain, but it did not
		seem as if there had ever been volume of water enough lately
		to force itself out so far into the plain as these lakes were.
		All the lakes appeared about the same, the bed white and
		glistening in the sun, which made it very hard for the eyes,
		and so that a man in passing over it made no visible track. It
		looked as if it one time might have been a smooth bed of
		plastic mortar, and had hardened in the sun. It looked as if
		there must have been water there sometime, but we had not seen
		a drop, or a single cloud; every day was clear and sunny, and
		very warm, and at night no stars forgot to shine.
		
Our oxen began to look bad, for they had poor food. Grass
		had been very scarce, and now when we unyoked them and turned
		them out they did not care to look around much for something
		to eat. They moved slowly and cropped disdainfully the dry
		scattering shrubs and bunches of grass from six inches to a
		foot high. Spending many nights and days on such dry food and
		without water they suffered fearfully, and though fat and
		sleek when we started from Salt Lake, they now looked gaunt
		and poor, and dragged themselves slowly along, poor faithful
		servants of mankind. No one knew how long before we might have
		to kill some of them to get food to save our own lives.
		
We now traveled several days down the bed of a broad
		ravine, which led to a southwest direction. There seemed to be
		a continuous range of mountains on the south, but to the north
		was the level plain with scattered buttes, and what we had all
		along called dry lakes, for up to this time we had seen no
		water in any of them. I had carried my rifle with me every day
		since we took this route, and though I was an experienced
		hunter, a professional one if there be such a thing, I had
		killed only one rabbit, and where no game lived I got as
		hungry as other folks.
		
Our line soon brought us in sight of a high butte which
		stood apparently about 20 miles south of our route, and I
		determined to visit and climb it to get a better view of
		things ahead. I walked steadily all day and reached the summit
		about dusk. I wandered around among the big rocks, and found a
		projecting cliff where I would be protected from enemies, wind
		or storm, and here I made my camp. While the light lasted I
		gathered a small stock of fuel, which consisted of a stunted
		growth of sage and other small shrubs, dry but not dead, and
		with this I built a little fire Indian fashion and sat down
		close to it. Here was a good chance for undisturbed meditation
		and someway I could not get around doing a little meditating
		as I added a new bit of fuel now and then to the small fire
		burning at my side. I thought it looked dark and troublesome
		before us. I took a stone for a pillow with my hat on it for a
		cushion, and lying down close under the shelving rock I went
		to sleep, for I was very tired, I woke soon from being cold,
		for the butte was pretty high, and so I busied myself the
		remainder of the night in adding little sticks to the fire,
		which gave me some warmth, and thus in solitude I spent the
		night. I was glad enough to see the day break over the eastern
		mountains, and light up the vast barren country I could see on
		every hand around me. When the sun was fairly up I took a good
		survey of the situation, and it seemed as if pretty near all
		creation was in sight. North and west was a level plain, fully
		one hundred miles wide it seemed, and from anything I could
		see it would not afford a traveler a single drink in the whole
		distance or give a poor ox many mouthfuls of grass. On the
		western edge it was bounded by a low, black and rocky range
		extending nearly north and south for a long distance and no
		pass though it which I could see, and beyond this range still
		another one apparently parallel to it. In a due west course
		from me was the high peak we had been looking at for a month,
		and lowest place was on the north side, which we had named
		Martin's Pass and had been trying so long to reach. This high
		peak, covered with snow, glistened to the morning sun, and as
		the air was clear from clouds or fog, and no dust or haze to
		obscure the view, it seemed very near.
		
I had learned by experience that objects a day's walk
		distant seemed close by in such a light, and that when clear
		lakes appeared only a little distance in our front, we might
		search and search and never find them. We had to learn how to
		look for water in this peculiar way. In my Wisconsin travel I
		had learned that when I struck a ravine I must go down to look
		for living water, but here we must invariably travel upward
		for the water was only found in the high mountains.
		
Prospects now seemed to me so hopeless, that I heartily
		wished I was not in duty bound to stand by the women and small
		children who could never reach a land of bread without
		assistance. If I was in the position that some of them were
		who had only themselves to look after, I could pick up my
		knapsack and gun and go off, feeling I had no dependent ones
		to leave behind. But as it was I felt I should be morally
		guilty of murder if I should forsake Mr. Bennett's wife and
		children, and the family of Mr. Arcane with whom I had been
		thus far associated. It was a dark line of thought but I
		always felt better when I got around to the determination, as
		I always did, to stand by my friends, their wives and children
		let come what might.
		
I could see with my glass the train of wagons moving slowly
		over the plain toward what looked to me like a large lake. I
		made a guess of the point they would reach by night, and then
		took a straight course for it all day long in steady travel.
		It was some time after dark, and I was still a quarter of a
		mile from the camp fires, where in the bed of a cañon I
		stepped into some mud, which was a sign of water. I poked
		around in the dark for a while and soon found a little pool of
		it, and having been without a drop of it for two days I lay
		down and took a hasty drink. It did not seem to be very clear
		or clean, but it was certainly wet, which was the main thing
		just then. The next morning I went to the pond of water, and
		found the oxen had been watered there. They stirred up the mud
		a good deal and had drank off about all the clean part, which
		seemed to refresh them very much. I found the people in the
		camp on the edge of the lake I had seen from the mountain, and
		fortunately it contained about a quarter of an inch of water.
		They had dug some holes here, which filled up, and they were
		using this water in the camp.
		
The ambitious mountain-climbers of our party had by this,
		time, abandoned that sort of work, and I was left alone to
		look about and try to ascertain the character of the road they
		were to follow. It was a great deal to do to look out for food
		for the oxen and for water for the camp, and besides all this
		it was plain there were Indians about even if we did not see
		them. There were many signs, and I had to be always on the
		lookout to outgeneral them. When the people found I was in
		camp this night they came around to our wagons to know what I
		had seen and found, and what the prospects were ahead. Above
		all they wanted to know how far it was, in my opinion to the
		end of our journey. I listened to all their inquiries and told
		them plainly what I had seen, and what I thought of the
		prospect. I did not like telling the whole truth about it for
		fear it might dampen their spirits, but being pressed for an
		opinion I told them in plain words that it would at least be
		another month before their journey would be ended. They seemed
		to think I ought to be pretty good authority, and if I was not
		mistaken, the oxen would get very poor and provisions very
		scarce before we could pull through so long. I was up at day
		break and found Mr. Bennett sitting by the fire. About the
		first thing he said:—"Lewis, if you please I don't
		want you hereafter to express your views so openly and
		emphatically as you did last night about our prospects. Last
		night when I went to bed I found Sarah (his wife) crying and
		when pressed for the cause, she said she had heard your
		remarks on the situation, and that if Lewis said so it must be
		correct, for he knows more about it than all of you. She felt
		that she and the children must starve."
		
In the morning Jayhawkers, and others of the train that
		were not considered strictly of our own party, yoked up and
		started due west across the level plain which I had predicted
		as having no water, and I really thought they would never live
		to get across to the western border. Mr. Culverwell and Mr.
		Fish stayed with us, making another wagon in our train. We
		talked about the matter carefully, I did not think it possible
		to get across that plain in less than four or six days, and I
		did not believe there was a drop of water on the route. To the
		south of us was a mountain that now had considerable snow upon
		its summit, and some small pine trees also. Doubtless we could
		find plenty of water at the base, but being due south, it was
		quite off our course. The prospects for reaching water were so
		much better in that way that we finally decided to go there
		rather than follow the Jayhawkers on their desolate tramp over
		the dry plain.
		
So we turned up a cañon leading toward the mountain
		and had a pretty heavy up grade and a rough bed for a road.
		Part way up we came to a high cliff and in its face were
		niches or cavities as large as a barrel or larger, and in some
		of them we found balls of a glistening substance looking
		something like pieces of varigated candy stuck together. The
		balls were as large as small pumpkins. It was evidently food
		of some sort, and we found it sweet but sickish, and those who
		were so hungry as to break up one of the balls and divide it
		among the others, making a good meal of it, were a little
		troubled with nausea afterwards. I considered it bad policy to
		rob the Indians of any of their food, for they must be pretty
		smart people to live in this desolate country and find enough
		to keep them alive, and I was pretty sure we might count them
		as hostiles as they never came near our camp. Like other
		Indians they were probably revengeful, and might seek to have
		revenge on us for the injury. We considered it prudent to keep
		careful watch for them, so they might not surprise us with a
		volley of arrows.
		
The second night we camped near the head of the
		cañon we had been following, but thus far there had
		been no water, and only some stunted sage brush for the oxen,
		which they did not like, and only ate it when near the point
		of starvation. They stood around the camp looking as sorry as
		oxen can. During the night a stray and crazy looking cloud
		passed over us and left its moisture on the mountain to the
		shape of a coat of snow several inches deep. When daylight
		came the oxen crowded around the wagons, shivering with cold,
		and licking up the snow to quench their thirst. We took
		pattern after them and melted snow to get water for
		ourselves.
		
By the looks of our cattle it did not seem as if they could
		pull much, and light loads were advisable on this up grade.
		Mr. Bennett was a carpenter and had brought along some good
		tools in his wagon. These he reluctantly unloaded, and almost
		everything else except bedding and provisions, and leaving
		them upon the ground, we rolled up the hills slowly, with
		loads as light as possible.
		
Rogers and I went ahead with our guns to look out the way
		and find a good camping place. After a few miles we got out of
		the snow and out upon an incline, and in the bright clear
		morning air the foot of the snowy part of the mountain seemed
		near by and we were sure we could reach it before night. From
		here no guide was needed and Rogers and I, with our guns and
		canteens hurried on as fast as possible, when a camp was found
		we were to raise a signal smoke to tell them where it was. We
		were here, as before badly deceived as to the distance, and we
		marched steadily and swiftly till nearly night before we
		reached the foot of the mountain.
		
Here was a flat place in a table land and on it a low brush
		hut, with a small smoke near by, which we could plainly see as
		we were in the shade of the mountain, and that place lighted
		up by the nearly setting sun. We looked carefully and
		satisfied ourselves there was but one hut, and consequently
		but few people could be expected. We approached carefully and
		cautiously, making a circuit around so as to get between the
		hut and the hill in case that the occupants should retreat in
		that direction. It was a long time before we could see any
		entrance to this wickiup, but we found it at last and
		approached directly in front, very cautiously indeed: We could
		see no one, and thought perhaps they were in ambush for us,
		but hardly probable, as we had kept closely out of sight. We
		consulted a moment and concluded to make an advance and if
		possible capture some one who could tell us about the country,
		as we felt we were completely lost. When within thirty yards a
		man poked out his head out of a doorway and drew it back again
		quick as a flash. We kept out our guns at full cock and ready
		for use, and told Rogers to look out for arrows, for they
		would come now if ever. But they did not pull a bow on us, and
		the red-man, almost naked came out and beckoned for us to come
		on which we did.
		
We tried to talk with the fellow in the sign language but
		he could understand about as much as an oyster. I made a
		little basin in the ground and filled it with water from our
		canteens to represent a lake, then pointed in an inquiring way
		west and north, made signs of ducks and geese flying and
		squawking, but I did no seem to be able to get an idea into
		his head of what we wanted. I got thoroughly provoked at him
		and may have shown some signs of anger. During all this time a
		child or two in the hut squalled terribly, fearing I suppose
		they would all be murdered. We might have lost our scalps
		under some circumstances, but we appeared to be fully the
		strangest party, and had no fear, for the Indian had no weapon
		about him and we had both guns and knives. The poor fellow was
		shivering with cold, and with signs of friendship we fired off
		one of the guns which waked him up a little and he pointed to
		the gun and said "Walker," probably meaning the same
		good Chief Walker who had so fortunately stopped us in our
		journey down Green River. I understood from the Indian that he
		was not friendly to Walker, but to show that he was all right
		with us he went into the hut and brought out a handful of corn
		for us to eat. By the aid of a warm spring near by they had
		raised some corn here, and the dry stalks were standing
		around.
		
As we were about to leave I told him we would come back,
		next day and bring him some clothes if we could find any to
		spare, and then we shouldered our guns and went back toward
		the wagons, looking over our shoulders occasionally to see if
		we were followed. We walked fast down the hill and reached the
		camp about dark to find it a most unhappy one indeed. Mrs.
		Bennett and Mrs. Arcane were in heart-rending distress. The
		four children were crying for water but there was not a drop
		to give them, and none could be reached before some time next
		day. The mothers were nearly crazy, for they expected the
		children would choke with thirst and die in their arms, and
		would rather perish themselves than suffer the agony of seeing
		their little ones gasp and slowly die. They reproached
		themselves as being the cause of all this trouble. For the
		love of gold they had left homes where hunger had never come,
		and often in sleep dreamed of the bounteous tables of their
		old homes only to be woefully disappointed in the morning.
		There was great gladness when John Rogers and I appeared in
		the camp and gave the mothers full canteens of water for
		themselves and little ones, and there was tears of joy and
		thankfulness upon their cheeks as they blessed us over and
		over again.
		
The oxen fared very hard. The ground was made up of broken
		stone, and all that grew was a dry and stunted brush not more
		than six inches high, of which the poor animals took an
		occasional dainty bite, and seemed hardly able to drag
		along.
		
It was only seven or eight miles to the warm spring and all
		felt better to know for a certainty that we would soon be safe
		again. We started early, even the women walked, so as to favor
		the poor oxen all we could. When within two miles of the water
		some of the oxen lay down and refused to rise again, so we had
		to leave them and a wagon, while the rest pushed on and
		reached the spring soon after noon. We took water and went
		back to the oxen left behind, and gave them some to drink.
		They were somewhat rested and got up, and we tried to drive
		them in without the wagons, but they were not inclined to
		travel without the yoke, so we put it on them and hitched to
		the wagon again. The yoke and the wagon seemed to brace them
		up a good deal, and they went along thus much better than when
		alone and scattered about, with nothing to lean upon.
		
The warm spring was quite large and ran a hundred yards or
		more before the water sank down into the dry and thirsty
		desert. The dry cornstalks of last years crop, some small
		willows, sagebrush, weeds and grass suited our animals very
		well, and they ate better than for a long time, and we thought
		it best to remain two or three days to give them a chance to
		get rest. The Indian we left here the evening before had gone
		and left nothing behind but a chunk of crystallized rock salt.
		He seemed to be afraid of his friends.
		
The range we had been traveling nearly parallel with seemed
		to come to an end here where this snow peak stood, and
		immediately north and south of this peak there seemed to be a
		lower pass. The continuous range north was too low to hold
		snow. In the morning I concluded to go to the summit of that
		pass and with my glass have an extensive view. Two other boys
		started with me, and as we moved along the snow line we saw
		tracks of our runaway Indian in the snow, passing over a low
		ridge. As we went on up hill our boys began to fall behind,
		and long before night I could see nothing of them. The ground
		was quite soft, and I saw many tracks of Indians which put me
		on my guard. I reached the summit and as the shade of its
		mountain began to make it a little dark, I built a fire of
		sage brush, ate my grub, and when it was fairly dark, renewed
		the fire and passed on a mile, where in a small ravine with
		banks two feet high I lay down sheltered from the wind and
		slept till morning. I did this to beat the Indian in his own
		cunning.
		
Next morning I reached the summit about nine o'clock, and
		had the grandest view I ever saw. I could see north and south
		almost forever. The surrounding region seemed lower, but much
		of it black, mountainous and barren. On the west the snow peak
		shut out the view in that direction. To the south the
		mountains seemed to descend for more than twenty miles, and
		near the base, perhaps ten miles away, were several smokes,
		apparently from camp fires, and as I could see no animals or
		camp wagons anywhere I presumed them to be Indians. A few
		miles to the north and east of where I stood, and somewhat
		higher, was the roughest piece of ground I ever saw. It stood
		in sharp peaks and was of many colors, some of them so red
		that the mountain looked red hot, I imagined it to be a true
		volcanic point, and had never been so near one before, and the
		most wonderful picture of grand desolation one could ever
		see.
		
Toward the north I could see the desert the Jayhawkers and
		their comrades had under taken to cross, and if their journey
		was as troublesome as ours and very much longer, they might by
		this time be all dead of thirst. I remained on this summit an
		hour or so bringing my glass to bear on all points within my
		view, and scanning closely for everything that might help us
		or prove an obstacle to our progress. The more I looked the
		more I satisfied myself that we were yet a long way from
		California and the serious question of our ever living to get
		there presented itself to me as I tramped along down the grade
		to camp. I put down at least another month of heavy weary
		travel before we could hope to make the land of gold, and our
		stock of strength and provisions were both pretty small for so
		great a tax upon them. I thought so little about anything else
		that the Indians might have captured me easily, for I jogged
		along without a thought of them. I thought of the bounteous
		stock of bread and beans upon my father's table, to say
		nothing about all the other good things, and here was I, the
		oldest son, away out in the center of the Great American
		Desert, with an empty stomach and a dry and parched throat,
		and clothes fast wearing out with constant wear. And perhaps I
		had not yet seen the worst of it. I might be forced to see
		men, and the women and children of our party, choke and die,
		powerless to help them. It was a darker, gloomier day than I
		had ever known could be, and alone I wept aloud, for I
		believed I could see the future, and the results were bitter
		to contemplate. I hope no reader of this history may ever be
		placed in a position to be thus tried for I am not ashamed to
		say that I have a weak point to show under such circumstances.
		It is not in my power to tell how much I suffered in my lonely
		trips, lasting sometimes days and nights that I might give the
		best advice to those of my party. I believed that I could
		escape at any time myself, but all must be brought through or
		perish, and with this all I knew I must not discourage the
		others. I could tell them the truth, but I must keep my worst
		apprehensions to myself lest they loose heart and hope and
		faith needlessly.
		
I reached the camp on the third day where I found the boys
		who went part way with me and whom I had out-walked. I related
		to the whole camp what I had seen, and when all was told it
		appeared that the route from the mountains westerly was the
		only route that could be taken, they told me of a discovery
		they had made of a pile of squashes probably raised upon the
		place, and sufficient in number so that every person could
		have one. I did not approve of this for we had no title to
		this produce, and might be depriving the rightful owner of the
		means of life. I told them not only was it wrong to rob them
		of their food, but they could easily revenge themselves on us
		by shooting our cattle, or scalp us, by gathering a company of
		their own people together. They had no experience with red men
		and were slow to see the results I spoke of as possible.
		
During my absence an ox had been killed, for some were
		nearly out of provisions, and flesh was the only means to
		prevent starvation. The meat was distributed amongst the
		entire camp, with the understanding that when it became
		necessary to kill another it should be divided in the same
		way. Some one of the wagons would have to be left for lack of
		animals to draw it. Our animals were so poor that one would
		not last long as food. No fat could be found on the entire
		carcass, and the marrow of the great bones was a thick liquid,
		streaked with blood resembling corruption.
		
Our road led us around the base of the mountain; There were
		many large rocks in our way, some as large as houses, but we
		wound around among them in a very crooked way and managed to
		get along. The feet of the oxen became so sore that we made
		moccasins for them from the hide of the ox that was killed,
		and with this protection they got along very well. Our trains
		now consisted of seven wagons. Bennett had two; Arcane two;
		Earhart Bros. one. Culverwell, Fish and others one; and there
		was one other, the owners of which I have forgotten. The
		second night we had a fair camp with water and pretty fair
		grass and brush for the oxen. We were not very far from the
		snow line and this had some effect on the country. When
		Bennett retired that night he put on a camp kettle of the
		fresh beef and so arranged the fire that it would cook slowly
		and be done by daylight for breakfast. After an hour or so Mr.
		Bennett went out to replenish the fire and see how the cooking
		was coming on, and when I went to put more water in the
		kettle, he found that to his disappointment, the most of the
		meat was gone. I was rolled up in my blanket under his wagon
		and awoke when he came to the fire and saw him stand and look
		around as if to fasten the crime on the right party if
		possible, but soon he came to me, and in a whisper said:
		"Did you see anyone around the fire after we went to
		bed?" I assured him I did not, and then he told me some
		one had taken his meat. "Do you think," said he
		"that any one is so near out of food as to be
		starving?" "I know the meat is poor, and who ever
		took it must be nearly starving." After a whispered
		conversation we went to bed, but we both rose at daylight and,
		as we sat by the fire, kept watch of those who got up and came
		around. We thought we knew the right man, but were not sure,
		and could not imagine what might happen if stealing grub
		should begin and continue. It is a sort of unwritten law that
		in parties such as ours, he who steals provisions forfeits his
		life. We knew we must keep watch and if the offense was
		repeated the guilty one might be compelled to suffer. Bennett
		watched closely and for a few days I kept closely with the
		wagons for fear there might be trouble. It was really the most
		critical point in our experience. After three or four days all
		hope of detecting the criminal had passed, and all danger was
		over out of any difficulty.
		
One night we had a fair camp, as we were close to the base
		of the snow butte, and found a hole of clear or what seemed to
		be living water. There were a few minnows in it not much more
		than an inch long. This was among a big pile of rocks, and
		around these the oxen found some grass.
		
There now appeared to be a pass away to the south as a sort
		of outlet to the great plain which lay to the north of us, but
		immediately west and across the desert waste, extending to the
		foot of a low black range of mountains, through which there
		seemed to be no pass, the distant snowy peak lay still farther
		on, with Martin's pass over it still a long way off though we
		had been steering toward it for a month. Now as we were
		compelled to go west this impassable barrier was in our way
		and if no pass could be found in it we would be compelled to
		go south and make no progress in a westerly direction.
		
Our trail was now descending to the bottom of what seemed
		to be the narrowest part of the plain, the same one the
		Jayhawkers had started across, further north, ten days before.
		When we reached the lowest part of this valley we came to a
		running stream, and, as dead grass could be seen in the bed
		where the water ran very slowly, I concluded it only had water
		in it after hard rains in the mountains, perhaps a hundred
		miles, to the north. This water was not pure; it had a bitter
		taste, and no doubt in dry weather was a rank poison. Those
		who partook of it were affected about as if they had taken a
		big dose of salts.
		
A short distance above this we found the trail of the
		Jayhawkers going west, and thus we knew they had got safely
		across the great plain and then turned southward. I hurried
		along their trail for several miles and looked the country
		over with field glass becoming fully satisfied we should find
		no water till we reached the summit, of the next range, and
		then fearing the party had not taken the precaution to bring
		along some water I went back to them and found they had none.
		I told them they would not see a drop for the next forty
		miles, and they unloaded the lightest wagon and drove back
		with everything they had which would hold water, to get a good
		supply.
		
I turned back again on the Jayhawker's road, and followed
		it so rapidly that well toward night I was pretty near the
		summit, where a pass through this rocky range had been found
		and on this mountain not a tree a shrub or spear of grass
		could be found—desolation beyond conception. I carried
		my gun along every day, but for the want of a chance to kill
		any game a single load would remain in my gun for a month.
		Very seldom a rabbit could be seen, but not a bird of any
		kind, not even a hawk buzzard or crow made their appearance
		here.
		
When near the steep part of the mountain, I found a dead ox
		the Jayhawkers had left, as no camp could be made here for
		lack of water and grass, the meat could not be saved. I found
		the body of the animal badly shrunken, but in condition, as
		far as putrefaction was concerned, as perfect as when alive. A
		big gash had been cut in the ham clear to the bone and the sun
		had dried the flesh in this. I was so awful hungry that I took
		my sheath knife and cut a big steak which I devoured as I
		walked along, without cooking or salt. Some may say they would
		starve before eating such meat, but if they have ever
		experienced hunger till it begins to draw down the life
		itself, they will find the impulse of self preservation
		something not to be controlled by mere reason. It is an
		instinct that takes possession of one in spite of himself.
		
I went down a narrow, dark cañon high on both sides
		and perpendicular, and quite so in many places. In one of the
		perpendicular portions it seemed to be a varigated clay
		formation, and a little water seeped down its face. Here the
		Indians had made a clay bowl and fastened it to the wall so
		that it would collect and retain about a quart of water, and I
		had a good drink of water, the first one since leaving the
		running stream. Near here I staid all night, for fear of
		Indians who I firmly believe would have taken my scalp had a
		good opportunity offered. I slept without a fire, and my
		supply of meat just obtained drove hunger away.
		
In the morning I started down the cañon which
		descended rapidly and had a bed of sharp, volcanic, broken
		rock. I could sometimes see an Indian track, and kept a sharp
		lookout at every turn, for fear of revenge on account of the
		store of squashes which had been taken. I felt I was in
		constant danger, but could do nothing else but go on and keep
		eyes open trusting to circumstances to get out of any sudden
		emergency that might arise.
		
As I recollect this was Christmas day and about dusk I came
		upon the camp of one man with his wife and family, the Rev.
		J.W. Brier, Mrs. Brier and two sons. I inquired for others of
		his party and he told me they were somewhere ahead. When I
		arrived at his camp I found the reverend gentleman very cooly
		delivering a lecture to his boys on education. It seemed very
		strange to me to hear a solemn discourse on the benefits of
		early education when, it seemed to me, starvation was staring
		us all in the face, and the barren desolation all around gave
		small promise of the need of any education higher than the
		natural impulses of nature. None of us knew exactly where we
		were, nor when the journey would be ended, nor when
		substantial relief would come. Provisions were wasting away,
		and some had been reduced to the last alternative of
		subsisting on the oxen alone. I slept by the fire that night,
		without a blanket, as I had done on many nights before and
		after they hitched up and drove on in the morning I searched
		the camp carefully, finding some bacon rinds they had thrown
		away. As I chewed these and could taste the rich grease they
		contained, I thought they were the sweetest morsels I ever
		tasted.
		
Here on the north side of the cañon were some
		rolling hills and some small weak springs, the water of which
		when gathered together made a small stream which ran a few
		yards down the cañon before it lost itself in the rocks
		and sand. On the side there stood what seemed to be one half
		of a butte, with the perpendicular face toward the
		cañon. Away on the summit of the butte I saw an Indian,
		so far away he looked no taller than my finger, and when he
		went out of sight I knew pretty well he was the very fellow
		who grew the squashes. I thought it might be he, at any
		rate.
		
I now turned back to meet the teams and found them seven or
		eight miles up the cañon, and although it was a down
		grade the oxen were barely able to walk slowly with their
		loads which were light, as wagons were almost empty except the
		women and children. When night came on it seemed to be cloudy
		and we could hear the cries of the wild geese passing east. We
		regarded this as a very good sign and no doubt Owen's Lake,
		which we expected to pass on this route, was not very far off.
		Around in those small hills and damp places was some coarse
		grass and other growths, but those who had gone before
		devoured the best, so our oxen had a hard time to get anything
		to eat.
		
Next morning I shouldered my gun and followed down the
		cañon keeping the wagon road, and when half a mile
		down, at the sink of the sickly stream, I killed a wild goose.
		This had undoubtedly been attracted here the night before by
		the light of our camp fire. When I got near the lower end of
		the cañon, there was a cliff on the north or right hand
		side which was perpendicular or perhaps a little overhanging,
		and at the base a cave which had the appearance of being
		continuously occupied by Indians. As I went on down I saw a
		very strange looking track upon the ground. There were hand
		and foot prints as if a human being had crawled upon all
		fours. As this track reached the valley where the sand had
		been clean swept by the wind, the tracks became more plain,
		and the sand had been blown into small hills not over three or
		four feet high. I followed the track till it led to the top of
		one of these small hills where a small well-like hole had been
		dug and in this excavation was a kind of Indian mummy curled
		up like a dog. He was not dead for I could see him move as he
		breathed, but his skin looked very much like the surface of a
		well dried venison ham. I should think by his looks he must be
		200 or 300 years old, indeed he might be Adam's brother and
		not look any older than he did. He was evidently crippled. A
		climate which would preserve for many days or weeks the
		carcass of an ox so that an eatable round stake could be cut
		from it, might perhaps preserve a live man for a longer period
		than would be believed.
		
I took a good long look at the wild creature and during all
		the time he never moved a muscle, though he must have known
		some one was in the well looking down at him. He was probably
		practicing on one of the directions for a successful political
		career looking wise and saying nothing. At any rate he was not
		going to let his talk get him into any trouble. He probably
		had a friend around somewhere who supplied his wants. I now
		left him and went farther out into the lowest part of the
		valley. I could look to the north for fifty miles and it
		seemed to rise gradually in that direction. To the south the
		view was equally extended, and down that way a lake could be
		seen. The valley was here quite narrow, and the lofty
		snow-capped peak we had tried so hard to reach for the past
		two months now stood before me. Its east side was almost
		perpendicular and seemed to reach the sky, and the snow was
		drifting over it, while here the day sun was shining
		uncomfortably hot. I believe this mountain was really miles
		from its base to its summit, and that nothing could climb it
		on the eastern side except a bird and the only bird I had seen
		for two months was the goose I shot. I looked every day for
		some sort of game but had not seen any.
		
As I reached the lower part of the valley I walked over
		what seemed to be boulders of various sizes, and as I stepped
		from one to another the tops were covered with dirt and they
		grew larger as I went along. I could see behind them and they
		looked clear like ice, but on closer inspection proved to be
		immense blocks of rock salt while the water which stood at
		their bases was the strongest brine. After this discovery I
		took my way back to the road made by the Jayhawkers and found
		it quite level, but sandy. Following this I came to a campfire
		soon after dark at which E. Doty and mess were camped. As I
		was better acquainted I camped with them. They said the water
		there was brackish and I soon found out the same thing for
		myself. It was a poor camp; no grass, poor water and
		scattering, bitter sage brush for food for the cattle. It
		would not do to wait long here, and so they hurried on.
		
I inquired of them about Martin's Pass, as they were now
		quite near it, and they said it was no pass at all, only the
		mountain was a little lower than the one holding the snow. No
		wagon could get over it, and the party had made up their minds
		to go on foot, and were actually burning their wagons as fuel
		with which to dry the meat of some of the oxen which they had
		killed. They selected those which were weakest and least
		likely to stand the journey, and by drying it the food was
		much concentrated. They were to divide the provisions equally
		and it was agreed thereafter every one must lookout for
		himself and not expect any help from anyone. If he used up his
		own provisions, he had no right to expect anyone else to
		divide with him. Rice, tea and coffee were measured out by the
		spoonful and the small amount of flour and bacon which
		remained was divided out as evenly as possible. Everything was
		to be left behind but blankets and provisions for the men were
		too weak to carry heavy packs and the oxen could not be relied
		on as beasts of burden and it was thought best not to load
		them so as to needlessly break them down.
		
When these fellows started out they were full of spirit,
		and the frolic and fun along the Platte river was something
		worth laughing at but now they were very melancholy and talked
		in the lowest kind of low spirits. One fellow said he knew
		this was the Creator's dumping place where he had left the
		worthless dregs after making a world, and the devil had
		scraped these together a little. Another said this must be the
		very place where Lot's wife was turned into a pillar of salt,
		and the pillar been broken up and spread around the country.
		He said if a man was to die he would never decay on account of
		the salt. Thus the talk went on, and it seemed as if there
		were not bad words enough in the language to properly express
		their contempt and bad opinion of such a country as this. They
		treated me to some of their meat, a little better than mine,
		and before daylight in the morning I was headed back on the
		trail to report the bad news I had learned of the
		Jayhawkers.
		
About noon I met two of our camp companions with packs on
		their backs following the wagon trail, and we stopped and had
		a short talk. They were oldish men perhaps 50 years old, one a
		Mr. Fish of Indiana and another named Gould. They said they
		could perhaps do as well on foot as to follow the slow ox
		teams, but when I told them what those ahead of them were
		doing, and how they must go, they did not seem to be entirely
		satisfied, as what they had on their backs would need to be
		replenished, and no such chance could be expected. They had an
		idea that the end of the journey was not as far off as I
		predicted. Mr. Fish had a long nicely made, whiplash wound
		around his waist, and when I asked him why he carried such a
		useless thing, which he could not eat, he said perhaps he
		could trade it off for something to eat. After we had set on a
		sand hill and talked for awhile, we rose and shook each other
		by the hand, and bade each other good bye with quivering lips.
		There was with me a sort of expression I could not repel that
		I should never see the middle aged men again.
		
As my road was now out and away from the mountains, and
		level, I had no fear of being surprised by enemies, so walked
		on with eyes downcast, thinking over the situation, and
		wondering what would be the final outcome. If I were alone,
		with no one to expect me to help them, I would be out before
		any other man, but with women and children in the party, to go
		and leave them would be to pile everlasting infamy on my head.
		The thought almost made me crazy but I thought it would be
		better to stay and die with them, bravely struggling to escape
		than to forsake them in their weakness.
		
It was almost night before I reached our camp, and sitting
		around our little fire I told, in the most easy way I could
		the unfavorable news of the party in advance. They seemed to
		look to me as a guide and adviser, I presume because I took
		much pains to inform myself on every point and my judgment was
		accepted with very little opposing opinion, they moved as I
		thought best. During my absence from camp for the two days the
		Indians had shot arrows into three of our oxen, and one still
		had an arrow in his side forward of the hip which was a
		dangerous place. To be sure and save him for ourselves we
		killed him. Some were a little afraid to eat the meat thinking
		perhaps the arrow might be poisoned, but I agreed that they
		wanted meat themselves and would not do that. I told them if
		they got a shot themselves it would be very likely to be a
		poisoned arrow and they must take the most instant measures to
		cut it out before it went into the blood. So we ventured to
		dry the meat and take it with us.
		
Now I said to the whole camp "You can see how you have
		displeased the red men, taking their little squashes, and when
		we get into a place that suits them for that purpose, they may
		meet us with a superior force and massacre us, not only for
		revenge but to get our oxen and clothing." I told them we
		must ever be on guard against a surprise, as the chances were
		greatly against us.
		
We pulled the arrows out of the other oxen, and they seemed
		to sustain no great injury from the wounds. This little faint
		stream where we camped has since been named as Furnace Creek
		and is still known as such. It was named in 1862 by some
		prospectors who built what was called an air furnace on a
		small scale to reduce some ore found near by, which they
		supposed to contain silver, but I believe it turned out to be
		lead and too far from transportations to be available.
			
		
Bennett and Arcane now concluded not to wait for me to go
		ahead and explore out a way for them to follow, as I had done
		for a long time, but to go ahead as it was evidently the best
		way to turn south and make our own road, and find the water
		and passes all for ourselves. So they hitched up and rolled
		down the cañon, and out into the valley and then turned
		due south. We had not gone long on this course before we saw
		that we must cross the valley and get over to the west side.
		To do this we must cross through some water, and for fear the
		ground might be miry, I went to a sand hill near by and got a
		mesquite stick about three feet long with which to sound out
		our way. I rolled up my pants pulled off my moccasins and
		waded in, having the teams stand still till I could find out
		whether it was safe for them to follow or not by ascertaining
		the depth of the water and the character of the bottom.
		
The water was very clear and the bottom seemed uneven,
		there being some deep holes. Striking my stick on the bottom
		it seemed solid as a rock, and breaking off a small projecting
		point I found it to be solid rock salt. As the teams rolled
		along they scarcely roiled the water. It looked to me as if
		the whole valley which might be a hundred miles long might
		have been a solid bed of rock salt. Before we reached this
		water there were many solid blocks of salt lying around
		covered with a little dirt on the top.
		
The second night we found a good spring of fresh water
		coming out from the bottom of the snow peak almost over our
		heads. The small flow from it spread out over the sand and
		sank in a very short distance and there was some quite good
		grass growing around.
		
This was a temporary relief, but brought us face to face
		with stranger difficulties and a more hopeless outlook.
		
There was no possible way to cross this high steep range of
		mountains anywhere to the north and the Jayhawkers had
		abandoned their wagons and burned them, and we could no longer
		follow on the trail they made. It seemed that there was no
		other alternative but for us to keep along the edge of the
		mountain to the south and search for another pass. Some who
		had read Fremont's travels said that the range immediately
		west of us must be the one he described, on the west side of
		which was a beautiful country, of rich soil and having plenty
		of cattle, and horses, and containing some settlers, but on
		the east all was barren, dry, rocky, sandy desert as far as
		could be seen. We knew this eastern side answered well the
		description and believed that this was really the range
		described, or at least it was close by.
		
We had to look over the matter very carefully and consider
		all the conditions and circumstances of the case. We could see
		the mountains were lower to the south, but they held no snow
		and seemed only barren rocks piled up in lofty peaks, and as
		we looked it seemed the most God-forsaken country in the
		world.
		
We had been in the region long enough to know the higher
		mountains contained most water, and that the valleys had bad
		water or none at all, so that while the lower altitudes to the
		south gave some promise of easier crossing it gave us no
		promise of water or grass, without which we must certainly
		perish. In a certain sense we were lost. The clear night and
		days furnished us with the mean of telling the points of
		compass as the sun rose and set, but not a sign of life in
		nature's wide domain had been seen for a month or more. A vest
		pocketful of powder and shot would last a good hunter till he
		starved to death for there was not a living thing to shoot
		great or small.
		
We talked over our present position pretty freely, and
		every one was asked to speak his unbiased mind, for we knew
		not who might be right or who might be wrong, and some one
		might make a suggestion of the utmost value. We all felt
		pretty much downhearted. Our civilized provisions were getting
		so scarce that all must be saved for the women and children,
		and the men must get along some way on ox meat alone. It was
		decided not a scrap of anything that would sustain life must
		go to waste. The blood, hide and intestines were all prepared
		in some way for food. This meeting lasted till late at night.
		If some of them had lost their minds I should not have been
		surprised, for hunger swallows all other feelings. A man in a
		starving condition is a savage. He may be as blood-shed and
		selfish as a wild beast, as docile and gentle as a lamb, or as
		wild and crazy as a terrified animal, devoid of affection,
		reason or thought of justice. We were none of us as bad as
		this, and yet there was a strange look in the eyes of some of
		us sometimes, as I saw by looking round, and as others no
		doubt realized for I saw them making mysterious glances even
		in my direction.
		
Morning came and all were silent. The dim prospect of the
		future seemed to check every tongue. When one left a water
		hole he went away as if in doubt whether he would ever enjoy
		the pleasure of another drop. Every camp was sad beyond
		description, and no one can guide the pen to make it tell the
		tale as it seemed to us. When our morning meal of soup and
		meat was finished, Bennett's two teams, and the two of
		Arcane's concluded their chances of life were better if they
		could take some provisions and strike out on foot, and so they
		were given what they could carry, and they arranged their
		packs and bade us a sorrowful good bye hoping to meet again on
		the Pacific Coast. There were genuine tears shed at the
		parting and I believe neither party ever expected to see each
		other in this life again.
		
Bennett's two men were named Silas Helmer and S.S. or C.C.
		Abbott, but I have forgotten the names of Arcane's men. Mr.
		Abbott was from New York, a harness maker by trade, and he
		took his circular cutting knife with him, saying it was light
		to carry and the weapon he should need. One of them had a gun.
		They took the trail taken by the Jayhawkers. All the
		provisions they could carry besides their blankets could not
		last them to exceed 10 days, and I well knew they could hardly
		get off the desert in that time. Mr. Abbott was a man I loved
		fondly. He was good company in camp, and happy and sociable.
		He had shown no despondency at any time untill the night of
		the last meeting and the morning of the parting. His chances
		seemed to me to be much poorer than my own, but I hardly think
		he realized it. When in bed I could not keep my thoughts back
		from the old home I had left, where good water and a bountiful
		spread were always ready at the proper hour. I know I dreamed
		of taking a draft of cool, sweet water from a full pitcher and
		then woke up with my mouth and throat as dry as dust. The good
		home I left behind was a favorite theme about the campfire,
		and many a one told of the dream pictures, natural as life,
		that came to him of the happy Eastern home with comfort and
		happiness surrounding it, even if wealth was lacking. The home
		of the poorest man on earth was preferable to this place.
		Wealth was of no value here. A hoard of twenty dollar gold
		pieces could now stand before us the whole day long with no
		temptation to touch a single coin, for its very weight would
		drag us nearer death. We could purchase nothing with it and we
		would have cared no more for it as a thing of value than we
		did the desert sands. We would have given much more for some
		of the snow which we could see drifting over the peak of the
		great snow mountains over our heads like a dusty cloud.
		
Deeming it best to spare the strength as much as possible,
		I threw away everything I could, retaining only my glass, some
		ammunition, sheath knife and tin cup. No unnecessary burden
		could be put on any man or beast, lest he lie down under it,
		never to rise again. Life and strength were sought to be
		husbanded in every possible way.
		
Leaving this camp where the water was appreciated we went
		over a road for perhaps 8 miles and came to the mouth of a
		rocky cañon leading up west to the summit of the range.
		This cañon was too rough for wagons to pass over. Out
		in the valley near its mouth was a mound about four feet high
		and in the top of this a little well that held about a pailful
		of water that was quite strong of sulphur. When stirred it
		would look quite black. About the mouth of the well was a wire
		grass that seemed to prevent it caving in. It seems the
		drifting sand had slowly built this little mound about the
		little well of water in a curious way. We spent the night here
		and kept a man at the well all night to keep the water dipped
		out as fast as it flowed, in order to get enough for ourselves
		and cattle. The oxen drank this water better than they did the
		brackish water of the former camp.
		
The plain was thinly scattered with sage brush, and up near
		the base of the mountain some greasewood grew in little
		bunches like currant bushes.
		
The men with wagons decided they would take this
		cañon and follow it up to try to get over the range,
		and not wait for me to go ahead and explore, as they said it
		took too much time and the provisions, consisting now of only
		ox meat were getting more precarious every day. To help them
		all I could and if possible to be forewarned a little of
		danger, I shouldered my gun and pushed on ahead as fast as I
		could. The bottom was of sharp broken rock, which would be
		very hard for the feet of the oxen, although we had rawhide
		moccasins for them for some time, and this was the kind of
		foot-gear I wore myself. I walked on as rapidly as I could,
		and after a time came to where the cañon spread out
		into a kind of basin enclosed on all sides but the entrance,
		with a wall of high, steep rock, possible to ascend on foot
		but which would apparently bar the further progress of the
		wagons, and I turned back utterly disappointed. I got on an
		elevation where I could look over the country east and south,
		and it looked as if there was not a drop of water in its whole
		extent, and there was no snow on the dark mountains that
		stretched away to the southward and it seemed to me as if
		difficulties beset me on every hand. I hurried back down the
		cañon, but it was nearly dark before I met the wagons.
		By a mishap I fell and broke the stock of my gun, over which I
		was very sorry, for it was an excellent one, the best I ever
		owned. I carried it in two pieces to the camp and told them
		the way was barred, at which they could hardly endure their
		disappointment. They turned in the morning, as the cattle had
		nothing to eat here and no water, and not much of any food
		since leaving the spring; they looked terribly bad, and the
		rough road coming up had nearly finished them. They were yoked
		up and the wagons turned about for the return. They went
		better down hill, but it was not long before one of Bennett's
		oxen lay down, and could not be persuaded to rise again. This
		was no place to tarry in the hot sun, so the ox was killed and
		the carcass distributed among the wagons. So little draft was
		required that the remaining oxen took the wagon down. When
		within two or three miles of the water hole one of Arcane's
		oxen also failed and lay down, so they turned him out and when
		he had rested a little he came on again for a while, but soon
		lay down again.
		
Arcane took a bucket of water back from camp and after
		drinking it and resting awhile the ox was driven down to the
		spring.
		
This night we had another meeting to decide upon our course
		and determine what to do. At this meeting no one was wiser
		than another, for no one had explored the country and knew
		what to expect. The questions that now arose were "How
		long can we endure this work in this situation? How long will
		our oxen be able to endure the great hardship on the small
		nourishment they receive? How long can we provide ourselves
		with food?"
		
We had a few small pieces of dry bread. This was kept for
		the children giving them a little now and then. Our only food
		was in the flesh of the oxen, and when they failed to carry
		themselves along we must begin to starve. It began to look as
		if the chances of leaving our bones to bleach upon the desert
		were the most prominent ones.
		
One thing was certain we must move somewhere at once. If we
		stay here we can live as long as the oxen do, and no longer,
		and if we go on it is uncertain where to go, to get a better
		place. We had guns and ammunition to be sure, but of late we
		had seen no living creature in this desert wild. Finally Mr.
		Bennett spoke and said:—
		
"Now I will make you a proposition. I propose that we
		select two of our youngest, strongest men and ask them to take
		some food and go ahead on foot to try to seek a settlement,
		and food, and we will go back to the good spring we have just
		left and wait for their return. It will surely not take them
		more than ten days for the trip, and when they get back we
		shall know all about the road and its character and how long
		it will take us to travel it. They can secure some other kind
		of food that will make us feel better, and when the oxen have
		rested a little at the spring we can get out with our wagons
		and animals and be safe. I think this is the best and safest
		way."
		
"Now what do you all say?" After a little
		discussion all seemed to agree that this was the best, and now
		it remained to find the men to go. No one offered to accept
		the position of advance messengers. Finally Mr. Bennett said
		he knew one man well enough to know that he would come back if
		he lived, and he was sure he would push his way through.
		"I will take Lewis (myself) if he will consent to
		go." I consented, though I knew it was a hazardous
		journey, exposed to all sorts of things, Indians, climate and
		probable lack of water, but I thought I could do it and would
		not refuse. John Rogers a large strong Tennessee, man was then
		chosen as the other one and he consented also.
		
Now preparations began, Mr. Arcane killed the ox which had
		so nearly failed, and all the men went to drying and preparing
		meat. Others made us some new mocassins out of rawhide, and
		the women made us each a knapsack.
		
Our meat was closely packed, and one can form an idea how
		poor our cattle were from the fact that John and I actually
		packed seven-eighths of all the flesh of an ox into our
		knapsacks and carried it away. They put in a couple of
		spoonfuls of rice and about as much tea. This seemed like
		robbery to the children, but the good women said that in case
		of sickness even that little bit might save our lives. I wore
		no coat or vest, but took half of a light blanket, while
		Rogers wore a thin summer coat and took no blanket. We each
		had a small tin cup and a small camp kettle holding a quart.
		Bennett had me take his seven-shooter rifle, and Rogers had a
		good double barreled shot gun. We each had a sheath knife, and
		our hats were small brimmed, drab affairs fitting close to the
		head and not very conspicuous to an enemy as we might rise up
		from behind a hill into possible views. We tried on our packs
		and fitted the straps a little so they would carry easy. They
		collected all the money there was in camp and gave it to us.
		Mr. Arcane had about $30 and others threw in small amounts
		from forty cents upward. We received all sorts of advice.
		Capt. Culverwell was an old sea faring man and was going to
		tell us how to find our way back, but Mr. Bennett told the
		captain that he had known Lewis as a hunter for many years,
		and that if he went over a place in the daytime he could find
		his way back at night every time. Others cautioned us about
		the Indians and told us how to manage. Others told us not to
		get caught in deep snow which we might find on the
		mountains.
		
This advice we received in all the kindness in which it was
		given, and then we bade them all good bye. Some turned away,
		too much affected to approach us and others, shook our hands
		with deep feeling, grasping them firmly and heartily hoping we
		would be successful and be able to pilot them out of this
		dreary place into a better land. Every one felt that a little
		food to make a change from the poor dried meat would be
		acceptable. Mr. and Mrs. Bennett and J.B. Arcane and wife were
		the last to remain when the others had turned away. They had
		most faith in the plan and felt deeply. Mrs. Bennett was the
		last, and she asked God to bless us and bring some food to her
		starving children.
		
We were so much affected that we could not speak and
		silently turned away and took our course again up the canyon
		we had descended the night before.
		
After a while we looked back and when they saw us turn
		around, all the hats and bonnets waved us a final parting.
		
Those left in the camp were Asabel, Bennett and Sarah his
		wife, with three children, George, Melissa, and Martha; J.B.
		Arcane and wife with son Charles. The youngest children were
		not more than two years old. There were also the two Earhart
		brothers, and a grown son, Capt. Culverwell, and some others I
		cannot recall; eleven grown people in all, besides a Mr. Wade,
		his wife and three children who did not mingle with our party,
		but usually camped a little distance off, followed our trail,
		but seemed to shun company. We soon passed round a bend of the
		cañon, and then walked on in silence.
		
We both of us meditated some over the homes of our fathers,
		but took new courage in view of the importance of our mission
		and passed on as fast as we could.
		
By night we were far up the mountain, near the
		perpendicular rough peak, and far above us on a slope we could
		see some bunches of grass and sage brush. We went to this and
		found some small water holes. No water ran from them they were
		so small. Here we staid all night. It did not seem very far to
		the snowy peak to the north of us. Just where we were seemed
		the lowest pass, for to the south were higher peaks and the
		rocks looked as if they were too steep to be got over.
		
Through this gap came a cold breeze, and we had to look
		round to get a sheltered place in which to sleep. We lay down
		close together, spoon fashion, and made the little blanket do
		as cover for the both of us. In the morning we filled our
		canteens, which we had made by binding two powder cans
		together with strips of cloth, and started for the summit near
		by. From this was the grandest sight we ever beheld. Looking
		east we could see the country we had been crawling over since
		November 4th. "Just look at the cursed country we have
		come over!" said Rogers as he pointed over it. To the
		north was the biggest mountain we ever saw, peaks on peaks and
		towering far above our heads, and covered with snow which was
		apparently everlasting.
		
This mountain seemed to have very few trees on it, and in
		extent, as it reached away to the north seemed interminable.
		South was a nearly level plain, and to the west I thought I
		could dimly see a range of mountains that held a little snow
		upon their summits, but on the main range to the south there
		was none. It seemed to me the dim snowy mountains must be as
		far as 200 miles away, but of course I could not judge
		accurately. After looking at this grand, but worthless
		landscape long enough to take in its principal features we
		asked each other what we supposed the people we left behind
		would think to see mountains so far ahead. We knew that they
		had an idea that the coast range was not very far ahead, but
		we saw at once to go over all these mountains and return
		within the limits of fifteen days which had been agreed upon
		between us, would probably be impossible, but we must try as
		best we could, so down the rocky steep we clambered and
		hurried on our way. In places the way was so steep that we had
		to help each other down, and the hard work made us perspire
		freely so that the water was a prime necessity. In one place
		near here, we found a little water and filled our canteens,
		besides drinking a good present supply. There were two low,
		black rocky ranges directly ahead of us which we must
		cross.
		
When part way down the mountain a valley or depression
		opened up in that direction up which it seemed as if we could
		look a hundred miles. Near by and a short distance north was a
		lake of water and when we reached the valley we crossed a
		clear stream of water flowing slowly toward the lake.
		
Being in need of water, we rushed eagerly to it and
		prepared to take a big drink, but the tempting fluid was as
		salt as brine and made our thirst all the more intolerable.
		Nothing grew on the bank of this stream and the bed was of
		hard clay, which glistened in the sun.
		
We now began the ascent of the next ridge, keeping a
		westernly course, and walked as fast as we could up the rough
		mountain side. We crossed the head of a cañon near the
		summit about dark, and here we found a trail, which from
		indications we knew to be that of the Jayhawkers, who had
		evidently been forced to the southward of the course they
		intended to take. They had camped here and had dug holes in
		the sand in search of water, but had found none.
		
We staid all night here and dug around in some other places
		in the bottom of the cañon, in the hope to have better
		luck than they did, but we got no water anywhere.
		
We seemed almost perishing for want of water, the hard
		exercise made us perspire so freely. In the morning we started
		on, and near the summit we came to the dead body of Mr. Fish,
		laying in the hot sun, as there was no material near here with
		which his friends could cover the remains. This Mr. Fish was
		the man who left camp some two weeks before in company with
		another and who carried the long whiplash wound about his
		body, in hope he could somewhere be able to trade it for
		bread. No doubt in this very place where he breathed his last,
		his bones still lie.
		
As we came in sight of the next valley, we could see a lake
		of water some distance south of our western course.
		
We had followed the Jayhawkers trail thus far, but as we
		found no water in small holes in the rocks as we were likely
		to do when we were the first to pass, we decided to take a new
		route in the hope to find a little water in this way, for we
		had no hope of finding it in any other. This valley we now
		crossed seemed to come to an end about ten miles to the north
		of us. To the south it widened out, enclosing the lake spoken
		of. This valley was very sandy and hard to walk over. When
		about halfway across we saw some ox tracks leading toward the
		lake, and in the hope we might find the water drinkable we
		turned off at right angles to our course and went that way
		also. Long before we reached the water of the lake, the bottom
		became a thin, slimy mud which was very hard on our mocassins.
		When we reached the water we found it to be of a wine color,
		and so strongly alkaline as to feel slippery to the touch, and
		under our feet.
		
This side trip, had cost us much exertion and made us feel
		more thirsty than ever.
		
We turned now west again, making for a cañon, up
		which we passed in the hope we should at some turn find a
		little basin of rain water in some rock. We traveled in it
		miles and miles, and our mouths became so dry we had to put a
		bullet or a small smooth stone in and chew it and turn it
		around with the tongue to induce a flow of saliva. If we saw a
		spear of green grass on the north side of a rock, it was
		quickly pulled and eaten to obtain the little moisture it
		contained.
		
Thus we traveled along for hours, never speaking, for we
		found it much better for our thirst to keep our mouths closed
		as much as possible, and prevent the evaporation. The dry air
		of that region took up water as a sponge does. We passed the
		summit of this ridge without finding any water, and on our way
		down the western side we came to a flat place where there was
		an Indian hut made of small brush. We now thought there surely
		must be some water near and we began a thorough search. The
		great snow mountain did not seem far off, but to the south and
		southwest a level or inclined plain extended for a long
		distance. Our thirst began to be something terrible to endure,
		and in the warm weather and hard walking we had secured only
		two drinks since leaving camp.
		
We were so sure that there must be water near here that we
		laid our knapsacks down by the little hut and looked around in
		every possible place we could think of. Soon it got dark and
		then we made a little fire as a guide and looked again. Soon
		the moon arose and helped us some, and we shouted frequently
		to each other so as not to get lost.
		
We were so nearly worn out that we tried to eat a little
		meat, but after chewing a long time, the mouth would not
		moisten it enough so we could swallow, and we had to reject
		it. It seemed as if we were going to die with plenty of food
		in our hand, because we could not eat it.
		
We tried to sleep but could not, but after a little rest we
		noticed a bright star two hours above the horizon, and from
		the course of the moon we saw the star must be pretty truly
		west of us. We talked a little, and the burden of it was a
		fear that we could not endure the terrible thirst a while
		longer. The thought of the women and children waiting for our
		return made us feel more desperate than if we were the only
		ones concerned. We thought we could fight to the death over a
		water hole if we could only secure a little of the precious
		fluid. No one who has ever felt the extreme of thirst can
		imagine the distress, the dispair, which it brings. I can find
		no words, no way to express it so others can understand.
		
The moon gave us so much light that we decided we would
		start on our course, and get as far as we could before the hot
		sun came out, and so we went on slowly and carefully in the
		partial darkness, the only hope left to us being that our
		strength would hold out till we could get to the shining snow
		on the great mountain before us. We reached the foot of the
		range we were descending about sunrise. There was here a wide
		wash from the snow mountain, down which some water had
		sometime run after a big storm, and had divided into little
		rivulets only reaching out a little way before they had sunk
		into the sand.
		
We had no idea we could now find any water till we at least
		got very near the snow, and as the best way to reach it we
		turned up the wash although the course was nearly to the
		north. The course was up a gentle grade and seemed quite sandy
		and not easy to travel. It looked as if there was an all day
		walk before us, and it was quite a question if we could live
		long enough to make the distance. There were quite strong
		indications that the water had run here not so very long ago,
		and we could trace the course of the little streams round
		among little sandy islands. A little stunted brush grew here
		but it was so brittle that the stems would break as easy as an
		icicle.
		
In order to not miss a possible bit of water we separated
		and agreed upon a general course, and that if either one found
		water he should fire his gun as a signal. After about a mile
		or so had been gone over I heard Roger's gun and went in his
		direction. He had found a little ice that had frozen under the
		clear sky. It was not thicker than window glass. After putting
		a piece in our mouths we gathered all we could and put it into
		the little quart camp kettle to melt. We gathered just a
		kettle full, besides what we ate as we were gathering, and
		kindled a little fire and melted it.
		
I can but think how providential it was that we started in
		the night for in an hour after the sun had risen that little
		sheet of ice would have melted and the water sank into the
		sand. Having quenched our thirst we could now eat, and found
		that we were nearly starved also. In making this meal we used
		up all our little store of water, but we felt refreshed and
		our lives renewed so that we had better courage to go on.
		
We now took our course west again taking a bee line for a
		bluff that lay a little to the south of the big snow mountain.
		On and on we walked till the dark shadow of the great mountain
		in the setting sun was thrown about us, and still we did not
		seem more than half way to the bluff before us.
		
All the way had been hill and very tiresome walking. There
		was considerable small brush scattered about, here and there,
		over this steeply inclined plain.
		
We were still several miles from the base of this largest
		of the mountains and we could now see that it extended west
		for many miles. The buttes to the south were low, black and
		barren, and to the west as far as we could see there were no
		mountains with any snow. As the sun got further down we could
		see a small smoke curling up near the base of the mountain,
		and we thought it must be some signal made by the Indians, as
		we had often seen them signal in that way, but we stopped and
		talked the matter over, and as we were yet a long way from the
		bluff which had been our objective point, we concluded we
		would investigate the smoke signal a little closer. So we set
		off toward it in the dusk and darkness and when within about a
		mile we found we were in a tract that had been somewhat
		beaten. Feeling with my fingers I was quite sure I could
		distinguish ox tracks, and then was quite sure that we had
		overtaken the Jayhawkers, or at least were on their trail. And
		then I thought perhaps they had fallen among the Indians, who
		now might be feasting on their oxen and it became necessary to
		use great caution in approaching the little smoke.
		
We took a circuitous route and soon saw that the persons
		were on a little bench above us and we kept very cautious and
		quiet, listening for any sounds that might tell us who they
		were.
		
If they were Indians we should probably hear some of their
		dogs, but we heard none, and kept creeping closer and closer,
		till we were within fifty yards without hearing a sound to
		give us any idea of who they were.
		
We decided to get our guns at full cock and then hail the
		camp, feeling that we had a little the advantage of position.
		We hailed and were answered in English. "Don't
		Shoot" said we and they assured us they had no idea of
		such a thing, and asked us to come in. We found here to our
		surprise, Ed Doty, Tom Shannon, L.D. Stevens, and others whom
		I do not recollect, the real Jayhawkers. They gave us some
		fresh meat for supper, and near the camp were some water holes
		that answered well for camp purposes.
		
Here an ox had given out and they had stopped long enough
		to dry the meat, while the others had gone on a day ahead.
		
Coming around the mountain from the north was quite a well
		defined trail, leading to the west and they said they were
		satisfied some one lived at the end of it, and they were going
		to follow it if it lead to Mexico or anywhere else. They said
		that Mr. Brier and his family were still on behind, and alone.
		Every one must look out for himself here, and we could not do
		much for another in any way.
		
We inquired of them about the trail over which they had
		come, and where they had found water, and we told them of our
		experience in this respect. We then related how our train
		could not go over the mountains with wagons, how they had
		returned to the best spring, and that we started to go through
		to the settlements to obtain relief while they waited for our
		return. We explained to them how they must perish without
		assistance. If we failed to get through, they could probably
		live as long as the oxen lasted and would then perish of
		starvation. We told them how nearly we came to the point of
		perishing that very morning, of thirst, and how we were saved
		by finding a little patch of ice in an unexpected place, and
		were thus enabled to come on another days travel.
		
These men were not as cheerful as they used to be and their
		situation and prospects constantly occupied their minds. They
		said to us that if the present trail bore away from the
		mountain and crossed the level plain, that there were some of
		them who could not possibly get along safely to the other
		side. Some were completely discouraged, and some were
		completely out of provisions and dependent on those who had
		either provisions or oxen yet on hand. An ox was frequently
		killed, they said, and no part of it was wasted. At a camp
		where there was no water, for stewing, a piece or hide would
		be prepared for eating by singeing off the hair and then
		roasting in the fire. The small intestines were drawn through
		the fingers to clean them, and these when roasted made very
		fair food.
		
They said they had been without water for four or five days
		at a time and came near starving to death, for it was
		impossible to swallow food when one became so thirsty. They
		described the pangs of hunger as something terrible and not to
		be described. They were willing to give us any information we
		desired and we anxiously received all we could, for on our
		return we desired to take the best possible route, and we thus
		had the experience of two parties instead of one. They told us
		about the death of Mr. Fish and Mr. Isham, and where we would
		find their bodies if we went over their trail.
		
In the morning we shouldered our packs again and took the
		trail leading to the west, and by night we had overtaken the
		advance party of the Jayhawkers, camped in a cañon
		where there was a little water, barely sufficient for their
		use. We inquired why they did not take the trail leading more
		directly west at the forks, and they said they feared it would
		lead them into deep snow which would be impassible. They said
		they considered the trail they had taken as altogether the
		safest one.
		
We met Bennett and Arcane's teamsters, and as we expected
		they were already out of grub and no way to get anymore. When
		the party killed an ox they had humbly begged for some of the
		poorest parts, and thus far were alive. They came to us and
		very pitifully told us they were entirely out, and although an
		ox had been killed that day they had not been able to get a
		mouthful. We divided up our meat and gave them some although
		we did not know how long it would be before we would ourselves
		be in the same situation.
		
Thus far we had not seen anything to shoot, big or little
		although we kept a sharp lookout.
		
The whole camp was silent, and all seemed to realize their
		situation. Before them was a level plain which had the
		appearance of being so broad as to take five or six days to
		cross. Judging by the look from the top of the mountain as we
		came over, there was little to hope for in the way of water.
		We thought it over very seriously. All the water we could
		carry would be our canteens full, perhaps two drinks apiece
		and the poor meat had so little nourishment that we were weak
		and unable to endure what we once could.
		
We were alone, Rogers and I, in interest at any rate, even
		if there were other men about. For the time it really seemed
		as if there was very little hope for us and I have often
		repeated the following lines as very closely describing my own
		feelings at that time.
		
During the evening, I had a talk with Capt. Asa Haines, in
		which he said he left a good home in Illinois, where he had
		everything he could wish to eat, and every necessary comfort,
		and even some to spare, and now he felt so nearly worn out
		that he had many doubts whether he could live to reach the
		mountains, on the other side. He was so deeply impressed that
		he made me promise to let his wife and family know how I found
		him and how he died, for he felt sure he would never see the
		California mines. I said I might not get through myself, but
		he thought we were so young and strong that we would struggle
		through. He said if he could only be home once more he would
		be content to stay. This was the general tenor of the
		conversation. There was no mirth, no jokes, and every one
		seemed to feel that he was very near the end of his life, and
		such a death as stood before them, choking, starving in a
		desert was the most dreary outlook I ever saw.
		
This camp of trouble, of forlorn hope, on the edge of a
		desert stretching out before us like a small sea, with no hope
		for relief except at the end of a struggle which seemed almost
		hopeless, is more than any pen can paint, or at all describe.
		The writer had tried it often. Picture to yourself, dear
		reader the situation and let your own imagination do the rest.
		It can never come up to the reality.
		
In the morning, as Rogers and I were about to start,
		several of the oldest men came to us with their addresses and
		wished us to forward them to their families if we ever got
		within the reach of mails. These men shed tears, and we did
		also as we parted. We turned silently away and again took up
		our march.
		
As we went down the cañon we came to one place where
		it was so narrow, that a man or a poor ox could barely squeeze
		through between the rocks, and in a few miles more reached the
		open level plain. When three or four miles out on the trail
		and not far from the hills we came to a bunch of quite tall
		willows. The center of the bunch had been cut out and the
		branches woven in so as to make a sort of corral. In the
		center of this was a spring of good water and some good grass
		growing around. This was pretty good evidence that some one
		had been here before. We took a good drink and filled our
		canteens anew, for we did not expect to get another drink for
		two or three days at least.
		
We took the trail again and hurried on as the good water
		made us feel quite fresh. After a few miles we began to find
		the bones of animals, some badly decayed and some well
		preserved. All the heads were those of horses, and it puzzled
		us to know where they came from. As we passed along we noticed
		the trail was on a slight up grade and somewhat crooked. If we
		stepped off from it the foot sank in about two inches in dirt
		finer than the finest flour. The bones were scattered all
		along, sometimes the bones of several animals together. Was it
		the long drive, poison water, or what? It was evident they had
		not been killed but had dropped along the way.
		
It was a dreary trail at best, and these evidences of death
		did not help to brighten it in the least. We wondered often
		where it led to and what new things would be our experience.
		After walking fast all day we came to quite an elevation,
		where we could stand and look in all directions. The low black
		range where we left the Jayhawkers was in sight, and this spur
		of the great snowy mountains extended a long way to the south,
		and seemed to get lower and lower, finally ending in low rocky
		buttes, a hundred miles away. Some may think this distance
		very far to see, but those who have ever seen the clear
		atmosphere of that region will bear me out in these
		magnificent distances. Generally a mountain or other object
		seen at a distance would be three or four times as far off as
		one would judge at first sight, so deceptive are appearances
		there. The broad south end of the great mountain which we
		first saw the next morning after we left the wagons, was now
		plain in sight, and peak after peak extending away to the
		north, all of them white with snow. Standing thus out in the
		plain we could see the breadth of the mountain east and west,
		and it seemed as though it must have been nearly a hundred
		miles. The south end was very abrupt and sank as one into a
		great plain in which we stood, twenty miles from the
		mountain's base.
		
To the northwest we could see a clay lake, or at least that
		was what we called it, and a line of low hills seemed to be an
		extension of the mountain in a direction swinging around to
		the south to enclose this thirsty, barren plain before us,
		which was bounded by mountains or hills on these sides. To the
		south this range seemed to get higher, and we could see some
		snow capped mountains to the south of our westerly course. The
		low mountains as those seen in the northwest direction is the
		same place now crossed by the Southern Pacific Railroad, and
		known as the Tehachipi pass, the noted loop, in which the
		railroad crosses itself, being on the west slope and Ft. Tejon
		being on the same range a little further south where the
		Sierra Nevada mountains and the Coast Range join. The first
		mountain bearing snow, south of our course was probably what
		is known as Wilson's peak, and the high mountains still
		farther south, the San Bernardino mountains. There were no
		names there known to us nor did we know anything of the
		topography of the country except that we supposed a range of
		mountains was all that separated us from California.
		
We were yet in the desert, and if we kept our due west
		course, we must cross some of the snow before us which if
		steep gave us some doubts whether we could get through or
		not.
		
We did not know exactly what the people left behind would
		do if we were gone longer than we intended, but if they
		started on it was quite plain to us they would be lost, and as
		seven days had already passed we were in serious trouble for
		fear we could not complete the trip in the time allotted to
		us. We surveyed the plain and mountains to learn its situation
		and then started, on following our trail. As we went on we
		seemed to be coming to lower ground, and near our road stood a
		tree of a kind we had not seen before. The trunk was about six
		or eight inches through and six or eight feet high with arms
		at the top quite as large as the body, and at the end of the
		arms a bunch of long, stiff bayonet shaped leaves.
		
It was a brave little tree to live in such a barren
		country. As we walked on these trees were more plenty and some
		were much larger than the first. As we came to the lowest part
		of the valley there seemed to be little faint water ways
		running around little clouds of stunted shrubs, but there was
		no signs that very much water ever run in them. We thought
		that these were the outlet of the big sandy lake which might
		get full of water and overflow through these channels after
		some great storm.
		
As this low ground was quite wide we lost our trail in
		crossing it, and we separated as we went along, looking to
		find it again, till nearly dark when we looked for a camping
		place. Fortunately we found a little pond of rain water, and
		some of our strange trees that were dead gave us good material
		for a fire, so that we were very comfortable indeed, having
		both drink and fire.
		
Starting on again our course was now ascending slightly,
		and we came across more and more of the trees, and larger ones
		than at first. We saw some that seemed to have broken down
		with their own weight. The bayonet shaped leaves seemed to
		fall off when old and the stalk looked so much like an old
		overgrown cabbage stump that we name them "Cabbage
		trees," but afterward learned they were a species of
		Yucca. We were much worried at loosing our trail and felt that
		it would be quite unsafe to try to cross the mountain without
		finding it again, so we separated, Rogers going northwest, and
		I southwest, agreeing to swing round so as to meet again about
		noon, but when we met, neither of us had found a trail, and we
		were still about 10 miles from the foothills. Rogers said he
		had heard some of the people say that the trail leading from
		Salt Lake to Los Angeles crossed such a mountain in a low
		pass, with very high mountains on each side, and he supposed
		that the high mountain to the south must be the one where the
		trail crossed, but as this would take us fully fifty miles
		south of our course as we supposed it was we hesitated about
		going there, and concluded we would try the lowest place in
		the mountain first, and if we failed we could then go and try
		Roger's route, more to the south.
		
So we pushed on, still keeping a distance apart to look out
		for the trail, and before night, in the rolling hills, we saw
		here and there faint traces of it, which grew plainer as we
		went along, and about sundown we reached some water holes and
		from some old skulls of oxen lying around the ground showing
		that it had at some previous time been a camping ground. We
		found some good large sage brush which made a pretty good
		fire, and if we could have had a little fresh meat to roast we
		thought we were in a good position for supper. But that poor
		meat was pretty dry food. However it kept us alive, and we
		curled up together and slept, for the night was cool, and we
		had to make the little blanket do its best. We thought we
		ought to find a little game, but we had not seen any to shoot
		since we started.
		
In the morning the trail led us toward the snow, and as we
		went along, a brave old crow surprised us by lighting on a
		bush near the trail, and we surprised him by killing him with
		a charge of shot. "Here's your fresh meat," said
		Rogers as he put it into his knapsack to cook for supper, and
		marched on. As we approached the summit we could see, on the
		high mountains south of us, some trees, and when we came near
		the highest part of our road there were some juniper trees
		near it, which was very encouraging. We crossed over several
		miles of hard snow, but it moistened up our moccassins and
		made them soft and uncomfortable. After we had turned down the
		western slope we killed a small hawk. "Here's your
		meat" said I, as the poor thin fellow was stowed away for
		future grub, to cook with the crow.
		
When we got out of the snow we had lost the trail again but
		the hills on the sides were covered with large brush, and on a
		higher part of the mountain south, were some big trees, and we
		began to think the country would change for the better pretty
		soon. We followed down the ravine for many miles, and when
		this came out into a larger one, we were greatly pleased at
		the prospect, for down the latter came a beautiful little
		running brook of clear pure water, singing as it danced over
		the stones, a happy song and telling us to drink and drink
		again, and you may be sure we did drink, for it had been
		months and months since we had had such water, pure, sweet,
		free from the terrible alkali and stagnant taste that had been
		in almost every drop we had seen. Rogers leveled his shot gun
		at some birds and killed a beautiful one with a top knot on
		his head, and colors bright all down his neck. It was a
		California quail. We said birds always lived where human
		beings did, and we had great hopes born to us of a better
		land. I told John that if the folks were only there now I
		could kill game enough for them.
		
We dressed our three birds and got them boiling in the camp
		kettle, and while they were cooking talked over the outlook
		which was so flattering that our tongues got loose and we
		rattled away in strange contrast to the ominous silence of a
		week ago. While eating our stew of crow and hawk, we could see
		willows alders and big sage brush around and we had noticed
		what seemed to be cottonwoods farther down the cañon,
		and green trees on the slope of the mountain. We were sure we
		were on the edge of the promised land and were quite light
		hearted, till we began to tell of plans to get the good people
		out who were waiting for us beside the little spring in the
		desert. We talked of going back at once, but our meat was too
		near gone, and we must take them something to encourage them a
		little and make them strong for the fearful trip. As to these
		birds—the quail was as superb a morsel as ever a man did
		eat; the hawk was pretty fair and quite good eating; but that
		abominable crow! His flesh was about as black as his feathers
		and full of tough and bony sinews. We concluded we did not
		want any more of that kind of bird, and ever since that day,
		when I have heard people talk of "eating crow" as a
		bitter pill, I think I know all about it from experience.
		
There seemed to be no other way for us but to push on in
		the morning and try to obtain some relief for the poor women
		and children and then get back to them as fast as ever we
		could, so we shouldered our packs and went on down the
		cañon as fast as we could. We came soon to evergreen
		oaks and tall cottonwoods, and the creek bottom widened out to
		two hundred yards. There were trees on the south side and the
		brush kept getting larger and larger. There was a trail down
		this cañon, but as it passed under fallen trees we knew
		it could not have been the same one we had been following on
		the other side of the summit, and when we discovered a bear
		track in a soft place we knew very well it was not a trail
		intended for human beings, and we might be ordered out almost
		any moment.
		
On the high bold grassy point about four hundred yards we
		saw two horses that held their heads aloft and gave a snort,
		then galloped away out of sight. About 10 o'clock I felt a
		sudden pain in my left knee, keen and sharp, and as we went
		along it kept growing worse. I had to stop often to rest, and
		it was quite plain that if this increased or continued I was
		sure enough disabled, and would be kept from helping those
		whom we had left. Nerved with the idea we must get help to
		them, and that right soon, I hobbled along as well as I could,
		but soon had to say to Rogers that he had better go on ahead
		and get help and let me come on as best I could, for every
		moment of delay was a danger of death to our party who trusted
		us to get them help. Rogers refused to do this, he said he
		would stay with me and see me out, and that he could not do
		much alone, and had better wait till I got better. So we
		worked along through the tangled brush, being many times
		compelled to wade the stream to get along, and this made our
		moccasins soft and very uncomfortable to wear. I endured the
		pain all day, and we must have advanced quite a little
		distance in spite of my lameness, but I was glad when night
		came and we camped in the dark brushy cañon, having a
		big fire which made me quite comfortable all night, though it
		was quite cold, and we had to keep close together so as to use
		the blanket. I felt a little better in the morning and after
		eating some of our poor dried meat, which was about as poor as
		crow, and I don't know but a little worse, we continued on our
		way.
		
The tangle got worse and worse as we descended, and at
		times we walked in the bed of the stream in order to make more
		headway, but my lameness increased and we had to go very slow
		indeed. About noon we came to what looked like an excavation,
		a hole four feet square or more it looked to be, and on the
		dirt thrown out some cottonwood trees had grown, and one of
		the largest of these had been cut down sometime before. This
		was the first sign of white men we had seen and it was
		evidently an attempt at mining, no one knows how long ago. It
		encouraged us at any rate, and we pushed on through brush and
		briers, tangles of wild rose bushes and bushes of every sort,
		till all of a sudden we came out into an open sandy valley,
		well covered with sage brush and perhaps a hundred yards wide;
		probably more.
		
The hills on the south side had on them some oak trees and
		grassy spots, but the north side was thickly covered with
		brush. Our beautiful little brook that had kept us company
		soon sank into the dry sand out of sight, and we moved rather
		slowly along every little while we spoke of the chances of
		wagons ever getting through the road we had come, and the hope
		that my lameness might not continue to retard our progress in
		getting back to the place of our starting, that the poor
		waiting people might begin to get out of the terrible country
		they were in and enjoy as we had done, the beautiful running
		stream of this side of the mountain. If I did not get better
		the chances were that they would perish, for they never could
		come through alone, as the distance had proved much greater
		than we had anticipated, and long dry stretches of the desert
		were more than they would be prepared for. As it was we feared
		greatly that we had consumed so much time they would get
		impatient and start out and be lost.
		
I continued to hobble along down the barren valley as well
		as I could and here and there some tracks of animals were
		discovered, but we could not make out whether they were those
		of domestic cattle or elk. Soon, on the side of a hill, rather
		high up a pack of prairie wolves were snarling around the
		carcass of some dead animal, and this was regarded as another
		sign that more and better meat could be found, for these
		animals only live where some sort of game can be found, and
		they knew better than we that it was not for their health to
		go into the barren desert.
		
Before us now was a spur from the hills that reached nearly
		across our little valley and shut out further sight in that
		direction and when we came to it we climbed up over it to
		shorten the distance. When the summit was reached a most
		pleasing sight filled our sick hearts with a most
		indescribable joy. I shall never have the ability to
		adequately describe the beauty of the scene as it appeared to
		us, and so long as I live that landscape will be impressed
		upon the canvas of my memory as the most cheering in the
		world. There before us was a beautiful meadow of a thousand
		acres, green as a thick carpet of grass could make it, and
		shaded with oaks, wide branching and symmetrical, equal to
		those of an old English park, while all over the low mountains
		that bordered it on the south and over the broad acres of
		luxuriant grass was a herd of cattle numbering many hundreds
		if not thousands. They were of all colors shades and sizes.
		Some were calmly lying down in happy rumination, others
		rapidly cropping the sweet grass, while the gay calves worked
		off their superfluous life and spirit in vigorous exercise or
		drew rich nourishment in the abundant mother's milk. All
		seemed happy and content, and such a scene of abundance and
		rich plenty and comfort bursting thus upon our eyes which for
		months had seen only the desolation and sadness of the desert,
		was like getting a glimpse of Paradise, and tears of joy ran
		down our faces. If ever a poor mortal escapes from this world
		where so many trials come, and joys of a happy Heaven are
		opened up to him, the change cannot be much more that this
		which was suddenly opened to us on that bright day which was
		either one of the very last of December 1849 or the first of
		January 1850, I am inclined to think it was the very day of
		the new year, but in our troubles, the accuracy of the
		calendar was among the least of our troubles. If it was, as I
		believe the beginning of the year, it was certainly a most
		auspicious one and one of the most hopeful of my life.
		
And now if the others were only here, was the burden
		of our thought, and a serious awakening from the dream of
		beauty and rich plenty spread out before us. This
		ring-streaked and speckled herd might be descended directly
		from Jacob's famous herd, blessed of the Lord, and while we
		could not keep our thoughts from some sad doubts as to the
		fate of those whom we had left behind, we tried to be
		generally hopeful and courageous and brightened up our steps
		to prepare for a relief and return to the hot dry plain beyond
		the mountains where they were awaiting us, no doubt with much
		tribulation.
		
I now thought of myself and my failing knee and we sat down
		under the shade of an oak to rest, and after a little, better
		feeling seemed to come. Down by a deep gully cut by the rains
		a yearling steer was feeding, and I took the rifle and crawled
		down near him and put first one ball through him, and then
		another, before he fell dead on the other side of the wash,
		when we sprang with all the agility of a deer. We quickly got
		some good meat and had it roasted and eaten almost quicker
		than can be told. We hardly realized how near starved we were
		till we had plenty before us again. We ate till we were
		satisfied for once, and for the first time in many long dreary
		weeks. We kindled a fire and commenced drying the meat, one
		sleeping while the other kept the fire, and changing off every
		few hours. What a rest that was! One who has never been nearly
		worn out and starved, down nearly to the point of death can
		never know what it is to rest in comfort. No one can tell. It
		was like a dream, a sweet, restful dream where troubles would
		drown themselves in sleep. How we felt the strength come back
		to us with that food and the long draughts of pure clear
		water.
		
The miserable dried meat in our knapsacks was put away and
		this splendid jerked beef put in its place. The wolves came to
		our camp and howled in dreadful disappointment at not getting
		a meal. Rogers wanted me to shoot the miserable howlers, but I
		let them have their concert out, and thought going without
		their breakfast must be punishment enough for them. As our
		moccasins were worn out we carefully prepared some sinews from
		the steer and made new foot gear from the green hide which
		placed us in shape for two or three week's walking.
		
The morning was clear and pleasant. We had our knapsacks
		filled with good food we had prepared, and were enjoying the
		cool breeze which came up the valley, when we heard faintly
		the bark of a dog, or at least we thought we did. If this were
		true there must be some one living not very far away and we
		felt better. I was still very lame and as we started along the
		walking seemed to make it worse again, so that it was all I
		could do to follow John on the trail down the valley. As we
		went along a man and woman passed us some distance on the
		left, and they did not seem to notice us, though we were in
		plain sight. They were curiously dressed. The woman had no
		hoops nor shoes, and a shawl wound about her neck and one end
		thrown over her head, was a substitute bonnet. The man had
		sandals on his feet, with white cotton pants, a calico shirt,
		and a wide rimmed, comical, snuff-colored hat. We at once put
		them down as Spaniards, or then descendants of Mexico, and if
		what we had read about them in books was true, we were in a
		set of land pirates, and blood thirsty men whom we might have
		occasion to be aware of. We had never heard a word of Spanish
		spoken, except perhaps a word or two upon the plains which
		some fellow knew, and how we could make ourselves known and
		explain who we were was a puzzle to us.
		
Difficulties began to arise in our minds now we were in an
		apparent land of plenty, but in spite of all we went along as
		fast as my lame knee would permit me to do. A house on higher
		ground soon appeared in sight. It was low, of one story with a
		flat roof, gray in color, and of a different style of
		architecture from any we had ever seen before. There was no
		fence around it, and no animals or wagons in sight, nor person
		to be seen. As we walked up the hill toward it I told John our
		moccasins made of green hide would betray us as having
		recently killed an animal, and as these people might be the
		owners and detain us by having us arrested for the crime, and
		this would be especially bad for us just now. We determined to
		face the people, and let the fact of our close necessities be
		a sufficient excuse for us, if we could make them understand
		our circumstances.
		
As we came near the house no person was seen, but a mule
		tied to a post told us there was some one about, and a man
		soon made an appearance, dressed about the same style as the
		one we had passed a short time before. As we came near we
		saluted him, bidding him good morning, and he in turn touched
		his hat politely, saying something in reply which we were not
		able to understand. I showed him that I was lame, and taking
		out some money pointed to the mule, but he only shook his head
		and said something I could not comprehend. Rogers now began
		looking around the house, which was built of sun-dried bricks
		about one by two feet in size, and one end was used as a
		storehouse. As he looked in, a man came to him and wanted a
		black, patent leather belt which Rogers wore, having a
		watch-pocket attached to it. He offered a quart or more of
		coarse corn meal, and Rogers made the trade.
		
We tried to inquire where we were or where ought to go, but
		could get no satisfactory answer from the man, although when
		we spoke San Francisco he pointed to the north. This was not
		very satisfactory to us and we seemed as badly lost as ever,
		and where or which way to go we did not seem very successful
		in finding out. So we concluded to go on a little way at
		least, and I hobbled off in the direction he pointed, which
		was down the hill and past a small, poorly fenced field which
		was sometimes cultivated, and across the stream which followed
		down the valley. Passing on a mile or two we stopped on a big
		patch of sand to rest.
		
I told Rogers I did not think this course would lead us to
		any place in a month, and just now a delay was ruinous to us
		and to those who were waiting for us, and it would not do for
		us to go off to the north to find a settlement. While I was
		expressing my opinion on matters and things, Rogers had wet up
		a part of his meal with water and put it to bake on the cover
		of his camp kettle. There was a fair sized cake for each of
		us, and it was the first bread of any kind we had eaten for
		months, being a very acceptable change from an exclusively
		meat diet. Looking up the valley we could see a cloud of dust,
		thick and high, and soon several men on horseback who came at
		a rushing gallop. I told Rogers they were after us, and
		believed them to be a murderous set who might make trouble for
		us. I hastily buried our little store of money in the sand,
		telling him that if they got us, they would not get our money.
		Putting our guns across our laps in an easy position we had
		them cocked and ready for business, and our knives where we
		could get them handy, and awaited their arrival.
		
They came on with a rush until within a short distance and
		halted for consultation just across the creek, after which one
		of them advanced toward us and as he came near us we could see
		he was a white man, who wished us good evening in our own
		language. We answered him rather cooly, still sitting in the
		sand and he no doubt saw that we were a little suspicious of
		the crowd. He asked us where we were from, and we told him our
		circumstances and condition and that we would like to secure
		some means of relief for the people we had left in the desert,
		but our means were very limited and we wanted to do the best
		we could. He said we were about 500 miles from San Francisco,
		not far from 100 miles from the coast and thirty miles from
		Los Angeles. We were much afraid we would not be able to get
		anything here, but he told us to go across the valley to a
		large live oak tree which he pointed out, and said we would
		find an American there, and we should wait there till morning.
		He said he would go back and stay at the house we had passed,
		and would do what he could to assist us to go to Los Angeles
		where we could get some supplies. Then he rode away, and as we
		talked it over we saw no way but to follow the directions of
		our newfound friend.
		
It seemed now that my lameness had indeed been a blessing.
		If I had been able to walk we would now have been well on
		toward the seashore, where we could have found no such friend
		as this who had appeared to us. The way seemed clearer to us,
		but the time for our return was almost up and there was no way
		of getting back in fifteen days as we had agreed upon, so
		there was great danger to our people yet. It seemed very
		likely to take us twenty four or thirty days at best, and
		while they probably had oxen enough to provide them food for
		so long a time they might take a notion to move on, which
		would be fatal.
		
At the big live oak tree we found an American camper, who
		was on his way to the gold mines. He was going a new route and
		said the mines could be reached much quicker than by going up
		the coast by way of San Francisco. A new company with wagons
		was soon to start out to break the road, and when they crossed
		the east end of the valley he would follow them. I think this
		man's name was Springer. He had come by way of the Santa Fe
		route, and the people of Los Angeles had told him this route
		was an easy one being often traveled by saddle horses, and if
		the company could make it possible for wagons they could have
		all the cattle they wanted to kill along the road as their pay
		for doing the work. Our new friend lay down early, and as he
		saw we were scant in blankets he brought some to us for our
		use, which were most thankfully received.
		
As soon as we were alone Rogers mixed up some more of the
		meal which we baked in our friend's frying pan, and we baked
		and ate and baked and ate again, for our appetites were
		ravenous, and the demand of our stomachs got the better of the
		judgment of our brains.
		
It was hard to find time to sleep, we were so full of the
		plans about the way, which we must manage to get relief for
		the people. We had many doubts if animals could ever come over
		the route we had come over, from deliberation we decided that
		by selecting a route with that idea in our minds, we could get
		mules and perhaps horses over the country. We perhaps could go
		more to the north and take the Jayhawkers trail, but this
		would take us fully a hundred miles farther and four or five
		days longer, at the best, and every moment of delay was to be
		carefully avoided as a moment of danger to our friends.
		
Thus again, our sleep was troubled from another cause.
		Being so long unaccustomed to vegetable food, and helped on,
		no doubt, by our poor judgment in gauging the quantity of our
		food, we were attacked by severe pains in the stomach and
		bowels, from which we suffered intensely. We arose very early
		and with a very light breakfast, for the sickness admonished
		us, we started back for the house we had first passed, at
		which our friend on horseback, said he would spend the night
		and where we were to meet him this morning. He said he could
		talk Spanish all right and would do all he could to help
		us.
		
Our suffering and trouble caused us to move very slowly, so
		that it was nine or ten o'clock before we reached the house,
		and we found they had two horses all ready for us to go to Los
		Angeles. There were no saddles for us, but we thought this
		would be a good way to cure my lameness. The people seemed to
		be friends to us in every way. We mounted, having our packs on
		our backs, and our guns before us, and with a friendly parting
		to the people who did not go, all four of us started on a trip
		of thirty miles to the town of Los Angeles.
		
When we reached the foot of the mountain which was very
		steep but not rocky, John and I dismounted and led our animals
		to the top, where we could see a long way west, and south, and
		it looked supremely beautiful. We could not help comparing it
		to the long wide, desert we had crossed, and John and myself
		said many times how we wished the folks were here to enjoy the
		pleasant sight, the beautiful fertile picture.
		
There appeared to be one quite large house in sight, and
		not far off, which the man told us was the Mission of San
		Fernando, a Roman Catholic Church and residence for priests
		and followers. The downward slope of the mountain was as steep
		as the other side and larger, and John and I did not attempt
		to mount till we were well down on the level ground again, but
		the other two men rode up and down without any trouble. We
		would let our leaders get half a mile or so ahead of us and
		then mount and put our horses to a gallop till we overtook
		them again. We had walked so long that riding was very
		tiresome to us, and for comfort alone we would have preferred
		the way on foot, but we could get along a little faster, and
		the frequent dismounting kept us from becoming too lame from
		riding.
		
We passed the Mission about noon or a little after, and a
		few miles beyond met a man on horseback who lived up to the
		north about a hundred miles. His name was French and he had a
		cattle range at a place called Tejon (Tahone). Our friends
		told him who we were, and what assistance we needed. Mr.
		French said he was well acquainted in Los Angeles and had been
		there some time, and that all the travelers who would take the
		Coast route had gone, those who had come by way of Salt Lake
		had got in from two to four weeks before, and a small train
		which had come the Santa Fe Route was still upon the road. He
		said Los Angeles was so clear of emigrants that he did not
		think we could get any help there at the present time.
		
"Now," said Mr. French—"You boys can't
		talk Spanish and it is not very likely you will be able to get
		any help. Now I say, you boys turn back and go with me and I
		will give you the best I have, I will let you have a yoke of
		gentle oxen, or more if you need them, and plenty of beans,
		which are good food for I live on them; besides this I can
		give an Indian guide to help you back. Will that do?"
		After a moment we said we doubted if oxen could be got over
		the road, and if they were fat now they would soon get poor,
		and perhaps not stand it as well as the oxen which had became
		used to that kind of life, and of those they had in camp all
		they needed. We wanted to get something for the women and
		children to ride, for we knew they must abandon the wagons,
		and could not walk so far over that dry, rough country.
		"Well," said Mr. French:—"I will stop at
		the place you were this morning—I know them
		well—and they are good folks, and I am sure when I tell
		them what you want they will help you if they possibly can.
		This looks to me to be the most sensible course." After
		talking an hour our two companions advised us that the
		proposition of Mr. French seemed the most reasonable one that
		appeared. But for us to go clear back to his range would take
		up so much valuable time that we were almost afraid of the
		delay which might mean the destruction of our friends. French
		said he had a pack saddle, with him taking it home, and we
		could put it on one of our horses, and when we came back to
		Los Angeles could leave it at a certain saloon or place he
		named and tell them it belonged to him and to keep it for him.
		I have forgotten the name of the man who kept the saloon. We
		agreed to this, and bidding our two companions farewell, we
		turned back again with Mr. French.
		
When night came we were again at the Mission we had passed
		on the way down. We were kindly treated here, for I believe
		Mr. French told them about us. They sent an Indian to take our
		horses, and we sat down beside the great house. There were
		many smaller houses, and quite a large piece of ground fenced
		in by an adobe wall. The roof of the buildings was like that
		of our own buildings in having eaves on both, sides, but the
		covering was of semi circular tiles made and burned like
		brick. Rows of these were placed close together, the hollow
		sides up, and then another course over the joints, placed with
		the round side up, which made a roof that was perfectly
		waterproof, but must have been very heavy. These tiles were
		about two feet long. All the surroundings, and general make up
		of the place were new to us and very wonderful. They gave us
		good dried meat to eat and let us sleep in the big house on
		the floor, which was as hard as granite, and we turned over a
		great many times before daylight, and were glad when morning
		came. We offered to pay them, but they would take nothing from
		us, and we left leading our horses over the steep mountain,
		and reaching the house again late in the day. They turned our
		horses loose and seemed disposed to be very friendly and
		disposed to do for us what they could.
		
We were very tired and sat down by the side of the house
		and rested, wondering how we would come out with our
		preparations. They were talking together, but we could not
		understand a word. A dark woman came out and gave each of us a
		piece of cooked squash. It seemed to have been roasted in the
		ashes and was very sweet and good. These were all signs of
		friendship and we were glad of the good feeling. We were given
		a place to sleep in the house, in a store room on a floor
		which was not soft. This was the second house we had slept in
		since leaving Wisconsin, and it seemed rather pent-up to
		us.
		
In the morning we were shown a kind of mill like a coffee
		mill, and by putting in a handful of wheat from a pile and
		giving the mill a few turns we were given to understand we
		should grind some flour for ourselves. We went to work with a
		will, but found it, hard, slow work.
		
After a little, our dark woman came and gave us each a
		pancake and a piece of meat, also another piece of roasted
		squash, for our breakfast, and this, we thought, was the best
		meal we had ever eaten. The lady tried to talk to us but we
		could not understand the words, and I could convey ideas to
		her better by the sign language than any other way. She
		pointed out the way from which we came and wanted to know how
		many day's travel it might be away, and I answered by putting
		my hand to my head and closing my eyes, which was repeated as
		many times as there had been nights on our journey, at which
		she was much surprised that the folks were so far away. She
		then place her hand upon her breast and then held it up, to
		ask how many women there were, and I answered her by holding
		up three fingers, at which she shrugged her shoulders and
		shook her head. Then pointing to a child by her side, four or
		five years old, and in the same way asked how many children, I
		answered by holding up four fingers, and she almost cried,
		opening her mouth in great surprise, and turned away.
		
I said to Rogers that she was a kind, well meaning woman,
		and that Mr. French had no doubt told her something of our
		story. Aside from her dark complexion her features reminded me
		of my mother, and at first sight of her I thought of the best
		woman on earth my own far off mother, who little knew the
		hardships we had endured. We went to work again at the mill
		and after a while the woman came again and tried to talk and
		to teach us some words of her own language. She place her
		finger on me and said ombre and I took out my little
		book and wrote down ombre as meaning man, and in the
		same way she taught me that mujer, was woman;
		trigo, wheat; frijoles, beans; carne,
		meat; calazasa, pumpkin; caballo, horse;
		vaca, cow; muchacho, boy, and several other
		words in this way.
		
I got hold of many words thus to study, so that if I ever
		came back I could talk a little and make myself understood as
		to some of the common objects and things of necessary use.
		Such friendly, human acts shown to us strangers, were
		evidences of the kindest disposition. I shall never forget the
		kindness of those original Californians. When in Walker's camp
		and finding he was friendly to Mormonism we could claim that
		we were also Mormons, but the good people though well known
		Catholics, did not so much as mention the fact nor inquire
		whether we favored that sect or not. We were human beings in
		distress and we represented others who were worse even than
		we, and those kind acts and great good will, were given freely
		because we were fellow human beings.
		
The provisions we prepared were, a sack of small yellow
		beans; a small sack of wheat, a quantity of good dried meat,
		and some of the coarse, unbolted flour we had made at the
		mills. They showed us how to properly pack the horse, which
		was a kind of work we had not been use to, and we were soon
		ready for a start. I took what money we had and put it on a
		block, making signs for them to take what the things were
		worth. They took $30, and we were quite surprised to get two
		horses, provisions, pack-saddles and ropes, some of the latter
		made of rawhide and some of hair, so cheaply, but we afterward
		learned that the mares furnished were not considered of much
		value, and we had really paid a good fair price for
		everything. To make it easy for us they had also fixed our
		knapsacks on the horses.
		
The good lady with the child, came out with four oranges
		and pointed to her own child and then to the East, put them in
		the pack meaning we should carry them to the children. With a
		hearty good bye from them, and a polite lifting of our hats to
		them we started on our return, down toward the gentle decline
		of the creek bottom, and then up the valley, the way we came.
		Toward night we came to a wagon road crossing the valley, and
		as we well knew we could not go up the tangled creek bed with
		horses we took this road to the north, which took a dry ravine
		for its direction, and in which there was a pack trail, and
		this the wagons were following. We kept on the trail for a few
		miles, and overtook them in their camp, and camped with them
		over night. We told them we considered our outfit entirely too
		small for the purpose intended, which was to bring two women
		and four children out of the desert, but that being the best
		we could get, we were taking this help to them and hoped to
		save their lives. Our mission became well known and one man
		offered to sell us a poor little one-eyed mule, its back all
		bare of covering from the effect of a great saddle sore that
		had very recently healed. He had picked it up somewhere in
		Arizona where it had been turned out to die, but it seemed the
		beast had enough of the good Santa Ana stock in it to bring it
		through and it had no notion of dying at the present time,
		though it was scarcely more than a good fair skeleton, even
		then. The beast became mine at the price of $15, and the
		people expressed great sympathy with us and the dear friends
		we were going to try to save.
		
Another man offered a little snow-white mare, as fat as
		butter, for $15, which I paid, though it took the last cent of
		money I had. This little beauty of a beast was broken to lead
		at halter, but had not been broken in any other way. Rogers
		said he would ride her where he could, and before she got to
		the wagons she would be as gentle as a lamb. He got a bridle
		and tried her at once, and then there was a scene of rearing,
		jumping and kicking that would have made a good Buffalo Bill
		circus in these days. No use, the man could not be thrown off,
		and the crowd cheered and shouted to Rogers
		to—"Hold her level."
		
After some bucking and backing on the part of the mare and
		a good deal of whipping and kicking on the part of the man,
		and a good many furious clashes in lively, but very awkward
		ways, the little beast yielded the point, and carried her load
		without further trouble.
		
The people gave us a good supper and breakfast, and one man
		came and presented us with 25 pounds of unbolted wheat flour.
		They were of great assistance to us in showing us how to pack
		and sack our load, which was not heavy and could be easily
		carried by our two animals which we had at first. However we
		arranged a pack on the mule and this gave me a horse to ride
		and a mule to lead, while Rogers rode his milk-white steed and
		led the other horse. Thus we went along and following the
		trail soon reached the summit from which we could see off to
		the East a wonderful distance, probably 200 miles, of the dry
		and barren desert of hill and desolate valley over which we
		had come.
		
The trail bearing still to the north from this point, we
		left and turned due east across the country, and soon came to
		a beautiful lake of sweet fresh water situated well up toward
		the top of the mountain. This lake is now called Elizabeth
		Lake. Here we watered our animals and filled our canteens,
		then steered a little south of east among the Cabbage trees,
		aiming to strike the rain water hole where we had camped as we
		came over. We reached the water hole about noon and here found
		the Jayhawkers trail, which we took. They had evidently
		followed us and passed down the same brushy cañon while
		we having taken a circuitous route to the north, had gone
		around there. Getting water here for ourselves and horses, we
		went back to the trail and pushed on as fast as the animals
		could walk, and as we now knew where we could get water, we
		kept on till after dark, one of us walking to keep the trail,
		and some time in the night reached the Willow corral I have
		spoken of before. There was good water here, but the
		Jayhawker's oxen had eaten all the grass that grew in the
		little moist place around, and our animals were short of feed.
		One of us agreed to stand guard the fore part of the night and
		the other later, so that we might not be surprised by Indians
		and lose our animals. I took the first watch and let the blaze
		of the fire go out so as not to attract attention and as I sat
		by the dull coals and hot ashes I fell asleep. Rogers happened
		to wake and see the situation, and arose and waked me again
		saying that we must be more careful or the Indians would get
		our horses. You may be sure I kept awake the rest of my
		watch.
		
Next day we passed the water holes at the place where we
		had so stealthily crawled up to Doty's camp when coming out.
		These holes held about two pails of water each, but no stream
		run away from them. Our horses seemed to want water badly for
		when they drank they put their head in up to their eyes and
		drank ravenously.
		
Thirty miles from here to the next water, Doty had told us,
		and night overtook us before we could reach it, so a dry camp
		was made. Our horses began now to walk with drooping heads and
		slow, tired steps, so we divided the load among them all and
		walked ourselves. The water, when reached proved so salt the
		horses would not drink it, and as Doty had told us the most
		water was over the mountain ahead of us, we still followed
		their trail which went up a very rocky cañon in which
		it was hard work for the horses to travel. The horses were all
		very gentle now and needed some urging to make them go.
		Roger's fat horse no longer tried to unseat its rider or its
		pack, but seemed to be the most downhearted of the train. The
		little mule was the liveliest, sharpest witted animal of the
		whole. She had probably traveled on the desert before and knew
		better how to get along. She had learned to crop every spear
		of grass she came to, and every bit of sage brush that offered
		a green leaf was given a nip. She would sometimes leave the
		trail and go out to one side to get a little bunch of dry
		grass, and come back and take her place again as if she knew
		her duty. The other animals never tried to do this. The mule
		was evidently better versed in the art of getting a living
		than the horses.
		
Above the rough bed of the cañon the bottom was
		gravelly and narrow, and the walls on each side nearly
		perpendicular. Our horses now poked slowly along and as we
		passed the steep wall of the cañon the white animal
		left the trail and walked with full force, head first, against
		the solid rock. She seemed to be blind, and though we went
		quickly to her and took off the load she carried, she had
		stopped breathing by the time we had it done. Not knowing how
		far it was to water, nor how soon some of our other horses
		might fall, we did not tarry, but pushed on as well as we
		could, finding no water. We reached the summit and turned down
		a ravine, following the trail, and about dark came to the
		water they had told us about, a faint running stream which
		came out of a rocky ravine and sank almost immediately in the
		dry sand. There was water enough for us, but no grass. It
		seemed as if the horses were not strong enough to carry a
		load, and as we wanted to get them through if possible, we
		concluded to bury the wheat and get it on our return. We dug a
		hole and lined it with fine sticks, then put in the little bag
		and covered it with dry brush, and sand making the surface as
		smooth as if it had never been touched, then made our bed on
		it. The whole work was done after dark so the deposit could
		not be seen by the red men and we thought we had done it
		pretty carefully.
		
Next morning the little mule carried all the remaining
		load, the horses bearing only their saddles, and seemed hardly
		strong enough for that. There was now seven or eight miles of
		clean loose sand to go over, across a little valley which came
		to an end about ten miles north of us, and extended south to
		the lake where we went for water on our outward journey and
		found it red alkali. Near the Eastern edge of the valley we
		turned aside to visit the grave of Mr. Isham, which they had
		told us of. They had covered his remains with their hands as
		best they could, piling up a little mound of sand over it. Our
		next camp was to be on the summit of the range just before us,
		and we passed the dead body of Mr. Fish, we had seen before,
		and go on a little to a level sandy spot in the ravine just
		large enough to sleep on. This whole range is a black mass
		rocky piece of earth, so barren that not a spear of grass can
		grow, and not a drop of water in any place. We tied our horses
		to rocks and there they staid all night, for if turned loose
		there was not a mouthful of food for them to get.
		
In the morning an important question was to be decided, and
		that was whether we should continue to follow the Jayhawker's
		trail which led far to the north to cross the mountain, which
		stood before us, a mass of piled-up rocks so steep that it
		seemed as if a dog could hardly climb it. Our wagons were
		nearly due east from this point over the range, and not more
		than fifty miles away, while to go around to the north was
		fully a hundred miles, and would take us four or five days to
		make. As we had already gone so long we expected to meet them
		any day trying to get out, and if we went around we might miss
		them. They might have all been killed by Indians or they might
		have already gone. We had great fears on their account. If
		they had gone north they might have perished in the snow.
		
The range was before us, and we must get to the other side
		in some way. We could see the range for a hundred miles to the
		north and along the base some lakes of water that must be
		salt. To the south it got some lower, but very barren and
		ending in black, dry buttes. The horses must have food and
		water by night or we must leave them to die, and all things
		considered it seemed to be the quickest way to camp to try and
		get up a rough looking cañon which was nearly opposite
		us on the other side. So we loaded the mule and made our way
		down the rocky road to the ridge, and then left the
		Jayhawker's trail, taking our course more south so as to get
		around a salt lake which lay directly before us. On our way we
		had to go close to a steep bluff, and cross a piece of ground
		that looked like a well dried mortar bed, hard and smooth as
		ice, and thus got around the head of a small stream of clear
		water, salt as brine. We now went directly to the mouth of the
		cañon we had decided to take, and traveled up its
		gravelly bed. The horses now had to be urged along constantly
		to keep them moving and they held their heads low down as they
		crept along seemingly so discouraged that they would much
		rather lie down and rest forever than take another step. We
		knew they would do this soon in spite of all our urging, if we
		could not get water for them. The cañon was rough
		enough where we entered it, and a heavy up grade too, and this
		grew more and more difficult as we advanced, and the rough
		yellowish, rocky walls closed in nearer and nearer together as
		we ascended.
		
A perpendicular wall, or rather rise, in the rocks was
		approached, and there was a great difficulty to persuade the
		horses to take exertion to get up and over the small
		obstruction, but the little mule skipped over as nimbly as a
		well-fed goat, and rather seemed to enjoy a little variety in
		the proceedings. After some coaxing and urging the horses took
		courage to try the extra step and succeeded all right, when we
		all moved on again, over a path that grew more and more
		narrow, more and more rocky under foot at every moment. We
		wound around among and between the great rocks, and had not
		advanced very far before another obstruction, that would have
		been a fall of about three feet had water been flowing in the
		cañon, opposed our way. A small pile of lone rocks
		enabled the mule to go over all right, and she went on looking
		for every spear of grass, and smelling eagerly for water, but
		all our efforts were not enough to get the horses along
		another foot. It was getting nearly night and every minute
		without water seemed an age. We had to leave the horses and go
		on. We had deemed them indispensable to us, or rather to the
		extrication of the women and children, and yet the hope came
		to us that the oxen might help some of them out as a last
		resort. We were sure the wagons must be abandoned, and such a
		thing as women riding on the backs of oxen we had never seen,
		still it occurred to us as not impossible and although leaving
		the horses here was like deciding to abandon all for the
		feeble ones, we saw we must do it, and the new hope arose to
		sustain us for farther effort. We removed the saddles and
		placed them on a rock, and after a few moments hesitation,
		moments in which were crowded torrents of wild ideas, and
		desperate thoughts, that were enough to drive reason from its
		throne, we left the poor animals to their fate and moved
		along. Just as we were passing out of sight the poor creatures
		neighed pitifully after us, and one who has never heard the
		last despairing, pleading neigh of a horse left to die can
		form no idea of its almost human appeal. We both burst into
		tears, but it was no use, to try to save them we must run the
		danger of sacrificing ourselves, and the little party we were
		trying so hard to save.
		
We found the little mule stopped by a still higher
		precipice or perpendicular rise of fully ten feet. Our hearts
		sank within us and we said that we should return to our
		friends as we went away, with our knapsacks on our backs, and
		the hope grew very small. The little mule was nipping some
		stray blades of grass and as we came in sight she looked
		around to us and then up the steep rocks before her with such
		a knowing, intelligent look of confidence, that it gave us new
		courage. It was a strange wild place. The north wall of the
		cañon leaned far over the channel, overhanging
		considerably, while the south wall sloped back about the same,
		making the wall nearly parallel, and like a huge crevice
		descending into the mountain from above in a sloping
		direction.
		
We decided to try to get the confident little mule over
		this obstruction. Gathering all the loose rocks we could we
		piled them up against the south wall, beginning some distance
		below, putting up all those in the bed of the stream and
		throwing down others from narrow shelves above we built a sort
		of inclined plane along the walls gradually rising till we
		were nearly as high as the crest of the fall. Here was a
		narrow shelf scarcely four inches wide and a space of from
		twelve to fifteen feet to cross to reach the level of the
		crest. It was all I could do to cross this space, and there
		was no foundation to enable us to widen it so as to make a
		path for an animal. It was forlorn hope but we made the most
		of it. We unpacked the mule and getting all our ropes
		together, made a leading line of it. Then we loosened and
		threw down all the projecting points of rocks we could above
		the narrow shelf, and every piece that was likely to come
		loose in the shelf itself. We fastened the leading line to her
		and with one above and one below we thought we could help her
		to keep her balance, and if she did not make a misstep on that
		narrow way she might get over safely. Without a moments
		hesitation the brave animal tried the pass. Carefully and
		steadily she went along, selecting a place before putting down
		a foot, and when she came to the narrow ledge leaned gently on
		the rope, never making a sudden start or jump, but cautiously
		as a cat moved slowly along. There was now no turning back for
		her. She must cross this narrow place over which I had to
		creep on hands and knees, or be dashed down fifty feet to a
		certain death. When the worst place was reached she stopped
		and hesitated, looking back as well as she could. I was ahead
		with the rope, and I called encouragingly to her and talked to
		her a little. Rogers wanted to get all ready and he said,
		"holler" at her as loud as he could and frighten her
		across, but I thought the best way to talk to her gently and
		let her move steadily.
		
I tell you, friends, it was a trying moment. It seemed to
		be weighed down with all the trails and hardships of many
		months. It seemed to be the time when helpless women and
		innocent children hung on the trembling balance between life
		and death. Our own lives we could save by going back, and
		sometimes it seemed as if we would perhaps save ourselves the
		additional sorrow of finding them all dead to do so at once. I
		was so nearly in despair that I could not help bursting in
		tears, and I was not ashamed of the weakness. Finally Rogers
		said, "Come Lewis" and I gently pulled the rope,
		calling the little animal, to make a trial. She smelled all
		around and looked over every inch of the strong ledge, then
		took one careful step after another over the dangerous place.
		Looking back I saw Rogers with a very large stone in his hand,
		ready to "holler" and perhaps kill the poor beast if
		she stopped. But she crept along trusting to the rope to
		balance, till she was half way across, then another step or
		two, when calculating the distance closely she made a spring
		and landed on a smooth bit of sloping rock below, that led up
		to the highest crest of the precipice, and safely climbed to
		the top, safe and sound above the falls. The mule had no shoes
		and it was wonderful how her little hoofs clung to the smooth
		rock. We felt relieved. We would push on and carry food to the
		people; we would get them through some way; there could be no
		more hopeless moment than the one just past, and we would save
		them all.
		
It was the work of a little while to transfer the load up
		the precipice, and pack the mule again, when we proceeded.
		Around behind some rocks only a little distance beyond this
		place we found a small willow bush and enough good water for a
		camp. This was a strange cañon. The sun never shown
		down to the bottom in the fearful place where the little mule
		climbed up, and the rocks had a peculiar yellow color. In
		getting our provisions up the precipice, Rogers went below and
		fastened the rope while I pulled them up. Rogers wished many
		times we had the horses up safely where the mule was, but a
		dog could hardly cross the narrow path and there was no hope.
		Poor brutes, they had been faithful servants, and we felt
		sorrowful enough at their terrible fate.
		
We had walked two days without water, and we were
		wonderfully refreshed as we found it here. The way up this
		cañon was very rough and the bed full of sharp broken
		rocks in loose pieces which cut through the bottoms of our
		moccasins and left us with bare feet upon the acute points and
		edges. I took off one of my buckskin leggins, and gave it to
		Rogers, and with the other one for myself we fixed the
		moccasins with them as well as we could, which enabled us to
		go ahead, but I think if our feet had been shod with steel
		those sharp rocks would have cut through.
		
Starting early we made the summit about noon, and from here
		we could see the place where we found a water hole and camped
		the first night after we left the wagons. Down the steep
		cañon we turned, the same one in which we had turned
		back with the wagons, and over the sharp broken pieces of
		volcanic rock that formed our only footing we hobbled along
		with sore and tender feet. We had to watch for the smoothest
		place for every step, and then moved only with the greatest
		difficulty. The Indians could have caught us easily if they
		had been around for we must keep our eyes on the ground
		constantly and stop if we looked up and around. But we at last
		got down and camped on some spot where we had set out
		twenty-five days before to seek the settlements. Here was the
		same little water hole in the sand plain, and the same strong
		sulphur water which we had to drink the day we left. The mule
		was turned loose dragging the same piece of rawhide she had
		attached to her when we purchased her, and she ranged and
		searched faithfully for food finding little except the very
		scattering bunches of sage brush. She was industrious and
		walked around rapidly picking here and there, but at dark came
		into camp and lay down close to us to sleep.
		
There was no sign that any one had been here during our
		absence, and if the people had gone to hunt a way out, they
		must either have followed the Jayhawker's trail or some other
		one. We were much afraid that they might have fallen victims
		to the Indians. Remaining in camp so long it was quite likely
		they had been discovered by them and it was quite likely they
		had been murdered for the sake of the oxen and camp equipage.
		It might be that we should find the hostiles waiting for us
		when we reached the appointed camping place, and it was small
		show for two against a party. Our mule and her load would be a
		great capture for them. We talked a great deal and said a
		great many things at that camp fire for we knew we were in
		great danger, and we had many doubts about the safety of our
		people, that would soon be decided, and whether for joy or
		sorrow we could not tell.
		
From this place, as we walked along, we had a wagon road to
		follow, in soft sand, but not a sign of a human footstep could
		we see, as we marched toward this, the camp of the last hope.
		We had the greatest fears the people had given up our return
		and started out for themselves and that we should follow on,
		only to find them dead or dying. My pen fails me as I try to
		tell the feelings and thoughts of this trying hour. I can
		never hope to do so, but if the reader can place himself in my
		place, his imagination cannot form a picture that shall go
		beyond reality.
		
We were some seven or eight miles along the road when I
		stopped to fix my moccasin while Rogers went slowly along. The
		little mule went on ahead of both of us, searching all around
		for little bunches of dry grass, but always came back to the
		trail again and gave us no trouble. When I had started up
		again I saw Rogers ahead leaning on his gun and waiting for
		me, apparently looking at something on the ground. As I came
		near enough to speak I asked what he had found and he
		said—"Here is Capt. Culverwell, dead." He did
		not look much like a dead man. He lay upon his back with arms
		extended wide, and his little canteen, made of two powder
		flasks, lying by his side. This looked indeed as if some of
		our saddest forebodings were coming true. How many more bodies
		should we find? Or should we find the camp deserted, and never
		find a trace of the former occupants.
		
We marched toward camp like two Indians, silent and alert,
		looking out for dead bodies and live Indians, for really we
		more expected to find the camp devastated by those rascals
		than to find that it still contained our friends. To the east
		we could plainly see what seemed to be a large salt lake with
		a bed that looked as if of the finest, whitest sand, but
		really a wonder of salt crystal. We put the dreary steps
		steadily one forward of another, the little mule the only
		unconcerned one of the party, ever looking for an odd blade of
		grass, dried in the hot dry wind, but yet retaining
		nourishment, which she preferred.
		
About noon we came in sight of the wagons, still a long way
		off, but in the clear air we could make them out, and tell
		what they were, without being able to see anything more. Half
		a mile was the distance between us and the camp before we
		could see very plainly, as they were in a little depression.
		We could see the covers had been taken off, and this was an
		ominous sort of circumstance to us, for we feared the
		depredations of the Indians in retaliation for the capture of
		their squashes. They had shot our oxen before we left and they
		have slain them this time and the people too.
		
We surely left seven wagons. Now we could see only four and
		nowhere the sign of an ox. They must have gone ahead with a
		small train, and left these four standing, after dismantling
		them.
		
No signs of life were anywhere about, and the thought of
		our hard struggles between life and death to go out and
		return, with the fruitless results that now seemed apparent
		was almost more than human heart could bear. When should we
		know their fate? When should we find their remains, and how
		learn of their sad history if we ourselves should live to get
		back again to settlements and life? If ever two men were
		troubled, Rogers and I surely passed through the furnace.
		
We kept as low and as much out of sight as possible,
		trusting very much to the little mule that was ahead, for we
		felt sure she would detect danger in the air sooner than we,
		and we watched her closely to see how she acted. She slowly
		walked along looking out for food, and we followed a little
		way behind, but still no decisive sign to settle the awful
		suspense in which we lived and suffered. We became more and
		more convinced that they had taken the trail of the
		Jayhawkers, and we had missed them on the road, or they had
		perished before reaching the place where we turned from their
		trail.
		
One hundred yards now to the wagons and still no sign of
		life, no positive sign of death, though we looked carefully
		for both. We fear that perhaps there are Indians in ambush,
		and with nervous irregular breathing we counsel what to do.
		Finally Rogers suggested that he had two charges in his shot
		gun and I seven in the Coll's rifle, and that I fire one of
		mine and await results before we ventured any nearer, and if
		there are any of the red devils there we can kill some of them
		before they get to us. And now both closely watching the
		wagons I fired the shot. Still as death and not a move for a
		moment, and then as if by magic a man came out from under a
		wagon and stood up looking all around, for he did not see us.
		Then he threw up his arms high over his head and
		shouted—"The boys have come. The boys have
		come!" Then other bare heads appeared, and Mr. Bennett
		and wife and Mr. Arcane came toward us as fast as ever they
		could. The great suspense was over and our hearts were first
		in our mouths, and then the blood all went away and left us
		almost fainting as we stood and tried to step. Some were safe
		perhaps all of those nearest us, and the dark shadow of death
		that had hovered over us, and cast what seemed a pall upon
		every thought and action, was lifted and fell away a heavy
		oppression gone. Bennett and Arcane caught us in their arms
		and embraced us with all their strength, and Mrs. Bennett when
		she came fell down on her knees and clung to me like a maniac
		in the great emotion that came to her, and not a word was
		spoken. If they had been strong enough they would have carried
		us to camp upon their shoulders. As it was they stopped two or
		three times, and turned as if to speak, but there was too much
		feeling for words, convulsive weeping would choke the
		voice.
		
All were a little calmer soon, and Bennett soon found voice
		to say:—"I know you have found some place, for you
		have a mule," and Mrs. Bennett through her tears, looked
		staringly at us as she could hardly believe our coming back
		was a reality, and then exclaimed:—"Good boys! O,
		you have saved us all! God bless you forever! Such boys should
		never die!" It was some time before they could talk
		without weeping. Hope almost died within them, and now when
		the first bright ray came it almost turned reason from its
		throne. A brighter happier look came to them than we had seen,
		and then they plied us with questions the first of which
		was:—"Where were you?"
		
We told them it must be 250 miles yet to any part of
		California where we could live. Then came the
		question;—"Can we take our wagons?" "You
		will have to walk," was our answer, for no wagons could
		go over that unbroken road that we had traveled. As rapidly
		and carefully as we could we told them of our journey, and the
		long distance between the water holes; that we had lost no
		time and yet had been twenty six days on the road; that for a
		long distance the country was about as dry and desolate as the
		region we had crossed east of this camp. We told them of the
		scarcity of grass, and all the reasons that had kept us so
		long away from them.
		
We inquired after the others whom we had left in camp when
		we went away, and we were told all they knew about them.
		Hardly were we gone before they began to talk about the state
		of affairs which existed. They said that as they had nothing
		to live on but their oxen it would be certain death to wait
		here and eat them up, and that it would be much better to move
		on a little every day and get nearer and nearer the goal
		before the food failed. Bennett told them they would know
		surely about the way when the boys returned, and knowing the
		road would know how to manage and what to expect and work for,
		and could get out successfully. But the general opinion of all
		but Mr. Bennett and Mr. Arcane and their families was, as
		expressed by one of them:—"If those boys ever get
		out of this cussed hole, they are d----d fools if they ever
		come back to help anybody."
		
Some did not stay more than a week after we were gone, but
		took their oxen and blankets and started on. They could not be
		content to stay idly in camp with nothing to occupy their
		minds or bodies. They could see that an ox when killed would
		feed them only a few days, and that they could not live long
		on them, and it stood them in hand to get nearer the western
		shore as the less distance the more hope while the meat
		lasted. Bennett implored them to stay as he was sure we would
		come back, and if the most of them deserted him he would be
		exposed to the danger of the Indians, with no hope of a
		successful resistance against them.
		
But the most seemed to think that to stay was to die, and
		it would be better to die trying to escape than to set idly
		down to perish. These men seemed to think their first duty was
		to save themselves, and if fortunate, help others afterward,
		so they packed their oxen and left in separate parties, the
		last some two weeks before. They said that Capt. Culverwell
		went with the last party. I afterward learned that he could
		not keep up with them and turned to go back to the wagons
		again, and perished, stretched out upon the sand as we saw
		him, dying all alone, with no one to transmit his last words
		to family or friends. Not a morsel to eat, and the little
		canteen by his side empty. A sad and lonely death indeed!
		
There was no end to the questions about the road we had to answer, for this was uppermost on their minds, and we tried to tell them and show them how we must get along on our return. We told them of the great snow mountains we had seen all to the north of our road, and how deep the snow appeared to be, and how far west it extended. We told them of the black and desolate ranges and buttes to the south, and of the great dry plains in the same direction. We told them of the Jayhawkers trail; of Fish's dead body; of the salt lake and slippery alkali water to which we walked, only to turn away in disappointment; of the little sheets of ice which saved our lives; of Doty's camp and what we knew of those gone before; of the discouraged ones who gave us their names to send back to friends; of the hawk and crow diet; of my lameness; of the final coming out into a beautiful valley, in the midst of fat cattle and green meadows, and the trouble to get the help arranged on account of not knowing the language to tell the people what we needed. They were deeply impressed that my lameness had been a blessing in disguise, or we would have gone on to the coast and consumed more time than we did in walking slowly to favor the cripple knee. Our sad adventures and loss of the horses in returning was sorrowfully told and we spoke of the provisions we had been able to bring on the little mule which had clambered over the rocks like a cat; that we had a little flour and beans, and some good dried meat with fat on it which we hoped would help to eke out the poorer fare and get them through at last. They were so full of compliments that we really began to think we had been brought into the world on purpose to assist some one, and the one who could forecast all things had directed us, and all our ways, so that we should save those people and bring them to a better part of God's footstool, where plenty might be enjoyed, and the sorrows of the desert forgotten. It was midnight before we could get them all satisfied with their knowledge of our experience.
It was quite a treat to us to sleep again between good
		blankets, arranged by a woman's hand, and it was much better
		resting than the curled up, cramped position we had slept in
		while away, with only the poor protection of the half blanket
		for both of us, in nights that were pretty chilly.
		
We had plenty of water here, and there being no fear of the
		mule going astray we turned her loose. As the party had seen
		no Indians during our absence we did not concern ourselves
		much about them. At breakfast we cautioned them about eating
		too much bread, remembering, our own experience in that
		way.
		
They said they had about given up our coming back a week
		before, and had set about getting ready to try to move on
		themselves. Bennett said he was satisfied that they never
		could have got through alone after what we had told them of
		the route and its dangers. He said he knew it now that not one
		of them would have lived if they had undertaken the journey
		alone without knowledge of the way.
		
They had taken off the covers of the wagons to make them
		into houses for the oxen, so they could be used as pack
		animals. The strong cloth had been cut into narrow strips and
		well made into breast straps and breeching, for the cattle
		were so poor and their hide so loose it was almost impossible
		to keep anything on their backs. They had emptied the feathers
		out of the beds to get the cloth to use, and had tried to do
		everything that seemed best to do to get along without wagons.
		The oxen came up for water, and the mule with them. They
		looked better than when we left, but were still poor. They had
		rested for some time and might feel able to go along willingly
		for a few days at least. I was handy with the needle, and
		helped them to complete the harness for the oxen, while
		Bennett and John went to the lake to get a supply of salt to
		take along, a most necessary article with our fresh meat. I
		looked around a little at our surroundings, and could see the
		snow still drifting over the peak of the snowy mountain as we
		had seen it farther east, where we were ourselves under the
		burning sun. This was now pretty near February first, or
		midwinter. The eastern side of this great mountain was too
		steep to be ascended, and no sign of a tree could be seen on
		the whole eastern slope. The range of mountains on the east
		side of this narrow valley were nearly all the volcanic,
		barren in the extreme, and the roughest of all the mountains
		we had ever seen. I had now looked pretty thoroughly, and
		found it to be pretty nearly a hundred miles long, and this
		was the only camp I had seen where water could be had.
		
When Mrs. Bennet was ready to show me what to do on the
		cloth harness, we took a seat under the wagon, the only shady
		place and began work. The great mountain, I have spoken of as
		the snow mountain has since been known as Telescope Peak,
		reported to be 11,000 feet high. It is in the range running
		north and south and has no other peak so high. Mrs. Bennett
		questioned me closely about the trip, and particularly if I
		had left anything out which I did not want her to know. She
		said she saw her chance to ride was very slim, and she spoke
		particularly of the children, and that it was impossible for
		them to walk. She said little Martha had been very sick since
		we had been gone, and that for many days they had expected her
		to die. They had no medicine to relieve her and the best they
		could do was to select the best of the ox meat, and make a
		little soup of it and feed her, they had watched her carefully
		for many days and nights, expecting they would have to part
		with her any time and bury her little body in the sands.
		Sometimes it seemed as if her breath would stop, but they had
		never failed in their attentions, and were at last rewarded by
		seeing her improve slowly, and even to relish a little food,
		so that if no relapse set in they had hopes to bring her
		through. They brought the little one and showed her to me, and
		she seemed so different from what she was when we went away.
		Then she could run about camp climb out and in the wagons, and
		move about so spry that she reminded one of a quail. Now she
		was strangely misshapen. Her limbs had lost all the flesh and
		seemed nothing but skin and bones, while her body had grown
		corpulent and distended, and her face had a starved pinched
		and suffering look, with no healthy color in it.
		
She told me of their sufferings while we were gone, and
		said she often dreamed she saw us suffering fearfully for
		water, and lack of food and could only picture to herself as
		their own fate, that they must leave the children by the trail
		side, dead, and one by one drop out themselves in the same
		way. She said she dreamed often of her old home where bread
		was plenty, and then to awake to find her husband and children
		starving was a severe trial indeed, and the contrast terrible.
		She was anxious to get me to express an opinion as to whether
		I thought we could get the oxen down the falls where we had so
		much trouble.
		
I talked to her as encouragingly as I could, but she did
		not cheer up much and sobbed and wept over her work most all
		the time. It was not possible to encourage her much, the
		outlook seemed so dark. Mrs. Arcane sat under another wagon
		and said nothing, but she probably heard all we had to say,
		and did not look as if her hopes were any brighter. Bennett
		and Rogers soon returned with a supply of salt and said the
		whole shore of the lake was a winrow of it, that could be
		shoveled up in enormous quantities.
		
We now in a counsel of the whole, talked over the matter,
		and the way which seemed most promising. If we went by the
		Jayhawkers trail, there was a week of solid travel to get over
		the range and back south again as far as a point directly
		opposite our camp, and this had taken us only three days to
		come over as we had come. The only obstacle in the way was the
		falls, and when we explained that there was some sand at the
		bottom of them, Bennett said he thought we could get them over
		without killing them, and that, as we knew exactly where the
		water was, this was the best trail to take. Arcane was quite
		of the same opinion, the saving of a week of hard and tiresome
		travel being in each case the deciding reason. They then
		explained to me what they had decided on doing if we had not
		come back. They had selected two oxen for the women to ride
		one to carry water and one to carry the four children. There
		were no saddles but blankets enough to make a soft seat, and
		they proposed to put a band or belt around the animals for
		them to hold on by, and the blankets would be retained in
		place by breast and breeching straps which we had made. They
		had found out that it was very difficult to keep a load of any
		kind upon an ox, and had devised all this harness to meet the
		trouble.
		
Bennett had one old bridle ox called Old Crump, which had
		been selected to carry the children, because he was slow and
		steady. "How in the world do you expect it to keep the
		children on?"—said I. "Well"— said
		Bennett, with a sort of comical air, about the first relief
		from the sad line of thought that had possessed us
		all—"We have taken two strong hickory shirts,
		turned the sleeves inside, sewed up the necks, then sewed the
		two shirts together by the tail, and when these are placed on
		the ox they will make two pockets for the youngest children,
		and we think the two others will be able to cling to his back
		with the help of a band around the body of the ox to which
		they can cling to, with their hands." Now if Old Crump
		went steady and did not kick up and scatter things, he thought
		this plan would operate first rate. Now as to the mule they
		proposed as we knew how to pack the animal, that we should use
		her to pack our provisions so they would go safe.
		
From a piece of hide yet remaining John and I made
		ourselves some new moccasins, and were all ready to try the
		trip over our old trail for now the third time, and the last,
		we hoped.
		
Mrs. Bennett and Mrs. Arcane had taken our advice, and in
		cooking had not put too much of the flour or beans into the
		soup for the children and they had gotten along nicely, and
		even began to smile a little with satisfaction after a full
		meal. They got along better than John and I did when we got
		hold of the first nutritions after our arrival on the other
		side.
		
We must leave everything here we can get along without. No
		clothing except that on our backs. Only a camp kettle in which
		to make soup, a tin cup for each one, and some knives and
		spoons which each happen to have. Each one had some sort of a
		canteen for water, which we must fill up at every opportunity,
		and we decided to carry a shovel along, so we might bury the
		body of Capt. Culverwell, and shovel up a pile of sand at the
		falls to enable us to get the oxen over. Every ox had a cloth
		halter on his head, so he might be led, or tied up at night
		when we had a dry camp, and they would most assuredly wander
		off if not secured. Old Crump was chosen to lead the train,
		and Rogers was to lead him. We had made an extra halter for
		this old fellow, and quite a long strip of bed ticking sewed
		into a strap to lead him by.
		
This packing business was a new idea, and a hard matter to
		get anything firmly fixed on their backs.
		
We had made shoulder straps, hip straps, breast straps and
		breeching as the correct idea for a harness. The only way we
		could fasten the band around the animals was for one to get on
		each side and pull it as tight as possible then tie a knot, as
		we had no buckles or ring in our harness.
		
The loads of the oxen consisted of blankets and bedding and
		a small, light tent of their sheeting about four by six feet
		in size. We rose early and worked hard till about the middle
		of the forenoon getting all things ready. They had been in a
		state of masterly inactivity so long in this one camp that
		they were anxious to leave it now forever. Only in progress
		was there hope, and this was our last and only chance. We must
		succeed or perish. We loaded the animals from the wagons, and
		some of the oxen seemed quite afraid at this new way of
		carrying loads. Old Crump was pretty steady, and so was the
		one with the two water kegs one on each side but the other
		oxen did not seem to think they needed any blankets on these
		warm days.
		
Mrs. Arcane was from a city, and had fondly conveyed thus
		far some articles of finery, of considerable value and much
		prized. She could not be persuaded to leave them here to deck
		the red man's wife, and have her go flirting over the
		mountains with, and as they had little weight she concluded
		she would wear them and this perhaps would preserve them. So
		she got out her best hat and trimmed it up with extra ribbon
		leaving some with quite long ends to stream out behind. Arcane
		brought up his ox Old Brigham, for he had been purchased at
		Salt Lake and named in honor of the great Mormon Saint.
		
Mrs. Arcane also dressed her little boy Charlie up In his
		best suit of clothes, for she thought they might as well wear
		them out as to throw them away. She made one think of a fairy
		in gay and flying apparel. In the same way all selected their
		best and most serviceable garments, for it was not considered
		prudent to carry any load, and poor clothes were good enough
		to leave for Indians. We set it down as a principle that we
		must save ourselves all we could, for it would be a close
		contested struggle with us and death, at the very best, and we
		wanted to get all the advantage for ourselves we could. As we
		were making the preparations the women grew more hopeful, as
		it seemed as if something was really going to be
		accomplished.
		
Bennett and Arcane were emphatic in their belief and
		expressions that we would succeed, "I know it—Don't
		you Sally?" said Bennett very cheerfully, but after all
		Mrs. Bennett could not answer quite as positively, but said
		"I hope so."—Mrs. Bennett's maiden name was
		Sarah Dilley, which I mention here as I may otherwise forget
		it afterward. She realized that hers was no easy place to
		ride, that they would have hard fare at best, and that it must
		be nearly or quite a month before they could reach a fertile
		spot on which to place her feet. One could easily see that the
		future looked quite a little dark to her, on account of her
		children, as a mother naturally would.
		
High overhead was the sun, and very warm indeed on that day
		in the fore part of February 1850, when the two children were
		put on Old Crump to see if he would let them ride. The two
		small children were placed in the pockets on each side, face
		outward, and they could stand or sit as they should choose.
		George and Melissa were placed on top and given hold of the
		strap that was to steady them in their place. I now led up
		Mrs. Bennett's ox and Mr. Bennett helped his wife to mount the
		animal, on whose back as soft a seat as possible had been
		constructed. Mrs. Arcane in her ribbons was now helped to her
		seat on the back of Old Brigham and she carefully adjusted
		herself to position, and arranged her dress and ornaments to
		suit, then took hold of the strap that served to hold on by as
		there were no bridles on these two.
		
Rogers led the march with his ox; Bennett and I started the
		others along, and Arcane followed with Old Crump and the
		children. Bennett and Arcane took off their hats and bade the
		old camp good bye. The whole procession moved, and we were
		once more going toward our journey's end we hoped. The road
		was sandy and soft, the grade practically level, and
		everything went well for about four miles, when the pack on
		one of the oxen near the lead got loose and and turned over to
		one side, which he no sooner saw thus out of position, then he
		tried to get away from it by moving sidewise. Not getting
		clear of the objectionable load in this way he tried to kick
		it off, and thus really got his foot in it, making matters
		worse instead of better. Then he began a regular waltz and
		bawled at the top of his voice in terror. Rogers tried to
		catch him but his own animal was so frisky that he could not
		hold him and do much else, and the spirit of fear soon began
		to be communicated to the others and soon the whole train
		seemed to be taken crazy.
		
They would jump up high and then come down, sticking their
		fore feet as far as possible into the sand after which, with
		elevated tails, and terrible plunges would kick and thrash and
		run till the packs came off, when they stopped apparently
		quite satisfied. Mrs. Bennett slipped off her ox as quick as
		she could, grabbed her baby from the pocket on Old Crump, and
		shouting to Melissa and George to jump, got her family into
		safe position in pretty short order. Arcane took his Charley
		from the other pocket and laid him on the ground, while he
		devoted his own attention to the animals. Mrs. Arcane's ox
		followed suit, and waltzed around in the sand, bawled at every
		turn, fully as bad as any of the others, but Mrs. Arcane
		proved to be a good rider, and hard to unseat, clinging
		desperately to her strap as she was tossed up and down, and
		whirled about at a rate enough to to make any one dizzy. Her
		many fine ribbons flew out behind like the streamers from a
		mast-head, and the many fancy fixin's she had donned fluttered
		in the air in gayest mockery. Eventually she was thrown
		however, but without the least injury to herself, but somewhat
		disordered in raiment. When I saw Bennett he was standing half
		bent over laughing in almost hysterical convulsion at the
		entirely impromptu circus which had so suddenly performed an
		act not on the program. Arcane was much pleased and laughed
		heartily when he saw no one was hurt. We did not think the
		cattle had so much life and so little sense as to waste their
		energies so uselessly. The little mule stepped out one side
		and looked on in amazement, with out disarranging any article
		of her load.
		
Mrs. Bennett, carrying her baby and walking around to keep
		out of the way, got very much exhausted, and sat down on the
		sand, her face as red as if the blood were about to burst
		through the skin, and perspiring freely. We carried a blanket
		and spread down for her while we gathered in the scattered
		baggage. Then the oxen were got together again, and submitted
		to being loaded up again as quietly as if nothing had
		happened. Myself and the women had to mend the harness
		considerably, and Arcane and his ox went back for some water,
		while Rogers and Bennett took the shovel and went ahead about
		a mile to cover up the body of Capt. Culverwell, for some of
		the party feared the cattle might be terrified at seeing it.
		All this took so much time that we had to make a camp of it
		right here.
		
We put the camp kettle on two stones, built a fire, put in
		some beans and dried meat cut very fine, which cooked till
		Arcane came with more water, which was added, and thickened
		with a little of the unbolted flour, making a pretty good and
		nutritious soup which we all enjoyed. We had to secure the
		animals, for there was neither grass nor water for them, and
		we thought they might not be in so good spirits another
		day.
		
We had little trouble in packing up again in the morning,
		and concluded to take a nearer route to the summit, so as to
		more quickly reach the water holes where Rogers and I camped
		on our first trip over the country. This would be a hard rocky
		road on its course leading up a small rocky cañon, hard
		on the feet of the oxen, so they had to be constantly urged
		on, as they seemed very tender footed. They showed no
		disposition to go on a spree again and so far as keeping the
		loads on, behaved very well indeed. The women did not attempt
		to ride but followed on, close after Old Crump and the
		children who required almost constant attention, for in their
		cramped position they made many cries and complaints. To think
		of it, two children cramped up in narrow pockets, in which
		they could not turn around, jolted and pitched around over the
		rough road, made them objects of great suffering to themselves
		and anxiety and labor on the part of the mothers.
		
Mrs. Bennett said she would carry her baby if she could,
		but her own body was so heavy for her strength that she could
		not do it. Bennett, Rogers and myself hurried the oxen all we
		could, so that we could reach the water, and let Bennett go
		back with some to meet the rest and refresh them for the end
		of the day's march, and he could take poor little Martha from
		the pocket and carry her in his arms, which would be a great
		relief to her. Arcane also took his child when he met them,
		throwing away his double barrel gun, saying:—"I
		have no use for you."
		
When the women reached camp we had blankets already spread
		down for them, on which they cast themselves, so tired as to
		be nearly dead. They were so tired and discouraged they were
		ready to die, for they felt they could not endure many days
		like this.
		
We told them this was the first day and they were not used
		to exercise therefore more easily tired than after they became
		a little used to it. We told them not to be discouraged, for
		we knew every water hole, and all the road over which we would
		pilot them safely. They would not consent to try riding again,
		after their circus experience, and Mrs. Arcane said her limbs
		ached so much she did not think she could even go on the next
		day. They had climbed over the rocks all day, and were lame
		and sore, and truly thought they could not endure such another
		day. The trail had been more like stairs than a road in its
		steep ascent, and our camp was at a narrow pass in the range.
		The sky was clear and cloudless, as it had been for so long
		for thus far upon this route no rain had fallen, and only once
		a little snow, that came to us like manna in the desert. For
		many days we had been obliged to go without water both we and
		our cattle, and over the route we had come we had not seen any
		signs of a white man's presence older than our own. I have no
		doubt we were the first to cross the valley in this location,
		a visible sink hole in the desert.
		
The women did not recover sufficient energy to remove their
		clothing, but slept as they were, and sat up and looked around
		with uncombed hair in the morning, perfect pictures of
		dejection. We let them rest as long as we could, for their
		swollen eyes and stiffened joints told how sadly unprepared
		they were to go forward at once. The sun came out early and
		made it comfortable, while a cool and tonic breeze, came down
		from the great snow mountain the very thing to brace them up
		after a thorough rest.
		
The slope to the east was soon met by a high ridge and
		between this and the main mountain was a gentle slope
		scattered over with sage brush, and a few little stools of
		bunch grass here and there between. This gave our oxen a
		little food and by dipping out the water from the holes and
		letting them fill up again we managed to get water for camp
		use and to give the animals nearly all they wanted.
		
While waiting for the women Bennett and Arcane wanted to go
		out and get a good view of the great snowy mountain I had told
		them so much about. The best point of view was near our camp,
		perhaps three or four hundred yards away, and I went with
		them. This place where we now stood was lower than the
		mountains either north or south, but were difficult to climb,
		and gave a good view in almost every direction, and there, on
		the back bone of the ridge we had a grand outlook, but some
		parts of it brought back doleful recollections. They said they
		had traveled in sight of that mountain for months and seen
		many strange formations, but never one like this, as developed
		from this point. It looked to be seventy-five miles to its
		base, and to the north and west there was a succession of
		snowy peaks that seemed to have no end. Bennett and Arcane
		said they never before supposed America contained mountains so
		grand with peaks that so nearly seemed to pierce the sky.
		Nothing except a bird could ever cross such steep ranges as
		that one.
		
West and south it seemed level, and low, dark and barren
		buttes rose from the plain, but never high enough to carry
		snow, even at this season of the year. I pointed out to them
		the route we were to follow, noting the prominent points, and
		it could be traced for fully one hundred and twenty-five miles
		from the point on which we stood. This plain, with its barren
		ranges and buttes is now known as the Mojave Desert. This part
		of the view they seemed to study over, as if to fix every
		point and water hole upon their memory. We turned to go to
		camp, but no one looked back on the country we had come over
		since we first made out the distant snow peak, now so near us,
		on November 4th 1849. The only butte in this direction that
		carried snow was the one where we captured the Indian and
		where the squashes were found.
		
The range next east of us across the low valley was barren
		to look upon as a naked, single rock. There were peaks of
		various heights and colors, yellow, blue firery red and nearly
		black. It looked as if it might sometime have been the center
		of a mammoth furnace. I believe this range is known as the
		Coffin's Mountains. It would be difficult to find earth enough
		in the whole of it to cover a coffin.
		
Just as we were ready to leave and return to camp we took
		off our hats, and then overlooking the scene of so much trial,
		suffering and death spoke the thought uppermost
		saying:—"Good bye Death Valley!" then
		faced away and made our steps toward camp. Even after this in
		speaking of this long and narrow valley over which we had
		crossed into its nearly central part, and on the edge of which
		the lone camp was made, for so many days, it was called Death
		Valley.
		
Many accounts have been given to the world as to the origin
		of the name and by whom it was thus designated but ours were
		the first visible footsteps, and we the party which named it
		the saddest and most dreadful name that came to us first from
		its memories.
		

Out of Death Valley we surely were. To Rogers and I, the
		case seemed hopeful, for we had confidence in the road and
		believed all would have power to weather difficulties, but the
		poor women—it is hard to say what complaints and sorrows
		were not theirs. They seemed to think they stood at death's
		door, and would about as soon enter, as to take up a farther
		march over the black, desolate mountains and dry plains before
		them, which they considered only a dreary vestibule to the
		dark door after all. They even had an idea that the road was
		longer than we told them, and they never could live to march
		so far over the sandy, rocky roads. The first day nearly
		satisfied them that it was no use to try, Rogers and I counted
		up the camps we ought to reach each day and in this way could
		pretty near convince them of time that would be consumed in
		the trip. We encouraged them in every way we could; told them
		we had better get along a little every day and make ourselves
		a little nearer the promised land, and the very exercise would
		soon make them stronger and able to make a full day's
		march.
		
John and I told them we felt in much better spirits now
		than we did when we set out alone, and now that nothing but
		the arrows of an Indian could stop us. We said to them.
		"We are not going to leave you two ladies out here to die
		for there is not a sign of a grave to put you in,—"
		and it was a pretty tough place to think of making one. We
		told them of the beautiful flowery hillsides over the other
		side and begged them to go over there to die, as it would be
		so much better and easier to perform the last sad rites there
		instead of here on the top of the dismal mountain. It seemed
		quite like a grim joke, but it produced a reaction that turned
		the tide of thoughts and brought more courage. We only laid
		out the march for this day as far as the falls and after a
		little prepared to move. The cattle seemed to have quit their
		foolishness, and they were loaded without trouble. The
		children fitted into the pockets better than usual, and the
		mothers with full canteens strapped across their shoulders
		picked out soft places on which to place their poor blistered
		feet at every step. They walked as if they were troubled with
		corns on every toe and on their heels into the bargain, and
		each foot was so badly affected, that they did not know on
		which one to limp. But still they moved, and we were once more
		on our way westward. They often stopped to rest, and Arcane
		waited for them with Old Crump, while they breathed and
		complained awhile and then passed on again.
		
The route was first along the foot of the high peak, over
		bare rocks and we soon turned south somewhat so as to enter
		the cañon leading down to the falls. The bottom of this
		was thick with broken rock, and the oxen limped and picked out
		soft places about as bad as the women did. A pair of moccasins
		would not last long in such rocks and we hoped to get out of
		them very soon. Rogers and I hurried along, assisting Arcane
		and his party as much as we could, while Bennett staid behind
		and assisted the women as much as possible, taking their arms,
		and by this means they also reached camp an hour behind the
		rest.
		
A kettle of hot steaming soup, and blankets all spread out
		on which to rest, was the work Rogers and I had done to
		prepare for them, and they sank down on the beds completely
		exhausted. The children cried some but were soon pacified and
		were contented to lie still. A good supper of hot soup made
		them feel much better all around.
		
The first thing Bennett and Arcane did was to look round
		and see the situation at the falls, and see if the obstacle
		was enough to stop our progress, or if we must turn back and
		look for a better way. They were in some doubt about it, but
		concluded to try and get the animals over rather than to take
		the time to seek another pass, which might take a week of
		time. We men all went down to the foot of the fall, and threw
		out all the large rocks, then piled up all the sand we could
		scrape together with the shovel, till we had quite a pile of
		material that would tend to break a fall. We arranged
		everything possible for a forced passage in the morning, and
		the animals found a few willows to browse and a few bunches of
		grass here and there, which gave them a little food, while the
		spring supplied them with enough water to keep them from
		suffering with thirst.
		
Early in the morning we took our soup hastily and with
		ropes lowered our luggage over the small precipice, then the
		children, and finally all the ropes were combined to make a
		single strong one about thirty feet long. They urged one of
		the oxen up to the edge of the falls, put the rope around his
		horns, and threw down the end to me, whom they had stationed
		below. I was told to pull hard when he started so that he
		might not light on his head and break his neck. We felt this
		was a desperate undertaking, and we fully expected to lose
		some of our animals, but our case was critical and we must
		take some chances. Bennett stood on one side of the ox, and
		Arcane on the other, while big Rogers was placed in the rear
		to give a regular Tennessee boost when the word was given.
		"Now for it," said Bennett, and as I braced out on
		the rope those above gave a push and the ox came over,
		sprawling, but landed safely, cut only a little by some
		angular stones in the sand pile. "Good enough," said
		some one and I threw the rope back for another ox. "We'll
		get 'em all over safely" said Arcane, "if Lewis down
		there, will keep them from getting their necks broken."
		Lewis pulled hard every time, and not a neck was broken. The
		sand pile was renewed every time and made as high and soft as
		possible, and very soon all our animals were below the falls.
		The little mule gave a jump when they pushed her and lighted
		squarely on her feet all right. With the exception of one or
		two slight cuts, which bled some, the oxen were all right and
		we began loading them at once.
		
Bennett and Arcane assisted their wives down along the
		little narrow ledge which we used in getting up, keeping their
		faces toward the rocky wall, and feeling carefully for every
		footstep. Thus they worked along and landed safely by the time
		we had the animals ready for a march. We had passed without
		disaster, the obstacle we most feared, and started down the
		rough cañon, hope revived, and we felt we should get
		through. After winding around among the great boulders for a
		little while we came to the two horses we had left behind,
		both dead and near together. We pointed to the carcasses, and
		told them those were the horses we brought for the women to
		ride, and that is the way they were cheated out of their
		passage. The bodies of the animals had not been touched by
		bird or beast. The cañon was too deep and dark for
		either wolves or buzzards to enter, and nothing alive had been
		seen by us in the shape of wild game of any sort. Firearms
		were useless here except for defence against Indians, and we
		expected no real trouble from them.
		
From what we could see, it was my opinion that no general
		rain ever fell in that region. There was some evidence that
		water had at times flowed down them freely after cloud bursts,
		or some sudden tempest, but the gravel was so little worn that
		it gave no evidence of much of a stream.
		
We hurried on as rapidly as possible so as to get into the
		Jayhawker's beaten trail which would be a little easier to
		follow. When we reached the lowest part of the valley we had
		to turn south to get around a little, slow running stream of
		salt water, that moved north and emptied into a Salt Lake. No
		source of the stream could be seen from this point, but when
		we reached a point where we could cross, we had a smooth, hard
		clay bed to march over. It seemed to have been, some day, a
		bed of mortar, but now baked hard, and the hoofs of the oxen
		dented into it no more than half an inch. On our left hand was
		a perpendicular cliff, along which we traveled for quite a
		little way. The range of mountains now before us to cross was
		black, nothing but rocks, and extremely barren, having no
		water in it that we knew of, so when we reached the summit we
		camped, tied all our animals to rocks, where they lay down and
		did not rise till morning. The women were so tired they were
		over two hours late, and we had the fire built, the soup
		cooked and the beds made. As we did not stop at noon all were
		very hungry, and ate with a relish. The poor animals had to go
		without either grass or water. When Old Crump and the party
		came in the men were carrying the babies, and their wives were
		clinging to their arms, scarcely able to stand. When they
		reached the beds they fell at full length on them, saying
		their feet and limbs ached like the tooth ache. It seemed to
		be best for them to rest a little before eating. Mrs. Bennett
		said that the only consolation was that the road was getting
		shorter every day, but were it not for the children she would
		sooner die than follow the trail any farther. Their soup was
		carried to them in the bed, and they were covered up as they
		lay, and slept till morning. This day's walk was the hardest
		one yet, and probably the longest one of the whole journey,
		but there was no other place where we could find a place large
		enough to make a camp and free enough of rocks so that a bed
		could be made.
		
Rogers and I had the kettle boiling early, and put in the
		last of the meat, and nearly all that was left of the flour.
		At the next camp an ox must be killed. Just as it was fairly
		light I went about 200 yards south where the dead body of Mr.
		Fish lay, just as he died more than a month before. The body
		had not been disturbed and looked quite natural. He was from
		Oscaloosa, Iowa.
		
The folks arose very reluctantly this morning, and appeared
		with swollen eyes and uncombed hair, for there was no means of
		making a toilet, without a drop of water, except what we had
		used in getting breakfast. We set the soup kettle near the
		foot of the bed so the women could feed the children and
		themselves. Now as we loaded the oxen, it was agreed that
		Rogers and I should go ahead with all but Old Crump, and get
		in camp as soon as possible, and they were to follow on as
		best they could. There was a little water left in the canteens
		of Bennett and Arcane, to be given only to the children, who
		would cry when thirsty, the very thing to make them feel the
		worst.
		
We were to kill an ox when we reached camp, and as each of
		the men had an equal number on the start each was to furnish
		one alternately and no disputing about whose were better or
		stronger, in any emergency.
		
Our road now led down the western slope of the mountain,
		and loose, hard, broken rocks were harder on the feet of our
		animals than coming up, and our own moccasins were wearing
		through. The cattle needed shoes as well as we. Any one who
		has never tried it can imagine how hard it is to walk with
		tender feet over broken rock. It was very slow getting along
		at the best, and the oxen stumbled dreadfully in trying to
		protect their sore feet. At the foot of the mountain we had
		several miles of soft and sandy road. The sun shone very hot,
		and with no water we suffered fearfully. A short way out in
		the sandy valley we pass again the grave of Mr. Isham, where
		he had been buried by his friends. He was from Rochester, N.Y.
		He was a cheerful, pleasant man, and during the forepart of
		the journey used his fiddle at the evening camps to increase
		the merriment of his jolly companions. In those days we got no
		rain, see no living animals of any kind except those of our
		train, see not a bird nor insect, see nothing green except a
		very stunted sage, and some dwarf bushes. We now know that the
		winter of 1849-50 was one of the wettest ever seen in
		California, but for some reason or other none of the wet
		clouds ever came to this portion of the State to deposit the
		most scattering drops of moisture.
		
Quite a long way from the expected camp the oxen snuffed
		the moisture, and began to hurry towards it with increased
		speed. A little while before it did not seem as if they had
		ambition enough left to make a quick move, but as we
		approached the water those which had no packs fairly trotted
		in their haste to get a drink. This stream was a very small
		one, seeping out from a great pile of rocks, and maintaining
		itself till it reached the sands, where it disappeared
		completely. A few tufts of grass grew along the banks,
		otherwise everything surrounding was desolate in the
		extreme.
		
As soon as we could get the harness off the oxen, we went
		to look for our little buried sack of wheat, which we were
		compelled to leave and hide on our way out. We had hidden it
		so completely, that it took us quite a little while to strike
		its bed but after scratching with our hands awhile, we hit the
		spot, and found it untouched. Although the sand in which it
		was buried seemed quite dry, yet the grain had absorbed so
		much moisture from it, that the sack was nearly bursting. It
		was emptied on a blanket, and proved to be still sound and
		sweet.
		
Our first work now was to kill an ox and get some meat to
		cook for those who were coming later. We got the kettle over
		boiling with some of the wheat in it, for the beans were all
		gone. We killed the ox saving the blood to cook. Cutting the
		meat all off the bones, we had it drying over a fire as soon
		as possible, except what we needed for this meal and the next.
		Then we made a smooth place in the soft sand on which to
		spread the blankets, the first good place we had found to
		sleep since leaving Death Valley.
		
The next job was to make moccassins for ourselves and for
		the oxen, for it was plain they could not go on another day
		barefooted. We kept busy indeed, attending the fires under the
		meat and under the kettle, besides our shoemaking, and were
		getting along nicely about sundown, when Old Christian Crump
		appeared in sight followed by the women and the rest of the
		party. The women were just as tired as ever and dropped down
		on the blankets the first thing. "How many such days as
		this can we endure?"—they said. We had them count
		the days gone by, and look around to see the roughest part of
		the road was now behind them. They said that only five days
		had passed, and that two thirds of the distance still remained
		untraveled, and they knew they could never endure even another
		five day's work like the last. We told them to be brave, and
		be encouraged, for we had been over the road and knew what it
		was, and that we felt sure of being able to do it nicely. They
		were fed in bed as usual, and there they lay till morning. We
		men went to making moccasins from the green hide, and when we
		had cut out those for the men and women the balance of the
		hide was used in preparing some also for the oxen,
		particularly the worst ones, for if I remember correctly there
		was not enough to go round.
		
The morning came, bright and pleasant, as all of them were,
		and just warm enough for comfort in the part of the day. The
		women were as usual, and their appearance would remind one
		quite strongly of half-drowned hens which had not been long
		out of trouble. Hair snarled, eyes red, nose swollen, and out
		of fix generally. They did not sleep well so much fatigued,
		for they said they lived over their hard days in dreams at
		night, and when they would close their eyes and try to go to
		sleep, the visions would seem to come to them half waking and
		they could not rest.
		
There was now before us a particularly bad stretch of the
		country as it would probably take us four or five days to get
		over it, and there was only one water hole in the entire
		distance. This one was quite salt, so much so that on our
		return trip the horses refused to drink it, and the little
		white one died next day. Only water for one day's camp could
		be carried with us, and that was for ourselves alone and not
		for the animals.
		
When the moccasins were finished in the morning we began to
		get our cattle together when it was discovered that Old
		Brigham was gone, and the general belief was that the Indians
		had made a quiet raid on us and got away with the old fellow.
		We circled around till we found his track and then Arcane
		followed it while we made ready the others. Arcane came in
		with the stray namesake of the polygamous saint about this
		time shouting:—"I've got him—No
		Indians." The ox had got into the wash ravine below camp
		and passed out of sight behind, in a short time. He had been
		as easily tracked as if he walked in snow. There was larger
		sage brush in the wash than elsewhere, and no doubt Brigham
		had thought this a good place to seek for some extra blades of
		grass.
		
Immediately south of this camp now known as Providence
		Springs, is the salt lake to which Rogers and I went on the
		first trip and were so sadly disappointed in finding the water
		unfit to use.
		
As soon as ready we started up the cañon, following
		the trail made by the Jayhawkers who had proceeded us, and by
		night had reached the summit, but passed beyond, a short
		distance down the western slope, where we camped in a valley
		that gave us good large sage brush for our fires, and quite a
		range for the oxen without their getting out of sight. This
		being at quite a high elevation we could see the foot as well
		as the top, of the great snow mountain, and had a general good
		view of the country.
		
This proved to be the easiest day's march we had
		experienced, and the women complained less than on any other
		night since our departure. Their path had been comparatively
		smooth, and with the new moccasins their feet had been well
		protected, they had come through pretty nicely. We told them
		they looked better, and if they would only keep up good
		courage they would succeed and come out all right to the land
		where there was plenty of bread and water, and when safely
		out, they might make good resolutions never to get in such a
		trap again. Mrs. Bennett said such a trip could never be done
		over again, and but for the fact that Rogers and I had been
		over the road, and that she believed all we had said about it;
		she never would have had the courage to come thus far. Now,
		for the children's sake, she wished to live, and would put
		forth any effort to come through all right.
		
The next day we had a long cañon to go down, and in
		it passed the dead body of the beautiful white mare Rogers had
		taken such a fancy to. The body had not decomposed, nor had it
		been disturbed by any bird or beast. Below this point the bed
		of the cañon was filled with great boulders, over which
		it was very difficult to get the oxen along. Some of them had
		lost their moccasins and had to suffer terribly over the
		rocks.
		
Camp was made at the salt water hole, and our wheat and
		meat boiled in it did not soften and get tender as it did in
		fresh water. There was plenty of salt grass above; but the
		oxen did not eat it any more than the horses did, and wandered
		around cropping a bite of the bitter brush once in awhile, and
		looking very sorry. This was near the place where Rogers and I
		found the piece of ice which saved our lives. The women did
		not seriously complain when we reached this camp, but little
		Charley Arcane broke out with a bad looking rash all over his
		body and as he cried most of the time it no doubt smarted and
		pained him like a mild burn. Neither his mother nor any one
		else could do anything for him to give him any relief. We had
		no medicines, and if he or any one should die, all we could do
		would be to roll the body in a blanket and cover it with a
		light covering of sand.
		
From this camp to the next water holes at the base of the
		great snow mountain, it was at least 30 miles, level as to
		surface, and with a light ascending grade. The Jayhawkers had
		made a well marked trail, and it it was quite good walking.
		The next camp was a dry one, both for ourselves and the oxen,
		nothing but dry brush for them, and a little dried meat for
		ourselves, but for all this the women did not complain so very
		much. They were getting use to the work and grew stronger with
		the exercise. They had followed Old Crump and the children
		every day with the canteens of water and a little dried meat
		to give them if they cried too much with hunger, and Arcane
		had led his ox day after day with a patience that was
		remarkable, and there was no bad temper shown by any one. This
		was the way to do, for if there were any differences, there
		was no tribunal to settle them by.
		
In all this desert travel I did not hear any discontent and
		serious complaint, except in one case, and that was at the
		Jayhawker's camp, where they burned their wagons at the end of
		the wagon road, in Death Valley. Some could not say words bad
		enough to express their contempt, and laid all the trouble of
		salt water to Lot's wife. Perhaps she was in a better position
		to stand the cursing than any of the party present.
		
The next day we reached the water holes at the place where
		Rogers and I stole up to camp fire in the evening, supposing
		it to be Indians, but finding there Capt. Doty and his mess, a
		part of the Jayhawker's band. By dipping carefully from these
		holes they filled again, and thus, although there was no flow
		from them we gradually secured what water we needed for the
		camp, which was a small amount after so long a time without.
		There was some low brush here called greasewood, which grew
		about as high as currant bushes, and some distance up the
		mountain the oxen could find some scattery bunch grass, which,
		on the whole, made this camp a pretty good one. The women,
		however, were pretty nearly exhausted, and little Charley
		Arcane cried bitterly all day and almost all night. All began
		to talk more and feel more hopeful of getting through. The
		women began to say that every step brought them so much nearer
		to the house we had told them about on the other side and
		often said the work was not so very hard after all. Really it
		was not so bad travelling as we had at first. We were now nine
		days from the wagons. "Are we half way?" was the
		question they began to ask. We had to answer them that more
		than one half the hard days were over, if one half the
		distance had not been traveled, and with the better walking
		and getting hardened to the work, they would get over the last
		half better than the first. One thing was a little hard. All
		of our beans and flour had been used up, and now the wheat was
		about gone also. We had cooked it, and it seemed best, trying
		to build up our strength, where it was most needed for the
		greatest trials, and now we thought they would be able to get
		along on the meat. We had reached the base of the great snow
		mountain. It seems strange with the mass of snow resting
		above, and which must be continually thawing more or less, no
		ravines or large streams of water were produced flowing down
		this side. It seemed dry all around its base, which is is very
		singular, with the snow so near.
		
We had now our barren cañon to go down, and right
		here was the big trail coming down from the north, which we
		took and followed. We said all these good things about the
		road, and encouraged the people all we could to keep in good
		spirits and keep moving. We told them we thought we knew how
		to manage to get them safe over the road if they only fully
		endeavored to do it. We were all quite young, and not in the
		decline of life as were most of them who had perished by the
		way. No reader can fully realize how much we had to say and do
		to keep up courage, and it is to this more than anything else
		that we did which kept up the lagging energies and inspired
		the best exertion. I don't know but we painted some things a
		little brighter than they were, and tried to hide some of the
		most disheartening points of the prospects ahead, for we found
		the mind had most to do with it after all. We have no doubt
		that if we had not done all we could to keep up good courage,
		the women would have pined away and died before reaching this
		far. Whenever we stopped talking encouragingly, they seemed to
		get melancholy and blue.
		
There was some pretty good management to be exercised
		still. The oxen were gradually growing weaker, and we had to
		kill the weakest one every time, for if the transportation of
		our food failed, we should yet be open to the danger of
		starvation. As it was, the meat on their frames was very
		scarce, and we had to use the greatest economy to make it last
		and waste nothing. We should now have to kill one of our oxen
		every few days, as our other means of subsistence had been so
		completely used up. The women contracted a strange dislike to
		this region and said they never wanted to see any part of it
		again.
		
As the sun showed its face over the great sea of mountains
		away to the east of Death Valley, and it seemed to rise very
		early for winter season we packed up and started west on the
		big trail. Rogers and I took the oxen and mule and went on,
		leaving the others to accompany Old Crump and his little
		charges. Arcane had found it best to carry Charley on his
		back, as it relieved the burning sensation, caused by the
		eruption on his skin, which was aggravated by the close
		quarters of the pockets. Thus leaving the pockets unbalanced,
		Bennett had to carry his baby also. This made it harder for
		them, but every one tried to be just as accommodating as they
		could and each one would put himself to trouble to accommodate
		or relieve others.
		
Rogers and I made camp when we reached the proper place
		which was some distance from the mountain, on a perfectly
		level plain where there was no water, no grass, nothing but
		sage brush would grow on the dry and worthless soil. We let
		the oxen go and eat as much of this as they chose, which was
		very little and only enough to keep them from absolute
		starvation. The great trail had a branch near here that turned
		north, and went up a ravine that would seem to reach the snow
		in a little while. This was believed to be impassable at this
		time of year. This route is known as Walker's Pass, leading
		over a comparatively low ridge, and coming out the south fork
		of the Kern River.
		
We made our camp here because it was as long a march as the
		women could make, and, for a dry one, was as good a location
		as we could find. The cool breeze came down from the snow to
		the north of us, not so very many miles away, and after a
		little it became uncomfortably cold. We gathered greasewood
		bushes and piled them up to make a wind-break for our heads.
		The oxen, even, would come and stand around the fire, seeming
		greatly to enjoy the warm smoke, which came from burning the
		greasewood brush, which by the way, burns about the best of
		any green wood. When we were ready to lie down we tied the
		animals to bunches of brush, and they lay contentedly till
		morning.
		
To the north of us, a few miles away we could see some
		standing, columns of rock, much reminding one of the great
		stone chimney of the boiler house at Stanford Jr., University;
		not quite so trim and regular in exterior appearance, but
		something in that order. We reckon the only students in the
		vicinity would be lizards.
		
When the women arrived in camp they were very tired, but
		encouraged themselves that they were much nearer the promised
		land than they were in the morning. Mrs. Bennett said she was
		very careful never to take a step backward, and to make every
		forward one count as much as possible. "That's a good
		resolution, Sally," said Mr Bennett. "Stick to it
		and we will come out by and bye."
		
From near this camp we have a low range of mountains to
		cross, a sort of spur or offshoot of the great snow mountain
		that reaches out twenty miles or more to the southeast, and
		its extremity divides away into what seems from our point of
		view a level plain. We had attained quite an elevation without
		realizing it, so gradual had been the ascent, and our course
		was now down a steep hillside and into a deep cañon. In
		its very bottom we found a small stream of water only a few
		yards long, and then it sank into the sands. Not a spear of
		grass grew there, and if any had grown it had been eaten by
		the cattle which had gone before. This was the same place,
		where Rogers and I had overtaken the advance portion of the
		Jayhawkers when we were on our outward trip in search of
		relief, and where some of the older men were so discouraged
		that they gave us their home addresses in Illinois so that we
		could notify their friends of their precarious situation, and
		if they were never otherwise heard from they could be pretty
		sure they had perished from thirst and starvation when almost
		at their journey's end.
		
The scenes of this camp on that occasion made so strong an
		impression on my memory that I can never forget it. There were
		poor dependent fellows without a morsel to eat except such
		bits of poor meat as they could beg from those who were
		fortunate enough to own oxen. Their tearful pleadings would
		soften a heart of stone. We shared with some of them even when
		we did not know the little store upon our backs would last us
		through. Our oxen here had water to drink, but nothing more.
		It might be a little more comfortable to drink and starve,
		than both choke and starve, but these are no very pleasant
		prospects in either one.
		
Both ourselves and the oxen were getting barefoot and our
		feet very tender. The hill we had just come down was very
		rough and rocky and our progress very slow, every step made in
		a selected spot. We could not stop here to kill an ox and let
		the remainder of them starve, but must push on to where the
		living ones could get a little food. We fastened the oxen and
		the mule to keep them from wandering, and slept as best we
		could. The women and children looked worse than for some time,
		and could not help complaining. One of the women held up her
		foot and the sole was bare and blistered. She said they ached
		like toothache. The women had left their combs in the wagons,
		and their hair was getting seriously tangled. Their dresses
		were getting worn off pretty nearly to their knees, and showed
		the contact with the ground that sometimes could not be
		avoided. They were in a sad condition so far as toilet and
		raiment were concerned. Life was in the balance, however, and
		instead of talking over sad things, we talked of the time when
		we would reach the little babbling brook where Rogers and I
		took such long draughts of clear, sweet water and the waiter
		at our dinner gave us the choice of Crow, Hawk
		or Quail, and where we took a little of all three.
		
In the morning we were off again down the cañon,
		limping some as we trod its coarse gravelly bed with our
		tender feet and stiffened joints, but getting limbered up a
		little after a bit, and enduring it pretty well. We set out to
		try to reach the bunch of willows out on the level plain,
		where the cattle could get some water and grass, but night
		overtook us at the mouth of the cañon, and we were
		forced to go into camp. This cañon is now called Red
		Cañon. This was on an elevated plain, with a lake near
		by, but as we had been so often deceived by going to the lake
		for water, and finding them salt in every instance, or poison
		on account of strong alkali, we did not take the trouble to go
		and try this one.
		
Near us was some coarse grass and wet ground where we found
		water enough for our moderate use, and the oxen, by
		perseverance, could get something to eat and drink. After
		supper we were out of meat and we would have to kill an ox to
		get some food for breakfast. In the night a storm came on,
		much to our surprise, for we had seen none since the night on
		the mountain east of Death Valley more than two months before.
		We tried to fix up a shelter to protect the children and
		ourselves, but were not very successful. We tried to use our
		guns for tent poles, but could not keep them in place. We laid
		down as close as pigs in cold weather, and covered up as best
		we could, but did not keep dry, and morning found us wet to
		the skin, cold and shivering. We gathered big sage brush for a
		fire in the morning, and the tracks of our nearly bare feet
		could be plainly seen in the snow which lay like a blanket
		awhile over the ground, about two inches deep. Some lay in bed
		and we warmed blankets before the fire and put over them to
		keep them comfortable till the sun should rise and warm the
		air. We selected an ox and brought him up before the fire
		where I shot him, and soon there was meat roasting over the
		fire and blood cooking in the camp kettle. We had nothing to
		season the blood pudding with but salt, and it was not very
		good, but answered to sustain life. We ate a hasty meal, then
		packed our animals and started for the willow patch about four
		miles away. The snow was about gone.
		
I staid in camp to keep it till they could get through to
		the willows and some one to come back with the mule to carry
		forward the portion of meat that could not be taken at first.
		We intended to dry it at the willows, and then we could carry
		it along as daily food over the wide plain we had yet to
		cross. Having carried the meat forward, we made a rack of
		willows and dried it over the fire, making up a lot of
		moccasins for the barefooted ones while we waited. We were
		over most of the rocky road, we calculated that our shoemaking
		would last us through. This was a very pleasant camp. The
		tired ones were taking a rest. No one needed it more than our
		women and children, who were tired nearly out. They were in
		much better condition to endure their daily hardships than
		when they started out, and a little rest would make them feel
		quite fresh again. They understood that this was almost on the
		western edge of this desert country and this gave them good
		hope and courage.
		
This wonderful spot in the level plain, with a spring of
		pure water making an oasis of green willows and grass has been
		previously spoken of as:—"A spring of good water,
		and a little willow patch in a level desert away from any
		hill." In all our wanderings we had never seen the like
		before. No mountaineer would ever think of looking here for
		water, much less ever dream of finding a lone spring away out
		in the desert, several miles from the mountain's base. Where
		the range we just came through leaves the mother mountain
		stands a peak, seemingly alone, and built up of many colored
		rocks, in belts, and the whole looks as if tipped with
		steel.
		
Arcane's boy Charley still suffered from his bogus measles
		or whatever else his disorder might be, and Bennett's little
		Martha grew more quiet and improved considerably in health,
		though still unable to walk, and still abdominally corpulent.
		The other two children George and Melissa seemed to bear up
		well and loved to get off and walk in places where the trail
		was smooth and level. Bennett, Arcane and Old Crump usually
		traveled with the same party as the women, and as each of them
		had a small canteen to carry water, they could attend to the
		wants of the children and keep them from worrying and getting
		sick from fretfulness. They often carried the two younger ones
		on their backs to relieve and rest them from their cramped
		position on the ox.
		
Arcane used to say he expected the boys—meaning
		Rogers and I—would try to surprise the party by letting
		them get very near the house before they knew how near they
		were. "Be patient Mr. Arcane," said we, "we can
		tell you just how many camps there must be before we reach it,
		and we won't fool you or surprise you in any way."
		"Well," said he. "I was almost in hopes you
		would, for I like to be disappointed in that way."
		"What do you think the folks will say when we tell them
		that our little mule packed most of the meat of an ox four
		miles from one camp to another?" "What will they say
		when we tell them that the oxen were so poor that there was no
		marrow in the great thigh bones?" Instead of marrow there
		was a thick dark liquid something like molasses in
		consistency, but streaked with different colors which made it
		look very unwholesome. Arcane said the whole story was so
		incredible, that he never should fight anyone, even if he
		should tell him he lied when he related the strange sad truth.
		He said he had no doubt many a one would doubt their story, it
		was so much beyond what people had ever seen or heard of
		before, and they might be accused of very strong romancing in
		the matter.
		
They all felt more like talking; for we were thus far safe
		and sound, and though there was a desperate struggle of
		seventy-five miles or more, from this place to the next water
		in the foot-hills. Possibly the snow storms had left a little
		in some of the pools, but we made no calculations on any. The
		promised land we had so steadily been approaching, and now
		comparatively so near, gave us great hope, which was better
		than food and drink to give us strength.
		
There were surely two camps between this and the little
		pond John and I found, among the Cabbage trees, and not more
		than six by ten feet square. As we worked away at our
		foot-wear we talked more in an hour than we had in a whole day
		before. We were slowly leaving Death Valley behind us with its
		sad memories and sufferings. We were leaving behind the dead
		bodies of several who had traveled with us and been just as
		strong and hopeful as we. We had left behind us all in our
		possession in that terrible spot, and simply with our lives we
		hoped to escape, and trust to Providence and humanity on the
		other side. Arcane now admitted that they could not have got
		along half as well, if we had not gone ahead and looked out
		the land. It was such a gain to know exactly where the next
		water hole was, so it could be steered for and struggled
		toward. He even went so far as to say they would have no
		chance alone, and that as he now saw the road, he was sure
		they have would all perished even before reaching as far as
		this. We had strong hopes of the morrow, when we would be all
		rested, all were shod, and would make every footstep count in
		our western progress.
		
It seems quite a strange occurrence that the only two
		storms we had had since we turned westward on this route, Nov.
		4th, were snow storms, and that both had come while we were
		asleep, so that all our days were cloudless. Sometimes the sun
		was uncomfortably warm even in the heart of the winter. One
		would have naturally expected that the great rainfall all over
		the California coast in the winter of 1849-50, and the deep
		snows that came in the Sierra Nevada mountains the same
		winter, would have extended southerly the few hundred miles
		that separated the two places. Modern science has shown the
		tracks of the storms and partially explains the reasons for
		this dry and barren nature of this region. When rains do come
		they are so out of the regular order, that they are called
		cloud-bursts or waterspouts, and the washes in the
		cañons and their mouths show how great has been the
		volume of water that sometimes rushed down the slope. If
		clouds at a warm or moderate temperature float against these
		snow peaks all the water they contain is suddenly
		precipitated. The country is an arid one and unless wealth
		should appear in the shape of mines, the country can never be
		inhabited. We considered ourselves very fortunate in finding
		the little pools and holes of water which kept us alive. It
		was not very good drinking water, but to us thirsty folks it
		was a blessing and we never passed it by on account of any
		little stagnant bitter taste. Salt water we could not drink of
		course, though we sometimes used it to cook with.
		
We were as well prepared next morning as possible for a
		move, and the long walk before us, the last one between us and
		the fertile land. They all talked of how delighted they would
		be to see once more a running brook, green grass and trees,
		and such signs of life as they had seen and been used to in
		the good land they had left behind. The women said they could
		endure the march of four or five days, if when all over, they
		could sleep off the terrible fatigue and for once drink all
		the pure sweet water they could desire. No more forced
		marches. No more grey road, stretching out its dusty miles as
		far as the eye could reach. The ladies thought the oxen would
		be as happy as themselves, and the little mule, the most
		patient one of the whole train deserved a life of ease for her
		valuable services. This little black, one-eyed lady wandered
		here and there at will seeking for grass, but never going
		astray or getting far enough from the track to alarm us in the
		least. She seldom drank much water, was always ready, never
		got foot-sore, and seemed made expressly for such a life and
		for such a desert.
		
A good kettleful of soup for breakfast, dried meat fixed in
		packages, kegs and canteens filled with water, and we were
		ready for an advance.
		
There is one less ox to lead, and very little load for
		those we have, still the load is all such poor weak fellows
		ought to bear. Old Crump was not thus favored by a gradually
		lightened load. He bore the same four children every day,
		faithfully, carefully, with never a stumble nor fall, as
		though fully aware of the precious nature of his burden.
		
In this new march John and I took the oxen and pushed on as
		usual, leaving the families to follow on, at a slower pace,
		the trail we made. The trail was slightly inclined. The bushes
		stunted at the best, getting smaller as we proceeded, and the
		horse bones, new and ancient are now thickly scattered along
		the way. The soil is different from that we have had. We can
		see the trail, winding gently here and there, swept clean by
		the wind, and the surface is hard and good; but when the mule
		gets the least bit off of it she sinks six inches deep into
		the soft sand, and the labor of walking is immense. I stepped
		out to examine the peculiar soil, and found it finer than
		superfine flour. It was evident that a strong wind would lift
		it in vast clouds which might even darken the sky, but we were
		fortunate in this respect, for during all the time we were on
		this peculiar soil, there was no wind at all, and we escaped a
		sand-storm, a sort of storm as peculiar to this region as are
		blizzards to some of the states of the great west.
		
Our first night's camp was out on the barren waterless
		plain, now known as the Mojave Desert. There were no shrubs
		large enough to make a fire of, and nothing to tie our cattle
		to, so we fastened all our animals together to keep them from
		scattering and getting lost. We ate a little dry meat and
		drank sparingly of the water, for our scanty stock was to last
		us another day, when we might reach prospective water holes.
		Starting early, John and I took all but Old Crump and the
		other travelers, and hurried on to try and find the water
		holes as early as possible. We, as well as the oxen were very
		dry, for we left all the water we had with the party, for the
		children, for they cannot endure the thirst as the older
		people can. We reached the camping place before night. Quite a
		time before we reached it, the cattle seemed to scent the
		water and quickened their pace, so we were confident it had
		not dried up. We got ahead of the oxen and kept there until we
		reached the little pond and then guarded it to keep them from
		wading into it, in their eagerness to reach some drink. They
		all satisfied their thirst, and then we removed the harness,
		built a fire of the dead cabbage trees which we found round
		about, laid down the beds and arranged them neatly, and had
		all nicely done before the rear guard came up, in charge of
		Captain Crump. The party was eager for water and all secured
		it. It was rain water and no doubt did not quench thirst as
		readily as water from some living spring or brook. There was
		evidence that there had been a recent shower or snow to fill
		this depression up for our benefit. The Jayhawkers had passed
		not more than a half mile north of this spot, but no sign
		appeared that they had found it, and it was left to sustain
		the lives of the women and children.
		
It often occurs to me that many may read incredulously when
		I speak of our party eating the entire flesh of an ox in four
		or five days. To such I will say that one cannot form an idea
		how poor an ox will get when nearly starved so long. Months
		had passed since they had eaten a stomachful of good
		nutritious food. The animals walked slowly with heads down
		nearly tripping themselves up with their long, swinging legs.
		The skin loosely covered the bones, but all the flesh and
		muscles had shrunk down to the smallest space. The meat was
		tough and stringy as basswood bark, and tasted strongly of
		bitter sage brush the cattle had eaten at almost every camp.
		At a dry camp the oxen would lie down and grate their teeth,
		but they had no cud to chew. It looked almost merciless to
		shoot one down for food, but there was no alternative. We
		killed our poor brute servants to save ourselves. Our cattle
		found a few bunches out among the trees at this camp and
		looked some better in the morning. They had secured plenty of
		water and some grass.
		
Young Charlie Arcane seemed to grow worse rather than
		better. His whole body was red as fire, and he screamed with
		the pain and torment of the severe itching. Nothing could be
		done to relieve him, and if his strength lasted till we could
		get better air, water and food he might recover, but his
		chances were very poor.
		
Not much rest at this camp for in the morning we aimed to
		start early and reach the water in the foothills. We thought
		we could do it if we started early, walked rapidly and took no
		resting spell at noon. Such a poor soil as this we were
		anxious to get away from, and walk once more on a soil that
		would grow something besides stunted sage brush. From all
		appearances the Jayhawkers were here in about the same
		predicament Rogers and I were when we lost the trail. By their
		tracks we could see they had scattered wide and there was no
		road left for us to follow, and they had evidently tried to
		follow our former tracks. Having no trail to follow we passed
		on as best we could and came to a wide piece of land on which
		were growing a great many cabbage trees. The soil was of the
		finest dust with no grit in it, and not long before a light
		shower had fallen, making it very soft and hard to get along
		in with the moccasins. The women had to stop to rest
		frequently, so our progress was very slow. Rogers and I had
		feet about as hard as those of the oxen, so we removed our
		moccasins and went barefoot, finding we could get along much
		easier in that way, but the others had such tender feet they
		could not endure the rough contact with the brush and mud.
		Only a few miles had been made before the women were so
		completely tired out that we had to stop and eat our little
		bit of dried meat and wait till morning. The little mule now
		carried all our stock of food, and the precious burden
		lightened every day. This delay was not expected, but we had
		to endure it and bear it patiently, for there was a limit to
		strength of the feeble ones of our party. We had therefore to
		make another barren camp. Relief seemed so near at hand we
		kept good courage and talked freely of the happy ending which
		would soon come. If we had any way to set a good table we
		would feast and be merry like the prodigal son, but at any
		rate we shall be safe if we can reach the fertile shore.
		
When the sun went down we tied the mule and oxen to cabbage
		trees, and shortly after dusk lay down ourselves, for we had
		enjoyed a good fire made of the trunks of cabbage trees, the
		first really comfortable one in a long time. The air was
		cooler here, for we were on higher ground, and there was some
		snow on the range of mountains before us, which sent these
		cool breezes down to us, a change of climate quite
		pleasing.
		
For breakfast in the morning we had only dried meat roasted
		before the fire, without water, and when we started each one
		put a piece in his or her pocket to chew on during the day as
		we walked along. As we went ahead the ground grew dryer and
		the walking much improved. The morning overhead was perfectly
		lovely, as away east, across the desert the sun early showed
		his face to us. Not a cloud anywhere, not even over the tops
		of the high peaks where great white masses sometimes cluster
		but dissolve as soon as they float away, and there was not
		wind enough to be perceptible. We remarked the same lack of
		animal life which we had noticed on our first passage over
		this section, seeing not a rabbit, bird, or living thing we
		could use for food. Bennett had the same load in his gun he
		put there when we left the wagons, and all the powder I had
		burned was that used in killing the oxen we had slain whenever
		it became necessary to provide for our barren kitchen.
		
As we approached the low foot-hills the trail became better
		travelled and better to walk in, for the Jayhawkers who had
		scattered, every one for himself apparently, in crossing the
		plain, seemed here to have drawn together and their path was
		quite a beaten one. We saw from this that they followed the
		tracks made by Rogers and myself as we made our first trip
		westward in search of bread. Quite a little before the sun
		went out of sight in the west we reached our camping place in
		the lower hills at the eastern slope of a range we must soon
		cross. Here was some standing water in several large holes,
		that proved enough for our oxen, and they found some large
		sage brush and small bushes round about, on which they browsed
		and among which they found a few bunches of grass. Lying about
		were some old skulls of cattle which had sometime been killed,
		or died. These were the first signs of the sort we had seen
		along this route. They might have been killed by Indians who
		doubtless used this trail.
		
The next day in crossing the range before us, we reached
		the edge of the snow, which the sun had softened, and we dare
		not attempt to cross. Early in the morning, when it was frozen
		hard the cattle could travel it very well. The snow belt was
		five or six miles wide, and the snow two or three feet deep.
		This was a very good camping place except that we had to melt
		snow for all our water, but this being coarse and icy it was
		not a great job as we found enough dry juniper trees and twigs
		to make a very good fire. Here we also had to kill another ox.
		This one in its turn was Arcane's, and left him only two, and
		Bennett three, but we think that if we have no accident we
		shall get them along with us till we can get other food, as
		they have very light loads to pack. When the ox is killed and
		the meat prepared the mule has, for a time, a larger load than
		all the oxen have, but seems content and nips a bite of food
		whenever it can see a chance anywhere along the road, giving
		us no more trouble than a dog. And by the way, I think I have
		not mentioned our faithful camp dog, a worthy member of our
		party who stood watch always and gave us a sure alarm if
		anything unusual happened anywhere about. He was perhaps only
		one of a hundred that tried to cross the plains and had to be
		abandoned when they reached the upper Platte, where the alkali
		dust made their feet so sore they could not travel, and as
		they could not be hauled on wagons they were left behind. But
		this dog Cuff did not propose to be left behind to starve, and
		crippled along after us, we doing all we could for him, and
		proved as tough as the best of us. Bennett and I had trained
		him as a hunting dog in the East, and he was very knowing and
		handy in every particular.
		
We were out of this camp at daylight. Very little rest for
		some of us, but we must make the best of the cool morning
		while the snow is hard, and so move on as soon as we can see
		the way. As it gets lighter and the sun comes up red and hot
		out of the desert we have a grand view of the great spread of
		the country to south and of the great snow mountain to the
		north and east, the peak standing over the place where we left
		our wagons nineteen days before, on the edge of Death Valley.
		The glare of the snow on the sun makes us nearly blind, but we
		hurry on to try to cross it before it becomes so soft as to
		slump under our feet. It is two or three feet in the deepest
		places, and probably has been three times as deep when freshly
		fallen, but it is now solid and icy. Our rawhide moccasins
		protect our feet from cold, and both we and the animals got
		along fairly well, the oxen breaking through occasionally as
		the snow softened up, but generally walking on the top as we
		did ourselves. The snow field reached much farther down the
		western slope than we had hoped, much farther than on the
		eastern side. Before we got out of it, we saw the track of
		some animal which had crossed our route, but as it had been
		made some days before and now could be seen only as some holes
		in the surface, we could not determine what sort of an animal
		it was.
		
A mile or two down the hill we were at last out of the
		snow, and a little farther on we came to the little babbling
		brook Rogers and I had so long painted in the most refreshing
		colors to the tired women, with water, wood and grass on every
		hand, the three greatest blessings of a camper's life. Here
		was where Rogers and I had cooked and eaten our meat of crow,
		quail and hawk, pretty hard food, but then, the blessed
		water!
		
There it danced and jumped over the rocks singing the
		merriest song one ever heard, as it said—Drink, drink ye
		thirsty ones your fill—the happiest sweetest music to
		the poor starved, thirsty souls, wasted down almost to haggard
		skeletons. O! if some poet of wildest imagination could only
		place himself in the position of those poor tired travelers to
		whom water in thick muddy pools had been a blessing, who had
		eagerly drank the fluid even when so salt and bitter us to be
		repulsive, and now to see the clear, pure liquid, distilled
		from the crystal snow, abundant, free, filled with life and
		health—and write it in words—the song of that
		joyous brook and set it to the music that it made as it echoed
		in gentle waves from the rocks and lofty walls, and with the
		gentle accompaniment of rustling trees—a soft singing
		hush, telling of rest, and peace, and happiness.
		
New life seemed to come to the dear women. "O! What a
		beautiful stream!" say they, and they dip in a tin cup
		and drink, then watch in dreaming admiration the water as it
		goes hurrying down; then dip and drink again, and again watch
		the jolly rollicking brook as if it were the most entertaining
		thing in the whole wide earth. "Why can't such a stream
		as that run out of the great Snow Mountain in the dry Death
		Valley?" say they—"so we could get water on
		the way."
		
The men have felt as glad as any of them, but have gathered
		wood and made a fire, and now a camp kettle of cut up meat is
		boiling for our supper. It was not yet night, but we must camp
		in so beautiful a place as this, and though the food was poor,
		we were better off than we had been before.
		
Bennett proposed that I take the mule and go back to where
		we saw the track of the animal in the snow and follow it in
		hope that we might get some game for we had an idea it might
		be an elk or bear or some large game, good to kill and give us
		better meat: So I saddled the mule and took the trail back
		till I came to the track, then followed it as best I could,
		for it was very dull and gave me no idea what it was. I traced
		out of the snow and then in a blind way through bushes as high
		as the mule's back—Chaparral we called it
		now—among which I made my way with difficulty. I could
		now see that the track was made by an ox or cow—perhaps
		an elk—I could not tell for sure it was so faint. This
		chaparral covered a large piece of table land, and I made my
		way through it, following the track for a mile or two, till I
		came to the top of a steep hill sloping down into a deep
		cañon and a creek, on the bank of which grew sycamore
		and alder trees, with large willows. I stopped here some
		minutes to see if I could see or hear the movement of of
		anything. Across the creek I could see a small piece of
		perhaps half an acre of natural meadow, and in it some small
		bunches of sycamore trees. After a little I discovered some
		sort of a horned animal there, and I reckoned this was good
		enough game for me to try and capture, so led the mule out to
		one side and down the hill near the creek, then tied her, and
		crept along the bank, about four feet high, toward the little
		meadow. When about right, as I thought, I climbed up behind a
		bunch of sycamores, and when I slowly and cautiously raised up
		I was within fifty yards of a cow or steer of some sort which
		I could dimly see. I put a ball square in its forehead and it
		fell without a struggle. I loaded again quick as possible, and
		there saw two other smaller cattle stepping very high as
		though terrified, but not aware of the nature or location of
		the danger. I gave a low whistle and one of them looked toward
		me long enough for me to put a ball in it. The third one was
		now behind a clump of sycamores, and I soon saw its face
		through a little opening not more than three inches wide. I
		made a shot, and wounded it, and then rushed up and gave it a
		fatal one.
		
I examined my game and found the first one was a poor old
		cow, but the others were yearlings, one of them very fat and
		nice, and I soon had the hind quarters skinned out, and all
		the fat I could find, which made a big load for the mule. It
		was now almost dark, and the next problem was to get back to
		camp again. The brushy hills would be terrible to cross with a
		load of meat, and by the way the ground lay I concluded our
		camp was on this same creek farther down.
		
The only way that seemed at all feasible was to follow the
		course of the stream if possible, rather than return the
		course over which I had come. There were so many bushes and
		trees along the bank that I had to take to the bed and follow
		in the water, and as it was rocky and rough, and so dark I
		could not see well how to step, I stumbled into holes and
		pools up to my waist, wet as a rat. Coming to a small open
		place I decided I had better camp for the night and not
		attempt further progress in the darkness, and the decision was
		hastened by dark clouds, which began to gather and a few
		sprinkles of rain began to come. There was a good patch of
		grass for the mule, but all was uncomfortable for me, with the
		prospect for a rainy night, but as wood was plenty I decided
		to make a fire and take the chances. I looked for matches and
		scratched one. No go—they were damp, and scratch as
		careful and quickly as I could, there was no answering spark
		or flame, and darkness reigned supreme. A camp without a fire
		in this wet place was not to be thought of, so I concluded I
		might as well be slowly working my way down along the stream,
		through thick brush and cold water, as to sit here in the cold
		and wait.
		
So the little mule and I started on, wading the creek in
		thick darkness, getting only the most dim reflected light from
		the sky through now and then an opening in the trees. I did
		not know then how easy it was for a grizzly to capture myself,
		the mule and meat and have quite a variety for supper. But the
		grizzly stayed at home and we followed on through brambles and
		hard brush, through which it was almost impossible to force
		one's way. As it turned out, I was not in the track of the
		storm and did not suffer much from it. Soon the cañon
		grew wider, and I could make out on the right hand a piece of
		table land covered with brush that seemed easier to get
		through than the creek bed.
		
The hill up to the table land was very steep, but not more
		than fifty yards high, and when the mule tried to get up she
		got along very well till near the top, when she slipped in the
		wet earth and never stopped till she reached the bottom and
		lay down. She was helped up to her feet again and we tried it
		in another place, I holding her from slipping when she stopped
		to rest, and at last we reached the top. The mule started on,
		seeming to follow a trail, but I could not see whether there
		was a trail or not, so thick was the darkness, but there was
		evidently something of the kind, for the brush was two or
		three feet high and very thick.
		
After proceeding some distance the mule stopped and did not
		seem to wish to go any farther. I was pretty sure there was
		something in front of her that blocked the way, and so worked
		my way through the brush and carefully past her. I could
		partly see and partly hear something just ahead, and in a
		moment found it was our good faithful Cuff, and no frightful
		spook at all. The good fellow had discovered our approach and
		came out to meet us, and I am sure the mule was as glad as I
		was to see him. He crawled through the brush and smelled at
		the mule's load and then went forward in the trail, which we
		followed. It was a long time after midnight when we reached
		camp. There was a good fire burning, but all were asleep till
		I led the mule up to the fire and called out—"Wake
		Up," when they were most of them on their feet in a
		minute without stopping to dress, for all had slept a long
		time without taking off their clothes.
		
John took charge of the mule and unloaded it, telling me to
		get into his warm bed. I took off my wet clothes and told him
		to dry them, and then got between the dry, warm blankets in
		greatest comfort. Daylight came very quickly, it seemed to me,
		and before I finally rose, the sun had been up some hours
		before me. Before I fell asleep I could hear the women say, as
		they cut off the pieces of meat to roast—"See the
		fat! Only see how nice it is!" Quickly roasted on the
		coals they ate the delicate morsels with a relish and, most of
		all, praised the sweet fat. "We like to have it all
		fat," said they, showing how their system craved the
		nourishment the poor starved beef could not give. No one went
		to bed after I came, but all sat and roasted meat and ate till
		they were satisfied.
		
This sporting trip was quite different from deer hunting in
		Wisconsin, and nothing like looking for game in Death Valley
		where nothing lived. It was the hardest night's work that ever
		came to me in many a day, and not the wild sport I generally
		looked for when on the chase. I felt pretty well when I got
		up, and a chunk of my last night's prize which had been
		toasted for me was eaten with a relish, for it was the best of
		meat and I, of course, had a first class appetite. I had to
		tell them my last hunting story, and was much praised as a
		lucky boy.
		
We would not be compelled to kill any more of our poor oxen
		in order to live. So far we had killed six of them, and there
		were five left. Our present situation was much appreciated,
		compared with that of a few days ago when we were crawling
		slowly over the desert, hungry, sore-footed and dry, when to
		lie was far easier than to take steps forward. We felt like
		rejoicing at our deliverance and there was no mourning now for
		us. The surrounding hills and higher mountains seemed more
		beautiful to us. They were covered with green trees and brush,
		not a desert place in sight. The clear little singing brook
		ran merrily on its way, the happiest, brightest stream in all
		my memory. Wild birds came near us without fear, and seemed
		very friendly. All was calm, and the bright sunshine exactly
		warm enough so that no one could complain of heat or cold.
		
When ready to move it was announced that I had lost my
		saddle blanket in my adventure, so they substituted another
		one and I took the back track to the place where the mule
		slipped down the bank, and there I found it. I soon overtook
		them again just as they were going to camp on Mrs. Bennett's
		account, as she had been suddenly taken sick with severe pain
		and vomiting, something as Rogers and I had been after eating
		our first California corn meal. The rich, fat meat was too
		strong for her weak stomach.
		
Arcane all along had an idea that Rogers and I meant to
		surprise them by leading them to believe the house we had
		visited was quite a distance off, and then to so manage it
		that it should appear upon their sight suddenly. We assured
		them it would take two or more camps before we could get
		there, and if Mrs. Bennett did not soon recover, even more
		than that. Our camp here was under a great live oak, the
		ground deep covered with dry leaves, and near by a beautiful
		meadow where our cattle and mule ate, drank and rested, the
		oxen chewing their cud with such an air of comfort as had not
		come to them since leaving their far-off eastern pastures.
		They seemed as much pleased as any one. They would lie down
		and rest and eat at the same time in perfectly enjoyable
		laziness.
		
Here we all rested and washed such clothes as we could do
		without long enough to dry, and washed our faces and hands
		over and over again to remove the dirt which had been burned
		and sweated in so completely as not to come off readily. We
		sat on the bank of the brook with our feet dangling in the
		water, a most refreshing bath, and they too began to look
		clean again. We often saw tracks of the grizzly bear about,
		but in our ignorance had no fear of them, for we did not know
		they were a dangerous animal. An owl came and hooted in the
		night, but that was the only challenge any wild beast or bird
		gave to our peaceful and restful camp. We were out of the
		dreadful sands and shadows of Death Valley, its exhausting
		phantoms, its salty columns, bitter lakes and wild, dreary
		sunken desolation. If the waves of the sea could flow in and
		cover its barren nakedness, as we now know they might if a few
		sandy barriers were swept away, it would be indeed, a
		blessing, for in it there is naught of good, comfort or
		satisfaction, but ever in the minds of those who braved its
		heat and sands, a thought of a horrid Charnel house, a corner
		of the earth so dreary that it requires an exercise of
		strongest faith to believe that the great Creator ever smiled
		upon it as a portion of his work and pronounced it "Very
		good." We had crossed the great North American Continent,
		from a land of plenty, over great barren hills and plains, to
		another mild and beautiful region, where, though still in
		winter months, we were basking in the warmth and luxuriance of
		early summer. We thought not of the gold we had come to win.
		We were dead almost, and now we lived. We were parched with
		thirst, and now the brightest of crystal streams invited us to
		stoop and drink. We were starved so that we had looked at each
		other with maniac thoughts, and now we placed in our mouth the
		very fat of the land. We had seen our cattle almost perishing;
		seen them grow gaunt and tottering; seen them slowly plod
		along with hanging heads and only the supremacy of human will
		over animal instinct had kept them from lying down never to
		rise again. Now they were in pastures of sweet grass, chewing
		the cud of content and satisfaction. Life which had been a
		burden grew sweet to us, and though it may be that our words
		of praise to Him, whose will was to deliver us out of the jaws
		of death, were not set nor formal, yet His all-seeing eye saw
		the truth in our hearts, and saw there the fullest expression
		of our gratitude and thankfulness. Who shall say the thanks
		that arose were less acceptable, because not given on bended
		knees before gilded altars?
		
Though across the desert and evidently in the long promised
		land our troubles and trials were not through by any means,
		but evidently we were out of danger. Our lives seemed to be
		secure, and we were soon to meet with settlers who would no
		doubt extend to us the hand of human sympathy. Many long miles
		yet remained between us and the rivers in whose sands were
		hidden the tiny grains of gold we came to seek.
		
The rest in the lovely camp had answered to cause Mrs.
		Bennett to feel quite well again by the next morning, and we
		made ready to proceed. We had the trail of the Jayhawkers to
		follow, so the vines, brambles and tangles which had perplexed
		Rogers and myself in our first passage were now somewhat
		broken down, and we could get along very well without further
		clearing of the road until the hills came down so close on
		both sides that there was no room except in the very bed of
		the stream. There was no other way, so we waded among after
		the oxen as best we could. Sometimes the women fell down, for
		a rawhide moccasin soaked soft in water was not a very
		comfortable or convenient shoe, however it might be adapted to
		hot, dry sands. The creek was shaded and the water quite cool.
		The trail, such as it was, crossed the creek often and
		generally was nothing else than the stream itself. The
		constant wading, and wet, cold clothing caused the women to
		give out soon and we selected the first dry suitable place
		which offered food for the oxen, as a place to camp.
		
Wood was plenty and dry, so a good fire was soon burning,
		and the poor women, wet to the waist and even higher, were
		standing before it, turning round and round to get warm and
		dry. Someone remarked that they resembled geese hanging before
		the fire to roast, as they slowly revolved, and it was all
		owing to their fatigue that the suggester did not receive
		merited punishment then and there at their hands. As they got
		a little dry and comfortable they remarked that even an excess
		of water like this was better than the desert where there was
		none at all, and as to their looks, there were no society
		people about to point their fingers at them, and when they
		reached a settled country they hoped to have a chance to
		change their clothes, and get two dresses apiece, and that
		these would be long enough to hide their knees which these
		poor tatters quite failed to do. One remarked that she was
		sure she had been down in the brook a dozen times and that she
		did not consider cold water baths so frequently repeated were
		good for the health.
		
Young Charley Arcane had been getting better for some days.
		No medicine had been given him, and it was no doubt the change
		of air and water that had begun to effect a cure. Arcane had a
		hard time of it to keep the brush from pulling George and
		Melissa off of Old Crump into the water. It was indeed one of
		the hardest day's work of the whole journey, but no one was
		low spirited, and all felt very well. The camping place was in
		a deep cañon, surrounded by thick brush, so that no
		wind came in to chill us. Everybody was cook and nobody was
		boss. Not a cent of money among us, nor any chance to use any
		if we had possessed it. We had nice, sweet, fat meat, cooked
		rare or well done as each one preferred, and no complaints
		about the waiters. The conditions were so favorable, compared
		with the terrible Death Valley and its surroundings that every
		one remarked about it, and no one felt in the least like
		finding fault with the little inconveniences we were forced to
		put up with. It might cure an inveterate fault-finder to take
		a course of training in the desert.
		
The next day we did not wade half as much, and after a few
		hours of travel we suddenly emerged from the brush into a
		creek bottom which was much wider, with not a tree to obstruct
		our way. The soil was sandy and covered more or less with sage
		brush, and the stream which had been strong and deep enough to
		make us very wet now sank entirely out of sight in the sandy
		bottom. The hills were thinly timbered on the left side but
		quite brushy on the right, and we could see the track of
		cattle in the sand. No signs of other animals, but some small
		birds came near, and meadow larks whistled their tune, quite
		familiar to us, but still sounding slightly different from the
		song of the same bird in the East. High in the air could be
		seen a large sailing hawk or buzzard.
		
We stopped to rest at noon and noticed that the water ran a
		little in the creek bed; but, by the time we were ready to
		start we found none with which to fill our canteens. No doubt
		this water was poured into the cañon somewhere near the
		place where we killed the three cattle, and we had got out of
		it before the flood came down. It was astonishing to see how
		the thirsty sand drank up the quite abundant flow.
		
The next day we came down to the point of hill that nearly
		crossed the valley, and we crossed the low ridge rather than
		make a longer trip to get around by way of the valley. As we
		reached the summit there appeared before us as beautiful a
		rural picture as one ever looked upon. A large green meadow,
		of a thousand acres, more or less; its southwest side bounded
		by low mountains, at the base of which oak trees were plenty,
		but no brush or undergrowth. It was like a grand old park,
		such as we read of in English tales. All over the meadow
		cattle of all sorts and sizes grazed, the "Ring-streaked
		and speckled" of old Jacob's breed being very prominent.
		Some lazily cropped the grass; some still more lazily reclined
		and chewed their cud; while frisky calves exercised their
		muscles in swift races and then secured their dinner from
		anxious mothers. We camped at once and took the loads from all
		the animals that they might feed in comfort on the sweet grass
		that lay before them.
		
We tarried here perhaps two hours, till the cattle stopped
		eating, and amply enjoyed the scene. Never again would any one
		of the party go back over that dreary desert, they said, and
		everyone wondered why all places could not be as green and
		beautiful as this one. I cannot half tell how we felt and
		acted, nor what we said in our delight over this picture of
		plenty. The strong contrasts created strong impressions, and
		the tongues so long silent in our dry and dreary trouble were
		loosened to say everything the heart inspired. Think as much
		as you can; you cannot think it all.
		
We felt much better after our rest, and the oxen seemed
		stronger and better able, as well as more willing to carry
		their loads, so we soon prepared to move on down the valley,
		toward the house we had spoken of as the goal we were to
		reach. It was now the 7th day of March 1850, and this date, as
		well as the 4th day of November 1849 will always remain an
		important one in memory. On the last named day we left the
		trail to take the unfortunate cut-off, and for four long
		months we had wandered and struggled in terrible hardship.
		Every point of that terrible journey is indelibly fixed upon
		my memory and though seventy-three years of age on April 6th
		1893 I can locate every camp, and if strong enough could
		follow that weary trail from Death Valley to Los Angeles with
		unerring accuracy. The brushy cañon we have just
		described is now occupied by the Southern Pacific Railroad,
		and the steep and narrow ridge pierced by a tunnel, through
		which the trains pass. The beautiful meadow we so much admired
		has now upon its border a railroad station, Newhall, and at
		the proper season some portion of it is covered with thousands
		of trays of golden apricots, grown in the luxuriant orchards
		just beyond the hills toward the coast, and here drying in the
		bright summer sun. The cattle in the parti-colored coats are
		gone, but one who knows the ground can see our picture.
		
Loaded up again we start down the beautiful grassy valley,
		the women each with a staff in hand, and everything is new and
		strange to us. Rogers and I know that we will soon meet people
		who are strangers to us; who speak a strange language of which
		we know nothing, and how we, without a dollar, are to proceed
		to get our food and things we need, are questions we cannot
		answer nor devise any easy way to overcome. The mines are yet
		five hundred miles away, and we know not of any work for us to
		do nearer. Our lives have been given back to us, and now comes
		the problem of how to sustain them manfully and independently
		as soon as possible. If worse comes to worst we can walk to
		San Francisco, probably kill enough game on the way and
		possibly reach the gold mines at last, but the way was not
		clear. We must trust much to luck and fortune and the ever
		faithful Providence which rarely fails those who truly try to
		help themselves.
		
We began to think some very independent thoughts. We had a
		mule to carry our camp kettle and meat. Our cattle were now
		beginning to improve and would soon get fat; these could carry
		our blankets and odd loads, while Old Crump the christian
		could still carry the children; Bennett and I knew how to
		hunt, and had good rifles; so we could still proceed, and we
		determined that, come what may, we will be
		victorious.
		
These were some of the plans we talked over at our camps
		and resting places, and as we walked along. If we could get
		the two families fixed in some way so they could do without
		Rogers and I, we could strike for the mines quite rapidly and
		no doubt soon get ourselves on good footing. We were younger
		than the rest and could endure more hardship. We decide to
		remain together till we get to Los Angeles, and then see what
		is best.
		
We reached our camping place at the foot of the hill, about
		a hundred yards from the house we have so long striven to
		reach. Here we unloaded in the shade of a large willow tree,
		and scarcely had we removed the harness from the oxen when the
		good lady of the house and her little child came down to see
		us. She stood for a moment and looked around her and at the
		two small children on the blankets, and we could hear her
		murmur mucha pobre (very poor.) She could see our
		ragged clothes and dirty faces and everything told her of our
		extreme destitution. After seeing our oxen and mule which were
		so poor she said to herself "flaco, flaco"
		(so thin.) She then turned to us, Rogers and I, whom she had
		seen before, and as her lively little youngster clung to her
		dress, as if in fear of such queer looking people as we were,
		she took an orange from her pocket and pointing to the
		children of our party, wanted to know if we had given them the
		four oranges she sent to them by us. We made signs that we had
		done as she requested, when she smiled and said
		"Buenos Muchuchos" (good boys.) In all this
		talk neither could say a word the other could understand, and
		the conversation was carried on by signs.
		
Arcane said to her—"Me Catholic" which she
		seemed partly to comprehend and seemed more friendly. About
		this time two men rode up and took a look at us. Arcane, who
		was a mason, gave the masonic sign, as he told me afterward,
		but neither of them recognized it. We used such words of
		Spanish as I had taken down in my pass book and committed to
		memory and by motions in addition to these made them
		understand something of the state of affairs and that Mr.
		French who had assisted us before had told us we could get
		some meat (carne) from them. These men were finely
		mounted, wore long leggins made of hide, dressed with the hair
		on, which reached to their hips, stiff hats with a broad rim,
		and great spurs at their heels. Each had a coil of braided
		rawhide rope on the pommel of the saddle, and all these
		arrangements together made a very dashing outfit.
		
They seemed to understand what we had said to them, for
		they rode off with a rush and came back in a short time,
		leading a fine, fat two-year-old heifer. When near our camp
		the rider who was behind threw his riata and caught
		both hind feet of the animal when by a sudden movement of the
		horses the heifer was thrown. One of them dismounted, and at
		the command the horse backed up and kept the rope tight while
		the man went up to the prostrate beast and cut its throat. As
		soon as it had ceased struggling, they loosened their ropes
		and coiled them up: they came to us and pointed to the dead
		heifer in a way which said—"Help
		yourselves."
		
We were much gratified at the generosity of the people, and
		at once dressed the animal as it lay, cutting off some good
		fat pieces which we roasted over the fire and ate with a
		relish. It seemed as if meat never tasted so good as that did
		sweet, fragrant, and juicy. If some French cook could only
		cook a steak that would smell and taste to his customers as
		that meal tasted to us, his art would be perfect. We separated
		a hind quarter and hung it to a tree, and when the lady came
		back we told her that the piece we had selected was enough for
		our present use, so she caused the remainder with the hide to
		be taken to the house. Toward night they drove up a lot of
		cows and calves and other cattle into their cattle yard or
		corral, as it is called all over California, a stockade of
		strong oak posts set deep in the ground and close together,
		enclosing a space of about half an acre. The horsemen now rode
		in and began to catch the calves with their ropes. It seemed
		as if they were able to throw a rope over a calf's head or
		around either leg they desired, with better aim, and at as
		great a distance as one could shoot a Colt's revolver, and we
		saw at once that a good raw-hide rope, in the hands of an
		experienced man and well-trained horse, was a weapon in many
		respects superior to firearms of any kind. A man near the gate
		loosened the ropes and pushed the calves into a separate
		corral till they had as many as they desired.
		
Rogers watched the circus till it was over and then
		returned to camp, meeting on the way Bennett and Arcane, with
		their wives and children, carrying some blankets, for the good
		lady had invited them to come up to the house and sleep. They
		said we could go down and keep camp if old dog Cuff was
		willing, for they had left him guarding the property. He was
		pleased enough to have us come and keep him company, and we
		slept nicely, disturbed only a little by the barking of the
		house dogs and the hooting of an owl that came to visit our
		tree.
		
The people came back to camp in the morning and had their
		experience to relate. Their hosts first baked some kind of
		slapjacks and divided them among their guests; then gave them
		beans seasoned hot with pepper: also great pieces of squash
		cooked before the fire, which they said was delicious and
		sweet—more than good. Then came a dish of dried meat
		pounded fine, mixed with green peppers and well fried in beef
		tallow. This seemed to be the favorite dish of the
		proprietors, but was a little too hot for our people. They
		called it chili cum carne—meat with
		pepper—and we soon found this to be one of the best
		dishes cooked by the Californians. The children were carefully
		waited on and given special attention to by these good people,
		and it was nearly ten o'clock before the feast was over: then
		the household had evening worship by meeting in silence,
		except a few set words repeated by some in turn, the ceremony
		lasting half an hour or more. Then they came and wished them
		buenos noches in the most polite manner and left them
		to arrange their blankets on the floor and go to sleep.
		
The unaccustomed shelter of a roof and the restless
		worrying of the children, who required much attention, for the
		change of diet had about the same effect on them as on Rogers
		and myself when we first partook of the California food, gave
		them little sleep, but still they rested and were truly
		grateful for the most perfect hospitality of these kind
		hearted people.
		
In the morning the two horsemen and two Indians went to the
		corral, when the riders would catch a cow with their ropes and
		draw her head up to a post, binding it fast, while an Indian
		took a short piece of rope and closely tied the hind legs
		together above the gambrel joint, making the tail fast also.
		They had a large bucket and several gourds. The Indians then
		milked the cows they had made fast, getting from a pint to two
		quarts from each one, milking into a gourd and pouring into
		the bucket till they had all they desired. The calves were
		separated the night before so they could secure some milk.
		Cows were not trained to stand and be milked as they were at
		home. Setting down the bucket of milk before us, with some
		small gourds for dippers, we were invited to drink all we
		wished. This was a regular banquet to us, for our famished
		condition and good appetites made food relish wonderfully.
		When we made a sign of wishing to pay them for their great
		kindness they shook their heads and utterly refused. It was
		genuine sympathy and hospitality on their part, and none of us
		ever forgot it; the sight of a native Californian has always
		brought out thoughts of these good people, and respect and
		thankfulness to the race. This rancho, at which we were so
		kindly entertained was called San Francisquito, or Little San
		Francisco Rancho.
		
This morning Mr. Arcane, with our assistance, made an
		arrangement with these people to give them his two oxen; and
		they were to take him and his wife and child, to the
		sea-shore, at a place called San Pedro, from which place he
		hoped, in some way, to get passage to San Francisco in a
		sailing vessel. He had no money, and no property to sell,
		except perhaps his spy-glass, worth about ten dollars. With
		this poor prospect before him he started for the sea. He bade
		Bennett's folks good-bye, then came to me and put a light gold
		ring on my finger, saying that it and his interest in the
		little mule were mine. Then he gave his silver watch to Rogers
		and said it was all he had to give him, but if he had a
		million dollars, he would divide, and still think it a small
		compensation for the faithful services we had rendered him.
		"I can never repay you," said he, "for I owe
		you a debt that is beyond compensation. You have saved our
		lives, and have done it when you knew you could get nothing
		for it. I hope we will meet again, and when we do you will be
		welcome. If you hear of me anywhere, come and see me, for I
		want to tell my friends who Manly and Rogers are, and how you
		helped us. Good Bye!" There were tears in his eyes, voice
		full of emotion, and the firm clasp of his hand told how
		earnest he was, and that he felt more than he could speak.
		
He helped Mrs. Arcane on her horse, then gave Charlie to
		her, and, amid waving hands and many adios from our
		new-found friends, with repeated "good byes" from
		the old ones, they rode away. Mrs. Arcane could hardly speak
		when she bade us farewell, she was so much affected. They had
		about sixty miles to ride to reach the sea, and as she rode on
		a man's saddle, and was unused to riding, I knew she would be
		sadly wearied before she reached the coast.
		
Our little train now seemed much smaller. Three oxen and a
		mule were all our animals, and the adults must still walk, as
		they had done on our desert route. But we were comparatively
		happy, for we had plenty of good meat to eat, plenty of sweet
		water to drink, and our animals were contented and improving
		every day; grass and water seemed plenty everywhere. We put
		our luggage on the oxen and the mule, loaded the children on
		Old Crump as we had done before, and were ready to move again.
		Our good friends stood around and smiled good-naturedly at our
		queer arrangements, and we, not knowing how to say what our
		hearts would prompt us to, shook their hands and said good bye
		in answer to their "adios amigos" as we moved
		away, waving hands to each other.
		
The men then detained me a little while to ask me more
		about the road we had come over, how far it was, and how bad
		the Indians were, and other particulars. I told him by signs
		that we had been twenty-two days on the road, and that the
		Indianos, as they called them, had not troubled us, but
		that there was very little grass or water in all that land. He
		made a sort of map on the ground and made me understand he
		would like to go back and try to bring out the wagons we had
		left behind, and he wanted me to go back with him and help
		him. I explained to him by the map he had made, and one which
		I made myself, that I considered it impossible to bring them
		over. He seemed much disappointed, and with a shrug of his
		shoulders said "mucho malo" (very bad) and
		seemed to abandon the idea of getting a Yankee wagon. They
		very much admired an American wagon, for their own vehicles
		were rude affairs, as I shall bye-and-bye describe. We bade
		each other many adios, and I went on my way, soon
		catching up with the little party. We had been informed that
		it was ten leagues, or thirty miles to Los Angeles, whither we
		were now headed.
		
We had now been a whole year on the road between Wisconsin
		and California, much of the time with the ground for a bed,
		and though our meals had been sometimes scanty and long
		between, very few of us had missed one on account of sickness.
		Some, less strong than we, had lain down to perish, and had
		been left behind, without coffin or grave; but we were here,
		and so far had found food to nourish us in some degree with
		prospects now of game in the future if nothing better offered.
		We still talked of going to the gold mines on foot, for with
		good food and rest our courage had returned, and we wanted to
		succeed.
		
Our camp this night was in a nice watering place, where dry
		oak wood was plenty and grass abundant. It was at the foot of
		the San Fernando Mountain, not rocky, as we had found our road
		some time before, but smooth and covered with grass. It was
		rather steep to climb, but an infant compared with the great
		mountains so rough and barren, we had climbed on our way from
		Death Valley. Our present condition and state of mind was an
		anomalous one. We were happy, encouraged, grateful and quite
		contented in the plenty which surrounded us, and still there
		was a sort of puzzling uncertainty as to our future, the way
		to which seemed very obscure. In the past we had pushed on our
		very best and a kind Providence had kept us. This we did now,
		but still revolved the best plans and the most fortunate
		possibilities in our minds. We talked of the time when we
		should be able to show hospitality to our friends, and to
		strangers who might need our open hand as we had needed the
		favors which strangers had shown us in the last few days.
		
We ate our supper of good meat, with a dessert of good
		beans our kind friends had given us, and enjoyed it greatly.
		As we sat in silence a flock of the prettiest, most graceful
		birds came marching along, and halted as if to get a better
		view of our party. We admired them so much that we made not a
		move, but waited, and they fearlessly walked on again. We
		could see that there were two which were larger than the rest,
		and from twelve to twenty smaller ones. The little top-knot on
		the head and their symmetrical forms made them specially
		attractive, and Mrs. Bennett and the children were much
		pleased. The beauty of the California quail is especially
		striking to one who sees them for the first time.
		
In the morning we began to climb the hill, getting along
		very well indeed, for our raw-hide moccasins were now dry and
		hard and fitted the foot perfectly. We did not try to make
		great speed, but kept steadily on, and as we were used to
		climbing, we reached the summit easily. From this elevation we
		could get a fine view of the big grassy plain that seemed to
		extend as far as the eye could reach and, not far from us, the
		buildings and gardens of the San Fernando Mission. If we could
		shut out the mountains the landscape would remind us of a
		great Western prairie. We never could get over comparing this
		country with the desolate Death Valley, for it seemed as if
		such strange and striking opposites could hardly exist.
		
We rested here a little while and then wound our way down
		the hill to the level land. A few miles brought us to the
		mission houses and the church of San Fernando. There was not
		much life about them, in fact they seemed comparatively
		deserted, for we saw only one man and a few Indians. The man
		brought some oranges and gave the children one each. After a
		little rest we moved on over our road which was now quite
		smooth and gently descending. Night overtook us in a place
		where there was no water, but we camped and suffered no
		inconvenience. A stream was passed next day, and a house near
		by unoccupied. The road now began to enter gently rolling
		hills covered with big grass and clover, which indicated rich
		soil, and we never get tired of talking about it.
		
At the top of these hills we had another beautiful view as
		far south and west as the eye could reach. Small objects,
		probably horses and cattle, were scattered about the plain,
		grazing in the midst of plenty. Our own animals were given
		frequent opportunities to eat, and again and again we rejoiced
		over the beauty. Of course it was not such a surprise and
		wonder as it was when such a view first burst upon our sight,
		but it pleased and delighted us ever. On the east was a
		snow-capped peak, and here we were in the midst of green
		fields of grass and wild flowers, in the softest climate of an
		early spring. These strong contrasts beat anything we had ever
		seen. Perhaps the contrast between the great snow mountain and
		the hot Death Valley was greater in point of temperature, but
		there the heat brought only barrenness, and of the two the
		snow seemed the more cheerful. Here the vegetation of all
		sorts was in full balance with the balmy air, and in
		comparison the snow seemed a strange neighbor. It was quite a
		contrast to our cold, windy March in Wisconsin, and we wonder
		if it is always summer here. We were satisfied that even if we
		could get no further we could live in such a land as this. The
		broad prairie doubtless belonged to the United States, and we
		could have our share and own a little piece of it on very easy
		terms, and raise our own cattle and corn. If the people were
		all as kind as those we had met we were sure at least of
		neighborly treatment. I have endeavored to write this just as
		it seemed to us then and not clothe the impressions with the
		cover of later experience. The impressions we then daily
		received and the sights we saw were stranger than the wildest
		fiction, and if it so strikes you, my friendly reader, do not
		wonder.
		
As we came over the hills we could see a village near the
		southern base and it seemed quite near us. It was a new and
		strange sight to us as we approached. The houses were only one
		story high and seemed built of mud of a gray color, the roofs
		flat, and the streets almost deserted. Occasionally a man
		could be seen, sometimes a dog, and now and then an Indian,
		sitting with his back to the house. The whole view indicated a
		thinly populated place, and the entire absence of wagons or
		animals was a rather strange circumstance to us. It occurred
		to us at first that if all the emigrants were gone our
		reception might be a cool one in this city of mud. One thing
		was in its favor and that was its buildings were about fire
		proof for they had earthen floors and flat roofs.
		
We rested half an hour or so just outside, and then
		ventured down the hill into the street. We met an American
		almost the first man, and when we asked about a suitable
		camping place, he pointed out the way and we marched on. Our
		strange appearance attracted the attention of the children and
		they kept coming out of the houses to see the curious little
		train with Old Crump carrying the children and our poor selves
		following along, dirty and ragged. Mrs. Bennett's dress hardly
		reached below her knees, and although her skirts were fringed
		about the bottom it was of a kind that had not been adopted as
		yet in general circle of either Spanish-American or good
		United States society. The shortness of the dress made the
		curious raw-hide moccasins only the more prominent, and the
		whole make-up of the party was a curious sight.
		
We went down the hill a little further to the lower bottom
		to camp, while the barefooted, bareheaded urchins followed
		after to get a further look at the strangers. Before we
		selected a suitable place, we saw two tents and some wagons
		which looked like those of overland travelers, and we went
		toward them. When within fifty yards two men suddenly came to
		their feet and looked at our little party approaching as if in
		wonder, but at twenty steps they recognized Bennett and came
		rushing forward. "My God! It's Bennett" said they,
		and they clasped hands in silence while one greeted Mrs.
		Bennett warmly. The meeting was so unexpected they shed tears
		and quietly led the way back to camp. This was the camp of
		R.G. Moody and H.C. Skinner, with their families. They had
		traveled together on the Platte and became well acquainted,
		the warmest of friends, and knowing that Bennett had taken the
		cut off, they more than suspected he and his party had been
		lost, as no sight of them had come to their eyes. They had
		been waiting here six weeks in order to get some reliable
		news, and now Mr. Bennet answered for himself. Rogers and I,
		belonging to another party, were of course strangers.
		
Leaving them to compare notes, Rogers and I took charge of
		Old Crump, the oxen, and the mule, unpacked them, and arranged
		camp under a monstrous willow tree. Bennett and his wife were
		taken into Mr. Moody's tent, and an hour or so later when Mrs.
		Bennett appeared again, she had her face washed clean, her
		hair combed, and a new clean dress. It was the first time we
		had found soap, and the improvement in her looks and feelings
		was surprising. Bennett looked considerably cleaned up too,
		and appeared bright and fresh. The children had also been
		taken in hand and appeared in new clothes selected from the
		wardrobe of the other children, and the old dirty clothes were
		put in process of washing as soon as possible.
		
Supper came, and it was so inviting. There was real bread
		and it looked so nice we smiled when it was offered to us.
		Mrs. Bennett broke pieces for the children and cautioned them
		not to eat too much. It did seem so good to be among friends
		we could talk with and be understood. After supper was over
		and the things cleared away we all sat down in a circle and
		Bennett told the story of where he had been these many days on
		the cut off that was to shorten the trail. Mr. Moody said he
		had about given the party up and intended to start up the
		coast to-morrow. The story was so long that they talked till
		they were sleepy and then began again after breakfast, keeping
		it up till they had a good outline of all our travels and
		tribulations. This Mr. R.G. Moody, his wife and daughter, Mrs.
		Quinby, and son Charles, all lived in San Jose and are now
		dead. H.C. Skinner was a brother-in-law of Moody and also
		lived a long time in San Jose, but himself, son and one
		daughter, are now dead.
		
Rogers and I now took the pack-saddle we had borrowed of
		Mr. French to use on our trip to Death Valley and return, and
		carried it to the saloon on the east side of the plaza, where
		we were to place it if we got back safely, and delivered it to
		the man in charge, with many thanks to Mr. French for his
		favors to us, and sent him word that we would always remember
		him and be ready to do him a similar or equal favor if ever we
		were able. We considered him a good benevolent man, and such
		he proved to be when he offered us fat oxen, good beans, and
		any other thing we needed. He told the people in the house who
		we were, which no doubt influenced them kindly in our favor
		when we arrived.
		
At the saloon there was a large room with tables in it and
		gambling going on actively. Money changed hands very rapidly,
		drinks at the bar were frequent, and the whole affair moved
		forward with the same regularity as any mercantile business.
		The door stood wide open and any one could come and go at his
		pleasure. Quite a number of black-eyed, fair looking women
		circulated among the crowd, and this, to us, seemed quite out
		of place, for we had never seen women in saloons before. We
		watched the game awhile to see some losing and some gaining,
		the result being quite exciting; but as neither of us had any
		money, we could not have joined in the game had we been so
		disposed; so we looked on awhile and then took a seat on the
		ground outside of the house.
		
Here we talked over our chances of getting to the mines.
		All the clothes we had were on our backs and feet and those
		were the poorest of the poor. We had no money. I had the
		little black-eyed mule, and Rogers had the watch Arcane had
		given him. Mr. Moody had said it was 500 miles to San
		Francisco, and 150 miles further to the mines, so that after
		the hard travel of a year we were still a long way off from
		the place we started for.
		
We could not see any way to make a living here. There was
		no land cultivated, not a fence, nothing to require labor of
		any kind. The valley was rich enough and produced great crops
		of grass, and the cattle and horses we had seen grazing seemed
		to be about all the use they put it to. It looked as if the
		people must live principally on meat. I thought if we could
		manage to get a little provision together, such as flour and
		beans, that I could pack there on the mule, and I was pretty
		sure I could find game that would be better meat than we had
		lived on during the last two months on the desert.
		
We looked around to see if we could find something to do to
		earn a little for a start, but were not successful. In our
		walk about this city of mud we saw many things that seemed
		strange to us. There were more women than men, and more
		children than grown-up people, while the dogs were plenty. At
		the edge of the town, near the river were some grape vines
		fenced in with living willows, interlaced in some places with
		dry vines. The Indians moved very moderately around and no
		doubt had plenty of beef to eat, with very few wants to
		provide for. We noticed some few people paying for small
		things at the stores with small money. The women all dressed
		much alike. The dress was of some cheap material, sandals on
		feet, and a kind of long shawl worn over the head and thrown
		over the shoulder. There seemed to be neither hoops nor
		corsets in their fashions. The men wore trousers of white
		cotton or linen, with a calico shirt, sandals, and a broad
		rimmed snuff colored hat. The Indians and their wives went
		bareheaded.
		
Near the end of the street we came to a boarding house and
		went in and sat down in the empty room. Soon a man came in,
		better dressed than ourselves, and much to our surprise it was
		one of the old Death Valley travelers, the Rev. J.W. Brier
		whom I last saw in his lone camp in the desert, discoursing to
		his young sons on the benefits of an early education. I know
		the situation struck me very strangely, with death staring
		them in the face and he preaching!
		
We had a long talk about the hard journey we had each
		experienced. As his party had not waited they had come through
		ahead of us. He said himself and Mr. Granger had started a
		boarding house when they arrived, and had been doing a good
		business. He said that as long as the emigrants continued to
		come he could get along very well. We asked him if there was
		any chance for us to work and get money to get some provisions
		to help us on the way to the mines. He said he could give work
		to one of us hauling water for the house with oxen and cart,
		and the one who could manage oxen was the man. I was an ox
		driver and so told him I would take his team and cart and set
		out with the work. He said he could pay fifty dollars a month,
		and I accepted the offer quickly as I saw it was a good chance
		to build up my exhausted strength and flesh.
		
I turned the little mule out in the hills near by, and
		began my work. It was not hard, for the boarders were thinning
		out. The natives did not patronize this hotel very much, but
		grub disappeared pretty fast at my corner of the table, for my
		appetite began to be ravenous. There was not much variety to
		the food and very few luxuries or delicacies, which were hard
		to obtain on such a bare market, but all seemed satisfied with
		the food, and to me it tasted extra good.
		
Rogers went back to the old camp and helped them there, and
		I often went over after dark, when my work was done. Moody and
		Skinner had been active in trying to get Mr. Bennett ready to
		go up the coast with them. Bennett had sold his repeating
		rifle and with the proceeds and the help of his friends had
		got another ox, making two yoke for him. They fixed up a wagon
		for him, and yokes enough could be found where people had
		traded off their oxen for horses. Provisions enough had been
		gathered by Moody and Skinner for them all, and Rogers would
		go along with the party to help them with the teams.
		
I was left alone after they started, and it was my idea to
		quit when I had worked a month, and if my mule staid with me,
		to start for the mines even if I went alone. The majority of
		the male inhabitants of this town had gone to the mines, and
		this accounted for the unusual proportion of women. We learned
		that they would return in November, and then the gambling
		houses would start up in full blast, for these native
		Californians seemed to have a great natural desire to indulge
		in games of chance, and while playing their favorite game of
		monte would lay down their last reale (12-1/2 cents) in the
		hope of winning the money in sight before them on the
		table.
		
As the boarding house business got dull I was taken over to
		a vineyard and set to work, in place of hauling water. The
		entire patch was as green as a meadow with weeds, and I was
		expected to clean them out. I inquired of Brier how he came to
		get hold of this nice property, and he said that during the
		war the soldiers had taken possession of this piece of ground,
		and had their camp here, so he considered it was government
		land, and therefore had squatted on it and was going to hold
		it, and pay for it as regular government land, and that he
		already considered it his own, for said he, "I am an
		American, and this is a part of the public domain."
		"All right," said I, "I will kill weeds for
		you, if you wish, when I have time to spare, and you don't
		want the oxen worked at any other work ".
		
I could see every day that I was improving in health and
		weight and would soon become myself again, able to take the
		road to the mines. When about two weeks of my time had expired
		two oldish men came to the house to stop for a few days and
		reported themselves as from Sacramento, buying up some horses
		for that market. Thus far they had purchased only six or
		eight, as they had found the price too high to buy and then
		drive so far to a market to sell again. They had about decided
		to go back with what they had and undertake some other kind of
		business. I thought this would be a pretty good chance for me
		to go, as I would have company, and so went to Brier and
		Granger and told them what I would like to do, and that with
		their permission I would quit and go on with them. They
		readily consented, for their money was coming in rather slow,
		and they paid me twenty five dollars for half a month's work.
		This made me feel pretty rich and I thought this would give me
		food enough to reach the mines.
		
Having two or three days to get ready in, I began doing the
		best I could. I found an old saddle tree which had been thrown
		away, and managed to fix it up so I could use it. I also found
		an old gun some traveler had left, and with a little work I
		fitted the breech of that to my own gun which was broken, and
		had been roughly tied together with strips of raw-hide. I now
		had a good sound gun if it was not very handsome. I bought a
		Spanish blanket, not so wide as ours, but coarse and strong,
		and having a hole in the center through which to put the head
		and wear it as a garment in case of storm, or at night. I went
		to a native store and bought a supply of carné seca
		(dried beef) and some crackers, put some salt in my pocket and
		was now provisioned for another trip. I found my mule in the
		hills back of town, not far from where I left her, and the
		rest and good feed had made her look better and feel better,
		as well as myself.
		
The drovers had found two other men who wanted to go with
		them and help drive the horses for their board. I put my
		blanket on under the saddle, packed my little sack of meat and
		crackers on behind, and when I was in the saddle with my gun
		before me I considered I was pretty well fixed and able to
		make my way against almost anything. I said to myself that the
		only way now to keep me from getting to the gold mines was to
		kill me. I felt that there was not a mountain so high I could
		not climb, and no desert so wide and dry that I could not
		cross it. I had walked and starved and choked and lived
		through it, and now I felt so strong and brave I could do it
		again—any way to reach the gold mines and get some of
		the "dust."
		
I had not much idea how the gold from the mines looked.
		Everybody called it gold dust, and that conveyed an idea to me
		that it was fine as flour, but how to catch it I did not know.
		I knew other people found a way to get it, and I knew I could
		learn if any body could. It was a great longing that came to
		me to see some of the yellow dust in its native state, before
		it had been through the mint.
		
At the last meal I took at the house there were only a few
		at the table. Among them was a well dressed Californian who
		evidently did not greatly fancy American cooking, but got
		along very well till Mrs. Brier brought around the dessert, a
		sort of duff. This the Californian tasted a few times and then
		laid down his spoon saying it was no bueno, and some other
		words I did not then understand, but afterward learned that
		they meant "too much grease." The fellow left the
		table not well pleased with what we generally consider the
		best end of a Yankee dinner, the last plate.
		
While here I had slept in a small store room, where I made
		my pallet out of old rags and blankets. While I was looking
		round for material to make my bed I came across a bag partly
		full of sugar, brought from Chili. It was in very coarse
		crystals, some as large as corn. There were some other
		treasures end luxuries there that perhaps I was expected
		guard. I however had a sweet tooth and a handful or so of the
		sweet crystals found their way into my pocket.
		
I bade Mr. Brier and the rest good bye and rode away to
		join my company.
		

[Leaving the little party whose wanderings we have followed
		so closely, safely arrived in Los Angeles, their further
		history in California will be taken up later on, and this
		narrative will go back to points when the original party was
		broken up and trace the little bands in their varied
		experience. It will be remembered that the author and his
		friends, after a perilous voyage down Green River, halted at
		the camp of the Indian chief, Walker, and there separated, the
		Author and four companions striking for Salt Lake, while
		McMahon and Field remained behind, fully determined to go on
		down the river.
		
The story of these two men is told by McMahon in the
		following interesting letter.]
			
			
		
Dear Manley:—
		
Yours requesting me to give you a synopsis of the history
		of incidents, experience, and observations of our mutual
		friend, Richard Field and myself, from the time you, John
		Rogers, Alfred Walton, and the Hazelrig brothers left us at
		the camp of the generous old chief Walker on the west bank of
		the river near the mouth of the "great seven days
		cañon" is at hand.
		
You no doubt distinctly, and with pleasure, remember that
		unbroken friendship which existed among us up to the time of
		our separation and that we parted warm and tried friends.
		
Well, after you and your companions had left us we set to
		work to prepare the canvas for the continuation of the voyage
		down the river. We drilled holes through the sides of the
		"Pilot"—you, I have no doubt remember which
		that was, yours and mine, in which we took so many fearful
		risks, and "No. 2," so that we might in case of
		necessity lash the two together. After a day or two Field lost
		courage and finally determined to go no further down the
		river. Walker in the meantime had repeated his friendly
		warnings appertaining to the great danger in going further
		down the river. You will remember what he had told us about it
		before you left us.
		
You know that I was the biggest coward of the whole seven;
		but I assumed courage and told Field that I would go down the
		river alone; and, for a time, I thought I would do so; but
		after some reflection I concluded that, perhaps, discretion
		was the better part of valor, and reluctantly gave it up. We
		now decided to follow you, or to take some other unknown route
		and try to make our escape out of this most perilous
		condition.
		
We then set about, as you had done, to trade with Walker
		for a pony or two, and after much dickering Field succeeded in
		getting the, afterwards famous, big, old, sore-backed mule.
		You may not remember him, but I do; and, notwithstanding his
		sore back, he made pretty good beef. I, with pins, needles,
		thread, a pocket-knife, a handkerchief, etc., succeeded in
		getting a very nice, round, three-year-old, iron-gray
		pony.
		
After making pack-saddles, and getting almost ready to
		start, we were, through Walker's kindness and persuasiveness,
		overcome, and consented to go with him, feeling confident that
		we would not starve to death while with him. We did not now
		have Manley with his long experience, and his old rusty, but
		always trusty, rifle as a sure defence against possible hunger
		and starvation.
		
The old chief, and, in fact, the whole tribe, seemed
		pleased when we consented to go with them. Preparations were
		now made, and all except the horses and four head of cattle,
		was conveyed across the river in the two canoes which were
		lashed together, while the horses and cattle were forced to
		swim to the other side where we camped for the night. Next
		morning the clever old chief had two good horses fitted up in
		good style for Field and I, which we rode all of the nine days
		that we remained with the band, while our own run with the
		herd. Our baggage was carried on some of the chief's
		pack-horses. We were, in fact, his honored guests, as will
		hereafter appear.
		
All were soon mounted and off to the buffalo fields, Walker
		having informed us that he intended going up into the buffalo
		country on the head-waters of Grand River where he would
		remain until snow fell, when he would go to Salt Lake City, or
		vicinity.
		
Leaving the river, we set out across a not entirely barren
		plain, for there was much sage-brush, and several varieties of
		cactus. Towards evening we came close up to the foot of a
		range of rugged, rocky mountains, where we found water and
		camped for the night. Field and I usually pitched our little
		muslin tent somewhere near our friends where we could sleep
		without fear of man or beast, for I think some one of the reds
		was always on guard.
		
All went well for four or five days, when we all got
		entirely out of food except a few ounces of flour which we had
		hidden away for a possible emergency. During the following two
		days and nights all were entirely without food except the two
		little children, whom you no doubt remember. We gave their
		mother a little flour now and then which she mixed with a
		little milk which one of the cows afforded, for the little
		ones. These Indians did not seem to suffer for want of food;
		even when we were starving, they appeared happy and contented;
		and one young fellow would sing all day long while we were
		starving. Daring the second day of starvation and hard
		traveling over hot and barren deserts, the Indians killed a
		wild-cat and two small rabbits. We got nothing. You will
		remember that all the arms of the seven men were lost in the
		river when the canoes were sunk, except your rifle and my
		double barreled shot-gun and revolver, so that Field and I had
		only the one gun, and neither of us knew anything about
		hunting. When we camped, one of the boys brought over to our
		tent a quarter of the cat, which was more than a fair share of
		the whole supply, as twenty-two of them had only the two
		little rabbits and three quarters of the unfortunate cat. We
		boiled and boiled and boiled that cat's hind leg, but never
		got it done. We waited as long as we possibly could, gave up
		in despair and put a little flour into the broth to thicken
		it, and drank it. It was not good, but much better the meat of
		the cat. That cat and the rabbits were all the twenty-four of
		us had to eat, after fasting two days, until late in the
		evening of the next day.
		
My people were religious, and when I was young the family
		was wont to observe fast days, but never did we have any such
		long fasts as these were. In the afternoon of the next day the
		old chief left the caravan and went on ahead of the train
		toward a chain of mountains, first giving some directions to
		the band, and taking one son with him. When we arrived in a
		small cañon in the edge of the mountains we found them
		with a fine mountain sheep which they had killed and brought
		down to the dim, little-used trail where we camped; and after
		we had set up our little tent as usual, a short distance away
		from our friends, one of the young men brought to us about one
		fourth of the sheep, while the twenty-two Indians had the
		rest.
		
You know that a good-sized mountain sheep would make a fair
		supper for twenty-four people, even though they had been
		starving three or four days; but this was a small one, and I
		think Field and I ate about half of the quarter. The
		twenty-two Indians soon devoured the three-fourths and all of
		the soft viscera, including the stomach and intestines, after
		which some of the boys came to our tent while we were stuffing
		our, what had been for several days empty, stomachs. We
		offered them part of our bounteous supply of mutton, having
		much more than we could eat; but no, they would not touch it
		until we were filled full, when they accepted what was left,
		and soon stowed it away. All were now pretty well filled up
		once more.
		
The next day was spent without food, traveling over rough
		mountains. Within a pass, late in the afternoon, we crossed
		the fresh trail of some other band of roving red-skins, and
		Walker suspected who they were, and went into camp early. The
		Indians had killed nothing that day, but I had killed a small
		rabbit which, unfortunately for it, came in my way during the
		day. This we offered to the women for themselves and the
		little children; but they positively refused to accept it,
		insisting that they did not want it or need it, and that the
		small supply of milk from the cow was quite sufficient for the
		little ones, and the others spurned the offer to divide so
		little a thing, so we had it all to ourselves.
		
It appeared that these people were accustomed to go for
		long periods without food, and with little apparent
		inconvenience; but Field and I began to feel as I suppose Dr.
		Tanner felt after a few days' fasting, and began to wish that
		the old chief would get hungry and kill one of his large, fat
		steers, but he still held them in reserve.
		
Early the next morning, now nine days from the time we had
		left the river, the old chief took two of the young men and
		left camp, as we afterwards learned, to go in search of the
		Indians whose trail we had crossed the evening before. Some
		time in the early part of the night, one of the young men
		returned and informed us that they had found the wandering
		tribe, and that we were to go back to their trail and follow
		it to their camp up in a Southeast direction, Walker and one
		of the young men having remained with their new-found
		friends.
		
Field and I both felt greatly disappointed in not being
		able to proceed north; and in the meantime we had become very
		tired of the society of these people, notwithstanding the fact
		that they were exceedingly clever; but we were almost starved
		to death, and had about come to the conclusion that we would
		be obliged to make some change. We were still on the east side
		of, and considerable distance from the river, and probably not
		more than one hundred, or one hundred and twenty miles from
		the place where we parted from you.
		
The chief had sent particular instructions for us to go
		with the tribe; but, after canvassing the whole situation, we
		decided to part company with our good friends, proceed
		northward, and try to reach Fort Bridger or some other
		settlement in the northwest, and so informed them, and
		requested the boys to bring in our mule and horse, which they
		did after failing to induce us to go with them.
		
Bright and early the next morning, they all, even the
		polygamous wives and little children, in apparent sorrow, bade
		us good-bye, and were off, leaving us alone with our two poor,
		lonely, four-footed companions, who were very anxious to
		follow the band of horses. After the rather melancholy parting
		we arranged our packs, and about ten o'clock started out on
		what then seemed, and afterwards proved, to be a perilous
		voyage through deserts, and over rough mountains. To avoid a
		high range of mountains, our course was for a time northeast
		but, after passing that range we bore to the northwest.
		
The days were quite warm, but the nights were cold. During
		the first day we killed and ate one small rabbit, and this,
		with a few seed buds gathered from wild rose bushes,
		constituted two days' rations. On the third we did not have
		even the rabbit or rose seed buds, but late in the afternoon
		we found some small red berries, similar in appearance to what
		I, in my childhood, knew and relished as Solomon's seal
		berries. I being a natural coward, and fearing that they might
		poison me, did not eat any of them, but generously allowed my
		good friend to eat them all.
		
We had now been almost entirely without water for two days
		and nights. When night came on we picketed our animals in a
		grass plot and lay down near them to see that they did not get
		tangled in the ropes and hurt, or that some red skin, not
		having the fear of the Lord in his heart, did not come and
		take them away. About ten o'clock my companion began to
		complain of pain in his stomach and bowels, and was soon
		vomiting at a fearful rate; so violently, indeed, that I was
		apprehensive that he might die. If I had had an emetic I would
		have given it to him to have assisted nature in pumping those
		devilish little red berries out of him, for I felt quite sure
		that they were the cause of his illness. Perhaps it was
		fortunate that there was no medecine at hand, for if there had
		been I might have killed him with it.
		
He suffered most intensely, and soon became very thirsty,
		and, there being no water within many miles of us, he appealed
		to me to bleed one of the animals and let him drink the blood;
		I refused: he insisted; I again refused: he commanded; I still
		refused. He swore, and called me almost everything except a
		good Christian; he even expressed the wish that I, his friend,
		might be sent to a certain place where the heat is most
		intense, and the fire is never quenched.
		
At about eleven o'clock, when his pains were most severe, a
		dark cloud, the first we had seen for months, came over us,
		and a little rain began to fall, when I at once opened our
		little camp kettle and turned the lid upside down, and into
		both kettle and lid there fell perhaps two or three
		teaspoonfuls of pure water, every drop of which I gave to the
		sufferer, whereupon he expressed thanks for another God-send,
		and at once apologized for bestowing unmerited abuse on me. He
		afterwards often asserted that he believed that the little
		rain-cloud was sent by God for his special benefit, and that
		the water caught from that cloud was the sweetest and best
		that he had ever tasted. I did not doubt the latter half of
		the above statement, but I did have some doubt about the truth
		of the former half when I called to mind the scene which
		followed my refusal to bleed the horse. Whether the small
		quantity of water gave him much relief, or not, I do not know,
		but I do know that he soon became better and slept some while
		I watched. He was quite feeble next morning when I put him on
		the old sore-backed mule, where he rode most of the time for
		the next four days, while the little horse carried our
		baggage, and I led the way as usual, on foot.
		
For four days from the time Field ate the little red
		berries we did not have a drop of water except the two or
		three teaspoonfuls which the stingy cloud left to save the
		life of the "berry-eater." We were still on the
		desert, or in the mountains east of the river, traveling hard
		during the day, and burning up with fever in the night. There
		was plenty of drying grass in places, but our poor animals
		could not eat it any longer, for they, too, were burning up
		for want of water. Oh, how much I did wish that we had some
		camels from Arabia, which could have gone so much longer
		without water, and traveled so much faster.
		
On the morning of the third day of starvation, we
		determined to change our course, and, if possible, reach the
		river once more. Bearing to the left over a high, barren range
		of rocky mountains, and down into a plain of sand, sage brush,
		and cactus. During the afternoon I shot a small rabbit, not
		much larger than a rat, which we carried until night, then
		broiled and tried to eat it, not because our appetites craved
		it, but hoping that it might strengthen and sustain us, at
		least a little while longer. We were, however, so nearly
		burned up that there was not a sufficient flow of saliva to
		moisten the little bits of broiled meat in the mouth. Late
		that afternoon we fancied that our fast failing brute
		companions scented water, or that they instinctively knew that
		it was not far away. They would raise their heads, and extend
		their noses as if smelling, while their physical force and
		energy seemed renewed, and they certainly traveled faster.
		
That night we ate the little, as before stated, more as a
		duty than as a pleasure. There was some green grass round
		about where we camped, or, more properly speaking, where we
		lay, for we did not erect our little tent,—but the poor
		starving animals did not eat a bite of it, but stood over us
		as if in sympathy with us in our deplorable condition. We rose
		before the sun, being somewhat rested and refreshed, for the
		night had been cool, and took up our line of march, I, as
		usual, in the lead, then came the old mule guided by its
		precious owner, and lastly, the faithful little horse with the
		pack on his still quite round back;—on over the still
		dry and barren plain we went, without a Moses, cloud, or
		pillar of fire to lead us.
		
About ten o'clock, through the hot glimmer of the
		down-pouring rays of the sun, we saw what appeared, and
		afterwards proved, to be a clump of cottonwood trees. Our
		hopes and courage were renewed, for we well knew the
		cottonwood usually grows near flowing water. There was no
		beaten pathway, no signs of animal life, no quails, no manna
		in that desert; but on we went, almost without a halt, and at
		one o'clock reached the cottonwood grove, immediately on the
		bank of the great river down which we had floated in our
		canoes more than a month before. On reaching the bank of the
		river we recognized objects which we had seen while on our way
		down.
		
We remembered that both men and horses might be
		water-foundered, and that self-preservation is said to be the
		first law of nature; but it was difficult to prevent the
		famishing brutes from plunging into the river. We allowed them
		to take only a small quantity at first, and each of us took
		only a small cupful; then after a little time all took more,
		and the thirst was soon quenched. We were surprised to find
		how little water it took to satisfy the raging thirst of four
		days of continued fasting. The animals, after taking
		comparatively small quantities, seemed satisfied, and went off
		in search of grass.
		
We now had an abundance of water, but we well knew that
		water alone would not sustain life very long: therefore our
		next, and most serious business was to determine how to
		prolong our lives. According to our map, our recollections of
		different objects, and present appearances we were now a
		little above the mouth of the Uinta river which comes in from
		the northwest, all of which proved true. Our little map
		pictured Fort Uinta on the Uinta river about one hundred miles
		from where we were; but whether or not there were any human
		beings there, we did not know, and in order to determine we
		must cross this great river and travel a hundred miles, and
		this seemed a perilous undertaking for us in our present
		starving condition; but after being refreshed by plenty of
		good water we determined to undertake it, hoping that good
		fortune might attend us.
		
After a little rest, the animals with grass, we packed up,
		and after Field had put on his, once serviceable, life
		preserver he mounted the old mule behind the small pack and
		started to swim across the river. He took the lead in this
		instance for three reasons: first, we thought that the mule,
		being much older than the horse, had probably had more
		experience and therefore might be a much better swimmer; then
		Field had the advantage in having the life preserver; but the
		last, and most potent, reason was my fear of getting drowned.
		It was understood that I was to remain on shore and be ready
		to assist him if necessary, or until he had safely landed on
		the other side.
		
In he went, and the trusty old mule was swimming
		faithfully, and had reached the middle of the river, when
		Field, as he afterwards told me, to hurry the mule, gave a
		gentle jerk on the bridle, when, to his utter astonishment,
		the mule made a complete somerset backwards plunging Field,
		the pack, and himself entirely under the water, except his
		heels which appeared above the water as his head went under.
		In a moment Field popped up and, after shaking his head as a
		swimmer will do after taking a plunge, cast about to take his
		bearings, or to determine just where he was, and began to
		paddle with his hands, much as he did when the canoes were
		upset on the river, or somewhat after the style of a swimming
		dog. On coming to the surface, the mule cast a glance at the
		still living, but unloaded portion of his cargo, then made a
		bee line for the shore which he had so recently left. While
		Field continued to paddle and float down the river, I
		dismounted and followed along the bank, trying to encourage
		him to renewed efforts to float ashore. Finally he passed
		behind a clump of willows out of sight; but soon I heard him
		call for help and on going a little further down, found him
		stuck fast in the mud. I waded waist deep into that mud, and
		literally dragged him out, almost a mile below his starting
		point.
		
As we were struggling in this muddy swamp, Field said he
		wondered why some of this superfluous water was not
		distributed over those dry deserts from which we had so
		recently come. I told him, politely, that I thought that a man
		of his age, ability, opportunities, and nationality, (you know
		he was quite proud of being an Englishman) ought to know why
		the moisture was not so distributed, and that I was too
		illiterate to enlighten him on that point, but that, when
		opportunity offered, he might consult some one who knew more
		of natural science than I did. I informed him that I had an
		idea that if any considerable portion of the water of that
		river had been distributed over that desert that we would not
		have had the experience of the last fifteen days, whereupon he
		very plainly intimated that I did not have much sense, or, in
		other words, he called me a d----d fool.
		
After reaching solid ground and resting for a little while,
		we returned to the place from which he had started out on his
		perilous voyage, and where I had hastily left my horse. We
		found the horse and mule quietly grazing with their packs on
		their backs. The faithful old mule had the appearance of
		having been wet, but was now almost dry, yet not so dry,
		internally, as he had been several days before.
		
What shall we do now? We are perhaps two hundred or more
		miles from any white settlement. We do not know that Fort
		Uinta is occupied. Shall we make another attempt to cross the
		river? I asked my brave friend if he was willing to again
		mount the mule and make another attempt, when he again
		exclaimed, "You must be a d-----d fool!" I then,
		pretending to have a little courage, asked him if he would
		follow provided I would lead, whereupon he declared most
		emphatically that under no conditions would he again attempt
		to swim across that river. I had not had his experience, but
		fear of being drowned was quite sufficient to prevent me from
		undertaking the perilous task, more especially after
		witnessing his failure.
		
Well, what next? We could not depend upon fishing and
		hunting, for we had no fish-hooks, nor means of catching fish,
		and not more than a dozen loads of shot, and a little powder;
		so the matter of slaying one of our animal friends was now
		seriously debated, and, after thoroughly canvassing the whole
		situation, it was most reluctantly determined that, however
		hard, this must be done. No doubt our starving condition at
		that particular time had some weight in making this
		decision.
		
Then the question was, which of the animals shall be
		sacrificed? The mule was quite thin, and probably tough, while
		the little horse was young, and, notwithstanding the many days
		it had, with all of us, starved and traveled without water,
		was still quite plump and round, and probably tender, or, at
		the worst, not so tough as the poor old docile mule; so, at
		length we decided to kill the innocent little creature, jerk
		his flesh, pack it on the mule, and thereby try to save our
		own lives, for a time at least, and endeavor to reach some
		place of safety.
		
The matter of slaying the horse was determined by casting
		lots, neither being willing to perform that melancholy, but
		now absolutely necessary, act. It fell to my lot, and that was
		one of, if not the most revolting act in my whole life's
		experience, for I had, probably, become as strongly attached
		to that little horse as man ever becomes attached to animal. I
		most reluctantly took the bridle in my left hand, my revolver
		in my right, stood directly in front of the poor,
		unsuspecting, innocent creature with the murderous pistol
		close to, and a little above a line extending from eye to eye,
		and fired. When the smoke of the powder had cleared off a
		little, I saw at my feet the quivering, dying body. I
		staggered off a few steps and sat down, sick at heart.
		
Field walked several steps away, and turned his back upon
		the scene until after the fatal shot had been fired; then,
		after some little time, he entered upon his share of the
		enforced duty, and, after having removed a portion of the
		skin, cut off some slices of flesh and brought them to a fire
		I had started. We broiled and ate a little of it, not through
		desire or relish for it, but from a sense of duty, knowing
		that our lives depended upon it.
		
It is said that for many years Dr. Franklin refrained from
		eating flesh, having an idea that it was wrong to slay and eat
		the flesh of other creatures; but that he changed his mind,
		and his diet, too, after having seen large fish devour small
		ones. I strongly suspect that if the doctor had been with us,
		or in a like condition, even before his conversion, he would,
		more than likely have taken a little flesh, even though it had
		been a piece of his own favorite horse.
		
I said we only ate a little at first: I only ate a little
		for two reason; first, I did not relish the food; second, I
		had heard of persons being killed by eating too much after
		fasting for a long time, and I had no desire to commit suicide
		just then. Field ate too much. Night came on, work was
		suspended, and we retired. The poor old lone, and, no doubt,
		now lonely, mule, having filled himself with grass, came up
		near the now terribly-mutilated remains of his late companion,
		and looked on as Field continued his bloody work. Field, with
		an expression of sorrow, said, "If that mule could reason
		and look forward to the time when his body might be in a like
		condition as that of this horse, he would, no doubt, take to
		his heels, bid us a final farewell, and seek other
		society." But, fortunately for us, he did not know that
		he was to be held in reserve for our future security. He was
		securely tied up every night from that time until the day he
		was slain for our salvation.
		
Early in the night following that eventful day, my
		companion began to complain much as he had done on the night
		after he had eaten the little red berries; but there was no
		lack of water now, no need of a special rain-cloud. I got up,
		heated water in our little camp kettle, applied hot cloths to
		his aching belly, and did everything else that either of us
		could think of for his relief. The pain was intense, and we
		feared that he would surely die, and earnestly prayed all the
		rest of the night that he might be relieved, and get well.
		Towards morning most violent vomiting came on, which continued
		for thirty hours, or more. He was not able to walk for three
		days, and during that time I nursed him, finished jerking the
		meat, and built a raft of some partly rotten logs, which I
		found in the vicinity, on which we floated across the river,
		on the fourth day after our arrival here. I also looked to the
		welfare of the mule, and prepared some bags in which to carry
		our jerk. Manley, I am sure that you know the meaning of the
		term "jerk" so that a definition of the word is not
		at all necessary.
		
The old logs of which the raft was made were remnants of
		log cabins, a number of which had been built and occupied more
		than half a century before, but by whom I do not know. Field
		remarked that the finding of these old rotting logs there was
		another "God send," as we then had neither ax,
		hammer, nor any tool of iron with which to cut down a tree. I
		bound these logs together with long strips cut from the hide
		of the dead horse. Paddles and poles were also provided. The
		mule was with difficulty driven across the river.
		
When the raft was landed on the west bank, the mule packed,
		and all about ready to start, I took the long strip of
		raw-hide from the raft and tied one end of it around the
		mule's neck, mounted Field on the mule behind the large pack,
		which made the whole outfit look quite comical indeed. Before
		leaving the other side of the river I had discovered that the
		saddle girth was not very strong, so I cut a wide belt from
		the hide of the lately slaughtered horse and fitted it to the
		saddle as a girth, knowing that the pack, now containing all
		of our goods and a supply of more than a bushel of jerk, would
		be quite bulky, if not heavy, and more difficult to keep on
		the back of a mule than it is for the camel to maintain his
		hump on his back. This girth afterwards made us two or three
		pretty substantial meals, as did also the long strip of green,
		wet hide, one end of which I had tied round the mule's neck,
		allowing it to drag for a long distance through the hot dry
		sand.
		
All being ready, I, as usual, took the lead with my shot
		gun, which I always carried, but with which I seldom killed
		anything, on my shoulder. The old mule followed with his high,
		towering pack, and Field almost hidden behind. It was noon,
		but we did not stop for dinner, but simply reached into one of
		the great bulging sacks, took out a piece of jerk and ate it
		as we went marching on; no more trouble now about cooking.
		Late in the afternoon we reached Uinta river, and, as my
		two-legged companion had grown very tired of the back of the
		four-legged one, we went into camp early. Our objective point
		was Fort Uinta, where we hoped to find military. We could not
		risk turning the mule loose at night, and the long strip of
		raw-hide was designed and used to secure him, and yet to
		afford him liberty to graze while we slept. As you will see a
		little further on, both girth and lariat were used for a
		purpose not anticipated.
		
The second, third, fourth, and fifth days came and went,
		and we were trudging on, up the Uinta, through a mostly very
		barren country, with some little rich and fertile land. We saw
		signs of Indians often, but no Indians. There was much
		cottonwood, but little other timber. We saw some fish in the
		river which we coveted, but could not get. The main course of
		this river is from north-west to south-east. We traveled most
		of the way to the fort on Indian trails, some of which were
		much worn, but mostly at some much earlier period. Of course
		we had plenty of good water, and food, such as it was. Field
		did not walk two miles during those five days, but seemed to
		be fattening fast. I sometimes thought he might be just a
		little lazy, but I never told him so, for I realized that he
		had recently had a severe tussel with death.
		
Early in the morning of the sixth day we arrived at the
		abandoned old fort. There were only three log buildings, and
		they were in the shape of three sides of a hollow square, with
		port-holes on the outer faces of the buildings, and doors
		entering each of them from the hollow square or court. Facing
		the vacant side of the court, the port-hole from which I shot
		the wolf on the night after we had killed the mule, would be
		on right hand side. We were unable to determine whether this
		fort had been constructed and occupied by Americans or
		Mexicans, but, from its apparent age, we were inclined to the
		opinion that it was Mexicans. It had not been occupied for,
		probably, three or four years. Some little farming had been
		done immediately around the fort. Surrounding the fort is a
		large body of fine, fertile land which I have no doubt has
		long since been occupied by mormons, or other enterprising
		people.
		
Having no means of subsistence here we soon decided to push
		on towards Fort Bridger, and, after resting a few hours set
		out following the larger fork of the river which comes almost
		directly from the north. We now believed that we were almost,
		if not exactly, due south of Fort Bridger. The river is small,
		and very crooked; we crossed it many times within three days,
		and, at the end of that time, found ourselves in the mouth of
		a rocky cañon, and after struggling for one whole day,
		we came to where the steep, high, stone walls closed the
		little river in on both sides, rendering it impossible for us
		to proceed any further.
		
We were now nearly out of food; the jerk was almost gone. A
		council was held, and it was decided that we should return to
		the fort and take chances of being rescued, or scalped by some
		roving band of reds, or starving to death. We at once set out
		on our return, full of disappointment and melancholy
		forebodings.
		
The next day found us without food: and now came into use
		the long, narrow strip of raw-hide which first bound together
		the old, rotting logs of which the raft was made, then to
		secure the mule of nights. It was now almost as hard as bone,
		and nearly round, having been dragged through the hot sand
		while it was yet green and wet, closed up like a hollow tube
		with sand inside. Two or three yards of it at a time, was cut
		into pieces about five inches long, the hair singed off, the
		sand scratched out, and these pieces were dropped into our
		camp kettle and cooked until the whole formed one mass of
		jelly or gluten which was, to us, quite palatable. When the
		lasso had all been thus prepared and eaten, the broad girth
		which had served so well in holding the pack-saddle on the
		mule's back, was cleaned, cooked, and eaten. These substitutes
		for jerk sustained us very well till we again arrived at the
		fort.
		
Another consultation was now held, and the question
		was—what shall we do now? We were again, apparently, at
		the starting point of another long, enforced fast. Our path
		seemed hedged in. The prospect was, indeed, very gloomy. Our
		only reasonable hope for even the temporary prolongation of
		our lives was centered in our ever faithful, and always
		reliable old mule. We revolted at the idea of killing and
		eating him, but the last bit of the girth was gone. After
		canvassing the whole situation over and over, again and again,
		we finally, but most reluctantly decided to kill the mule, and
		preserve all the soft parts, even the skin with all of its old
		scars, and then gather in whatever else we could find, and
		stay here until spring, or until good fortune might afford us
		some means escape; till some Moses might come and lead us out
		of this wilderness, notwithstanding the fact that we had not
		borrowed any jewelry which we had failed to return.
		
There were signs of wolves in that vicinity, and it was
		decided that the mule be slain about ten paces distant and
		directly in front of one of the port-holes of the fort, with
		the idea that wolves might smell the blood and come there and
		subject themselves to being shot, and thereby afford us a
		chance to increase our stock of winter supplies in the form of
		wolf steak, or jerk. Accordingly the victim was lead to the
		spot indicated, and there slain in the same manner, and with
		quite as much reluctance on the part of the slayer, as on the
		occasion of the sacrifice of the little horse, more than three
		weeks before. The body was skinned, cut up, and all taken
		within the building, nothing being left except the blood which
		had been spilled on the ground, and which was intended to
		attract wolves or, possibly, bears or other animals.
		
My now only living associate ridiculed the idea of killing
		wolves, and insisted that the flesh could not be eaten,
		stating the fact that even hogs would not eat the dead body of
		a dog, and insisted that a dog was only a tamed wolf. I
		reminded him of a cat which had been eaten. He finally agreed
		that, if I killed a wolf, he would get up and dress it, but
		said most emphatically that he would not sit up and watch for
		it; so he went to bed, that is, rolled himself up in a blanket
		on the ground in front of a good fire inside of the fort, and
		went to sleep, while I sat with my rather untrustworthy double
		barreled shot-gun protruding through the port-hole in full
		view of the spot before indicated. The night was clear, and
		the moon was shining in full splendor. It was probably eleven
		o'clock; Field had been snoring for a long time, when I heard
		something in the tall, dry grass, and soon a large,
		brownish-gray wolf came into full view, with head up,
		apparently sniffing, or smelling, and cautiously approaching
		the fatal spot. When he reached it, and began to lick up the
		blood which was still on the surface of the ground, standing
		with his left side toward the fort, and in full view, I took
		deliberate aim, and fired, and he fell upon the ground without
		making any considerable noise.
		
The tired, sleeping man was aroused by the report of the
		gun, and rushed into the room where I was in great excitement,
		thinking, perhaps, that some enemy had appeared, and had just
		then commenced to bombard the fort; but when I explained to
		him that I had simply killed a wolf, he ran out towards it,
		and, arriving close to it, the wounded creature rose up on its
		hind feet and growled quite vigorously, which seemed to
		frighten Field as much as did the noise of the gun. He dashed
		back to the fort, and, after having time to recover from his
		speechless condition, abused me most fearfully for having told
		him that I had killed a wolf. I then went out and put a load
		of shot into the wolf's head, and found that my first charge
		had passed through and broke both of its fore legs near the
		body. Field was so thoroughly frightened that I could not
		induce him to approach the dead animal for some time, and I do
		believe that that wolf haunted him as long as I knew him, for
		he seemed never to forget it. After dressing it by the light
		of the moon assisted by a torch, we retired. On viewing the
		plump body next morning Field exclaimed, "That's another
		God-send!" and notwithstanding his opinion that wolf
		could not be eaten, he found that wolf to be the best food we
		had eaten since we had assisted Walker and his tribe in eating
		the mountain sheep.
		
The French may eat their horses, but I do not want more
		horse flesh. The old mule made fair but quite coarse beef.
		While out on this little pleasure(?) excursion we ate horse,
		mule, wolf, wild-cat, mountain sheep, rose seed buds,
		raw-hide, a squirrel, fatty matter from the sockets of the
		mule's eyes and the marrow from his bones; but that ham of
		wild-cat was certainly the most detestable thing that I ever
		undertook to eat. The marrow from the mule's bones was a real
		luxury.
		
We now had a pretty good stock of food, such as it was, but
		not enough to carry us through the winter on full rations;
		therefore we determined to try to add to it by hunting. One
		was to go out and hunt while the other would remain at home:
		we now had undisputed possession of the fort and it was our
		home. Field took the first day's outing while I occupied my
		time in drying and smoking meat. Late in the evening he
		returned, tired and worn out, having seen nothing worth
		shooting.
		
Next day came my turn to hunt. I took a lunch, as he had
		done, consisting of jerked mule. I did not tell him so, but I
		had determined to make an excursion up the river to a point
		where we had seen some fresh trails and deer tracks some days
		before. When I was putting up my lunch my friend intimated
		that I was taking a very large amount for one lunch, but I
		told him that I might stay out late and that I did not intend
		to starve. I went, stayed all day, all night, and part of the
		next day, and returned as he had done, tired and discouraged,
		not having seen anything worth bringing in. In the evening of
		the first day out I found a trail which appeared to have been
		used daily by deer going to and from the river.
		
It occurred to me that they might go out early in the
		morning, so I secreted myself within gun shot of the trail
		behind an old, moss-covered log where I slept comfortably; and
		when it was light enough in the morning to see a deer, I
		leveled my gun across the log in a position commanding the
		trail and waited and watched until nine o'clock, but nothing
		came upon that pathway that morning. After getting tired of
		watching and waiting I went down to the trail where, to my
		astonishment, I found the fresh tracks of a large bear which
		must have passed by that way while I was sleeping. As a rule I
		do not like to be treated discourteously, but in this instance
		I felt glad that this stranger had passed me by.
		
On arriving at the fort late in the evening I found my
		friend in a terrible state of mental excitement. He said that
		he had not slept a minute during the whole of the night
		before. He had filled the door of his room with rails, and
		sharpened one end of a long stick, which he intended to use if
		necessary as a weapon of defence. When I arrived he was again
		filling the door with rails. I had the gun, pistol and big
		knife with me so this was his only means of defence. He said
		he would not stay alone another night for all the gold in
		California.
		
I was much discouraged by our failures in hunting, and
		after a lengthy discussion we decided to make another attempt
		to cross the mountains and escape from what then seemed to us
		certain starvation. This was Thursday night and we set Monday
		as the time for starting. By Saturday night everything was in
		readiness for the start and Sunday we devoted to Bible
		reading, for we each still had a pocket Bible. As much of the
		flesh of the wolf and the lamented mule as we thought we could
		carry had been thoroughly jerked, and finding that we would
		not be overburdened by it, we economized by roasting and
		eating little scraps of flesh, the marrow from the bones, and
		even the head of the mule was roasted, the fragments of flesh
		scraped off and eaten, and Field found a rich fatty substance
		in behind the eyes, which he ate.
		
We had a canteen in which our powder was carried, but the
		powder was nearly all gone so we emptied it and used the
		canteen to carry water in. Early Monday morning we loaded
		ourselves, mostly with jerked mule and wolf, leaving many
		useful things behind, bid adieu to Fort Uinta and took up our
		line of march rather reluctantly.
		
My companion was not strong and we soon found it expedient
		for me to take on part of his burden. We rested often and yet
		long before night he became so tired that we had to go into
		camp. Most of the day we had traveled on an old deserted
		trail. The nights being cold we were under the necessity of
		keeping up a fire as we had left our blankets at the fort. The
		next morning we made an early start and rested often. At about
		noon we found good shade and water, and the sun being quite
		hot we stopped and rested in the shade for more than three
		hours, then trudged on till nearly night when we found water,
		and plenty of old dry timber for fuel and camped. Field
		expressed a wish that he had his old mule again, and I
		reminded him that he had a portion of it left in his knapsack,
		and that turn about was fair play: as the mule had carried him
		for a long time when he was unable to walk he should not
		object to carrying a portion of the mule now; whereupon he
		again plainly intimated that he thought I was a d---d fool. I
		kept up the fire and he slept until morning.
		
Another day was passed without any unusual occurrence; we
		traveled and ate at the same time as usual. Another day of
		pretty hard travel over sandy plains and rocky hills brought
		us to the foot of the mountain where we had plenty of good
		water and an abundance of fuel. A little sprinkle of rain
		early in the evening was the first we had seen since the
		memorable night after Field had eaten the little red
		berries.
		
Early Saturday morning we filled our canteen with water and
		started up the mountain. I had been carrying most of the jerk,
		but the stock was running down quite rapidly. My companions
		bag now being almost empty, and as he had little else to carry
		while I had the gun and some other things, including his heavy
		overcoat, I divided the jerk, putting about half of it into
		his sack. All day long we were climbing the mountain. Late in
		the afternoon I was several rods ahead of Field when he called
		to me to stop: I did so and when he came up he appeared to be
		a little cross and insisted that we were not traveling in the
		direction formerly agreed upon. I requested him to let me see
		the little compass which he had in his pocket, and on
		examining it he found that he was mistaken; whereupon he
		muttered something which I thought was "swear
		words," and then we went marching on. In a little while
		we were within the old snow limits where we found large bodies
		of old icy looking snow in places shaded by trees and rocks,
		and a little before dark went into camp. We gathered some old
		dry timber and made a large fire, then some green fir limbs
		for a bed. When I began to prepare our bed on one side of the
		flaming logs, to my surprise Field began to prepare one on the
		other side of the fire. Neither had spoken since the
		occurrence of the little unpleasantness in the afternoon about
		the course of travel. Mutely each took his side of the
		fire.
		
We had always slept together except when he was sick and
		the night I had left him alone at the fort. Some time in the
		night I became thirsty and got up and procured some snow, put
		it in our only tin cup and set it on some live coals to melt
		and went to sleep. The snow melted, the water evaporated, the
		solder melted and left the tin. While I slept, my dumb friend
		woke up thirsty, took the tin cup, filled it with snow and put
		it on coals. The snow melted and the water run out on the
		coals; his tongue let loose and he then denounced me as a
		knave, an ass, a fool, an unregenerate heathen, and what else
		I don't want to remember. I woke up alarmed and did not at
		first fully understand what had created the storm, but after
		having the bottomless cup dashed at my head I realized the
		situation, and began to try to apologize and explain the
		unavoidable and unfortunate circumstance; but no explanation
		would satisfy his now thoroughly "Johnny Bull"
		temper. After this little nocturnal disturbance had subsided,
		I, on my bed of fir branches with my feet towards the fire,
		soon fell into a sound sleep and knew nothing more of the
		world until the sun was shining. Whether or not my friend had
		cooled off I did not inquire; but I do know that there was an
		unusual coldness between us, for neither spoke to the other
		until about twelve o'clock and then, as will appear, our
		conversation was very short.
		
As we did not rise until late no delay was made, but when
		each had his bag on his back and a nugget of jerk in his hand
		we started up the side of the mountain as quiet as two deaf
		mutes. There was no water to be had; our camp kettle had been
		left at the fort, and through my stupidity the cup had become
		useless, therefore we were obliged to eat the icy snow or
		endure the thirst. No new snow had yet fallen in this high
		altitude although it was now nearing the end of October. These
		mountains were then heavily covered with pine and fir but the
		timber was not large. In some places where the snow had melted
		away, short green grass was found quite close to great banks
		of snow.
		
At about twelve o'clock we reached the summit of the great
		Uinta range, and I, being a little in advance of my still mute
		companion, halted to take a survey of the field before me. The
		top of the range here is bare of timber and there was no snow.
		When Field came up I broke the silence which had lasted since
		the little unpleasantness of the night before, by suggesting
		that we attempt to cross the snow-covered range of mountains
		which now appeared north of us and probably fifty miles away,
		through what appeared to be a gap or low place in the great
		range of mountains. He replied, "You may go that way if
		you want to, but I am going this way," pointing in
		another direction and quickly started off at an angle of about
		45 degrees to the right, or directly north-east. I also
		started immediately, and when we were a few rods apart I said,
		"Good-by; we may not meet again very soon." He
		replied "Good-by," and within a few minutes we were
		out of sight, and in a very short time beyond hailing
		distance.
		
This was the last I saw or heard of him until after each of
		us had undergone many more hardships, so I will now drop my
		friend but will hereafter devote a chapter to him, and give
		you an account of his experience as he afterwards gave it to
		me, detailing an account of many most interesting incidents.
		Fortunately we had divided the jerk, for nothing was said at
		this sudden and unexpected parting about anything which either
		had in his possession. I had an idea when I bade him good-by
		that he would soon turn about and follow me.
		
After the unceremonious parting I immediately began to
		descend the north side of the mountain which was very rough,
		rocky and steep; but down, down, down I went into a deep, dark
		cañon where I slept on the leaves under a fir tree,
		after having taken some landmarks. When it was light enough to
		see the objects I had noted to guide me, I set out and spent
		the day in crossing over hills and through deep cañons.
		In the evening I arrived at the foot of the range of mountains
		which I had seen from the point of our parting. The sun
		disappeared, dark clouds began to float over the mountains and
		it was evident that a storm was approaching.
		
While it was yet light enough I took some landmarks or
		guiding points; and it was well I did so, for on the following
		morning when I woke I found it snowing quietly but heavily,
		and before it was light enough for me to see my guiding
		objects there must have been six or more inches of new snow on
		the ground beyond my snug retreat under a sheltering pine.
		When it was light enough I rose from my comfortable bed, took
		my bearings as best I could without a compass and started up
		the mountain through the rapidly accumulating bed of snow. The
		snow continued to fall nearly all day, and before night it was
		more than a foot deep.
		
All day long I struggled through a dense forest. Some time
		in the forenoon I crossed the fresh trail of a large herd of
		elk which forcibly reminded me that my sack was almost empty,
		and I vainly wished that one of these wild creatures might
		come in my way, but I did not dare to follow the herd with the
		uncertainty of killing one, and the certainty of losing my way
		this dark, snowy day. In order to maintain my course during
		such dark days I was under the necessity of looking ahead and
		observing trees or other objects in my line of travel.
		
That night I, as usual, slept under a pine tree where there
		was no snow. I saw no sign of fire in either of these ranges
		of mountains, nor did I see any signs of Indians on my trip
		over these two ranges. The next day as I approached the top of
		the mountain I found the timber much smaller, and mostly pine.
		There is much fertile land in some of the valleys between the
		two great ranges of mountains.
		
Early on the following morning I arrived at the bald,
		snow-covered summit. On my right and on my left were high,
		untimbered, snow-covered peaks. From this point I could
		overlook a vast territory extending over many hills, valleys,
		and smaller mountains where there was no snow; in fact, the
		snow only extended a few miles down the steep sides of the
		great range. As a rule there is more timber on the north than
		on the south side of mountains west of the Rockies; but it was
		the reverse here, for there was little timber on the north
		side of this range.
		
One more day's tramping brought me down into a large barren
		plain where I gathered some dry weeds for a bed, and slept,
		without food or water; the last bit of the mule or wolf, I
		know not which, I had eaten during the afternoon. I had had
		very little jerk for the last two or three days, and began to
		wish that I had another horse, mule, or even a wolf. For many
		days I had seen no living thing except when I looked into a
		small glass which I carried in my pocket, and then only saw a
		familiar shadow.
		
I spent another day without food, but had plenty of water;
		another night on a bed of green brush beside a good fire. The
		next day was bright and sunny, quite a contrast to the gloomy
		days I had spent in the mountains. For want of food I was
		becoming quite weak and was not able to travel as fast as
		usual. During the early part of the day I saw some tracks of
		an unshod horse, which renewed my courage and hope of
		redemption; and at about two o'clock in the afternoon I saw
		some dark spots on the plain a long distance away, but almost
		in the direction I was going. Hoping that these objects might
		be living creatures, I hurried on for a time, then sat down
		and after having watched them for a time I found that they
		changed positions and that satisfied me to a moral certainty
		that they were living creatures, but what I could not tell.
		They might be horses, cattle, elk, deer, antelope or buffalo;
		but no matter what, I must hurry on and try to reach them
		before night.
		
Late in the evening I determined that they were horses but
		could not yet tell whether they belonged to whites or Indians,
		or were wild. As I approached them they stopped grazing and
		started toward me, but soon disappeared in a deep gulch
		between us which I had not noticed before. On arriving at the
		edge of the gulch or narrow valley I saw the horses in the
		vicinity of about fifteen or twenty wigwams which were all in
		a row on the bank of a little creek that ran through the
		gulch. Many Indians were sitting outside of their lodges, the
		weather being warm.
		
On first sight of the village, being not more than 200
		yards away, my heart fluttered just a little, not knowing
		whether the savages would scalp me or not; but,
		notwithstanding my natural cowardice, I at once determined to
		"beard the lion in his den," and walked as boldly as
		I could up to the lower end of the row of wigwams. Within a
		few feet of the nearest one three young bucks met me and
		seemed to be anxious to know whence I came and whither I was
		going; whether right down from Heaven, and if so what was my
		mission. They seemed as much surprised at my sudden appearance
		as I was on coming so suddenly upon them. My first and most
		important business was to determine whether they would give me
		something to eat, or eat me.
		
As the men, women, and children began to gather around me I
		heard some one half way up the line of lodges call out saying
		something which I did not understand, but on looking that way
		saw a man beckoning to me, as I thought, when the young men
		motioned for me to move on up the line. On arriving at the
		place indicated I found myself in the presence of one whom I
		then suspected, and afterwards found to be the chief, who
		extended to his royal right hand and greeted me in a most
		courteous and polite manner, and then with a graceful wave of
		his hand and a slight bow indicated that I should precede him
		at the low open door into his Royal Palace where he very
		politely introduced me to his wife who proved to be a
		sensible, clever, courteous woman. She soon prepared some
		thing for me to eat, and after I had finished my supper an
		Indian brought in two pistols and wanted me to take the cap
		tube from one and put it into the other, which I soon
		accomplished. He was much pleased, went out, and soon returned
		with ten or more pounds of elk meat which he tendered to me as
		compensation for my work, but the chief objected, and
		insisted, as I understood him, that he had plenty and that I
		was his guest, but finally consented for me to accept part of
		the meat. I gave him to understand that I wanted to go to Fort
		Bridger.
		
A case of nice new blankets was opened, as it appeared to
		me, for my especial benefit. The chief, his lady, two sons
		almost grown, two or three wolfish looking dogs which forcibly
		reminded me of Field's terrible scare, and myself made up the
		number of lodgers in that mansion that night. Late that night
		some warriors who had been out on a campaign came home, and
		learning that there was a stranger within the gates came to
		the king's palace to see him, and also to report that they had
		discovered some white barbarians in the vicinity who had dared
		to enter his domain without a special permit, and that they
		had sent a message to his highness informing him that they had
		a good assortment of blankets, cutlery, pins, needles, beads,
		etc., which his people might need or desire, and also a
		limited amount of "fire-water," and that they would
		be pleased to receive his order for anything he might
		desire.
		
The fact of the presence of these pale-faces in the
		vicinity was at once communicated to me, and early on the
		following morning I was informed that if it was my desire to
		cut short my stay at the palace, the king would take great
		pleasure in furnishing me means of conveyance, a proper
		escort, and a reliable guide who would safely conduct me to
		the camp of the accommodating merchants or Indian traders,
		(but, in fact, Indian robbers.) Notwithstanding my reluctance
		in leaving the society of the noble ruler and his people I
		most readily accepted his generous offer, and after breakfast,
		which consisted of elk meat and tobacco root in a combination
		stew which was very palatable, a fine steed with a good
		Mexican saddle and bridle was at the door. My escort,
		consisting of four mounted warriors, was ready, and after
		bidding my good friends farewell, I with some assistance
		mounted my charger and we were all off on a full run, up and
		down hill and across valley, at what seemed to me a fearful
		rate.
		
In less than two hours we entered the camp of the traders
		at full speed, dismounted, and found one man, a long Jake from
		Illinois, who could speak English. He had two wives, (squaws,)
		and several children which he claimed, but some of them were
		quite dark. His name was John Smith; not a very uncommon one.
		He was a very clever man, about 35 years old, was not a
		Mormon, but had taken the women in order to become popular
		with the Indians and to improve his opportunities for
		trade.
		
After getting something to eat, and learning something,
		through Smith, of my adventures, my escort made ready to
		return to their camp. Their trip, as Smith told me, was made
		solely for my accommodation and now I had nothing with which
		to compensate them; but as they were about to leave I took a
		large "bandanna," the only one I had left, and tied
		it around the neck of the chief's son, he being one of the
		clever escorts. He at first refused to accept it, but when
		Smith told him that I desired him to take it as a token of
		regard, he accepted it with an expression of thanks, and after
		I had bidden them all good-bye, they rode away as rapidly as
		we had come. I will always hold that chief and his people in
		kindly remembrance.
		
All of the other white men with Smith were French, and all
		had plenty of wives (squaws) and numerous slaves. The wives
		were not slaves, but they had slaves all around them. The
		whole tribe traveled about and lived much as other tribes did,
		only much better, for they lived by trading while the others
		lived by hunting and fishing. In this camp I ate bread for the
		first time in many weeks. At the end of three days after my
		arrival here a caravan was ready to start for Fort Bridger for
		winter supplies for the traders. I was furnished with a good
		horse and saddle, and Smith, one of the Frenchmen, five
		slaves, 20 horses, and myself made up the caravan, and on the
		evening of the third day we reached the fort where I was very
		kindly received.
		
Smith was a large man, had a good head, and some
		cultivation and apparent refinement, and treated his women and
		children well. He said he had been to his old home in Illinois
		since he had entered upon this kind of life, but was not
		contented there and soon returned to his Indian friends. He
		and those Frenchmen were as generous and hospitable as old
		Southern planters, and their kindness to me will not be
		forgotten while my memory lasts.
		
I was well treated at the fort which is 116 miles from the
		point where the seven dug up the little flat-boat from its
		sandy bed on the fifth day of August, just three mouths
		before, since which I had undergone many hardships, took many
		fearful risks, and traveled more than a thousand miles, far
		enough to have taken me from Green River to San Francisco.
		
On the morning of the seventh day of November I started
		with a Government train for Salt Lake City where I arrived on
		the fifteenth. I soon found a home with a prominent Mormon, a
		Scotchman named Archie Gardner, living in the fifth ward, on
		Mill Creek, one of the many small streams coming down from the
		mountains east of the city. Mr. Gardner was a clever gentleman
		about 45 years old, had a saw-mill up in, the mountains, and
		was then building a flour mill only a few rods from his
		dwelling. I assisted him in completing the little flour mill
		and in attending it during the winter. Mr. Gardner had three
		wives, all living in one house, but occupying separate rooms
		at night. I usually attended the little mill until midnight,
		and Gardner made it part of my duty to go to his house and
		call him. He usually told me where I could find him, but not
		always, so at times I was under the necessity of rapping at
		more than one door before I found him.
		
He had the largest house in the ward, and the religious
		services were held there by Bishop Johnson who also acted as
		Justice of the Peace in that ward. Gardner's family all ate at
		the same table over which the first wife presided. She was,
		indeed, mistress of the house, the other wives treating her
		with great respect, and all were, to all outward appearance,
		quite friendly. Gardner bestowed much attention on his first
		wife, though I always suspected that he was just a little more
		fond of the youngest one, and I did not blame him much for she
		manifested strong affection for him even in the presence of
		the others, and yet there was no outward manifestation of
		jealousy.
		
The second, or the one I will call the second because she
		was in age between the others, and was the mother of the third
		or youngest, a widowed mother and her daughter having been
		sealed to Gardner at the same time, the first wife having
		given her consent and standing with them at the triple
		matrimonial altar, and then and there joining in the sacred
		ceremony. As I was about to say, the second wife seemed to be
		pleased at the manifestation of affection for the common
		husband by the youngest wife, and No. 1 would in a
		good-humored way say:—"My, Annie, don't be so
		demonstrative in the presence of other people," when the
		husband would laugh and go and kiss No. 1.
		
Gardner spent most of his leisure time, particularly during
		the day and evening, in his first wife's apartments with her
		and her children. He was a very religious man, and always had
		family prayers before retiring at night, and all persons about
		the house were expected to join, at least formally, in this
		service. The use of profane language was not allowed in or
		about the house.
		
Many of the higher church officers were entertained at
		Gardner's house and table, among whom were Brigham Young,
		George A. Smith, Heber C. Kimble, George Taylor, and Parley P.
		Pratt, with all of whom I formed some acquaintance. Brigham
		was a dignified, clever gentleman, not austere but kind and
		affable. Kimble was also a nice, genteel, genial, redheaded
		gentleman. Smith was a heavy man with a very large abdomen,
		dark hair full beard, exceedingly jovial and apparently always
		happy. Pratt was a small, rather slim, quick and athletic man,
		rather austere, refined, active and energetic. Taylor was a
		large man, highly intellectual, and rather unsocial. Kimble
		was my favorite notwithstanding the fact that he had fifteen
		wives, mostly young and handsome, all in one house, and my
		impression is that none of them had any children. I think it
		was conceded that his was the finest harem in Utah. He called
		me his young Gentile, was very kind and affable, but he never
		invited me to inspect his harem.
		
About the first of December, 1849, Field arrived in Salt
		Lake City, and I will allude to a little matter in which he
		was concerned, after which I will give you a short account of
		his trip from the time we parted company until he arrived in
		Salt Lake as he afterwards gave it to me. Soon after he
		arrived in the City of the Saints he heard of another who had
		recently arrived from the south and that he was located in the
		fifth ward on Mill creek at the house of one Gardner, and at
		which house he soon arrived.
		
After staying with me for two or three days he found
		employment in the family of the Apostle John Taylor. The
		family consisted of seven wives living in seven different
		houses. How many children there were I never knew, but there
		was one wife who did not have any. She was a fine specimen of
		English beauty. Taylor's women were nearly all English. It was
		the business of my friend to cut wood, and do chores generally
		for the Taylor family living in seven different places at the
		same time. Taylor was in Europe that winter looking after the
		interest of the church, and possibly after a few more wives,
		and consequently could not, in person, attend to all of the
		necessities of the seven branches of his family. In his daily
		rounds looking after the seven wood-piles and other little
		matters appertaining to the comfort of the family in so many
		places Field happened to come in contact with the English
		beauty, and the result was, mutual love at first sight,
		notwithstanding the fact that this woman had passed, and taken
		all of the solemn vows of the Lym house with the Apostle and
		his six other wives.
		
I do not think that my English friend had lost one iota of
		the fond recollection of his long since dead English wife, the
		picture of whom he still carried near his heart; but,
		nevertheless, he and this seventh wife of the noted Apostle
		fell heels over head in love. Field, as you know, was a well
		developed, good-looking, intelligent man of forty. The woman
		was well developed, good-looking, and as smart as a
		steel-trap, and both being English I was not at all surprised
		at their mutual admiration and infatuation, nor did I blame
		them much. I was intrusted with many closely-sealed envelopes
		which I carried from one to the other. With my feeble
		assistance they tried to devise some method by which they
		might escape from the city before the Apostle should return
		home; but the Danites were always on the alert, and they well
		knew that detection by the Danites of an attempt to get away
		together would lead to certain death to him, and if not to her
		she would certainly have been returned to her polygamous state
		of bondage. Spring came with little hope of escape, and they
		reluctantly parted with the mutual understanding that, if
		possible, she would make her escape and go to Sacramento where
		he promised to keep his address. Ten months after the parting
		they had not met yet, and if they ever did it was after I had
		lost all further knowledge of him.
		
Mormon morals, exclusive of polygamy, are very good. I
		never saw a drunken man in Salt Lake City, and heard very
		little profane language there. The people were industrious and
		seemed happy. Their hospitality rivaled that of the old
		Southern planters, and their charity was equal to that of
		other Christians.
		
I will now go back to the place where Field and I separated
		on the mountain top and give you a short statement as he gave
		it to me, and while some things may border on the miraculous,
		and seem somewhat incredible, I do not question the truth of
		his statements. When we parted so unexpectedly he had about
		half of the jerked wolf and mule combined. I went north while
		he bore off in a northeasterly direction, and after traveling
		for three days came to the river at a point above where we
		lost our flat-boat. He struggled on up the river without road
		or trail, and nothing to guide him except the little compass
		which he still carried in his pocket.
		
Two days more and his last bit of jerk was gone, starvation
		began to stare him in the face once more. He saw signs of
		Indians having crossed his pathless course which gave him
		renewed courage. Soon after starting out next morning he was
		delighted to see a pony in the distance grazing, and on coming
		up to it found one of its front legs broken. This, he said was
		another God-send. The poor pony seemed to fear him. It was
		probably an Indian pony, had its leg broken and was left to
		die. He followed it for some time and finally got close to it
		and fired his revolver at its chest and wounded it, but it
		then left him with the blood flowing from its wound. After
		resting for a time he followed on and soon found it lying
		down, but not dead. He told me how innocent and helpless it
		appeared, and looked at him as if pleading with him not to
		inflict any more pain; but he felt that his life was in a
		balance with its, and after a little meditation he put the
		revolver to its forehead and ended its life and suffering.
		Then came the usual process of skinning, cutting up and
		jerking which took the balance of that day and part of the
		next.
		
Eight days more and he was again starving. On the ninth he
		arrived at the spot where we had dug up the little ferry-boat
		which carried the seven adventurers far down the river more
		than three very long dreary months before. Snow now covered
		the entire country, and all emigrants had long since gone by.
		His strength was failing fast but it would not do to linger
		there, so he arose and was about to start when he saw a poor
		old ox slowly coming towards him, and when it had come up near
		to him he discovered a wolf not far behind which seemed to be
		following the ox, but it soon turned and went away. Night was
		coming on and he was very hungry. Something must be done. The
		last cartridge had been exploded in killing the poor, broken
		legged Indian pony, and the revolver was no longer of use. The
		ox, though feeble, was probably yet stronger than the starving
		man.
		
Field feared that he was not able to catch the ox by the
		horns and hold it until he could cut its throat, so the next
		plan was to get hold of the animal's tail with one hand, and
		with the big knife in the other cut his hamstrings so as to
		disable him, and then cut his throat. The ox seemed fond of
		being rubbed and petted, so after a little time a firm hold on
		the tail was secured, and the big knife vigorously applied,
		but it was so very dull that he could not sever the tough old
		tendons. After sawing with the dull knife and being literally
		dragged for some distance, he became so much exhausted that he
		was obliged to relinquish his hold and see the excited old ox
		disappear.
		
In almost complete despair Field spent the night beside a
		fire under one of those large cottonwoods which I have no
		doubt you will remember even though it is now more than forty
		years since you saw them. He rose early next morning and
		started out on the well beaten road towards the Golden West,
		but had only gone a few hundred yards when he was agreeably
		surprised to again behold the old ox approaching him, but so
		much exhausted that it could scarcely walk. The same, or some
		other, wolf was near by, and had probably followed the poor
		old ox all night. When the ox came close to Field the wolf
		growled and again turned away as on the evening before. After
		the wolf had left the ox seemed to be relieved.
		
It then occurred to the starving emigrant that he had a
		sharp razor in his "kitt" with which he knew he
		could cut those tough tendons, provided he could get another
		hold on that tail. Field, as you probably remember, always
		kept his face cleanly shaved. Even while we were starving he
		would shave almost every day. The ox was tired and worn out
		and so was Field; but he got the razor ready and soon had hold
		of that tail again. Off went the ox, the keen razor was
		applied, soon the tendons parted and down went the ox. But
		only half the victory was won, for the ox would raise up on
		his front feet and show fight; but after resting awhile the
		would-be victor rushed up, caught the poor beast by the horns,
		pushed him over on his side, held him down and cut his
		throat.
		
After a long, much needed rest he cut out a piece of the
		poor beef, broiled and ate it, and then spent the remainder of
		the day in hunting out the small, lean muscles that still
		remained between the skin and bones of the poor old ox. The
		poor beef was jerked and put into the sack which on the
		following morning was thrown upon the back of its owner, and
		from which he fed for the next six days, at the end of which
		he arrived at Fort Bridger. From there he soon obtained a
		passage for Salt Lake City, arriving there on the second day
		of December, seventeen days after I had reached there, and
		finding me as before stated.
		
Some time in the winter we formed an acquaintance of a
		gentleman named Jesse Morgan, a Gentile, who had left Illinois
		in the spring of 1849 for California, but for some cause had
		been delayed and obliged to winter in the city of the Latter
		Day Saints. Morgan had a wife, a little child, a wagon and two
		yoke of oxen, but no food nor money. Field and I arranged to
		furnish food for all for the trip from there to Sacramento,
		and assist in camp duties, drive the team, &c. We made the
		trip together and arrived in Sacramento in good condition on
		the fourth day of July, 1850, and pitched our tent under a
		large oak tree where the State Capitol now stands.
		
I spent five months with a wholesale grocery and miners
		supply firm, Elder and Smith, Fourth and J streets,
		Sacramento, and three months in the mines as a drummer, or
		solicitor and collector for the same firm. I returned to
		Sacramento and was almost ready to start home when the Scots
		River excitement broke out. I then went to the mines on
		Trinity River and associated myself in mining with Hiram
		Gould, a young Presbyterian clergyman who had laid aside the
		"cloth" for the time and engaged in mining. I
		remained in the mines until July fourth, 1851, exactly one
		year from the time I entered Sacramento, when I started home
		by way of Nicaragua. In due time, after an interesting trip, I
		arrived home and again entered upon the study of my chosen
		profession, graduated from an honorable college, and am now,
		as you know, practicing my profession on the sea shore.
		
M.S. MCMAHON.
		

In the foregoing chapters describing the trip across the
		deserts and mountains, the author has had occasion many times
		to refer to the "Jayhawkers." Their history is in
		many respects no less remarkable and intensely interesting
		than that of his own party. The author has therefore collected
		many notes and interviews with prominent members and presents
		herewith the only written history of their travels.
		
The little train afterward known by this name was made up
		in the state of Illinois in 1849, of industrious, enterprising
		young men who were eager to see and explore the new country
		then promising gold to those who sought. The young men were
		from Knoxville, Galesburg and other towns. Not all were
		influenced by the desire for gold. It was said that California
		had a milder climate and that pleasant homes could there be
		made, and the long, cold winter avoided.
		
They placed some of the best men in position to manage for
		the whole. The outfit was placed on a steam-boat and
		transported to Kanesville, on the Missouri River above Council
		Bluffs. Some of the company went with the goods while others
		bought teams and wagons in Western Missouri and drove to the
		appointed place. Kanesville was a small Mormon camp, while
		Council Bluffs was a trading post of a few log cabins on the
		river bank, inhabited mostly by Indians. There was no regular
		ferry at either place, and our party secured a log raft which
		they used to get their wagons and provisions across, making
		the oxen swim.
		
They asked all the questions they could think of from
		everyone who pretended to know anything about the great
		country to the west of them, for it seemed a great undertaking
		to set out into the land they could see stretching out before
		them across the river. Other parties bound the same way, also
		arrived and joined them. They chose a guide who claimed to
		have been over the road before. When all were gathered
		together the guide told them that they were about to enter an
		Indian country, and that the dusky residents did not always
		fancy the idea of strangers richer than themselves passing
		through, and sometimes showed out some of the bad traits the
		Indians had been said to possess. It would therefore be better
		to organize and travel systematically. He would divide the
		company into divisions and have each division choose a
		captain, and the whole company unite in adopting some rules
		and laws which they would all agree to observe. This
		arrangement was satisfactorily accomplished, and they moved
		out in a sort of military style. And then they launched out on
		the almost endless western prairie, said then to be a thousand
		miles wide, containing few trees, and generally unknown.
		
These Illinois boys were young and full of mirth and fun
		which was continually overflowing. They seemed to think they
		were to be on a sort of every day picnic and bound to make
		life as merry and happy as it could be. One of the boys was Ed
		Doty who was a sort of model traveler in this line. A camp
		life suited him; he could drive an ox team, cook a meal of
		victuals, turn a pan of flap-jacks with a flop, and possessed
		many other frontier accomplishments. One day when Doty was
		engaged in the duty of cooking flap-jacks another frolicsome
		fellow came up and took off the cook's hat and commenced going
		through the motions of a barber giving his customer a vigorous
		shampoo, saying:—"I am going to make a Jayhawker
		out of you, old boy." Now it happened at the election
		for captain in this division that Ed Doty was chosen captain,
		and no sooner was the choice declared than the boys took the
		newly elected captain on their shoulders and carried him
		around the camp introducing him as the King Bird of the
		Jayhawkers. So their division was afterwards known as The
		Jayhawkers, but whether the word originated with them, and
		John Brown forgot to give them credit, or whether it was some
		old frontier word used in sport on the occasion is more than I
		will undertake to say; however the boys felt proud of their
		title and the organization has been kept up to this day by the
		survivors, as will be related further on.
		
The first few days they got along finely and began to lose
		all feeling of danger and to become rather careless in their
		guard duty. When the cattle had eaten enough and lain down,
		the guards would sometimes come into camp and go to sleep,
		always finding the stock all right in the morning and no enemy
		or suspicious persons in sight. But one bright morning no
		cattle were in sight, which was rather strange as the country
		was all prairie. They went out to look, making a big circuit
		and found no traces till they came to the river, when they
		found tracks upon the bank and saw some camps across the
		river, a mile or so away. Doty had a small spy glass and by
		rigging up a tripod of small sticks to hold it steady they
		scanned the camps pretty closely and decided that there were
		too many oxen for the wagons in sight.
		
Some of the smartest of them stripped off their clothes and
		started to swim the stream, but landed on the same side they
		started from. Captain Doty studied the matter a little and
		then set out himself, being a good swimmer, and by a little
		shrewd management and swimming up stream when the current was
		strongest, soon got across to where he could touch bottom and
		shouted to the others to do the same. Soon all the swimmers
		were across.
		
They could now see that there were two trains on that side
		and that the farther one had already begun to move and was
		about a mile in advance of the nearest one, Doty said
		something must be done, and although they only were clothed in
		undershirts they approached the nearest camp and were handed
		some overalls for temporary use. The men in this camp on
		hearing about the missing oxen said the fellows in the forward
		train went over and got them, for, as they said there were no
		wagons in sight and they must be strays. He said the forward
		train was from Tennessee, and that they had some occasion to
		doubt their honesty and had refused to travel with them any
		further. They said they were all old Missourians, and did not
		want other people's property and if the boys found their
		cattle with the Tenneseans, and wanted any help to get them
		back again to call on them, and putting in some good strong
		swear words for emphasis.
		
The boys, barefooted and with only overalls and shirts,
		started after the moving train which they called to a halt
		when overtaken. The coarse grass was pretty hard to hurry
		through, clothed as they were. The train men were pretty gruff
		and wanted to know what was wanted. Capt. Doty very
		emphatically told them he could see some of his oxen in their
		train, and others in the herd, and he proposed to have them
		all back again. The Jayhawker boys were unarmed but were in a
		fighting mood and determined to have the stock at all hazards,
		and if not peaceably, war might commence. The boys saw that
		the two trains were of about equal strength, and if worse came
		to worst they could go back and get their guns and men and
		come over in full force after their property, and they were
		assured the Missourians would help them and a combination of
		forces would give them a majority and they could not be beaten
		by the Tennessee crowd. There was a good deal of talk, but
		finally when Doty demanded that their cattle be unyoked and
		the others seperated from the herd, they yielded and gave them
		all their stock, some seventy head.
		
The Missourians had come up and heard the talk, and some of
		them went back and helped drive the cattle to the river, and
		deal out some double shotted thunder against the biggest
		scamps they had come across. It was quite a job to get the
		cattle across the river. They would go in a little way and
		then circle round and round like a circus, making no progress.
		They finally put a rope on one of them and a man led him as
		far as he could, which was more than half way, and although
		they landed a good ways down stream, they got them all across
		safely, left their borrowed overalls in the hands of their
		friends, with a thousand thanks for valuable assistance, and
		plunged into the swift running Platte, and swam back again to
		the northern side. They drove the straggling oxen back to camp
		with a sense of great satisfaction, and in turn received the
		praise of their friends who said that Ed Doty was the best
		Jayhawker of the border.
		
This was the first unpleasantness and they were afterwards
		more cautious and stood guard all night, watching closely all
		the time, both night and day, for for any signs of danger.
		Thus in time they reached Salt Lake, rather late in the
		season, but safe and sound, having escaped cholera or other
		disease, and in good spirits to surmount any further
		difficulties which might be met.
		
When the Jayhawkers reached Salt Lake it was found that it
		was not safe to try to go the regular northern route to
		California, as they were advised by those who seemed to know,
		as they might be snowed in on the Sierra Nevada Mountains and
		perish. The Mormons told them that the snow often fell there
		twenty feet deep, and some other stories likely to deter them
		from making the attempt. They also told them of a route
		farther south by which they could come into California at Los
		Angeles, or they could remain in Salt Lake until May when it
		would be safe to try the mountain route again. After listening
		to the talk of the mountaineers who claimed to have been over
		the route and to know all about it, and camping some time to
		rest and learn all they could, they finally decided on taking
		the southern route. One Mormon told them of a place where they
		could make a cut-off and save five hundred miles, and, if they
		would follow his instructions, they would find the route fully
		as good as the one usually traveled which was not much better
		than a trail. The cut-off was so instilled into their minds
		that they had great confidence in the report and talked very
		favorably of taking it.
		
The man Williams made for them a map of the proposed route
		and explained it to them and others who had gathered at Salt
		Lake, and from the map they could see how much was to be
		gained in time and distance by taking that route. A month or
		two of travel was indeed something to gain, and as the roads
		seemed similar in quality the reasoning was very plausible The
		map explained all the watering places and favorable things but
		said nothing about a desert, and as there was no one to tell
		them any unfavorable side to this plan there were many who
		quite concluded to go this way, and among those who did so
		were the Jayhawkers, and the "Williams Short Route"
		was freely talked about as a settled thing by them.
		
They now set about preparing to move. They sold, traded,
		and bought oxen till they had the best and fattest teams in
		Salt Lake Valley; selected good provisions, and plenty of them
		so as to be safe in case of delay, and contended that nothing
		could stop them in a country where but little snow could be,
		and water was as plentiful as shown on the map. They wanted to
		reach the gold mines and this was the shortest route and even
		if it was still considerably longer than the northern way they
		said they would rather be moving along and thus gain time than
		to so long in camp with nothing to do by which they could earn
		a cent. There were here in Salt Lake ten times as many men as
		could find employment, and Brigham's saints would be pretty
		sure to get all of the odd jobs to the exclusion of the
		heretics.
		
To bring the matter to a determination a paper was drawn up
		for those to sign who wanted to go the southern route and it
		was pretty generally signed. The Mormon elder, John Hunt, was
		consulted, and as he seemed to know the general southern route
		better than any one else, he was prevailed upon to guide the
		train through on the old Spanish Trail. This had never been
		used as a wagon road, but he thought it could be without much
		difficulty, and he said if they could secure him a fair sized
		train he would go and conduct them through for ten dollars a
		wagon. This proposition was accepted after some consideration,
		and all who wished to do so were given permission to join the
		train. In a few days there were one hundred and seven wagons
		enlisted for this route, including seven Mormons bound for San
		Bernardino.
		
Preparations for the trip now began in good earnest, and
		the Saints were liberally patronized in purchase of flour and
		meat which were the principal things they had to sell. As
		their several wagons were loaded they moved out in small lots
		to the south to keep in good fresh feed for their animals, and
		to move on slowly till all were ready, when they would join in
		one large body and proceed. The guide was in no special haste
		as he said he wanted to wait a little later so the weather in
		the south would be cooler than they would be likely to find it
		if they pressed on at once. He said that in summer it was so
		hot that no white man could endure the heat. He said they
		could work slowly along the trail, and when the right time
		came he would move out himself, and that they might be assured
		that it would then be the coolest and best time in which to
		travel down there. So the company dallied along, and it was
		October before the whole train was made up at a point about a
		hundred miles south of Salt Lake.
		
The complete organization was divided into seven divisions,
		each with its captain, and division No. 1 was to lead the
		march the first day and then fall to the rear while No. 2 took
		the advance, and so continued till all had taken their turn.
		The leading party was to guard and care for the cattle and
		deliver them in the morning. The regulations were read aloud
		to the captains, and this rather large army of men, women and
		children, with about five hundred head of stock, moved out
		very systematically. It would sometimes be fully ten o'clock
		before the rear division could make a start, and
		correspondingly late before they could get up with the main
		camp at night. They got along very well, but cleaned the
		country of grass for some distance each side of the trail, as
		they swept along.
		
About the first of November Capt. Smith overtook us with
		the pack train, and camped with us at night. He formed many
		acquaintances and told them he was going to take a shorter
		route and save five hundred miles, rather than take the long
		route by way of Los Angeles. He had a map of his proposed
		route, and it was very much like the one we had. He also
		stated that it could probably be as easily traveled as the one
		by way of Los Angeles, and as a consequence of his talk,
		cut-off fever began to rage in camp again. Some got very
		enthusiastic in the matter and spoke publicly in favor of
		following Capt. Smith when he should come to the place when
		his short route turned away from the other trail. His plan
		grew so much in favor that when the place was reached a
		hundred wagons turned out into the Smith trail, leaving Capt.
		Hunt only the seven Mormon wagon bound for San Bernardino,
		Hunt stood at the forks of the road as the wagons went by and
		said to them;—"Good-bye, friends. I cannot,
		according to my agreement go with you, for I was hired for
		this road, and no other was mentioned. I am in duty bound to
		go even if only one wagon decides to go." When the last
		wagon had passed him he still stood talking with several who
		had chosen the new way and told them they were taking a big
		risk, for they did not know very much about the route, and he
		had been thinking that they might find it pretty rough and
		hard to get over the first time. He said that if all decided
		to go that way he would go and help them, even if they went to
		h-ll, but as it was he could not. He wished them luck and the
		two trains parted company.
		
At the end of three days of travel on the Smith trail they
		came to the top of a long steep hill. The trail went down and
		down, and they see no way of crossing the terribly deep
		cañon that was before them. So they went into camp and
		sent explorers out to investigate and find a crossing if
		possible.
		
On the second day the explorers began to return with very
		unfavorable reports, and many who found their progress thus
		blocked turned about and started to follow Hunt. Most of the
		wagons which remained had each one or more of their men out
		exploring and could not turn back until their return. Several
		of the Jayhawkers having once started on this route were very
		anxious to get through on it if a way could be found for them
		to do it, and therefore searched farther and with greater
		determination than the others. When they returned they
		reported they had found a way around the head of the
		cañon and they believed it to be the right way. The map
		Williams had given them did not show this cañon and
		they believed it to be correct, and that the real road led
		around at the place which they had found, and no further
		trouble would be met.
		
Acting on this report about twenty wagons, including the
		Jayhawkers, concluded to go ahead. "We can beat the other
		fellows a month," said they, and so they hitched up and
		pulled out in a northerly direction, feeling in good spirits
		and hopeful of success.
		
They named this place Mt. Misery. While camped here a lone
		and seemingly friendless man died and was buried. None seem
		now to remember his name, but think he was from Kentucky. He
		was low with consumption and not strong enough to endure the
		hardships of the journey.
		
About the third night the Jayhawkers were overtaken by
		seven more wagons owned by A. Bennett and friends, J.B. Arcane
		and family, two men named Earhart and a son of one of them,
		and one or two other wagons.
		
The Jayhawker's train was made up of men from many states,
		but seemed well united and was as complete as when they first
		started. The Author was with the party that came up in the
		rear, which had started later but traveled faster on account
		of having a road broken for them. He visited the leaders in
		camp when they were discussing the necessity of forming a new
		travelling compact to help and protect each other on the road.
		Those who had no families were objecting to being bound to
		those who had women and children with them. They argued that
		the road would be hard and difficult and those wagons with
		women and children would require more assistance than they
		would be able to render in return. They said they could go
		back and follow Hunt who was on a better road and they could
		proceed with more safely.
		
Among those with this train was Rev. J.W. Brier, his wife
		and three children. He objected to being turned back and said
		he did not want to be assisted, but would go with them and do
		his part and take care of himself. The Author listened to the
		various speeches without speaking and became satisfied that it
		would end in every one looking out for himself in case of hard
		times. He went over to their camp again the next night and
		wished to ask them why they were steering so nearly due north.
		He said to them that they were going toward Salt Lake rather
		than California, and that the Bennet party did not feel
		inclined to follow them any farther in that direction. They
		replied that their map told them to go north a day or more and
		then they would find the route as represented. They would then
		turn west and reach Owen's Lake and from there there would be
		no more trouble. The Jayhawker crowd seemed to think they
		could go anywhere and no difficulty could happen which they
		couldn't overcome. Bennett's little train turned west from
		this point and the Jayhawkers went on north, but before night
		they changed their minds and came following on after Bennett
		whom they overtook and passed, again taking the lead.
		
Thus far the country had been well watered and furnished
		plenty of grass, and most of them talked and believed that
		this kind of rolling country would last all the way through.
		The men at leisure scattered around over the hills on each
		side of the route taken by the train, and in advance of it,
		hunting camping places and making a regular picnic of it.
		There were no hardships, and one man had a fiddle which he
		tuned up evenings and gave plenty of fine music. Joy and
		happiness seemed the rule, and all of the train were certainly
		having a good time of it.
		
But gradually there came a change as the wagon wheels
		rolled westward. The valleys seemed to have no streams in
		them, and the mountain ranges grew more and more broken, and
		in the lower ground a dry lake could be found, and water and
		grass grew scarce—so much so that both men and oxen
		suffered. These dry lake beds deceived them many times. They
		seemed as if containing plenty of water, and off the men would
		go to explore. They usually found the distance to them about
		three times as far as they at first supposed, and when at last
		they reached them they found no water, but a dry, shining bed,
		smooth as glass, but just clay, hard as a rock. Most of these
		dry lakes showed no outlet, nor any inlet for that matter,
		though at some period in the past they must have been full of
		water. Nothing grew in the shape of vegetables or plants
		except a small, stunted, bitter brush.
		
Away to the west and north there was much broken country,
		the mountain ranges higher and rougher and more barren, and
		from almost every sightly elevation there appeared one or more
		of these dry lake beds. One night after about three days of
		travel the whole of the train of twenty seven wagons was
		camped along the bank of one of these lakes, this one with a
		very little water in it not more than one fourth or one half
		an inch in depth, and yet spread out to the width of a mile or
		more. It was truly providential, for by digging holes along
		the border the water would run into them and prove abundant
		for all, both oxen and men. If it had proved dry, as so many
		before had proved, or if we had been a few days earlier or
		later we might not have found a drop. This proved to be the
		last time the whole twenty seven wagons were gathered in one
		camp together.
		
The Author came into camp about nine o'clock in the evening
		after climbing many peaks and taking a survey of the
		surrounding country with a field glass. Men from nearly every
		mess came to him to inquire what he had seen. They asked all
		sorts of questions and wanted an opinion as to the
		advisability of trailing across the prairie directly west,
		which then seemed easy. They were told that from what could be
		seen from the summit of buttes both north and south of the
		camp, ranging a hundred or so miles in almost every direction,
		it was believed no water could be found, between the present
		camp and a range of mountains which could be seen crossing the
		route far to the west. "Well," said Capt. Doty of
		the Jayhawkers, "I don't like to hear such discouraging
		talk from Manley, but I think we will have to steer straight
		ahead. The prospect for water seems to be about the same, west
		or south, and I cannot see that we would better ourselves, by
		going north." When morning came Capt. Doty and his party
		yoked up and set out straight across the desert, leaving seven
		wagons of the Bennett party still in camp.
		
For some time all of us had seen in the range ahead an
		appearance of a pass, or lower place in the mountain, and we
		had got to calling it Martin's Pass, naming it after Jim
		Martin. There was a snow-capped peak just to the south of it
		and the pass, now apparently exactly west of the lake camp,
		seemed to the Jayhawkers easy to reach. Their wills were
		strong enough and they were running over with determination
		and energy enough to carry them over any plain, no matter how
		dry or barren, or over any mountain no matter how rugged and
		steep.
		
Five days they traveled, without finding water, and small
		supply they took along had been consumed. For lack of water
		they could not eat or sleep. The oxen gathered round the
		little fire and seemed to beg for water, they had no cud to
		chew unless it was the cud of disappointment. The range of
		mountains they had been aiming for still seemed far away and
		the possible show for reaching it seemed very poor indeed, and
		the prospect of any water hole between them and the mountains
		poorer yet. Hope was pretty near gone. Martins mess unyoked
		their oxen from the wagons, put some small packs on their own
		backs, and loaded some upon the backs of the oxen, and turned
		south toward the nearest snowy mountain they could see, the
		same one towards which the Bennett party steered from the lake
		camp.
		
The Doty party kept their courage longer and kept on
		straight ahead for another day, and then camped, almost
		without hope. No rest came to them, nor sleep. Towards morning
		as they stood around the fire a stray cloud appeared and hid
		the stars, and shortly after began to unload a cargo of snow
		it carried. They spread out every blanket, and brushed up
		every bit they could from the smooth places, kindled a little
		fire of brush under the camp kettles and melted all the snow
		all of them could gather, besides filling their mouths as fast
		as ever they could, hoping that it would full in sufficient
		quantities to satisfy themselves and the oxen, and quench
		their dreadful thirst. Slowly the cloud moved scattering the
		snowflakes till they felt relieved. The last time the Author
		conversed with a member of this party was in 1892, and it was
		conceded that this storm saved the lives of both man and beast
		in that little band of Jayhawkers. It was like manna falling
		from Heaven, and as surely saved their lives as did the manna
		of the Bible save the lives of the tribes of Israel. They had
		no reason to expect a storm of rain or snow, but came to them
		just as they were perishing. A little further on they came to
		a small stream of water, and as the bed showed only a recent
		flow it must also have come from the little local storm
		further up the mountain. They used this water freely, even
		though it was not very good, and it acted on them very much
		like a solution of Glanber Salts.
		
They decided at first that they had better follow the
		stream southward, but after a little time, feeling the
		sickness caused by the water, they saw it was no advantage and
		turned west again, bearing to the north toward a sort of pass
		they could now see in the mountains in that direction. This
		stream is now known as the Amargosa, or bitter, river.
		
The new direction in which they marched gave them an
		up-hill route for thirty or forty miles, rough and barren,
		with no water or grass. There was no road or trail to follow,
		the oxen were as weak as their owners from drinking the bitter
		water, and the road needed some clearing and breaking in
		places before the wagons could pass. They moved quite slowly
		and reached the summit on the second night with the loss of a
		single ox. The Author would say here that this was the last ox
		which was allowed to die without using the flesh for food, and
		it was from this same one he cut a steak to eat on Christmas
		eve, 1849.
		
From the summit they took a way down a dark, deep
		cañon having a steep slope, and very rocky and bad, but
		down which the oxen drew their loads much easier than when
		they came up, reaching water on the third day, where there
		were many springs, and a sort of coarse grass for the oxen.
		The place is now known as Furnace Creek. The Jayhawkers passed
		on, and here at these very springs was where the Author
		overtook the Rev. J.W. Brier delivering a lecture to his
		children on the benefits of an early education, as referred to
		in his narrative.
		
As the Jayhawkers drove out of this Furnace Creek
		Cañon the valley into which they came was very narrow,
		the high, snow-capped mountain before them seemed steeper and
		rougher than ever, so steep in fact that it could not be
		ascended by a man on foot. A short distance below could be
		seen a lake containing water, and the pass toward which they
		had been directing their course seemed to the north of them.
		They therefore turned their course in that direction. The road
		was sandy, and the brush that grew on it was only a few inches
		high. On their way they came to an abandoned Indian camp
		occupied by one poor old blind red man. He would hold his
		mouth open like a young bird begging for something to eat. One
		man dropped kernels of parched corn into his mouth, but
		instead of eating them he quickly spit them out; it seemed
		that he had been left to die and could not or would not. His
		hair was white as snow. His skin looked about the color of a
		smoked ham, and so crippled was he that he crawled about like
		a beast, on all fours. It was barely possible that he had been
		left to watch, and that his great infirmities were only
		pretended, but they seemed genuine enough, and were doubtless
		true. They left him in peaceable possession of the spot and
		traveled on.
		
They approached the base of the mountain in front of what
		they had all along supposed to be a pass, and found, as they
		had lately begun to suspect, that there was no pass that their
		wagons could be taken through, and they must be abandoned. The
		camp was poor. What little water there was had a salty taste,
		and they could only find here and there a bunch of the poorest
		grass. The oxen stood around as if utterly dispirited, and
		would sometimes make a faint effort to pick up and eat some of
		the dry brush that grew around the desolate camp. This camp is
		now known to be in the northern part of Death Valley, but then
		they knew no names for anything, but if dreariness and absence
		of life, and threatened danger all around were any indication,
		they might well have named it Death Valley as was afterwards
		done by the party with whom the Author traveled.
		
The party had been brave till now, but when they realized
		that they must make pack animals of themselves, and trudge on,
		they knew not where, perhaps to only a lingering death, the
		keen edge of disappointment cut close, and they realized how
		desolate they were. They felt much inclined to attribute all
		their troubles to the advice of the Mormons. Some said that
		the plan was thus to wipe so many more hated Gentiles out of
		the way, and wishes were deep and loud that the Mormons might
		all be buried out of sight in the Great Salt Lake. They
		thought Lot's wife must have been turned to salt in the
		neighborhood, everything was so impregnated with saline
		substances, and the same result might come to them. But the
		inherent manhood of the little band came to their relief and
		they determined not to die without a struggle for escape and
		life.
		
They killed some of their oxen, and took the wood of their
		wagons and kindled fires to dry and smoke the flesh so it
		would be light and easy to carry with them. They scattered all
		surplus baggage around the ground, carefully storing and
		saving the bit of bread that yet remained and dividing it
		equally among the party. They also divided the tea, coffee,
		rice and some such things, and each one agreed that he could
		not ask aught of his neighbor more. Knapsacks were improvised
		from parts of the wagon canvas, and long strips of canvas were
		made into a sort of pack harness for the oxen. It was a sad
		sight to see the strong and vigorous young men of a few days
		ago reduced to such straits; almost skeletons now, with no
		hope of nourishment to invigorate them. They made canteens by
		sewing a couple of small powder cans in cloth, with a band to
		go over the shoulders.
		
The Jayhawkers were still making their preparations when
		the Martin party and Rev. J.W. Brier and family came up to
		their camp, having taken a circuit around farther to the
		south. The Martin party was already in marching order and this
		camp was so poor that they did not wait, but gave all their
		oxen they had left to Mr. Brier and said they could get on
		faster without them. They took a straight course over the
		hills and up the mountain, saying they believed they had
		provisions enough upon their backs to last them through, and
		that nothing should check their progress till they reached the
		other side, where they said were fertile valleys and plenty of
		chance to live.
		
The Doty party, or Jayhawkers, when they were ready started
		first a northerly course to find a more favorable place to
		cross the range and drove their oxen with them, each with a
		small pack. They soon came to some good water, and after
		refreshing themselves turned westward to cross the great
		mountain before them. Both men and oxen were shod with
		moccasins made of raw-hide to protect the feet against sharp
		rocks. They could see no trail but merely picked out the best
		way to go. While climbing the steep mountain side they came
		across a dead ox left by some party that had gone before them.
		They cut out the tongue and some of the best meat and ate it
		to eke out their own small stock, and carried some pieces with
		them, but soon threw it all away but enough for a roast for
		supper.
		
When it was getting dark they were almost at the summit,
		but there was no good camping place, and they saw a small fire
		light at a little distance and went to it, finding a poor lone
		camper taking care of himself. They camped here also. It
		seemed as if there were many men from the various parties
		scattered all around the country, each one seeking out the
		path which seemed to suit best his tender feet or present
		fancy, steering west as well as mountains and cañon
		would permit, some farther north, some farther south and
		generally demoralized, each thinking that as a last resort he
		would be able to save his own life. It seemed to be a question
		of will and endurance, strong hearts and keeping the body in
		motion. The weak and faint must fail, and the strong said to
		the weak;—"Stand up; be a man; don't fall
		down;" and so the strong spurred on the weak and kept
		them up as best they could.
		
Down the mountain they went, on the west side and instead
		of Los Angeles, which some of them expected to see, they saw
		only a salt lake in the midst of a barren desert valley and
		their route lay directly across it. They traveled in several
		directions as they went across. One went across the valley on
		a strip of dried mud between two small lakes. Others followed
		down along the east side of the lake near the foot of the
		mountain, where they found some good water and an old Indian
		camp. They found some mosquite beans, which they did not know
		were of much use, but really, if they had known how to fix
		them up a little they would have been good food.
		
Capt. Doty's mess crossed between the lakes on the strip of
		dry mud while others went on where it was still soft and left
		marks of their foot-steps. Both parties turned up a small
		cañon on the west side and began the ascent of a black
		and barren range, containing no water, but in the bed of the
		ravine near the summit they found some damp sand and tried to
		dig with their hands to find some of the precious fluid. But
		no water came, and in the morning one of their number Mr. Fish
		died and was left unburied on the barren rocks. No doubt his
		bones could be found there to-day.
		
Turning west again, they had a down grade over a most
		barren and rocky road for many miles. The prospect from this
		point was any thing but cheering. To the left a large lake
		could be seen, and from their previous experience they
		concluded it to be salt, and the valley they were coming to
		was very sandy, and the hardest sort of footing for men and
		animals as weak as those of the party were. It must be crossed
		before there was any possibility of water, and when across it
		was quite uncertain whether they could obtain any. One of
		their number had already died of thirst and fatigue and all
		were suffering terribly.
		
The valley seemed about eight miles across, and before they
		were half way over Mr. Ischam, one of their party sat down,
		perfectly exhausted, and said he could not take another step.
		No one was able to assist him or give him a drink of water,
		and they could not tarry to see if rest would refresh him.
		They could only look sadly at him and pass on in silence, for
		he seemed fast wasting away. The thought came to everyone that
		perhaps it would be his turn next to sit down and see the
		others pass on. In fact the probability of any more of them
		living another day was very poor, for they all grew weaker and
		weaker with every hour, and no one knew how many hours must
		pass before they could hope for water. There was not moisture
		enough in their poor bodies to make tears, and no one dare
		open his mouth, lest all the moisture suddenly evaporate and
		respiration cease.
		
Those who had no cattle took different courses to reach the
		hills and mountains on the west side of this valley, hoping
		there to find water and signal to the others if they were
		successful. All except the two men managed to get across, and
		finding no water the packs were taken from the oxen and they
		were driven to the lake which appeared on the left. Reaching
		the lake they found the water red in color and so strong of
		alkali that no man or beast could take a single swallow. They
		drove the cattle back again with sad hearts, and almost
		despondent, for in the rough, dry rocks of the mountains there
		seemed no signs of water. But they were saved again. Those who
		bore farthest to the right in their course to the mountains,
		steering toward a pile of tremendous rocks, found a little
		stream of good water which flowed only a short distance and
		then sank into the sand. This good news spread rapidly, and
		all soon gathered at the little streamlet. It was slow work
		getting water for them all, but by being patient they were all
		filled up. Some took two canteens of water and hurried back to
		Mr. Ischam, whom they found still alive but his mouth and
		throat so dry and parched, and his strength so small that he
		was unable to swallow a single drop, and while they waited he
		breathed his last. With their hands and feet they dug away the
		sand for a shallow grave, placed the body in it, covered it
		with his blankets, and then scraped the sand back over again
		to make a little mound over their dead comrade. Perhaps if he
		could have walked a mile farther he might have lived, and but
		for the little trickling stream of water from the rocks they
		might all be dead, so slight were the circumstances that
		turned the scale to balance toward life or death.
		
There was so little feed for oxen that they could gain no
		strength, but were much refreshed by the water and could still
		travel. One was killed here, and the meat, poor as it was,
		gave the men new strength. They all guessed it to be at least
		fifty miles to the base of the great snow mountain before
		them, and what there was between no one could tell, for there
		were hills and valleys between. Leaving the little spring
		their course led first up a small cañon, and when they
		reached the summit of the ridge a small valley covered with
		sage brush was before them, the most fertile spot they had
		seen for a long time. The descent to this valley was through
		another cañon which was filled with large boulders for
		much of the way, and over these it seemed almost impossible to
		get the cattle. They had seen no water since leaving the
		little stream, and the plain they were now approaching seemed
		thirty miles wide, with no signs of streams or springs.
		However just at the foot of the cañon they found a
		small water hole, but the water was so salt that even the oxen
		refused to drink it.
		
They decided to make a push across the plain and endeavor
		to reach the other side in two days, and they knew there could
		be no water on its even expanse. The plain seemed quite an up
		grade from where they were to the base of the mountain.
		
On the second day they all reached the point they were
		aiming for except Rev. J.W. Brier and family, and they came in
		one day behind. Every one looked out for himself and had no
		time nor strength to spare to help others. Here on a small
		bench overlooking the country to the south and east but still
		a long distance from the snow, they found some holes of water,
		and some bunch grass a little farther up the hill. Here was a
		large trail coming from the north and leading from this point
		westward. There were no signs of recent use, but there were
		many indications that it was quite ancient and had been
		considerably traveled in time past. This was quite encouraging
		to many of them and they declared they would follow this trail
		which would surely lead to some place well known, in a better
		country. They cared not whether it led to California, Mexico,
		or Texas, only that they might get out of this country which
		seemed accursed. Any place where they could get something to
		eat and drink would be better than this.
		
Mr. and Mrs. Brier had some pretty hard struggles to get
		along, and everyone of this party has ever been loud in praise
		of the energy and determination of the brave little woman of
		the Brier mess. All agreed that she was by far the best man of
		the party. She was the one who put the packs on the oxen in
		the morning. She it was who took them off at night, built the
		fires, cooked the food, helped the children, and did all sorts
		of work when the father of the family was too tired, which was
		almost all of the time. They all said that he, like other
		ministers, had fallen out with any work but that of the
		tongue, and seemed perfectly willing for some one else to do
		the work. Mrs. Brier had the sympathy of everyone, and many
		would have helped her if they could. She waited on her big
		husband with untiring zeal, and still had time to care for the
		children with all of a mother's love. It seemed almost
		impossible that one little woman could do so much. It was
		entirely to her untiring devotion that her husband and
		children lived. Mr. Brier had but little sympathy or help from
		any one but her. Some were quite sarcastic in their remarks
		about the invalid preacher who never earned his bread by the
		sweat of his brow, and by their actions showed that they did
		not care very much whether he ever got through or not. They
		thought he ought to have asserted his manliness and taken the
		burden on himself, and not lean upon his delicate and trusting
		wife as he seemed to do. All are sure that it is to his
		faithful wife the Rev. J.W. Brier owed his succor from the
		sands of that desert.
		
Looking back on the scenes of that day, the way the selfish
		dispositions of people were made manifest is almost
		incredible. Every one seemed to think only of saving his own
		life, and every spark of human sympathy and kindness seemed
		extinguished. A man would drink the last cup of water even if
		his neighbor choked.
		
This camp was the same one which the Author mentions in his
		narrative, to which Rogers and himself crept so silently and
		carefully at night to ascertain whether the occupants were
		friends or foes. They were much pleased to find it was Capt.
		Doty of the Jayhawkers and his mess who had remained behind to
		dry the flesh of an ox they had killed when it could travel no
		longer. The others had gone on ahead, following the trail,
		leaving these to follow. They staid here two days, and it was
		while waiting here that the Rev. J.W. Brier came up as before
		related, and they all went on together when they moved.
		
Nearly every man had carried a gun in the early days of the
		expedition, hoping to kill game, and to be well armed in case
		of attack by Indians or enemies, but they began to find that
		they were useless encumbrances, and first one and then another
		would throw away his fire-arms as a burden too great for a
		weary man to bear. There was no game, and the poor weak men
		hardly deemed their own lives worth defending against an enemy
		when a day or two of lack of water would end the matter of
		life at any rate.
		
As they slept they dreamed the most tantalizing dreams of
		clear, rippling brooks of water; of wading knee deep in the
		most beautiful of ponds; of hoisting the old moss-covered
		bucket from some deep old well; of breaking and eating great
		white loaves of bread; of surrounding the home table with its
		load of steaming beans and bacon, fragrant coffee and
		delicious fried cakes. With such dreams of comfort, they awoke
		to realize more fully the terrors of their dry and swollen
		throats, the discomfort of empty stomachs. Water and food were
		the great riches of life to them then. Had piles of
		twenty-dollars pieces been on the one hand and a bucket of
		cold water on the other there is no doubt of the choice that
		would have been made.
		
Seven or eight miles from this place were two branches to
		the trail. One led into the mountains toward the snow, and the
		other still bore southerly. They could see that some other
		party who had no oxen to drive had taken the more northerly
		route, which seemed to lead more directly in the direction of
		the mines of California. Those who came later, with animals
		thought it would be folly to try to cross the deep snow they
		could see on the mountains before them and concluded that it
		would be safer to the south of the snow line, braving the
		danger of scarcity of water, rather than to perish in the
		snow. Capt. Doty was willing to attempt the northern branch of
		the trail if the others so decided, but the general feeling
		was in favor of the more plain and open trail which led away
		from the snows. It is known that this Northern branch led over
		what is known as Walker's Pass, coming out at the Kern
		River.
		
Taking then the southern branch, the party passed through a
		range of low mountains, and then the country before them
		seemed quite level for a hundred miles.
		
They expected they would find much difficulty on account of
		water, as their experience had taught them that it was very
		scarce in such locations, but this trail when they came to
		follow it led them for eight or ten miles over a level piece
		of high land that looked as if it might have slid down from
		the high mountain at some day long past, and this easily
		traveled road brought them at last to the top of a steep hill,
		down which they went and found near the bottom, a small weak
		stream of water, but no grass, and but little fuel of any
		kind. (This was the same camp at which Rogers and the Author
		overtook the advance party.) Here they killed an ox, which
		made a good meal for all, and not much remained over, for many
		had no oxen and were getting out of all sorts of provisions.
		They depended much on the generosity of their fellow
		travelers. Many of them stood back, and waited till those who
		owned the food were satisfied, and were very grateful when
		they were invited to take even the poorest morsels.
		
They could count the oxen and make a pretty close guess of
		how many days they could live in this way, even with the best
		probable fortune favoring them, and to the best of them there
		was but little hope, and to those who were dependent it seemed
		as if the fate of Fish and Ischam might be theirs almost any
		day. When the Author conversed with them at this camp he found
		them the first really heart-broken men he had ever seen. Some
		were men of middle age who had left good farms that gave them
		every need, and these they had left to seek a yellow phantom,
		and now there were yellow phantoms of a different sort rearing
		their dreadful forms all about them. They called themselves
		foolish gold hunters to forsake a land of plenty for a chance
		to leave their bones in a hot desert. More eyes than one
		filled with tears, and hopes in more than one breast vanished
		to almost nothing. More than one would gladly have placed
		himself back where he could have been assured of the poorest
		fare he ever saw upon his farm, for bread and water would have
		been an assurance of life, of which there seemed to be really
		but little expectation here.
		
When they left this camp in the cañon the trail was
		between two high rocks, rising like walls on each side. In one
		place they were so near together that an ox could hardly
		squeeze through. In a very short time they came to a bunch of
		willows growing out in the open ground. The little bunch or
		grove was forty or fifty feet in diameter, and in the center
		was a spring of water. The center of the clump had been
		cleared out, making a sort of corral of bushes, enclosing the
		spring. On the outside there was quite a little growth of
		grass, which was a fortunate thing for their poor beasts.
		
Away in the distance, rising up a little against the
		western sky they could see mountains with snow on them, and it
		seemed as if it were a journey of five or six days to reach
		them, but the good water and the grass bolstered up their
		spirits wonderfully for there was present relief and rather
		better prospects ahead. They were pretty sure that the wide
		plain held no water. Everything that would hold the precious
		drink was filled, and the best preparations made for what they
		believed was to be the final struggle for life. They rested
		one day and prepared for the very worst that might before
		them. Early in the morning when they could see plainest, they
		looked across the expanse before them and really it did not
		seem quite so barren, hot and desolate as the region they had
		passed, and they talked and hoped that this would be the last
		desert they must cross and that Los Angeles lay just beyond
		the sunny ridge they could dimly see ahead. There were some
		tears that more than one would not live to answer roll call on
		the other side, but it was the last hope, and worth an
		earnest, active trial.
		
Early in the morning, much refreshed, they started on again
		with rather sober faces. That night one man insisted on
		sleeping with his clothes and boots all on, for he said if he
		died he wanted to die in full dress. Another day and some
		thought they could see trees on the mountains ahead of them,
		and this renewed their courage greatly. In the middle of the
		day they suffered greatly with the heat and the dry air seemed
		to drink up every bit of moisture from everybody. When they
		killed an ox they saved the blood and ate it. The intestines,
		cleaned with the fingers, made food when roasted on the fire,
		and pieces of hide, singed and roasted, helped to sustain
		life. The water was nearly all gone. Only power of will and
		strength of body had kept any. Capt. Asa Haines sat down one
		day and said he could go no farther, but his comrade, L.D.
		Stephens, who had kept a little rice, a little tea, and a dry
		crust of bread for time of need, took a little water in a cup
		and made some soup which he forced his friend to eat and soon
		he revived and was able to move on again. That was true
		friendship.
		
The next night Stevens himself awoke and seemed perishing
		with thirst. He crawled over to Doty's bed and begged for just
		one sup of water, Doty in the goodness of his heart, took his
		canteen from under his head divided the last few drops with
		him and the death which threatened him was held off. Capt.
		Doty found it necessary to talk very seriously to those who
		mourned and talked of failing. He never gave up in the least.
		He encouraged all to make every step they could and know no
		such word as fail. When they said that death would be easier
		than life, he told them so, but that life was possible if they
		only willed it, and a better life than had been theirs. And so
		he kept them encouraged and kept them putting one foot before
		the other, pointing out the ever lessening distance to the
		mountain before them. He appealed to their manhood. "Be
		men," said he, "Be brave and courageous, and you
		have more strength than you believe." Thus by example and
		words he proved to be a true captain to his little band.
		
Their water was all gone, every drop, and still the
		foot-hills seemed far away. The supply of meat ran out. Tom
		Shannon killed an ox, and when those who had cattle had taken
		some, the others who had none were told to divide the rest.
		There was no water to dress or cook it, but it helped to
		sustain life. Entrails, bones, sinews, bits of hide and
		everything was used. One man was seen with an ox horn, burning
		the end in the fire and gnawing away at the softened portion.
		It was something terrible to see human beings eating what the
		dogs would cast aside. One man saw some moist looking earth on
		the shady side of a bunch of brush and he dug down and got a
		handful of it, from which he tried to suck the moisture. He
		failed, and the bad taste of the earth made him suffer more
		than before. Many bones of horses and cattle now appeared
		along the trail. They seemed to have been there a long time,
		and some were partly decayed. On this waterless stretch one of
		their number, a Frenchman, wandered off, searching for water
		in little hollows or puddles, and never came back to camp. He
		was supposed to be dead, but ten years afterward some
		surveyors found him in a Digger Indian camp.
		
An idea how selfish men will get under such circumstances
		may be gained by relating that on one occasion when an ox was
		killed the liver was carried to the brave little Mrs. Brier
		for herself and children, and she laid it aside for a few
		moments till she could attend to some other duties before
		cooking it. Darkness coming on meanwhile, some unprincipled,
		ungallant thief stole it, and only bits of offal and almost
		uneatable pieces were left to sustain their lives. That any
		one could steal the last morsel from a woman and her children
		surpasses belief, but yet it was plain that there was at least
		one man in the party who could do it. No one can fully
		understand or describe such scenes as this unless he has
		looked into just such hungry looking, haggard eyes and faces,
		a mixture of determination and despair, the human expression
		almost vanishing, and the face of a starving wolf or jackal
		taking its place. There are no words to paint such a state of
		things to him who has never seen and known.
		
But there were true men, true, charitable hearts in that
		little band. Though death stared them in the face they never
		forgot their fellow men. As they slowly crawled along many
		would wander here and there beside the trail and fall behind,
		especially the weaker ones, and many were the predictions that
		such and such a one would never come up again, or reach the
		camp. Then it was that these noble souls, tired almost beyond
		recovery themselves, would take water and go back to seek the
		wandering ones and give them drink and help them on. More than
		one would thus have perished in the sands but for the little
		canteen of water carried back by some friend. Only a swallow
		or two would often revive their failing strength and courage,
		and with slow step they would move on again. How much good a
		crust of bread would have done such a poor creature. Bread
		there was none—nothing but the flesh of their poor oxen,
		wasted and consumed by days of travel and lack of food till it
		had no goodness in it. Even the poor oxen, every night seemed
		to be the end of their walking; every morning it was feared
		that that would be the last time they would be able to rise
		upon their feet.
		
Already five or six days had passed since they left the
		camp at the willows where they had their last supply of water,
		and still they were on the desert. The journey was longer than
		they had expected, partly owing to the slow progress they had
		made for there were frequent stops to rest or they could not
		move at all. The mountains seemed nearer every day, and the
		trees were outlined more plainly each morning as they started
		out. Capt. Doty used every circumstance to encourage them. He
		would remark upon the favorable signs of water in the hills
		before them, and the hope that there might be some game to
		provide better meat than that of starving oxen. Thus he
		renewed their hope and kept alive their courage. He must have
		had a great deal of fortitude to hide his own sad feelings,
		for they must as surely have come to him as to any one, and to
		keep up always an air of hope, courage, and determination to
		succeed. If he had been a man of less spirit and good judgment
		it is very probable that many more would have been left by the
		wayside to die.
		
About this point the trail which had been growing fainter
		and fainter, seemed to vanish entirely. One could move in
		almost any direction to right or left as he chose, and because
		of this, previous travel had doubtless scattered and thus left
		no trail. It was thought best that this company should spread
		out and approach the mountains in as broad a front as possible
		so as to multiply the chances of finding water, and so they
		started out in pairs, some to the right and some to the left,
		each selecting the point where water seemed most probable.
		
Tom Shannon and a companion were one of these pairs. Tom
		was one of the few who still stuck to his gun, for he felt
		that it might save his life sometime. He and his companion
		separated about a mile, each looking at all points that showed
		the least sign of water. Suddenly a jack rabbit started from a
		bush, the first game Shannon had seen for more than a month.
		He pulled the rifle on him as he was making some big bound and
		had the good luck to nearly split his head open. Rushing up to
		his game he put his mouth to the wound and sucked the warm
		blood as it flowed, for it was the first liquid he had seen;
		but instead of allaying his fearful thirst it seemed to make
		it worse and he seemed delirious. A little way up the gulch he
		saw a rock and a green bush and steered for it, but found no
		water. He sat down with his back to the rock, his rifle
		leaning up near by, pulled his old worn hat over his eyes, and
		suffered an agony of sickness. He realized that life was
		leaving his body, and there he sat with no power to move and
		no desire to make an effort. It seemed as if he could see
		plain before him all the trail from where he sat, back over
		all the deserts, mountains and rivers to the old place in
		Illinois. He entirely forgot the present, and seemed
		unconscious of everything but the pictures of the past. The
		mind seemed growing freer from its attachment to the body and
		at liberty to take in his whole past life, and bright scenes
		that had gone before. How long he sat thus he knows not. His
		companion was fortunate in finding water, and when he had
		refreshed himself he set out to find poor Tom of whom he could
		see nothing. Going toward where he heard the shot he followed
		on till he saw him at the rock, almost doubled up, with his
		face concealed by his hat. "O! Tom!" said he, but
		there came no answering motion, and going nearer he called
		again and still no answer and no sign. Poor Tom had surely
		passed on to the better land, thought he, and salvation was so
		near. He approached and lifted the hat rim. There was a
		movement of the eyes, a quivering of the muscles of the face,
		and a sort of semi-unconscious stare such as precedes
		approaching dissolution.
		
Quickly holding back his head he poured water between his
		lips from his canteen and it was swallowed. Then a little
		more, and then some more, and life seemed coming back again
		into a troublesome world, bringing pain with it, and the
		consciousness of a suffering body. After a time he felt better
		and was helped to his feet, and together they went to the
		water hole where they made a fire and cooked the rabbit which
		was the first savory meat they had tasted for a long time. Tom
		felt better and told his companion how he felt after tasting
		the warm rabbit's blood, and how he had nearly gone off into
		the sleep of death.
		
"If you had been a little longer finding me,"
		said Tom, "I should soon have been out of this sad
		world." They fired a signal gun, looked down at the bones
		of the rabbit, drank more water, and gradually felt new life
		coming to them. The mountains seemed more fertile, and there
		was brush and grass near by, timber farther up, and still
		higher a cap of snow extending far along the range, both north
		and south. Towards night on this eventful day the scattered
		travelers began to come slowly into camp attracted by the guns
		and the smoke of the fire made by those who first found the
		water. Some were nearly as far gone as Tom Shannon was, and
		great caution had to used in giving them water on their empty
		stomach. One man named Robinson became so weak before he got
		near camp that his companions placed him on the back of one of
		the animals and a man walked on either side to catch him if he
		fell off. When they got within a mile of the water he insisted
		that he was strong enough to take care of himself and not be
		watched every minute, and they relaxed their vigilance. He
		soon fell off, and when they went to him he refused to be put
		back on the animal again or to walk any farther. "Just
		spread my blankets down," said he, "and I will lie
		down and rest a little and after a while I will come along
		into camp." So they left him and pushed on to water, and
		when they were a little refreshed went back to him with water,
		and to help him to come in, but when they came to him they
		found him dead. He did not seem to have moved after he had
		lain down. He did not seem so bad off as Shannon was when he
		lay down, and probably a few swallows of water at that time
		would have saved his life. It seemed sad indeed, after so much
		suffering and striving to get along, that he should die within
		a mile of water that would have saved his life. If he had
		possessed a little more strength so that the spark of life
		could have remained a little longer, the cooling moisture from
		the canteen would have revived it, and a little rest would
		have placed him on his feet again. They had no tools to dig a
		grave, not even a knife for they had left every weight in
		camp, so they covered him closely in his blankets and sadly
		returned to their friends. They had all along hoped that the
		Frenchman who had wandered away would come in, but he never
		came. There were several water holes scattered around at this
		point which seemed to be a sort of sunken place in the hills,
		and quite large brush could be obtained for fire, and grass
		for the oxen. Those who had been good hunters and had thrown
		away their rifles as useless burdens, now began to look at
		hills before them and think that game might be found in them,
		as well as water. There were only one or two guns in the whole
		party, They thought that this must surely be the edge of the
		great desert they had crossed, and only the snow range before
		them could be the obstacle that separated them from Los
		Angeles.
		
One day from here would bring them to the edge of the snow,
		and they debated as to the best course to pursue. Some of them
		were fearful they could not cross the snow with the oxen, for
		it seemed to be quite deep. The best place to cross seemed
		directly west of them. South was a higher peak, and to the
		north it was surely impassible. There seemed to be a faint
		sign of a trail from this point towards the lowest point in
		the snow mountains. There were some bones of cattle around the
		springs which they thought was an indication that in years
		gone by there had been some traveling on this trail. There
		surely would be water in the snow which could be got by
		melting it, and on the whole it seemed best to make the
		attempt to cross at the lowest place. There were no signs of
		travel except the trail which had not been used in years, not
		signs of civilization except the bones.
		
Starting from the water holes which showed no signs of
		having been used for several years, their next camp was, as
		they had calculated, on the edge of the snow where they found
		plenty of dry juniper trees for fire. and of course plenty of
		water. Here they killed an ox and fed the hungry so that they
		were pretty well refreshed. This was an elevated place and
		they could look back over the trail across the desert for,
		what seemed to them, a hundred miles, and the great dangers of
		their journey were discussed. Said one of them to Tom
		Shannon:—"Tom, you killed the first game we have
		come across in two months. Even the buzzards and coyotes knew
		better than to go out in into the country where the cursed
		Mormon saint sent us numbskulls." Another said that while
		they had been seeking a heaven on earth they had passed
		through purgatory, or perhaps a worse place still nearer the
		one from which sulphurous fumes arise, and now they hoped that
		there might be a somewhat more heavenly place beyond the snow.
		One who had been silent seemed awakened by inspiration and
		spoke in impromptu lines somewhat as follows, as he pointed
		out to the dim distance:—
		
Some even confessed the desperate thoughts that had come to
		their minds when they were choking and starving. We have
		mentioned four of the train who had perished beside the trail
		and it will be remembered that one party of eleven started out
		on foot before the wagons were abandoned by the rest of the
		party. Nothing was heard of these for seven years, but long
		afterward nine skeletons were found at the remains of a camp,
		and the other two were afterward seen in the gold fields. When
		spoken to about this party, they burst into tears and could
		not talk of it. So it is known that at least thirteen men
		perished in the country which has well been named Death
		Valley.
		
People who have always been well fed, and have never
		suffered from thirst till every drop of moisture seemed gone
		from the body, so they dare not open their mouth lest they dry
		up and cease to breathe, can never understand, nor is there
		language to convey the horrors of such a situation. The story
		of these parties may seem like fairy fables, but to those who
		experienced it all, the strongest statements come far short of
		the reality. No one could believe how some men, when they are
		starving take on the wild aspect of savage beasts, and that
		one could never feel safe in their presence. Some proved true
		and kind and charitable even with death staring them in the
		face, and never forgot their fellow men. Some that seemed
		weakest proved strongest in the final struggle for
		existence.
		
Early next morning before the sun rose they started to
		cross the snow, leaving their comrade Robinson behind, rolled
		up in his blankets, taking his everlasting sleep so far as the
		troubles of this world are concerned. What the day would bring
		forth very few could have any idea. Go on they must, and this
		direction seemed most promising. If the snow should prove hard
		enough to hold up the oxen they could probably cross before
		night, but if compelled to camp in the snow it was a doubtful
		case for them.
		
The snow held them as they advanced on it, but grew a
		little softer as the sun got higher. The tracks of both men
		and animals were stained with blood from their worn-out feet.
		When they turned the summit they found more timber and the
		ravine they followed was so shaded that the force of the sun
		was broken, and they really did not suffer very much from
		slumping through the snow, and so got safely over. Not far
		below the snow they found a running brook of clear, sweet
		water, with willows along the banks and trees on the hills,
		the first really good water for a month or two. This is the
		same camp where Rogers and his companion ate their meal of
		quail, hawk and crow a few days before, and these travelers
		knew by the remains of the little camp fire that they were
		following on the trail of the two men who had gone before.
		
This place was so great an improvement on the camps of the
		past that all hands began to talk and act more rational as
		hope dawned more brightly on them. Those who had guns branched
		off to search for game, but found they were too weak for that
		kind of work, and had to sit down very often to rest. When
		they tried to run they stumbled down and made very poor
		progress.
		
Capt. Doty, Tom Shannon and Bill Rude sat down to rest on a
		bold point above the creek. While there three wild horses came
		along within easy range, and thinking they would form better
		meat than the oxen each man picked his animal and all fired
		simultaneously, bringing them all to the ground. This seemed a
		piece of glorious luck, and all rushed in like wolves lifter a
		wounded animal. It was not very long before each had a chunk
		of meat in his hand, and many a one did not stop from eating
		because it was not cooked. Such declared they never ate
		anything so delicious in all their lives before, and wondered
		why horses were not used as food instead of hogs and cattle.
		As they satisfied their ravenous appetites they ate more like
		beasts than like men, so nearly were they starved, and so
		nearly had their starving condition made them fall from their
		lofty estate.
		
As they passed on down this cañon they found it very
		brushy and on the dry leaves under the wide-spreading trees
		they saw signs of bear and perhaps other animals. There were
		some swampy places where it was grassy, and into these the
		cattle rushed with great eagerness for the food they had so
		long suffered for. Some of Mr. Brier's cattle went in, and in
		tramping around for food sank deep into the mud and could not
		be coaxed out again. Mrs. Brier threw clubs at them but they
		did not seem inclined to pay much attention to her attacks so
		she was forced to go in after them herself, and in so doing
		also sank into the mud and could not get out without
		assistance. All this time her reverend husband sat outside on
		the hard ground at a safe distance, but did not offer any
		help. Probably if an extended and learned lecture on the
		effects of gravitation would have done any good he would have
		been ready with prompt and extended service to one whom he had
		promised to love and cherish.
		
About this time L.D. Stevens came along and seeing the
		condition of the unfortunate woman, at once went to her
		assistance and helped her to dry land. Brier himself never
		made a move nor said a word. Stevens looked terribly cross at
		him and remarked to his companions that if the preacher
		himself had been the one stuck in the mud he would have been
		quite inclined to leave him there for all of helping him.
		
The cañon grew narrow as they descended, and the
		brush thicker, so that to follow the bed of the stream was the
		only way to get along. The cattle seemed to scent a bear and
		stampeded in terror through the brush in various directions,
		all except one which was being led by a rope. They tried to
		follow the animals in a desperate effort to recover them and a
		few blankets they had upon their backs, but could only make
		slow progress. Tom Shannon and two others found a fresh bear
		track and determined to follow it awhile in the hope of having
		revenge on the cause of their mishap with the oxen. They took
		their blankets and kept the trail till night when they camped,
		but were at so great an elevation that a snowstorm came with
		six inches of snow so they could no longer follow the
		track.
		
They were very hungry and on the way back came across some
		wild cherries which had dried perfectly dry as they hung on
		the bushes. These they picked and ate, cracking the seeds with
		their teeth, and declaring them to be the best of fruit. Good
		appetites made almost anything taste good then. They got back
		to the creek next day pretty nearly starved, and with neither
		a bear nor runaway oxen to reward them for their two days'
		hard work.
		
Wood and water were plenty, but grass was scarce and their
		ox had to live on brush and leaves, but this was infinitely
		better than the stunted and bitter shrubs of the desert. They
		came out of the brush at last into the open bottom land where
		the brook sank out of sight in the sand, and sage brush
		appeared all about. From this on, over the elevated point
		which projected out nearly across the valley, their experience
		and emotions in coming in sight of vast herds of cattle
		feeding on rolling grassy hills, or reclining under great oak
		trees scattered over the more level lands, were much the same
		as came to the Author and his party when the same scene was
		suddenly opened to them. Signs of civilization and of plenty
		so suddenly appearing after so many weeks of suffering and
		desolation was almost enough to turn their heads, and more
		than one of the stout-hearted pioneers shed tears of joy. Only
		a few days before and they could scarcely have believed it
		possible to find a spot so lovely.
		
But to hungry, more than half starved men, points of
		artistic beauty and sober reflections over the terrors of the
		past found little place, and their first thought was to
		satisfy the cravings of hunger which were assuredly none the
		less when they beheld the numerous fat cattle all around them.
		There was no one to ask or to buy from and to kill and eat
		without permission might be wrong and might get them into
		difficulty, but one might as well ask a starving wolf to get
		permission to slay and eat when a fat lamb came across his
		path as to expect these men to take very much time to hunt up
		owners. When life or death are the questions that present
		themselves men are not so apt to discuss the right or wrong of
		any matter.
		
Tom Shannon and a couple of others did not wait long at any
		rate, but crawled down the creek bed till they were opposite a
		few fine animals and then crept up the bank very near to them.
		Two or three shots rang out and as many fine cattle were
		brought down. The live cattle ran away and the hungry men soon
		had the field to themselves. Much quicker than can be told the
		men had fat pieces of meat in their hands which they devoured
		without cooking. The men acted like crazy creatures at a
		barbacue—each one cut for himself with very little
		respect for anyone. The boldest got in first and the more
		retiring came in later, but all had enough and gradually
		resumed more human actions and appearance.
		
They had hardly finished their bloody feast when they saw a
		small squad of men on horseback advancing toward them, and as
		they came near it was quite plain that they were all armed in
		some way. All had lassoes at their saddles, some had
		old-fashioned blunderbusses, and nearly every one had a
		macheta or long bladed Spanish knife. As the horsemen
		drew near they formed into something like military order and
		advanced slowly and carefully. It was pretty evident they
		thought they were about to encounter a band of thieving
		Indians, but as they came closer they recognized the strangers
		as Americans and passed the compliments with them in a rather
		friendly manner.
		
Some of the Jayhawkers had been in the Mexican War and
		understood a few words of Spanish, and by a liberal use of
		signs were able to communicate with the armed party and tell
		them who they were, where they were going, and the unfortunate
		condition in which they found themselves. The men did not seem
		angry at losing so few of their cattle, and doubtless
		considered themselves fortunate in not suffering to the extent
		of some hundreds as they did sometimes by Indian raids, and
		invited the whole party down to the ranch house of the San
		Francisquito Rancho of which this was a part. Arrived at the
		house the ranch men brought in a good fat steer which they
		killed and told the poor Americans to help themselves and be
		welcome. This was on the fourth day of February, 1850.
		
The whole party remained here to rest themselves and their
		oxen for several days, and were royally entertained by the
		people at the ranch. They talked over the plans for the
		future, and considered the best course to pursue. They thought
		it would be wise to keep their oxen for these would now
		improve in flesh, and as they had no money with which to buy
		food they might still rely on them in further travels. The
		best oxen had survived, for the failing ones were selected to
		be killed when they were forced to have food. The weaker of
		their comrades had perished in the desert, and the remainder
		of the train consisted of the strongest men and the strongest
		oxen, and there seemed to be no question but that they could
		all live in this country where grass and water were both
		abundant, and every sign of more or less wild game.
		
Those of the company who had no cattle made their way
		directly to Los Angeles, and from thence to the coast from
		which most of them reached San Francisco by sailing vessel.
		Those who had no money were given a passage on credit, and it
		is believed that all such debts were afterwards honestly
		paid.
		
Capt. Doty made a proposition to buy out the oxen of some
		who had only one or two, giving his note for them payable in
		San Francisco or anywhere up north they might chance to meet,
		and many of them accepted and went to the coast. In this way
		Doty secured oxen enough to supply one for each of those who
		decided to go with him. They decided to use them for pack
		animals to carry their blankets, and to proceed slowly toward
		the mines, killing game, if possible, and permitting their
		animals to graze and improve in condition as they moved.
		
There must have been from twenty-five to forty people
		gathered at the ranch. Among them was the Rev. J.W. Brier who
		seemed to want to impress it on the new California friends
		that he was the man of all others to be honored. The ranchman
		was a good Catholic, and Brier tried to make him understand
		that he, also, was very devout. He said, and repeated to him
		very often—"Me preacher," but he did not
		succeed very well in impressing the good Californian with the
		dignity of his profession, for he could talk no Spanish and
		was not highly gifted in sign language.
		
When they went away they had no way to reward their good
		friends who had been friends indeed to them. They could only
		look their thanks and express themselves in a very few words
		of Spanish. "Adios Amigos," said they to the
		scantily clothed travelers as they set out on their way to the
		mines.
		
They followed down the course of the river that flowed
		through the valley, the Santa Clara River, and knew that it
		would take them to the sea at last. Before they reached the
		mission of San Buena Ventura, near the sea, they ran out of
		meat again, for they had failed to find game as they had
		expected, and Capt. Asa Haynes took the chances of killing a
		Spanish cow that looked nice and fat. They camped around the
		carcass and ate, and smoked the meat that was left. While thus
		engaged two horsemen approached, and after taking a good look
		at the proceedings, galloped off again. When the party arrived
		at the Mission they were arrested and taken before the alcalde
		to give an account of their misdeeds. They realized that they
		were now in a bad fix, and either horn of the dilemma was bad
		enough. They could not talk Spanish; they had no money; they
		had killed somebody's cow; they were very hungry; they might
		be willing to pay, but had no way of doing it; they did not
		want to languish in jail, and how to get out of it they could
		not understand. Luck came to them, however, in the shape of a
		man who could speak both English and Spanish, to whom they
		told their story and who repeated it to the alcalde, telling
		him of their misfortunes and unfortunate condition, and when
		that officer found out all the circumstances he promptly
		released them as he did not consider them as criminals. The
		cow was probably worth no more than ten dollars.
		
At Santa Barbara they found a chance to trade off some of
		their oxen for mares, which were not considered worth much,
		and managed the barter so well that they came out with a horse
		apiece and a few dollars besides, with which to buy grub along
		the road. They depended mostly on their guns for supplying
		them with food. They supposed they were about three hundred
		miles from San Francisco, and expected to meet with but few
		people except at the Missions, of which they had learned there
		were a few along the road. At these there was not much to be
		had except dried beef. However, they managed to use the guns
		with fair success, and at last arrived safely at Stockton
		where they sold some of their horses for more than double what
		they cost, and with a small number of horses they packed on to
		the gold mines.
		
Those of the party who went to Los Angeles managed in one
		way or another to get through on schooners, and many of them,
		after a year or two of hard work, made some money and returned
		to their homes in Illinois. It is hardly necessary to add that
		they did not return via Death Valley.
		
Some years afterward the members of this party who had
		returned to their Eastern homes formed themselves into an
		organization which they called the Jayhawkers' Union,
		appointed a chairman and secretary, and each year every one
		whose name and residence could be obtained was notified to be
		present at some designated place on the fourth day of February
		which was the date on which they considered they passed from
		impending death into a richly promising life. They always had
		as good a dinner as Illinois could produce, cooked by the
		wives and daughters of the pioneers, and the old tales were
		told over again.
		
One part of the program was the calling of the roll, and
		such reports and letters as had come to hand. The following is
		a list of the members of the party so far as can be
		ascertained, as gathered from recollections and from the
		reports of the meetings of the reunions.
		
The following named were living, so far as known, in
		1893:—John B. Colton and Alonzo C. Clay, of Galesburg,
		Ill., Luther A. Richards, of Woodhull, Ill., Chas. B. Mecum,
		of Ripley, Iowa, John W. Plummer, of Tulon, Ill., Edward
		Bartholomew, Urban P. Davidson, John Crosscup and L. Dow
		Stephens, of San Jose, California, Harrison Frans and Thomas
		Shannon, of Los Gatos, Cal., J.W. Brier and wife, Lodi, Cal.,
		three children of Mr. Brier.
		
The following are supposed to be dead:—Ann Haines,
		Knoxville, Ill., Sidney P. Edgerton, formerly of Blair,
		Nebraska, Thomas McGrew, John Cole, Wm. B. Rude, Wm. Robinson
		and Alex. Palmer, of Knoxville, Ill., Marshall B. Edgerton,
		late of Galesburg, Ill. Wm. Ischam, of Rochester, N.Y.,
		Mr.---- Fish, of Oskaloosa, Iowa, John L. West, Aaron Larkin,
		Capt. Edwin Doty and Brien Byram, of Knoxville, Ill., Mr.----
		Carter, of Wisconsin, Geo. Allen, Leander Woolsey and Chas.
		Clark, of Henderson, Ill., Mr. ---- Gretzinger, of Oskaloosa,
		Iowa, and a Frenchman whose name is unknown.
		
There were some others connected more or less with the
		party at some part of the trip, but not coming in with the
		Jayhawker organization. So far as learned, their names are as
		follows:—John Galler, Jim Woods and Jim Martin of Miss.,
		Ed Croker of N.Y., David Funk, Mr. Town, Henry Wade, wife and
		three children, Nat Ward, John D. Martin, of Texas, Old
		Francis, a Frenchman, Fred Carr and Negro "Joe,"
		from Miss.
		
There were a great many reports about finding rich mines
		about this time, and these stories have been magnified and
		told in all sorts of ways since then, and parties have
		returned to try to find the great riches.
		
Among the Jayhawkers were two Germans who could speak but
		little English and probably for this reason, kept apart from
		the remainder of the party.
		
One day, after the wagons were abandoned these German
		fellows were marching along alone with their packs on their
		backs in the warm sun, suffering very much for want of water
		and food, when one of them sat down on a hill-side in pretty
		nearly absolute despair, while the other man went down into a
		ravine hoping to find a puddle of water in the rocky bottom
		somewhere, though it was almost a forlorn hope. All at once he
		called out to his partner on the hill—"John, come
		down here and get some of this gold. There is a lot of
		it." To this poor John Galler only
		replied:—"No, I won't come. I don't want any gold,
		but I would like very much to have some water and some
		bread." And so they left the valuable find and slowly
		walked on, pulling through at last with the rest of them, and
		reaching Los Angeles.
		
The man who found the gold went to the Mission of San Luis
		Rey and started a small clothing store, and some time
		afterward was killed. John Galler settled in Los Angeles and
		established a wagon shop in which he did a successful
		business. He was an honest, industrious man and the people had
		great confidence in him. He often told them about what his
		partner had said about finding the gold in the desert, and the
		people gave him an outfit on two or three occasions to go back
		and re-locate the find, but he did not seem to have much idea
		of location, and when he got back into the desert again things
		looked so different to him that he was not able to identify
		the place, or to be really certain they were on the same trail
		where his companion found the gold.
		
The Author saw him in 1862 and heard what he had to say
		about it, and is convinced that it was not gold at all which
		they saw. I told him that I more than suspected that what he
		saw was mica instead of gold and that both he and his partner
		had been deceived, for more than one man not used to gold had
		been deceived before now. "No sir!" said he, "I
		saw lots of gold in Germany, and when I saw that I knew what
		it was." The Author went back over that trail in 1862 and
		sought out the German on purpose to get information about the
		gold. He could not give the name of a single man who was in
		the party at that time, but insisted that it was gold he saw
		and that he knew the trail.
		
The Author was able to identify with reasonable certainty
		the trails followed by the different parties, but found no
		signs of gold formation except some barren quartz, and this
		after an experience of several years in both placer and quartz
		mines. So honest John Galler's famous placer mine still
		remains in the great list of lost mines, like the Gunsight
		Lead and other noted mines for which men have since prospected
		in vain.
			
		
Alexander Combs Erkson was one of the pioneers of 1849,
		having left the state of Iowa in the month of May, when he
		assisted in organizing a company known as the "Badger
		Company" at Kanesville, the object being mutual
		assistance and protection. This company joined the Bennett
		party mentioned so prominently in this history, at the
		Missouri, and traveled with them or near them to the
		rendezvous near Salt Lake where the new company was organized
		for the southern trip taken by the Death Valley party, the
		Jayhawkers and others. As the experience of Mr. Erkson was in
		some respects different to that of the parties mentioned, he
		having taken a different route for a part of the way, it was
		thought best to embody it in this history. The following was
		dictated to the editor of this book, and as Mr. Erkson died
		before the written account could be revised by him, it is the
		best that can possibly be obtained.
		
"We arrived at the Mormon camp near Salt Lake, Salt
		Lake City, in the month of August. Several of us went to work
		getting out lumber for Brigham Young while we were waiting and
		resting. The mormons all advised us not to undertake to go on
		by the northern route, and as the travelers gathered at this
		point they canvassed the situation. We used our teams when we
		were at work for Brigham and assisted in building a dam across
		a cañon where he intended to build a woolen mill. I
		earned about a hundred dollars by my work, which was paid to
		me in ten-dollar pieces of a gold coin made by the Mormons.
		They were not like the U.S. coins. I remember one side had an
		eye and the words—"Holiness to the Lord."
		
We entered into an agreement with Capt. Hunt, a Mormon, to
		pilot us through, and turned all our gold into that company,
		thus bringing none of the Mormon gold with us. We went on with
		the company as has been related in the foregoing pages, till
		we arrived at Mt. Misery, so named by us, when we took the
		back track, while Mr. Manley and the others went on as they
		have related. We had meetings by the light of a greenwood
		fire, and the matter was talked up in little knots of people,
		and then some one would get up and speak. One J.W. Brier, a
		preacher, was the principal blower. 'You are going wrong!'
		said he, We should go west, and in six weeks we will be loaded
		with gold!'
		
Hunt got a little confused at a place called Beaver
		Meadows, or Mountain Meadows, and thought perhaps he could
		find a new road. Several men were sent out to look, and some
		of us in camp played ball for amusement while we were waiting.
		Hunt's men came back and said there were no prospects of a new
		road, and he said he knew the southern route and believed it
		would be safe to go that way.
		
He told us that we must decide the next day. When we came
		to the road where we were to separate he filed off on his road
		and the others filed off on their road and then came back with
		their whips in their hands. I had filed in after Hunt, and
		they tried to convince me that I was very wrong. A Mr. Norton
		of Adrian, Mich., promised Mrs. Erkson a horse to ride if she
		would go, and so I left Hunt and turned in on the other road,
		the hindmost wagon. This is going back a little with the
		history and bringing it up to Mt. Misery. On my way back from
		Mt. Misery I climbed up on a big rock and inscribed the
		date—Nov. 10, 1849.
		
In our journey we came to what is called 'The rim of the
		Basin,' and traveled along on that a distance till we came to
		the Santa Clara River and saw where the Indians had raised
		corn and melons. We followed on down that stream and found our
		teams gradually failing. Noting this we decided to overhaul
		our loads and reject a lot of things not strictly necessary to
		preserve life. I know I threw out a good many valuable and
		pretty things by the roadside. I remember six volumes of
		Rollin's Ancient History, nicely bound, with my name on the
		back, that were piled up and left. We followed along near the
		Santa Clara River till it emptied into the Virgin River. It
		was somewhere along here that we first saw some Yucca trees.
		The boys often set fire to them to see them burn.
		
The Virgin River was a small stream running on about the
		course we wanted to travel, and we followed this course for
		thirty or forty miles. We found plenty of wood and water and
		mesquite. After awhile the river turned off to the left, while
		we wanted to keep to the right, so we parted company there. We
		heard of a river beyond which they called the 'Big Muddy' and
		we went up a little arroyo, then over a divide to some table
		land that led us down to the Big Muddy. We made our wagons as
		light as possible, taking off all the boards and stakes we
		could possibly get along without. Wm. Philipps and others were
		placed on short allowance. They had an idea that I had more
		provisions in my wagon than I ought to have, but I told them
		that it was clothing that we used to sleep on. I divided among
		them once or twice. When we reached the Muddy we stopped two
		or three days for there was plenty of feed. It was a narrow
		stream that seemed as if it must come from springs. It was
		narrow between banks, but ran pretty deep, and a streak of fog
		marked its course in the morning. We understood it was not
		very far from where we left the Virgin River to the Colorado,
		some said not more than fourteen miles and that the Colorado
		turned sharply to the south at that point. Mr. Rhynierson and
		wife had a child born to them on the Virgin River, and it was
		named Virginia.
		
It was a gloomy trip the whole time on the Muddy. I lost
		three or four head of cattle, all within a day and a night.
		Mrs. Erkson walked to lighten the load, and would pick all the
		bunches of grass she saw and put them on the wagon to feed the
		oxen when we stopped. I let them pass me and stopped and fed
		the cattle, and slept ourselves. It was said that we ran great
		risks from Indians, but we did not see any. I had at this time
		only two yoke of oxen left.
		
We overtook the party next morning at nine o'clock, having
		met some of them who were coming back after us. All were
		rejoiced that we had come on safely. Here I met Elisha Bennett
		and told him my story. He said he could sell me a yoke of
		oxen. He had a yoke in J.A. Philipps' team and was going to
		take them out. He said nothing in particular as to price. I
		said that I wanted to see Mr. Philipps and talk with him about
		the matter, for he had said Bennett should not have the
		cattle. I went over to see him and spoke to him about
		Bennett's cattle and he told me they had quarreled and I could
		have them, and so we made a bargain. I gave twenty dollars for
		the cattle, the last money I had, and as much provisions as he
		could carry on his back. They were making up a party to reach
		the settlements at the Williams ranch, and I made arrangements
		for them to send back provisions for us. About thirty started
		that way—young men and men with no families with
		them.
		
I got along very well with my new team after that. It was
		about forty miles from water to water, and I think we camped
		three times. At one place we found that provisions had been
		left, with a notice that the material was for us, but the
		red-skins got the provisions. We struck a spring called-----,
		a small spring of water, and a child of some of the party died
		there and was buried.
		
We then went more nearly south to find the Mojave River,
		for we hoped to find water there. It was very scarce with us
		then, We had one pretty cold day, but generally fine weather,
		and to get along we traveled at night and a party struck the
		Mojave. Here there was some grass, and the mustard was
		beginning to start up and some elder bushes to put forth
		leaves. I picked some of the mustard and chewed it to try to
		get back my natural taste. Here the party divided, a part
		going to the left to San Bernardino and the remainder to the
		right to Cucamunga. I was with the latter party and we got
		there before night.
		
Rhynierson said to one of the party—'Charlie, you had
		better hurry on ahead and try to get some meat before the
		crowd comes up.' Charlie went on ahead and we drove along at
		the regular gait which was not very fast about these times. We
		saw nothing of Charlie and so I went to the house to look for
		him and found him dead drunk on wine. He had not said a word
		to them about provisions. That wine wrecked us all. All had a
		little touch of scurvy, and it seemed to be just what we
		craved. I bought a big tumbler of it for two bits and carried
		it to my wife. She lasted it at first rather gingerly, then
		took a little larger sup of it, and then put it to her lips
		and never slopped drinking till the last drop was gone. I
		looked a little bit surprised and she looked at me and
		innocently asked—'Why! Haven't you had any?' I was
		afraid she would be the next one to be dead drunk, but it
		never affected her in that way at all. We bought a cow here to
		kill, and used the meat either fresh or dried, and then went
		on to the Williams, or Chino ranch. Col. Williams was glad to
		see us, and said we could have everything we wanted. We wanted
		to get wheat, for we had lived so long on meat that we craved
		such food. He told us about the journey before us and where we
		would find places to camp. Here we found one of the Gruwells.
		We camped here a week, meeting many emigrants who came by way
		of Santa Fe.
		
We went on from here to San Gabriel where we staid six
		weeks to rest and recuperate the cattle. In the good grass we
		found here they all became about as fat as ever in a little
		while. Here the party all broke up and no sort of an
		organization was kept up beyond here. Some went to Los
		Angeles, some went on north, trading off their cattle for
		horses, and some went directly to the coast. We went to the
		Mission of San Fernando where we got some oranges which were
		very good for us. There is a long, tedious hill there to get
		over. We made up ten wagons. By the time we reached the San
		Francisquito Ranch I had lost my cattle. I went down to this
		ranch and there met Mr. and Mrs. Arcane getting ready to go to
		San Pedro. We came north by way of Tejon pass and the Kern
		River, not far from quite a large lake, and reached the mines
		at last. I remember we killed a very fat bear and tried out
		the grease, and with this grease and some flour and dried
		apples Mrs. Erkson made some pretty good pies which the miners
		were glad to get at a dollar and even two dollars
		apiece."
		
Mr. Erkson followed mining for about a year and then went
		into other business until he came to Santa Clara Valley and
		began farming near Alviso. He has been a highly respected
		citizen and progressive man, He died in San Jose in the spring
		of 1893.
		
Edward Coker was one of a party of twenty-one men who left
		their wagons, being impatient of the slow progress made by the
		ox train, and organized a pack train in which they were
		themselves the burden carriers. They discarded everything not
		absolutely necessary to sustain life, packed all their
		provisions into knapsacks, bravely shouldered them and started
		off on foot from the desert to reach California by the
		shortest way.
		
Among those whom Mr. Coker can recollect are Capt. Nat.
		Ward, Jim Woods, Jim Martin of Missouri, John D. Martin of
		Texas, "Old Francis," a French Canadian, Fred Carr,
		Negro "Joe" and some others from Coffeeville, Miss.,
		with others from other states.
		
Mr. Coker related his experience to the Author somewhat as
		follows:—
		
One other of the party was a colored man who joined us at
		the camp when we left the families, he being the only
		remaining member of a small party who had followed our wagon
		tracks after we had tried to proceed south. This party was
		made up of a Mr. Culverwell who had formerly been a writer in
		a Government office at Washington, D.C., a man named Fish
		claiming to be a relative of Hamilton Fish of New York, and
		another man whose name I never knew. He, poor fellow, arrived
		at our camp in a starving condition and died before our
		departure. The other two unfortunates ones died on the desert,
		and the colored man reported that he simply covered their
		remains with their blankets.
		
I well remember that last night in camp before we started
		with our knapsacks and left the families, for it was plain the
		women and children must go very slow, and we felt we could go
		over rougher and shorter roads on foot and get through sooner
		by going straight across the Sierra Nevada Mountains. Our
		condition was certainly appalling. We were without water, all
		on the verge of starvation, and the three poor cattle which
		yet remained alive were objects of pity. It seemed almost a
		crime to kill the poor beasts, so little real food was there
		left on their skeleton frames. They had been so faithful and
		had plodded along when there seemed no hope for them. They
		might still serve to keep the party from starvation.
		
It was at this camp that Mr. Ischam died. The night before
		our departure he came wandering into camp and presented such
		an awful appearance, simply a living skeleton of a once grand
		and powerful man. He must have suffered untold agony as he
		struggled on to overtake the party, starving and alone, with
		the knowledge that two of his companions had perished
		miserably of starvation in that unknown wilderness of rocks
		and alkali.
		
Our journey on foot through the mountains was full of
		adventure and suffering. On our arrival at the shores of
		Owen's Lake not a man of the party had a mouthful of food left
		in his pack, and to add to our difficulties we had several
		encounters with the hostile Indians. There was a fearful snow
		storm falling at Owen's Lake on the evening that we arrived
		there, and we could make no fire. The Indians gathered around
		us and we did not know exactly what to make of them, nor could
		we determine whether their intentions were good or bad. We
		examined the lake and determined to try to ford it, and thus
		set out by the light of the moon that occasionally peeped out
		from behind the clouds, while the red devils stood howling on
		the shore.
		
The following morning we found what was then known as the
		Fremont Trail, and by the advice of some friendly Indians who
		came into our camp, we kept the "big trail" for
		three days and came to Walker's Pass. While on this trail we
		were followed at night by a number of wild Indians, but we
		prudently avoided any collisions with them and kept moving on.
		Going on through the pass we followed the right hand branch of
		the trail, the left hand branch leading more to the south and
		across a wide plain. We soon came to a fair-sized stream, now
		known to be the south fork of the Kern River, which we
		followed until we came to its junction with a larger river,
		the two making the Kern River. Here we were taken across by
		some friendly Indians who left the Missions farther west
		during the Mexican war and took to their own village located
		at the foot of the Sierra Nevada Mountains. At this village we
		were on exhibition for several hours with an audience of five
		hundred people or more, of the red men, and on the following
		morning we commenced the ascent of the mountains again, the
		Indians furnishing us with a guide in the person of an old
		Pi-Ute. He brought us over the range, through the snow and
		over the bleak ridges, in the month of December, 1849, and we
		made our first camp at an Indian village in Tulare Valley, a
		few miles south of where Porterville now stands.
		
From this Indian village we walked on until we arrived at
		the present site of Millerton on the south bank of the San
		Joaquin River. Our sufferings were terrible from hunger, cold,
		and wet, for the rains were almost continual at this
		elevation, and we had been forced several times to swim. The
		sudden change from the dried-up desert to a rainy region was
		pretty severe on us. On our arrival at the San Joaquin River
		we found a camp of wealthy Mexicans who gave us a small amount
		of food, and seemed to want us to pass on that they might be
		rid of us. I can well believe that a company of twenty-one
		starving men was the cause of some disquietude to them. They
		gave us some hides taken from some of the cattle they had
		recently slain, and from these we constructed a boat and ferry
		rope in which we crossed the river, and then continued our
		journey to the mining camp on Aqua Frio, in Mariposa
		county.
		
It is very strange to think that since that time I have
		never met a single man of that party of twenty-one. I had kept
		quite full notes of the whole trip from the state of New York
		to the mines, and including my early mining experience up to
		the year 1851. Unfortunately this manuscript was burned at the
		Russ House fire in Fresno, where I also lost many personal
		effects."
		
In the year 1892 Mr. Coker was living in Fresno, or near
		that city, in fairly comfortable health, and it is to be hoped
		that the evening of his days, to which all the old pioneers
		are rapidly approaching, may be to him all that his brightest
		hopes pictured.
		

Having followed the various little parties into which the
		great train had resolved itself when it began to feel the
		pressure of suffering and trouble which came with contact with
		the desert, followed them in their various ways till they came
		through to the Pacific Slope, the travels and experiences of
		the Author are again resumed.
		
It will be remembered that he had rested at Los Angeles,
		working for Mr. Brier who had temporarily turned boarding
		house keeper, and finally made arrangements with some drovers
		to assist in taking a small stock of horses north to the
		mines. His story is thus continued:—
		
We followed the wagon road which the companies that had
		gone on before had made, and got along very well. At night I
		acted independently—staked out my mule and ate my meal
		of dried meat and crackers—then joined the others around
		a large fire, and all seemed to enjoy the company. After a few
		days the two men who owned the horses proposed to me to let my
		mule carry the provisions, and they wanted me to ride one of
		their horses that was not carrying a pack, as they said it
		would keep it more gentle to ride it.
		
To please the old gentleman from Sacramento I agreed to the
		proposition, for I thought perhaps by being accommodating I
		could get along more pleasantly.
		
Thus we traveled on, over rolling hills covered with grass
		and wild flowers, and I was much pleased with all that I could
		see. For the first two days we did not pass a house, which
		shows how thinly settled the country was. Cattle were often
		seen, and sometimes horses, but people were very scarce. In
		time we went down a long, steep hill, then across a wide
		valley that supported a rank growth of vegetation, and came to
		a Mission called San Buena Ventura (good luck.) Here the men
		seemed scarce, but Indians and dogs plenty. The houses were of
		the same sort as at Los Angeles, except the church, all made
		of dried mud, and never more than one story high.
		
As we journeyed along we came to the sea shore, the
		grandest sight in the world to me, for I had never before seen
		the ocean. What a wide piece of water it was! Far out I could
		see small waves coming toward the shore, and the nearer they
		came the faster they seemed to rush and at last turned into
		great rollers and breakers which dashed upon the rocks or
		washed far up the sandy shore with a force that made the
		ground tremble. There was no wind and I could not see what it
		could be that so strangely agitated the water. Here the waves
		kept coming, one after another, with as much regularity as the
		slow strokes of a clock. This was the first puzzle the great
		sea propounded to me, and there under the clear blue sky and
		soft air I studied over the ceaseless, restless motion and the
		great power that was always beating on the shore. I tasted the
		water and found it exceedingly salt, and I did not see how
		anything could live in it and not become in the condition of
		pickled pork or fish. Where was the salt to make this mighty
		brine pond, and why did it keep so when the great rivers kept
		pouring in their torrents of fresh waters? I did not
		understand, and these are some of the thoughts that came to
		the boy who had been raised upon the prairie, and to whom the
		great ocean was indeed an unknown sea.
		
We followed along the road and in time came to another
		village and Mission called Santa Barbara. The village was near
		the shore, and the church farther back upon an elevated piece
		of ground near the foot of the mountain, overlooking the town
		and sea and much of the country to the south, west and east.
		The mountain was high and rough, and a point ran out into the
		sea making a sort of harbor. This town was built much as the
		others had been except perhaps the Mission which seemed
		better. The roofs were as flat as the floors and were covered
		with a sort of tar which made them water-proof. The material
		of the houses was sun-dried bricks, two feet long by one foot
		wide and four to six inches thick. There was no lime in the
		mortar of this mason work, and the openings in the walls had
		iron bars across them instead of sash and glass. Dried hides
		were spread upon the floors, and there was a large earthen jar
		for water, but not a table, bedstead or chair could be seen in
		the rooms we saw. A man came along, rode right in at the door,
		turned around and rode out again. The floor was so hard that
		the horse's feet made no impression on it. Very few men, quite
		a number of Indians, more women, and a still larger quantity
		of dogs made up the inhabitants.
		
Leaving here the road led back from the sea shore and over
		quite a level table land, covered with a big growth of grass
		and some timber, and then down to the sandy shore again where
		the mountain comes so close that we were crowded down to the
		very water's edge. Here the never-tiring waves were still
		following each other to the shore and dashing themselves to
		pieces with such a noise that I felt awed to silence. What a
		strange difference in two parts of the earth so little
		distance from each other! Here was a waste of waters, there
		was a waste of sands that may some time have been the bottom
		of just such a dashing, rolling sea as this. And here, between
		the two, was a fertile region covered with trees, grass and
		flowers, and watered with brooks of fresh, sweet water.
		Paradise and Desolation! They surely were not far apart. Here
		I saw some of the queer things that wash on shore, for we
		camped close to the beach.
		
It was a circumstance of great interest to me to see the
		sun slowly go down into the great ocean. Slowly and steadily
		it went, getting redder and redder as it went down, then it
		just touched the distant water and the waves dashed over more
		and more of its face till all was covered. Were it not for the
		strong, bright rays that still shot up across the sky one
		might think it was drowned forever, but in the morning it came
		up over the mountain top, having apparently made half the
		circuit of the globe.
		
Soon after this the road left the shore and turned into the
		mountains. Another Mission was on this road, Santa Ynez,
		situated in a beautiful place but apparently in decay, for the
		men had gone to the mines, leaving the Indians, women, and
		dogs as in other places. San Luis Obispo was another Mission
		similarly inhabited, but the surroundings did not seem so
		pleasant as those we had seen before, although it bore signs
		that considerable had been done. From here our road bore still
		more north and we had a long mountain to work over, very
		rocky, and in some places barren.
		
San Miguel was a Mission situated on the bank of a dry
		stream that evidently had seen plenty of water earlier in the
		season. The surrounding country was covered with scattering
		timber. Soledad was another place where there were some
		improvements, located on a small river, but nearly deserted
		like the other places. Prospects at the gold mines were so
		favorable that every man felt an irresistible desire to enrich
		himself, and so they left their families at the Missions and
		in the towns and rushed off to the mines. Nearly all of them
		expected to return by winter.
		
I think I must stop right here and tell about the
		California carriages of which I had seen several at Los
		Angeles and at the Missions along our road. The first time I
		saw one it was a great curiosity, I assure you. The wheels
		were cut off the end of a sycamore log a little over two feet
		in diameter and each section about a foot long. The axle was a
		piece of wood eight inches square with a tongue fastened to it
		long enough to be used with a yoke of oxen, and the ends of
		the axle were roughly rounded, leaving something of a
		shoulder. The wheels were retained in place by a big
		lynch-pin. On the axle and tongue was a strong frame of square
		hewed timbers answering for bed pieces, and the bottom was of
		raw-hide tightly stretched, which covered the whole frame.
		Tall stakes at each corner of the frame held up an awning in
		hot weather. The yoke was fastened to the horns of the oxen by
		strong, narrow strips of raw-hide, and the tongue was fastened
		to the yoke in the same way. The driver was generally an
		Indian, armed with a small pole six or eight feet long, who
		marched on before, the oxen following after. I saw many a
		wagon like this, the platform well filled up with women and
		children, and a pack of dogs following along behind, slowly
		rolling over the country, and this is the way they traveled
		when they went visiting friends who lived a few miles in the
		country. Sometimes the wheels gave perfectly agonizing shrieks
		as they revolved, and when they made so much noise that their
		strong Spanish nerves could stand it no longer, if there was
		any green grass to be found the drivers would crowd in a
		quantity around the axle, and there was generally room for a
		good lot of it, to answer for a lubricator.
		
We passed on from Soledad and shortly rose into the table
		land we had seen for some time before us. From here we could
		look north for a long way with no hill or mountain in sight;
		but our road led along on the east side of this treeless
		plain, so thickly covered with grass that we recalled some of
		the old tales of the grassy plains. We passed a landholder's
		house on the road, then crossed a range of low mountains and
		came to the Mission of San Juan (St. John) situated near the
		foot-hills, overlooking a level, rich appearing extent of
		valley land with a big vegetable growth all over it; in some
		places wild mustard which stood thickly and was from four to
		ten feet high. I thought what a splendid place it would be for
		the Yankees who are fond of greens.
		
This was the first place since we left Los Angeles where we
		could buy any kind of breadstuff, and we were here enabled to
		get a change of diet, including greens. This seemed to be one
		end or side of another valley, and as we went along it seemed
		to widen away to the east; but our course was to the north,
		and we followed the road. The architecture of all the
		buildings except the churches was all the same, being built of
		the sun dried adobes or bricks made by mixing up a clay mud
		with tough grass and letting it get dry and hard. We saw the
		same kind of roof material as before, a sort of mineral tar
		which I supposed they must find somewhere about.
		
I could imagine why the houses were built in this way, for
		when the Jesuit missionaries first came in they found the
		country occupied by Indians who used their arrows to good
		effect, as they were jealous of all outside occupation. The
		early settlers evidently made the walls of their dwellings
		thick and strong enough to resist all kinds of weapons used by
		Indians. They could not set fire to them for they were fire
		proof and arrow proof, and the hostile Indian could dance on
		the roof without being able to get in or do any injury. Thus
		the poor Indian was fairly beat and eventually became a better
		Indian.
		
The Indians of what is now Nevada and Arizona used to come
		over into these rich valleys and clandestinely capture a band
		of a hundred or more head of cattle or horses and make their
		escape. They were often followed by the herders, but if they
		did not overtake the thieves before they got into the deep
		cañons of the mountains, they would usually turn back
		and let them go rather than be led into ambush in some strange
		narrow place where escape would be impossible and they might
		be filled with arrows. No doubt the trail we had followed
		across the plains, where there were so many horses' bones, was
		one of these trails along which the thieving Indians took
		their booty which died upon the trip.
		
Our road from here was near the foot-hills on the west side
		of a level, grassy, thinly timbered valley, and as we advanced
		we noticed that the timber grew more plentiful and the trees
		larger, without much underbrush. We also noticed that the
		vegetation was ranker and no doubt the soil was very rich. We
		then came to a point where the mountain reaches out almost
		across the valley to meet the mountain on the east side. Here
		we found a gravelly creek with but little water, but as soon
		as we passed this point we saw the valley suddenly widening
		out, and beautiful groves of live oak trees scattered all
		around. The vegetation here was very rank, the mustard ten
		feet high in places, making it difficult to see out of the
		road. This was perhaps the strongest contrast to the arid
		desert that we had seen.
		
As we went on down the valley the hills seemed to stand
		farther and farther back as if to make more room for those who
		would soon settle in this fertile place, and we soon came in
		sight of the village or pueblo of San Jose (St. Joseph) where
		we camped. Here we learned that the two owners of the horses
		intended to go to San Francisco instead of Sacramento, and as
		we considered the former place a very poor one for a penniless
		person to go we concluded to break up the company camp and
		each do the best he could for himself, for our objective point
		was the gold mines, and the sooner we reached them the
		better.
		
The drovers who had been anxious to have us go with them
		and help them now began to talk about a settlement with us, as
		if they had done us great favors, and called on the other
		fellows to help pay for their board upon the way. When they
		came to me they said my share would be an ounce. This struck
		me hard, but they said I had ridden their horse all the way
		and the charge was very low. I told them I had furnished the
		most of the provisions I had eaten, and my mule had packed a
		good load all the way, which I considered worth as much as the
		use of the horse. But they refused to allow me anything for
		the use of the mule and became very urgent in their demand for
		money.
		
These men were evidently of the tribe of Skinflint, who had
		no souls, or they would not have attempted to rob an almost
		penniless emigrant in this way of the last few dollars he had,
		and all the hope he had of reaching the mines. I did not
		desire to give up to such narrow principles as this and
		hesitated, but they were bound to have the money or make a
		quarrel, and talked pretty loud of the way they collected
		debts in Sacramento, so that to avoid trouble and get out of
		the clutches of such mean scoundrels as these I counted out
		sixteen dollars, almost every cent I had, and reluctantly gave
		them to my enemy. I immediately mounted my mule, and without
		stopping to say goodbye rode off. I may have quoted a part of
		the speech Capt Hunt made when the party wanted to leave the
		trail and take the cut-off, especially that part where he
		alluded to their going to h--l. I very much fear the little
		piety my mother taught me was badly strained on that occasion,
		and I thought of a good many swear words if I did not say
		them, which I suppose is about as bad. I could see how
		cunningly they had managed to get me to ride their horse that
		it might serve as the foundation for a claim on me for about
		all the money I had in the world.
		
I hitched my mule in the edge of the town and went in to
		look at the place. The houses were situated very much as in
		other places we had come through—scattered around over
		much ground and built low, but had a different style of roof,
		a peaked or sloping one, and covered with half round tile two
		feet or more long and an inch thick. One course of these would
		be laid with the hollow side up, and then a course with the
		hollow side down, covering the joints of the lower course.
		This allowed the air to circulate freely and was proof against
		rain. I saw no flat roofs such as I had seen down along the
		coast. I saw one gambling house and about all the men in town
		were gathered there, and some women, too. This was the busiest
		place in town and situated near the plaza. This was the
		largest town I had yet been in. There seemed to be plenty of
		women and lots of dogs, but the men were as scarce as they had
		been in any of the towns—gone to the gold mines to make
		a stake. I took in the sights pretty well, and there were a
		great many new things for me to see, and when pretty well
		satisfied concluded I would go back to my mule and camp in
		some place just out of town for the night.
		
Before I reached my animal whom should I meet but my old
		traveling companion John Rogers whom I thought to be a hundred
		miles away by this time. We shook hands heartily and he told
		me that Bennett, Moody and Skinner were camped not far off,
		and he was still with them. He wore a pair of blue overalls, a
		blue woolen shirt and the same little narrow rimmed hat he had
		worn so long. I observed, too, that he was barefoot, and told
		him I had a dollar or two which he could take and get some
		shoes. He said it was no use for there was not a pair of shoes
		in the town to buy, and he had not found any material of which
		he could make himself a pair of moccasins. I told him how I
		had been swindled coming up, and he was about as angry as I
		had been. I think if I had known that my friend John Rogers
		had been so near I should have bidden the rascals an
		unceremonious good-bye and we would have been able to hold our
		own on a claim for the services of myself and mule.
		
We went up to the place where our people were camped,
		perhaps a mile above town on the bank of a river, nearly dry,
		but where plenty of wood, water and grass were at hand; such a
		place as we had looked for in vain for many a weary day upon
		the desert. This was as far above Death Valley as a king above
		a pauper, and we hoped never to see such a country again.
		
In camp we talked about moving on to the mines. Rogers said
		he was going to start next day, and in answer to exclamations
		of surprise that he should start off alone, he said that some
		fellows camped a little way down the river were going to start
		and he had made arrangements to go with them, as the Bennett
		party would not go yet for a week. In the morning he shook
		hands and bade us good-bye and good luck, and started off down
		the river bank, lost to us, as it proved, for many years.
		
The next day as we were all sitting on the ground I felt a
		sort of moving of the earth under me and heard a rumbling
		sound that seemed very queer. It seemed there was a motion
		also to the trees around us. We all started and looked a
		little frightened, and Skinner said he believed it was an
		earthquake, for he said he could see the motion in a sort of
		wave. It was gone in half a minute. Moody
		said:—"How do you like California now?" I said
		I thought this part of it was a pretty good place for there
		was plenty of wood, water and grass, and that was better than
		we had seen in some places.
		
He then went on to say that he had heard Mr. Bennett's
		story of their sufferings and narrow escape from death, and it
		was the most wonderful story he had ever heard. He said the
		idea of Mrs. Bennett walking over such a country for
		twenty-two days was almost beyond belief, for he would not
		have thought her able to walk one-third the distance. He never
		knew before how much women could do when they were called to
		do it, and they proved in emergencies to be as tough as any
		body. He said if he ever got back home he should move to give
		them all the rights and privileges of men for sure.
		
One day I mounted my mule for a ride to the eastern
		foothills, and sat down on a little incline and overlooked the
		valley, a beautiful landscape, while my mule cropped the rich
		grasses in a circle described by the rope which confined him.
		I was always a great admirer of nature, and as I sat there
		alone I could see miles on miles of mammoth mustard waving in
		the strong breeze which came down over the San Francisco Bay
		just visible to the northward, and on the mountain summits to
		the west could see tall timber reaching up into the deep blue
		of the sky. It was a real contented comfort to be thus in the
		midst of luxuriance and beauty, and I enjoyed it, coming as it
		did at the end of the long and dreary road I had been
		traveling for the past twelve months. Up the Platte; across
		the Rockies; down the Green River cañons in my canoe;
		across the mountains to Salt Lake; out over the "Rim of
		the Basin," and across the desert, guided only by the
		fact that we knew the Pacific Ocean was to the west of us, and
		choosing our road as best we could in view of the lofty,
		snow-clad, impassible mountains; seeing thirteen of our
		comrades lie down never to rise again, and, when hope and
		strength were almost gone, to suddenly come out into a fertile
		region on the seventh of March, 1850. How I wished the fellows
		who slept in Death Valley could have seen this view. The
		change from all that barrenness and desolation to this
		beautiful, fertile country, covered with wild flowers and
		luxuriant live oaks, was as strong a contrast as one could
		imagine a sudden coming from purgatory to paradise in the
		space of a single hour.
		
I waked up from my dreamy thoughts, mounted my mule and
		rode to camp. As I rode along the nimble ground squirrel, with
		his keen black eye, would climb to the top of the high mustard
		stalks to get a better view and, suspicious of an enemy within
		his almost undisputed territory, disappear in a wink to his
		safe underground fortress. Fat cattle and horses would appear
		before me a moment, and then, with a wild look and high heads,
		dash through the tall mustard out of sight.
		
Next day my trip was toward the western hills, and before I
		came to them was confronted with an extensive stretch of
		chaparral brush, absolutely impenetrable, which I must go
		around or stop my progress in this direction. These thickets
		were a regular paradise for grizzly bears, for within the
		protection of this matted and thorny growth he is as safe as
		is the soldier in the rocky fort of Gibraltar. I soon found a
		way around the brush and rose high enough so that a backward
		look over the valley was charming, quite as much so as the
		eastern side. I wandered over the grassy hills covered with
		great scattering oaks, and came to a grove of mammoth trees,
		six feet or more in diameter, with tops reaching two hundred
		or three hundred feet toward the blue sky. They seemed to me
		to be a kind of cedar, and were far larger and taller than any
		trees I had ever seen in the forests of Vermont, Michigan or
		Wisconsin, and in my long journey from the East the route had
		been principally through a country devoid of good timber. A
		stranger in a strange land, everything was new and wonderful.
		After satisfying my inquiring mind I returned to camp again,
		and soon learned that my newly discovered trees were the
		famous redwoods, so greatly prized for their valuable
		qualities.
		
Taking the most direct course to camp I came, when within
		two or three miles of San Jose, to a large extent of willows
		so thick, and so thickly woven together with wild blackberry
		vines, wild roses and other thorny plants, that it appeared at
		first as if I never could get through. But I found a winding
		trail made by the cattle through the bushes and mustard, and
		this I followed, being nearly scared occasionally by some wild
		steers as they rushed off through the thickets. I got through
		safely, though it would have been difficult to escape a wild,
		enraged steer, or a grizzly had I met him face to face even
		with a rifle in hand. I could see nowhere but by looking
		straight up, for the willows were in places fifty feet high
		and a foot in diameter. The willows where I came from were
		mere bushes, and these astonished me. This bit of brush is
		still locally known as "The Willows," but the trees
		are all gone, and the ground thickly covered with orchards and
		fine residences, the land selling at from one thousand to two
		thousand dollars per acre.
		
The sun rose without a cloud, and a little later the sea
		breeze from the bay blew gently over the valley, making the
		climate perfectly delightful in its temperate coolness, a true
		paradise on earth it seemed to me, if I was able to judge or
		set a value upon so beautiful a spot; and surely I had seen
		all sorts, good and poor, desert and valley, mountain and
		plain.
		
But I was poor in purse, and resolved I would seek first
		the gold mines and secure gold enough to buy a piece of this
		valley afterward.
		
When I had seen what was to be seen about San Jose I had a
		talk with my friends and found that Mr. Bennett favored going
		on to the mines at once and that Moody and Skinner thought
		they would remain a little while at least.
		
I went along in company with Bennett, and when we got a
		little way from San Jose, on the road to the Mission, the road
		seemed walled in on both sides with growing mustard ten or
		twelve feet high and all in blossom. How so much mustard could
		grow, and grow so large, I could not understand. I had seen a
		few plants in the gardens or fields which people used for
		greens, and here seemed to be enough to feed the nation, if
		they liked mustard greens.
		
The second day out we passed the big church at Mission San
		Jose and soon left the valley and turned into the mountains
		and when part way over we came to a stream which we followed
		up and came out into Livermore valley, where we found a road
		to follow. Houses were scarce, and we camped a mile or so
		before we got to the Livermore ranch buildings. There was very
		little sign of life about the place, and we soon went out of
		the valley and into the mountains again.
		
The first sign of settlement we saw when part way through
		the mountains was a stone corral, but no house or other
		improvements. The next place was a small house made of willow
		poles set in the ground and plastered over with mud. This
		rejoiced in the name of "Mountain House." This
		wayside inn looked like a horse thief's glory; only one or two
		men, a quarter of an elk hanging on a pole, and no
		accommodations for man or beast. There was very little water,
		nothing to sell as well as nothing wanted. On the summits of
		the mountains as we passed through we saw, standing like
		guards, many large buck elks.
		
It was now fifteen miles to the San Joaquin river, and a
		level plain lay before us. When our road turned into the river
		bottom we found the water too deep to get through safely, so
		we concluded to go on and try to find some place where we
		could cross. On our way droves of antelopes could be seen
		frolicking over the broad plains, while in the distance were
		herds of elk winding their way from the mountains towards the
		river for water. When far away their horns were the first
		things visible, and they much resembled the dry tops of dead
		pine trees, but a nearer view showed them to us as the proud
		monarchs of the plain.
		
When we came up opposite the mouth of the Merced river we
		concluded to try again to cross. The river here, as below, was
		out of its banks, and the overflowed part was quite wide which
		we had to pass through before we could reach the river
		proper.
		
I waded in ahead of the team and sounded the depth of the
		river so as not to get in too deep water, and avoid if
		possible such accidents as might otherwise occur. Sometimes
		the water was up to the wagon bed and it looked a little
		doubtful of our getting through in safety, but we made it at
		last.
		
We found a narrow strip of dry land along the river bank. A
		town was on the east side of the San Joaquin. river, just
		below where the Merced river came in. I think this place was
		called Merced City. This so-called city contained but one
		residence, a tent occupied by the ferryman. We crossed the
		sluggish stream and for the privilege paid the ferryman, ten
		dollars for toll. The road was not much used and the ferry
		business seemed lonesome.
		
Here we camped for the night. The mosquitoes soon found us,
		and they were all very hungry and had good teeth. They annoyed
		me so that I moved my lodgings to the ferryboat, but here they
		quickly found me and troubled me all night. These insects were
		the first I had seen since I left the lower Platte river, and
		I thought them as bad as on the Mississippi.
		
From here the road led up the Merced river near the bottom,
		and as we came near groves of willows, big, stately elk would
		start out and trot off proudly into the open plains to avoid
		danger. These proud, big-horned monarchs of the plains could
		be seen in bunches scattered over the broad meadows, as well
		as an equal amount of antelope. They all seemed to fear us,
		which was wise on their part, and kept out of rifle shot. As
		were not starving as we were once, I did not follow them out
		on the open plain, for I thought I could get meat when we were
		more in need.
		
We followed up the river bottom and saw not a single house
		until we reached the road leading from Stockton to the
		Mariposa mines, where we found a ferry and a small store. Here
		we learned that some men were mining a few miles up the river,
		so we drove on until we found a little work being done in a
		dry gulch near the river bank. We made our camp at this spot
		and had plenty of wood, water and grass. We found there was
		something to be learned in the art of gold mining. We had no
		tools nor money, and had never seen a speck of native gold and
		did not know how to separate it from the dirt nor where to
		search for it. We were poor, ignorant emigrants. There were
		two or three men camped here. One of them was more social than
		the rest and we soon got acquainted. His name was Williams,
		from Missouri. He came down to the river with a pan of dirt,
		and seeing me in my ignorance trying to wash some as well, he
		took the pan from me and very kindly showed me how to work so
		as to let the dirt go and save the gold. When he had the pan
		finished a few small, bright scales remained. These to me were
		curious little follows and I examined them closely and
		concluded there was a vast difference between gold and lead
		mining. Williams became more friendly and we told him
		something about our journey across the plains, and he seemed
		to think that we deserved a good claim. He went to a dry gulch
		where a Spaniard was working and told him that all of
		California, now that the war was over, belonged to Americans
		and he must leave. Williams had his gun in his hand and war
		might follow, so Mr. Spaniard left and his claim was presented
		to Bennett and myself.
		
Williams had been twice to Santa Fe from Missouri and had
		learned the Spanish language and could swear at them by note
		if necessary. We now began work almost without tools, but our
		ground we had to work was quite shallow and Williams helped us
		out by loaning us some of his tools at times. We soon
		succeeded in scratching together some of the yellow stuff and
		I went down to the store and bought a pan for five dollars, a
		shovel for ten dollars, and a poor pick cost me ten dollars
		more. This took about two ounces of my money.
		
We now worked harder than ever for about three weeks, but
		we could not save much and pay such high prices as were
		charged. Our gulch claim was soon worked out, and as the river
		had fallen some we tried the bar, but we could only make four
		or five dollars a day, and the gold was very fine and hard to
		save. We bought a hind quarter of an elk and hung it up in a
		tree and it kept fresh till all of it was eaten.
		
Some others came and took up claims on the bar, and as the
		prospects were not as good as was wished, three of us
		concluded to go and try to find a better place. The next day
		was Sunday and all lay in bed late. Before I rose I felt
		something crawling on my breast, and when I looked I found it
		to be an insect, slow in motion, resembling a louse, but
		larger. He was a new emigrant to me and I wondered what he
		was. I now took off my pants and found many of his kind in the
		seams. I murdered all I could find, and when I got up I told
		Williams what I had found. He said they hurt nobody and were
		called piojos, more commonly known as body lice.
		
We started on our prospecting tour and went northeast to a
		place now called Big Oak Flat. This was at the head of a small
		stream and there were several small gulches that emptied into
		it that paid well. This flat was all taken up and a ditch was
		cut through to drain it. A ship load of gold was expected to
		be found when it was worked. A small town of tents had been
		pitched on both sides of the flat. One side was occupied by
		gamblers, and many games were constantly carried on and were
		well patronized. On the opposite side of the flat were many
		small tents, and around on the hillside some mules and jacks
		were feeding. One of the little long-eared donkeys came down
		among the tents and went in one and commenced eating flour
		from the sack. The owner of the flour ran to the tent, took
		his shot gun and fired a load of buck-shot into the donkey's
		hams. The animal reeled and seemed shot fatally. I now looked
		for a battle to commence, but the parties were more
		reasonable. The price of the animal was fully paid, and no
		blood shed as I expected there surely would be.
		
We now prospected further east, but nothing good enough was
		found. The place we looked over was where the town of Garota
		now stands. We concluded to go back, have a council, and go
		somewhere else. On our way back we stopped to get dinner.
		While I was around the fire, barefooted, I felt something
		crawl up my instep, and it proved to be another of those
		piojos of Williams'. I now thought these torments must
		be all over this country.
		
Gold dust was used to transact all business; all the coin
		was in the hands of the gentlemen gamblers. Most miners found
		it necessary to have a small pair of scales in the breast
		pocket to weigh the dust so as not to have to trust some one
		who carried lead weights and often got more than his just
		dues. Gold dust was valued at sixteen dollars an ounce.
		
We now thought it would be best for two of us to take our
		mules and go down in the small hills and try to get some elk
		meat to take with us, as our route would be mostly through the
		unsettled part of the country, and no provisions could likely
		be procured, so Mr. Bradford of New Orleans and myself took
		our mules and went down where the hills were low and the game
		plenty. We camped in a low ravine, staked out our mules and
		staid all night without a fire, believing that when we woke in
		the early morning some of the many herd of elk then in sight
		would be near us at daylight, and we could easily kill all we
		wanted without leaving camp; but we were disappointed.
		Hundreds of the big-horned fellows were in sight, but none in
		rifle shot, and there was no chance for us to get any nearer
		to them. We got near a couple of antelope and Mr. Bradford,
		who was a brag shot and had the best gun, proposed to kill
		them as we stood. The larger of the two was on his side and
		much nearer than the smaller one, but we fired together just
		as we stood. Bradford's antelope ran off unhurt: mine fell
		dead in its tracks. Bradford bragged no more about his fine
		gun and superior marksmanship.
		
We went back to camp with the little we had killed and soon
		got ready to start north. Bennett was to go with his team to
		Sacramento and wait there until he heard from us.
		
Four of us, mounted on mules, now started on our journey
		along the foothills without a road. We struck the Tuolumne
		river at a ferry. The stream was high and rapid and could not
		be forded, so we had to patronize the ferryman, and give him
		half an ounce apiece. We thought such charges on poor and
		almost penniless emigrants were unjust.
		
The point we were seeking to reach was a new discovery
		called Gold Lake on Feather River, where many rich gulches
		that emptied into it had been worked, and the lake was
		believed to have at least a ship load of gold in it. It was
		located high in the mountains and could be easily drained and
		a fortune soon obtained if we got there in time and said
		nothing to anyone we might meet on the road. We might succeed
		in getting a claim before they were all taken up. We followed
		along the foothills without a road, and when we came to the
		Stanislaus River we had to patronize a ferry and pay half an
		ounce each again. We thought their scale weights were rather
		heavy and their ferrymen well paid.
		
We continued along the foothills without any trail until we
		struck the road from Sacramento to Hangtown. This sounded like
		a bad name for a good village, but we found it was fittingly
		named after some ugly devils who were hanged there. The first
		house that we came to on this road was the Mormon Tavern. Here
		were some men playing cards for money, and two boys, twelve or
		fourteen years old, playing poker for the same and trying in
		every way to ape the older gamblers and bet their money as
		freely and swear as loud as the old sports. All I saw was new
		and strange to me and became indelibly fixed on my mind. I had
		never before seen such wicked boys, and the men paid no
		attention to these fast American boys. I began to wonder if
		all the people in California were like these, bad and
		wicked.
		
Here we learned that Gold Lake was not as rich as reported,
		so we concluded to take the road and go to Coloma, the place
		where gold was first found on the American River.
		
We camped at Coloma all night. Mr. Bradford got his mule
		shod and paid sixteen dollars, or in the mining phrase, an
		ounce of gold dust. I visited the small town and found that
		the only lively business place in it was a large gambling
		house, and I saw money (gold dust) liberally
		used—sometimes hundreds of dollars bet on a single card.
		When a few hundred or thousand were lost more would be brought
		on. The purse would be set in the center of the table and the
		owners would take perhaps twenty silver dollars or checks, and
		when they were lost the deposited purse would be handed to the
		barkeeper, the amount weighed out and the purse returned. When
		the purse was empty a friend of the better would bring
		another, and so the game went on almost in silence. The game
		called Monte seemed to be the favorite. How long these sacks
		of gold lasted or who eventually got the whole I never knew.
		This was a new country with new people, and many seemed to be
		engaged in a business that was new, strange and hazardous. The
		final result of all this was what puzzled me.
		
We now followed the road up the mountain to Georgetown.
		Here was a small village on the summit of the ridge and it
		seemed to be in a prosperous mining section. After some
		inquiry about a good place to work we concluded to go down a
		couple of miles northeast of town on Cañon creek and go
		to work if vacant ground could be found. There was a piece of
		creek bottom here that had not been much worked. Georgia Flat
		above had been worked and paid well, and the Illinois and
		Oregon cañons that emptied into the bottom here were
		rich, so we concluded to locate in the bottom. Claims here in
		the flat were only fifteen feet square. I located one and my
		notice told others that I would go to work on it as soon my
		partner came from Sacramento. I sent my partner, Mr. Bennett a
		note telling him to come up.
		
While waiting for Mr. Bennett I took my pan and butcher
		knife and went into a dry gulch out of sight of the other
		campers and began work. As the ground was mostly bare bed rock
		by scratching around I succeeded in getting three or four pans
		of dirt a day. The few days I had to wait for Bennett I made
		eight dollars a day until my claim was worked out.
		
I then went to Georgetown to meet Bennett and family, and
		soon after my arrival they came well and safe. All of them,
		even to the faithful camp dog, Cuff, were glad to see me. Old
		Cuff followed me all around town, but when we got ready to
		start for camp the dog was gone and could not be found. Some
		one had hidden him away knowing he could not be gotten any
		other way, for six ounces would not have bought him. We had
		raised him in Wisconsin, made him a good deer dog, and with us
		he had crossed the dry and sandy deserts. He had been a great
		protection to Bennett's children on the plains, and company
		for us all.
		
We now located claims on the creek bottom. The channel of
		the creek was claimed by Holman of Alabama and the Helms
		brothers of Missouri. They had turned the stream into a ditch
		in order to work the bed of the stream, believing that their
		claims had all the gold in them. Our claims joined theirs.
		
Mr. W.M. Stockton, who left his family in Los Angeles, came
		with Mr. Bennett and went to work with us. As everything here
		was very high we concluded to let Mr. Stockton take the team
		and go to Sacramento for provisions for our own use. Flour and
		meat were each fifty cents a pound, potatoes twenty-five cents
		a pound and onions one dollar and twenty-five cents each.
		Onions and potatoes eaten raw were considered very necessary
		to prevent and cure scurvy, which was quite a common
		complaint. Whiskey, if not watered, cost one dollar a
		drink.
		
Our claims were about ten feet deep. The bottom was wet and
		a pump needed, so we went to a whip saw-mill and got four
		narrow strips one by three and one by five and twelve feet
		long, paying for them by weight, the price being twelve cents
		a pound. Out of these strips we made a good pump by fixing a
		valve at the end and nailing a piece of green rawhide on a
		pole, which answered for a plunger, and with the pump set at
		forty-five degrees it worked easily and well. One man could
		easily keep the water out and we made fair wages.
		
In the creek bottom Mr. Bush of Missouri had a saloon. The
		building was made mainly of brush, with a split piece for a
		counter, and another one for a shelf for his whiskey keg, a
		box of cigars, a few decks of cards and half a dozen glasses,
		which made up the entire stock of trade for the shop. In front
		was a table made of two puncheons with a blanket thrown over
		all, and a few rough seats around. There was no roof except
		the brush, and through the dry season none was needed except
		for shade.
		
There was also at this place five brothers by the name of
		Helms, also from Missouri. Their names were Jim, Davenport,
		Wade, Chet and Daunt. These men, with Mr. Holman, owned the
		bed of the stream, and their ground proved to be quite wet and
		disagreeable to work. Mr. Holman could not well stand to work
		in the cold water, so he asked the privilege of putting in a
		hired man in his place, which was agreed to. He then took up a
		claim for himself outside of the other claims, and this proved
		to be on higher bed rock and dry, and paid even better than
		the low claims where the Helms brothers were at work. This was
		not what the Helms boys considered exactly fair, as Holman
		seemed to be getting rich the fastest, and as there was no law
		to govern them they held a free country court of their own,
		and decided the case to suit themselves; so they ordered
		Holman to come back and do his own work. No fault was found
		with the hired man but what he did his work well enough, but
		they were jealous and would not be bound by their
		agreement.
		
But this decision did not satisfy all parties, and it was
		agreed to submit the case to three men, and I was chosen one
		of them. We held Court on the ground and heard both sides of
		the story, after which we retired to the shade of a bunch of
		willows to hold council over the matter with the result that
		we soon came to a decision in favor of Mr. Holman. About this
		time one of the Helms boys began to quarrel with Holman and
		grew terribly mad, swearing all kinds of vengeance, and making
		the cañon ring with the loudest kind of Missouri oaths.
		Finally he picked up a rock to kill Holman, but the latter was
		quick with his pistol, a single shot duelling piece, and as
		they were not more than ten feet apart Helms would have had a
		hole in him large enough for daylight to shine through if the
		pistol had not missed fire. We stopped the quarrel and made
		known our decision, whereupon Helms went off muttering
		vengeance.
		
We now went back to our work again at our claims, mine
		being between Helms' cabin and the saloon. Holman stopped to
		talk a little while on my claim, while I was down below at
		work, and soon Helms came back again in a terrible rage,
		stopping on the opposite side of the hole from Holman,
		swearing long and loud, and flourishing a big pistol with
		which he threatened to blow Holman into purgatory. He was so
		much enraged that he fairly frothed at the mouth like a rabid
		dog. The men were about twenty feet apart, and I at the bottom
		of the hole ten feet below, but exactly between them. It
		seemed to me that I was in some little danger for Helms had
		his big pistol at full cock, and as it pointed at me quite as
		often as it did at anybody, I expect I dodged around a little
		to keep out of range. Helms was terribly nervous, and trembled
		as he cursed, but Holman was cool and drew his weapon
		deliberately, daring Helms to raise his hand or he would kill
		him on the instant. Helms now began to back off, but carefully
		kept his eye on Holman and continued his abuse as he went on
		to the saloon to get something to replenish his courage.
		Holman, during the whole affair, talked very calmly and put
		considerable emphasis into his words when he dared Helms to
		make a hostile motion. He was a true Alabamian and could be
		neither scared nor driven. He soon sold out, however, and went
		to a more congenial camp for he said these people were
		cowardly enough to waylay and kill him unawares.
		
Soon after this unpleasantness a man and wife who lived in
		Georgetown came into notice, and while the man made some money
		mining his wife did a good stroke of business washing for the
		boys who paid her a dollar a shirt as laundry fees. As she
		began to make considerable money the bigger, if not better,
		half of this couple began to feel quite rich and went off on a
		drunk, and when his own money was spent he went to his wife
		for more, but she refused him, and he, in his drunken rage,
		picked up a gun near by and shot her dead.
		
All of a sudden the Helms boys and others gathered at the
		saloon, took drinks all around, and did a good deal of
		swearing, which was the biggest portion of the proceedings of
		the meeting; and then they all started off toward town,
		swearing and yelling as they struggled up the steep mountain
		side—a pack of reckless, back-woods Missourians who
		seemed to smell something bloody.
		
It was near night when they all came back and gathered
		around the saloon again. They were all in unusual good humor
		as they related the adventures of the afternoon, and bragged
		of their bravery and skill in performing the little job they
		had just completed, which consisted in taking the murderer out
		to the first convenient oak tree, and with the assistance of
		some sailors in handling the ropes, hoisting the fellow from
		the ground with a noose around his neck, and to the
		"Heave, yo heave" of the sailor boys, pulling the
		rope that had been passed over an elevated limb. They watched
		the suspended body till the last spark of life went out, and
		then went back to town leaving the corpse hanging for somebody
		else to cut down and bury. They whooped and yelled at the top
		of their voices as they came down along the mountain trail,
		and at the saloon they related to the crowd that had gathered
		there how they had helped to hang the ---- who had killed his
		wife. They said justice must be done if there was no law, and
		that no man could kill a woman and live in California. They
		imagined they were very important individuals, and veritable
		lords of Creation.
		
These miners, many of them, were inveterate gamblers and
		played every night till near day-light, with no roof over
		them, and their only clothes a woolen shirt and overalls which
		must have been a little scanty in the cool nights which
		settled down over the mountain camp; but they bore it all in
		their great desire for card playing.
		
Near by there were three men who worked and slept together,
		every night dividing the dust which each put into a purse at
		the head of his bed. One day the news came to the saloon that
		one of the purses had been stolen. The Helms boys talked it
		over and concluded that as one of the men had gone to town, he
		might know something about the lost dust; so they went to town
		and there, after a little search, found their man in a
		gambling house. After a little while they invited him to
		return to camp with them, and all started together down the
		mountain; but when about half way down they halted suddenly
		under an oak tree and accused their man of knowing where his
		partner's money was. This he strongly denied, and was very
		positive in his denial till he felt the surprise of a rope
		around his neck, with the end over a limb, and beginning to
		haul pretty taut in a direction that would soon elevate his
		body from the ground, when he weakened at their earnestness
		and asked them to hold on a minute. As the rope slackened he
		owned up he had the dust and would give it up if they would
		not send the news to his folks in Missouri. This was agreed to
		and the thief was advised to leave at once for some distant
		camp, or they might yet expose him. He was not seen
		afterward.
		
The boys bragged a good deal of their detective ability
		after this, and said that a little hanging would make a ----
		thief tell the truth even if it did not make an honest man of
		him, and that a thief would be lucky if he got through with
		them and saved his life. Their law was "Hanging for
		stealing."
		
The Helms brothers were said to be from western Missouri,
		and in early days were somewhat of the border ruffian order,
		and of course preferred to live on the frontier rather than in
		any well regulated society. As the country became settled and
		improved around them they moved on. A school house was an
		indication that the country was getting too far advanced for
		them.
		
They crossed the plains in 1849 and began mining operations
		near Georgetown in Placer county. It was well known that they
		were foremost in all gambling, and in taking a hand in any
		excitement that came up, and as a better class of miners came
		in they moved on, keeping ahead with the prospectors, and just
		out of reach of law and order. If anyone else committed a
		crime they were always quite eager to be on the vigilance
		committee, and were remarkably happy when punishing a
		wrong-doer. When any of their number was suspected it was
		generally the case that they moved quickly on and so escaped.
		It was reported, however, that one of their number was in the
		hands of the vigilance committee and hanged in Montana.
		
After a time, it is said, they went down to southern
		California and settled on the border of the Colorado desert,
		about seventy-five miles east of San Diego, in a mountainous
		and desert region. Here they found a small tribe of Indians,
		and by each marrying a squaw they secured rights equal to any
		of them in the occupation of the land. This was considered
		pretty sharp practice, but it suited them and they became big
		chiefs and midecine men, and numerous dusky descendants grew
		up around them.
		
It is said that their property consists of extensive
		pasture lands on which they raise cattle, and that they always
		go well armed with pistol, rifle and riata. It is said that
		some of the Indians undertook to claim that the Helms brothers
		were intruders, but that in some mysterious way accidents
		happened to most of them and they were left without any
		serious opposition.
		
They are very hospitable and entertaining to people who
		visit them, provided they do not know too much about the men
		or their former deeds or history. In this case ignorance is
		bliss and it is folly, if not dangerous, to be too wise. They
		have made no improvements, but live in about the same style as
		the Indians and about on a level with them morally and
		intellectually.
		
There may be those who know them well, but the writer only
		knows them by hearsay and introduces them as a certain type of
		character found in the early days.
		
As I was now about barefoot I went to town to look for
		boots or shoes. There were no shoes, and a pair of the
		cheapest boots I found hanging at the door were priced to me
		at two ounces. This seemed a wonderful sum for a pair of
		coarse cow-hide boots that would sell in the state for two
		dollars and fifty cents; but I had to buy them at the price or
		go barefoot.
		
While rambling around town I went into a round tent used as
		a gambling saloon. The occupants were mostly men, and one or
		two nice appearing ladies, but perhaps of doubtful reputation.
		The men were of all classes—lawyer, doctors, preachers
		and such others as wanted to make money without work. The
		miners, especially sailors, were eager to try to beat the
		games. While I was here the table was only occupied by a
		sailor lying upon it and covered with a green blanket. All at
		once the fellow noticed a large piojo walking slowly
		across the table, and drawing his sheath knife made a
		desperate stab at him, saying "You kind of a deck hand
		can't play at this game."
		
Our claims, by this time were nearly worked out, and I
		thought that I had upward of two thousand dollars in gold, and
		the pile looked pretty big to me. It seemed to me that these
		mines were very shallow and would soon be worked out, at least
		in a year or two. I could not see that the land would be good
		for much for farming when no irrigation could be easily got,
		and the Spanish people seemed to own all the best land as well
		as the water; so that a poor fellow like myself would never
		get rich at farming here.
		
Seeing the matter in this light I thought it would be best
		to take my money and go back to Wisconsin where government
		land was good and plenty, and with even my little pile I could
		soon be master of a good farm in a healthy country, and I
		would there be rich enough. Thus reasoning I decided to return
		to Wisconsin, for I could not see how a man could ever be a
		successful farmer in a country where there were only two
		seasons, one wet and the other long and dry.
		
I went out and hunted up my mule which I had turned out to
		pasture for herself, and found her entirely alone. After a
		little coaxing I caught her and brought her with me to camp,
		where I offered her for sale. She was sleek and fat and looked
		so well that Helms said that if I could beat him shooting he
		would buy both mule and gun; so three or four of us tried our
		skill. My opponents boasted a good deal of their superior
		marksmanship, but on the trial, which began at short range, I
		beat them all pretty badly. Helms was as good as his word and
		offered me twelve ounces for my gun and mule, which I took. I
		thought a great deal of my fat little one-eyed mule, and I
		thought then, as I think now, how well she did her part on the
		fearful road to and from Death Valley.
		
Helms was now going to the valley to have a winter's hunt,
		for here the snow would fall four feet deep and no mining work
		could be done till spring, when he would return and work his
		claim again.
		
I now had all in my pocket, and when I got ready to go Mrs.
		Bennett was much affected at knowing that I would now leave
		them, perhaps never to return to them again. She clasped me in
		her arms, embraced me as she would her own son, and said
		"Good luck to you—God bless you, for I know that
		you saved all our lives. I don't suppose you will ever come
		back, but we may come back to Wisconsin sometime and we will
		try to find a better road than the one we came over. Give my
		best regards to all who inquire after us." She shook my
		hand again and again with earnest pressure, and cried and
		sobbed bitterly. As I climbed the mountain she stood and
		watched me so long as I was in sight, and with her
		handkerchief waved a final adieu. I was myself much affected
		at this parting, for with Mr. and Mrs. Bennett had been really
		a home to me; she had been to me as a mother, and it was like
		leaving a home fireside to go away from them. I was now
		starting out among strangers, and those I should meet might be
		the same good friends as those whom I had left behind. Mr.
		Bennett and I had for many years been hunting companions; I
		had lived at his house in the East, and we never disagreed but
		had always been good friends. I had now a traveling companion
		whose home was in Iowa Co., Wis., where I had lived for
		several years, and we went along together by way of Greenwood
		where there was a small mining town built of tents, many of
		which were used as gambling places. These places were occupied
		by gentlemen, some of whom wore white shirts to distinguish
		them, I presume, from the common herd of miners from whom they
		won their dust.
		
We crossed the American River at Salmon Falls, and walked
		thence on to Sacramento City, which was the largest town we
		had seen on the coast. The houses were all small wooden ones,
		but business seemed to be brisk, and whiskey shops and
		gambling houses plenty. One game played with three cards,
		called three card Monte, was played openly on the streets,
		with goods boxes for tables. Every one who came along was
		urged to bet by the dealer who would lay out his cards face up
		so all could see them, then turn them over and shuffle them
		and say "I'll bet six ounces that no one can put his
		finger on the queen." I watched this a while and saw that
		the dealer won much oftener than he lost, and it seemed to be
		a simple and easy way to make a living when money was
		plenty.
		
We strolled around town looking at the sights, and the
		different business places, the most lively of which had plenty
		of music inside, lots of tables with plenty of money on them,
		and many questionable lady occupants. These business places
		were liberally patronized and every department flourishing,
		especially the bar. Oaths and vulgar language were the
		favorite style of speech, and very many of the people had all
		the whiskey down them that they could conveniently carry.
		
We got through the town safely and at the river we found a
		steamboat bound for San Francisco and the fare was two ounces.
		The runners were calling loudly for passengers, and we were
		told we could never make the trip any cheaper for they had
		received a telegram from below saying that no boat would come
		up again for two days. I said to him "I can't see your
		telegram. Where is it?" At this he turned and left us. He
		had thought, no doubt, that miners were green enough to
		believe anything. In the course of an hour the smoke of a
		steamer was seen down the river, and this beat out the runners
		who now offered passage for half an ounce.
		
At this time there was no telegraph and the delay was a
		lucky one for us. We took passage and went to San Francisco
		that night, where we put up at a cheap tavern near where the
		Custom House now stands.
		
Here we learned that we would have to wait two days before
		a ship would sail for Panama, and during this time we surveyed
		the town from the hill-tops and walked all over the principal
		streets. It was really a small, poorly built, dirty looking
		place, with few wharves, poor, cheap hotels, and very rough
		inhabitants. There were lots of gambling houses full of tables
		holding money, and the rooms filled with pretty rough looking
		people, except the card dealers, most of whom wore white
		shirts, and a few sported plug hats. There was also a
		"right smart sprinkling" of ladies present who were
		well dressed and adorned with rich jewelry, and their position
		seemed to be that of paying teller at the gambling tables.
		
The buildings seemed to be rather cheap, although material
		was very expensive, as well as labor, mechanics of all sorts
		getting as much as ten or twelve dollars per day for work.
		Coin seemed to be scarce, and a great deal of the money needed
		on the gambling tables was represented by iron washers, each
		of which represented an ounce of gold.
		
I noticed some places in the streets where it was muddy and
		a narrow walk had been made out of boxes of tobacco, and
		sometimes even bacon was used for the same purpose.
		Transportation from the city to the mines was very slow and
		made by schooner. Ship loads of merchandise had arrived and
		been unloaded, and the sailors having run away to the mines,
		everything except whiskey and cards was neglected. Whiskey
		sold at this place for fifty cents a drink.
		
A man at the tavern where we stopped tried hard to sell me
		a fifty-vara lot there in the edge of the mud (near where the
		Custom House now stands) for six hundred dollars. I thought
		this a pretty high price and besides such a lot was no use to
		me, for I had never lived in town and could not so easily see
		the uses to which such property could be put. It seemed very
		doubtful to me that this place would ever be much larger or
		amount to much, for it evidently depended on the mines for a
		support, and these were so shallow that it looked as if they
		would be worked out in a short time and the country and town
		both be deserted. And I was not alone in thinking that the
		country would soon be deserted, for accustomed as we all had
		been to a showery summer, these dry seasons would seem
		entirely to prevent extensive farming. Some cursed the country
		and said they were on their way to "good old Missouri,
		God's own country." Hearing so much I concluded it would
		be wise not to invest, but to get me back to Wisconsin
		again.
		
The steamer we took passage in was the Northerner,
		advertised to sail on the twenty-ninth day of November, 1850.
		The cabin room was all engaged, and they charged us nine
		ounces for steerage passage; but I did not care as much about
		their good rooms and clean sheets as I would have done at one
		time, for I had been a long time without either and did not
		care to pay the difference. When we were at the ship's office
		we had to take our turns to get tickets. One man weighed out
		the dust, and another filled out certificates. When the
		callers began to get a little scarce I looked under the
		counter where I saw a whole panful of dust to which they added
		mine to make the pile a little higher. They gave out no berths
		with these tickets, but such little things as that did not
		trouble us in the least. It was far better fare than we used
		to have in and about Death Valley, and we thought we could
		live through anything that promised better than the
		desert.
		
The passenger list footed up four hundred and forty, and
		when all got on board, at about ten o'clock in the morning,
		there was hardly room for all to stand up comfortably. It
		seemed to me to be a very much over-crowded boat in which to
		put to sea, but we floated out into the current, with all the
		faces toward the shore, and hats and handkerchiefs waving
		goodbye to those who had come down to see the home-goers
		safely off.
		
As we passed out through the wonderful Golden Gate and the
		out going current met the solid sea, each seemed wrestling for
		the mastery, and the waves beat and dashed themselves into
		foam all around us, while the spray came over the bows quite
		lively, frightening some who did not expect such treatment.
		When we had passed this scene of watery commotion and got out
		into the deeper water, the sea smoothed down a great deal; but
		sea-sickness began to claim its victims, at first a few, then
		more and more, till the greater part were quite badly
		affected. I had a touch of it myself, but managed to keep my
		feet by bracing out pretty wide, and hugging everything I
		could get hold of that seemed to offer a steady support, and I
		did not lie down until after I had thrown my breakfast
		overboard.
		
By the time dark came nearly every one was on his back,
		mostly on deck, and no one asleep. All were retching and
		moaning bitterly. Some who had a few hours before cursed
		California now cursed the sea, and declared that if they could
		induce the Captain to turn about and put them back on shore
		again, they would rather creep on their hands and knees clear
		back to old Missouri over rocks and sand, than to ride any
		further on such a miserable old boat as this one was.
		
Next morning the decks looked pretty filthy, and about all
		the food the passengers had eaten was now spread about the
		decks in a half digested condition. Most of the passengers
		were very sick. With the early daylight the sailors coupled
		the hose to the big steam pump, and began the work of washing
		and scrubbing off the decks, and though many begged hard to be
		left alone as they were, with all the filth, a good flood of
		salt water was the only answer they received to their
		pleading, and they were compelled to move, for the sailors
		said they could not change their orders without the Captain,
		and he would not be out of bed till ten o'clock or later. So
		the cursing and swearing went for naught, and the decks were
		clean again. There were no deaths to report, but there were
		very few to do duty at the tables in eating the food prepared
		for them. After a few days the tables filled up again, and now
		it took them so long to eat that there had to be an order for
		only two meals a day or there would not have been a chance for
		all to get something. They were terribly hungry now, and every
		one seemed to try his best to take in provisions enough to
		last him for at least twelve hours.
		
As the fellows began to get their sea legs on, they began
		to talk as if they were still in California, and could easily
		manage any little boat like this, and could run things as they
		did when they crossed the plains, where no sheriff, court or
		judge had anything to say about matters, and all law was left
		behind. They began to act as if they were lords over all they
		could see, and as many of them were from the Southern states,
		they seemed to take an especial pride in boasting of how they
		did as they pleased, about like the Helms brothers. They
		talked as if they could run the world, or the universe even,
		themselves without assistance.
		
One morning at breakfast, when the table was full and the
		waiters scarce, some of these fellows swore and talked pretty
		rough, and as a waiter was passing a blue-blood from New
		Orleans rose in his seat and called for sugar, holding the
		empty bowl in his hand, but the waiter passed on and paid no
		attention, and when a mulatto waiter came along behind him the
		angry man damned him the worst he could, ordering him to bring
		a bowl of sugar, quick. This waiter did not stop and the
		Louisiana man threw the bowl at the waiter's head, but missed
		it, and the bowl went crashing against the side of the ship. I
		expected surely the Captain and his men would come and put the
		unruly fellow in irons, and there might be a fight or a riot,
		so I cut my meal short and went on deck about as soon as I
		could do so, thinking that would be a safer place. But the
		Captain seemed to know about how to manage such fellows, and
		never left his stateroom, which I think was a wise move. The
		darky did not make his appearance at table afterwards, and the
		man who threw the bowl said that colored folks had to mind a
		gentleman when he spoke to them, or fare worse.
		
The Captain now got out his passenger list, and we all had
		to pass through a narrow space near the wheel-house and every
		one answer to his name and show his ticket. This made work for
		about one day. Some stowaways were found and put down into the
		hole to heave coal. One day the Captain and mate were out
		taking an observation on the sun when a young Missourian
		stepped up to see what was being done, and said to the
		Captain:—"Captain, don't you think I could learn
		how to do that kind of business?" The Captain took the
		young man's hand and looked at his nails which were very rough
		and dirty and said:—"No my lad; boys with such
		finger nails can't learn navigation." This made a big
		laugh at the brave lubber's expense.
		
Many of the sea-sick ones did not get up so soon, and some
		died of that, or something else, and their bodies were sewed
		up in blankets with a bushel of coal at their feet to sink
		them, and thrown overboard. The bodies were laid out on a
		plank at the ship's side, the Captain would read a very brief
		service, and the sailors would, at the appropriate time, raise
		the end of the plank so that the body slid off and went down
		out of sight in a moment.
		
In due time we went into the harbor of Acapulco for water
		and coal. Here nearly every one went on shore, and as there
		was no wharf for the vessel to lie to, the native canoes had
		many passengers at a dollar apiece for passage money. Out back
		of town there was a small stream of clear water which was warm
		and nice to bathe in, and some places three or four feet deep,
		so that a great many stripped off for a good wash which was
		said to be very healthful in this climate. Many native women
		were on hand with soap and towels ready to give any one a good
		scrubbing for dos reales, (twenty-five cents) and those
		who employed them said they did a good, satisfactory job.
		
As I returned to town the streets seemed to be deserted,
		and I saw one man come out on an adjoining street, and after
		running a few steps, fall down on his face. Hearing the report
		of a gun at the same time, I hurried on to get out of danger,
		but I afterward learned that the man was a travelling gambler
		who had come across the country from Mexico, and that he was
		killed as he fell. No one seemed to care for him.
		
Near the beach were some large trees, and under them
		dancing was going on to the music of the guitar. There were
		plenty of pretty Spanish girls for partners, and these and our
		boys made up an interesting party. The girls did not seem at
		all bashful or afraid of the boys, and though they could not
		talk together very much they got along with the sign language,
		and the ladies seemed very fond of the Americanos.
		
There was a fort here, a regular moss-backed old concern,
		and the soldiers were bare footed and did not need much
		clothing.
		
The cattle that were taken on board here were made to swim
		out to the ship, and then, with a rope around their horns,
		hoisted on deck, a distance of perhaps forty feet above the
		water. The maddened brutes were put into a secure stall ready
		for the ship's butcher. The small boys came around the ship in
		canoes, and begged the passengers to throw them out a dime,
		and when the coin struck the water they would dive for it,
		never losing a single one. One man dropped a bright bullet and
		the boy who dove for it was so enraged that he called him a
		d----d Gringo (Englishman.) None of these boys wore any
		clothes.
		
This town, like all Spanish towns, was composed of
		one-story houses, with dry mud, fire-proof walls. The country
		around looked very mountainous and barren, and comfortably
		warm.
		
After two days we were called on board, and soon set sail
		for sea again; and now, as we approached the equator, it
		became uncomfortably warm and an awning was put over the upper
		deck. All heavy clothing was laid aside, and anyone who had
		any amount of money on his person was unable to conceal it;
		but no one seemed to have any fear of theft, for a thief could
		not conceal anything he should steal, and no one reported
		anything lost. There was occasionally a dead body to be
		consigned to a watery grave.
		
A few days out from here and we were again mustered as
		before to show our tickets, which were carefully examined.
		
It seemed strange to me that the water was the poorest fare
		we had. It was sickish tasting stuff, and so warm it would do
		very well for dish-water.
		
There were many interesting things to see. Sometimes it
		would be spouting whales; sometimes great black masses rolling
		on the water, looking like a ship bottom upward, which some
		said were black-fish. Some fish seemed to be at play, and
		would jump ten feet or more out of the water. The flying fish
		would skim over the waves as the ship's wheels seemed to
		frighten them; and we went through a hundred acres of
		porpoises, all going the same way. The ship plowed right
		through them, but none seemed to get hurt by the wheels.
		Perhaps they were emigrants like ourselves in search of a
		better place.
		
It now became terribly hot, and the sun was nearly overhead
		at noon. Sometimes a shark could be seen along-side, and
		though he seemed to make no effort, easily kept up with the
		moving ship. Occasionally we saw a sea snake navigating the
		ocean all by himself. I did not understand how these fellows
		went to sea and lived so far from land. The flying fish seemed
		to be more plentiful as we went along, and would leave the
		water and scud along before us.
		
We had evening concerts on the forecastle, managed by the
		sailors. Their songs were not sacred songs by any means, and
		many of them hardly fit to be heard by delicate ears. We again
		had to run the gauntlet of the narrow passage and have our
		tickets looked over, and this time a new stowaway was found,
		and he straightway made application for a job. "Go below,
		sir" was all the Captain said. Several died and had their
		sea burial, and some who had been so sick all the way as not
		to get out of bed, proved tough enough to stand the climate
		pretty well.
		
As we were nearing Panama the doctor posted a notice to the
		mast cautioning us against eating much fruit while on shore,
		as it was very dangerous when eaten to excess. We anchored
		some little distance from the shore and had to land in small
		boats managed by the natives. I went in one, and when the boat
		grounded at the beach the boatman took me on his back and set
		me on shore, demanding two dollars for the job, which I paid,
		and he served the whole crowd in the same way. The water here
		was blood warm, and they told me the tide ran very high.
		
This was a strange old town to me, walled in on all sides,
		a small plaza in the center with a Catholic church on one
		side, and the other houses were mostly two story. On the side
		next to the beach was a high, thick wall which contained cells
		that were used for a jail, and on top were some dismounted
		cannon, long and old fashioned.
		
The soldiers were poor, lazy fellows, barefooted, and had
		very poor looking guns. Going out and in all had to pass
		through a large gateway, but they asked no questions. The
		streets were very narrow and dirty and the sleeping rooms in
		the second story of the houses seemed to be inhabited by cats.
		For bed clothes was needed only a single sheet. On the roofs
		all around sat turkey buzzards, and anything that fell in the
		streets that was possible for them to eat, was gobbled up very
		quickly. They were as tame as chickens, and walked around as
		fearless and lordly as tame turkeys. In consideration of their
		cleaning up the streets without pay, they were protected by
		law. One of the passengers could not resist the temptation to
		shoot one, and a small squad of soldiers were soon after him,
		and came into a room where there were fifty of us, but could
		not find their man. He would have been sent to jail if he had
		been caught. We had to pay one dollar a night for beds in
		these rooms, and they counted money at the rate of eight dimes
		to the dollar.
		
The old town of Panama lies a little south in the edge of
		the sea, and was destroyed by an earthquake long ago I was
		told. To me, raised in the north, everything was very new and
		strange in way of living, style of building and kind of
		produce. There were donkeys, parrots and all kinds of monkeys
		in plenty. Most of the women were of very dark complexion, and
		not dressed very stylishly, while the younger population did
		not have even a fig leaf, or anything to take its place. The
		adults dressed very economically, for the days are summer days
		all the year round, and the clothing is scanty and cheap for
		either sex.
		
The cattle were small, pale red creatures, and not inclined
		to be very fat, and the birds mostly of the parrot kind. The
		market plaza is outside the walls, and a small stream runs
		through it, with the banks pretty thickly occupied by
		washerwomen. All the washing was done without the aid of a
		fire.
		
On the plaza there were plenty of donkeys loaded with truck
		of all sorts, from wood, green grass, cocoa-nuts and
		sugar-cane to parrots, monkeys and all kinds of tropical
		fruits. Outside the walls the houses were made of stakes
		interwoven with palm leaves, and everything was green as well
		as the grass and trees. Very little of the ground seemed to be
		cultivated, and the people were lazy and idle, for they could
		live so easily on the wild products of the country. A white
		man here would soon sweat out all his ambition and enterprise,
		and would be almost certain to catch the Panama yellow fever.
		The common class of the people here, I should say, were
		Spanish and negro mixed, and they seem to get along pretty
		well; but the country is not suitable for white people. It
		seems to have been made on purpose for donkeys, parrots and
		long-heeled negroes.
		
The cabin passengers engaged all the horses and mules the
		country afforded on which to ride across the Chagres River, so
		it fell to the lot of myself and companion to transfer
		ourselves on foot, which was pretty hard work in the hot and
		sultry weather. My gold dust began to grow pretty heavy as I
		went along, and though I had only about two thousand dollars,
		weighing about ten pounds, it seemed to me that it weighed
		fifty pounds by the way that it bore down upon my shoulders
		and wore sore places on them. It really was burdensome. I had
		worn it on my person night and day ever since leaving the
		mines, and I had some little fear of being robbed when off the
		ship.
		
Our road had been some day paved with cobble stones. At the
		outskirts of the town we met a native coming in with a big
		green lizard, about two feet long, which he was hauling and
		driving along with a string around its neck. I wondered if
		this was not a Panama butcher bringing in a fresh supply of
		meat.
		
When we reached the hills on our way from Panama, the paved
		road ended and we had only a mule trail to follow. The whole
		country was so densely timbered that no man could go very far
		without a cleared road. In some places we passed over hills of
		solid rock, but it was of a soft nature so that the trail was
		worn down very deep, and we had to take the same regular steps
		that the mules did, for their tracks were worn down a foot or
		more. On the road we would occasionally meet a native with a
		heavy pack on his back, a long staff in each hand, and a solid
		half-length sword by his side. He, like the burro, grunted
		every step he took. They seemed to carry unreasonably heavy
		loads on their backs, such as boxes and trunks, but there was
		no other way of getting either freight or baggage across the
		isthmus at that time.
		
It looked to me as if this trail might be just such a one
		as one would expect robbers to frequent, for it would of
		course be expected that Californians would carry considerable
		money with them, and we might reasonably look out for this
		sort of gentry at any turn of the trail. We were generally
		without weapons, and we should have to deliver on demand, and
		if any one was killed the body could easily be concealed in
		the thick brush on either side of the trail, and no special
		search for anyone missing would occur.
		
About noon one day we came to a native hut, and saw growing
		on a tree near by something that looked like oranges, and we
		made very straight tracks with the idea of picking some and
		having a feast, but some of the people in the shanty called
		out to us and made motions for us not to pick them for they
		were no good; so we missed our treat of oranges and contented
		ourselves with a big drink of water and walked on.
		
After a little more travel we came to another shanty made
		of poles and palm leaves, occupied by an American. He was a
		tall, raw-boned, cadaverous looking way-side renegade who
		looked as if the blood had all been pumped out of his veins,
		and he claimed to be sick. He said he was one of the Texas
		royal sons. We applied for some dinner and he lazily told us
		there were flour, tea and bacon and that we could help
		ourselves. I wet up some flour and baked some cakes, made some
		poor tea, and fried some bacon. We all got a sort of dinner
		out of his pantry stuff, and left him a dollar apiece for the
		accommodation. As we walked on my companion gave out and could
		carry his bundle no longer, so I took it, along with my own,
		and we got on as fast as we could, but darkness came on us
		before we reached the Chagres River and we had to stay all
		night at a native hut. We had some supper consisting of some
		very poor coffee, crackers, and a couple of eggs apiece, and
		had to sleep out under a tree where we knew we might find
		lizards, snakes, and other poisonous reptiles, and perhaps a
		thieving monkey might pick our pockets while we slept.
		
Before it was entirely dark many who rode horses came
		along, many of them ladies, and following the custom of the
		country, they all rode astride. Among this crowd was one
		middle-aged and somewhat corpulent old fellow, by profession a
		sea-captain, who put on many airs. The old fellow put on his
		cool white coat—in fact, a white suit
		throughout—and in this tropical climate he looked very
		comfortable, indeed, thus attired. He filled his breast pocket
		with fine cigars, and put in the other pocket a flask with
		some medicine in it which was good for snake bites, and also
		tending to produce courage in case the man, not used to
		horse-back riding, should find his natural spirits failing.
		The rest of his luggage was placed on pack animals, and in
		fact the only way luggage was carried in those days was either
		on the backs of donkeys or men.
		
All was ready for a start, and the captain in his
		snow-white suit was mounted on a mule so small that his feet
		nearly touched the ground. The little animal had a mind of his
		own, and at first did not seem inclined to start out readily,
		but after a bit concluded to follow his fellow animals, and
		all went well.
		
The rider was much amused at what he saw; sometimes a very
		lively monkey, sometimes a flock: of paroquets or a
		high-colored lizard—and so he rode along with a very
		happy air, holding his head up, and smoking a fragrant Havana
		with much grace. The road was rough and rocky, with a mud-hole
		now and then of rather uncertain depth. At every one of these
		mud-holes the Captain's mule would stop, put down his head,
		blow his nose and look wise, and then carefully sound the
		miniature sea with his fore-feet, being altogether too
		cautious to suit his rider who had never been accustomed to a
		craft that was afraid of water.
		
At one of these performances the mule evidently concluded
		the sea before him was not safe, for when the captain tried to
		persuade him to cross his persuasions had no effect. Then he
		coaxed him with voice gentle, soft and low, with the result
		that the little animal took a few very short steps and then
		came to anchor again. Then the captain began to get slightly
		roiled in temper, and the voice was not so gentle, sweet and
		low, but it had no greater effect upon his craft. He began to
		get anxious, for the others had gone on, and he thought
		perhaps he might be left.
		
Now, this sea-faring man had armed his heels with the large
		Spanish spurs so common in the country, and bringing them in
		contact with the force due to considerable impatience, Mr.
		Mule was quite suddenly and painfully aware of the result.
		This was harsher treatment than he could peaceably submit to,
		and at the second application of the spurs a pair of small
		hoofs were very high in the air and the captain very low on
		his back in the mud and water, having been blown from the
		hurricane deck of his craft in a very sudden and lively style.
		The philosophical mule stood very still and looked on while
		the white coat and pantaloons were changing to a dirty brown,
		and watched the captain as he waded out, to the accompaniment
		of some very vigorous swear words.
		
Both the man and beast looked very doubtful of each other's
		future actions, but the man shook the water off and bestowed
		some lively kicks on his muleship which made him bounce into
		and through the mud-hole, and the captain, still holding the
		bridle, followed after. Once across the pool the captain set
		his marine eye on the only craft that had been too much for
		his navigation and said "Vengeance should be mine,"
		and in this doubtful state of mind he cautiously mounted his
		beast again and fully resolved to stick to the deck,
		hereafter, at all hazards, he hurried on and soon overtook the
		train again, looking quite like a half drowned rooster. The
		others laughed at him and told him they could find better
		water a little way ahead, at the river, and they would see him
		safely in. The captain was over his pet, and made as much fun
		as any of them, declaring that he could not navigate such a
		bloody craft as that in such limited sea room, for it was
		dangerous even when there was no gale to speak of.
		
The ladies did not blush at the new and convenient costumes
		which they saw in this country, and laughed a good deal over
		the way of traveling they had to adopt. Any who were sick were
		carried in a kind of chair strapped to the back of a native.
		Passengers were strung along the road for miles, going and
		coming. We would occasionally sit down awhile and let the
		sweat run off while a party of them passed us. Some were
		mounted on horses, some on mules, and some on donkeys, and
		they had to pay twelve dollars for the use of an animal for
		the trip.
		
Our night at this wayside deadfall was not much better than
		some of the nights about Death Valley, but as I was used to
		low fare, I did not complain as some did. This seemed a
		wonderful country to a northern raised boy. The trail was
		lined on both sides with all kinds of palms and various other
		kinds of trees and shrubs, and they were woven together in a
		compact mass with trailing and running vines. The trees were
		not tall, and the bark was as smooth as a young hickory. The
		roots would start out of the tree three feet above the ground
		and stand out at an angle, and looked like big planks placed
		edgewise.
		
It seemed as if there were too many plants for the ground
		to support, and so they grew on the big limbs of the trees all
		around, the same as the mistletoe on the oak, only there were
		ever so many different kinds.
		
The weather was very clear, and the sun so hot that many of
		the travelers began to wilt and sit down by the roadside to
		rest. Many walked along very slowly and wore long faces. The
		road from Panama to Crucez, on the Chagres River, was eighteen
		miles long, and all were glad when they were on the last end
		of it. The climate here seems to take all the starch and
		energy out of a man's body, and in this condition he must be
		very cautious or some disease will overtake him and he will be
		left to die without burial for his body if he has no personal
		friends with him.
		
We started on the next morning, and on our way stepped over
		a large ship anchor that lay across the trail. I suppose the
		natives had undertaken to pack it across the isthmus and found
		it too heavy for them. Perhaps it was for Capt. Kidd, the
		great pirate, for it is said that he often visited Panama in
		the course of his cruising about in search of treasures.
		
Passing along a sandy place in the trail, a snake crossed
		and left his track, big as a stovepipe it seemed to be, and
		after this we kept a sharp watch for big snakes that might be
		in waiting to waylay us for game.
		
There were plenty of monkeys and parrots climbing and
		chattering around in the trees. The forest is here so dense
		that the wind never blows, and consequently it never gets
		cool. The sun, ever since we got down near the equator, was
		nearly overhead, and the moon seemed to be even north of
		us.
		
When we reached the Chagres River we hired a boat of an
		Irishman for the trip down. I wondered if there was a place on
		earth so desolate that the "Paddy" would not find
		it. The boat for the journey cost two hundred dollars, and
		would hold passengers enough so that it would cost us ten
		dollars each, at any rate, and perhaps a little more. Two
		natives had charge of the boat and did the navigating. There
		were two ladies among the passengers, and when the two
		natives, who I suppose were the captain and mate of the craft,
		came on board, clad very coolly in Panama hats, the ladies
		looked at them a little out of the corners of their eyes and
		made the best of it. Our two navigators took the oars and
		pulled slowly down the stream.
		
Nothing but water and evergreen trees could we see, for the
		shore on either hand was completely hidden by the dense growth
		that hung over and touched the water. On a mud bar that we
		passed a huge alligator lay, taking a sun bath, and though
		many shots were fired at him he moved away very leisurely. No
		one could get on shore without first clearing a road through
		the thick brushes and vines along the bank. On the way one of
		our boatmen lost his hat, his only garment, into the river,
		and overboard he went, like a dog, and soon had it and climbed
		on board again. I wondered why some of the big alligators did
		not make a snap at him.
		
The water in the run looked very roily and dirty, and no
		doubt had fever in it. The only animals we saw were monkeys
		and alligators, and there were parrots in the trees. The
		farther we went down the stream the wider it became, and the
		current slacker so that we moved more slowly with the same
		amount of rowing. At a place called Dos Hermanos (two
		brothers) we could see a little cleared spot near the bank,
		which seemed to be three or four feet above the water. There
		were no mountains nor hills in sight, and the whole country
		seemed to be an extensive swamp. It was near night that we
		came to a small native village of palm huts, and here our
		boatmen landed and hid themselves, and not being able to find
		them we were compelled to stay all night, for we dare not go
		on alone. The place looked like a regular robbers' roost, and
		being forced to sleep outside the huts, we considered it
		safest to sleep with one eye open. We would have gone on with
		the boat only that we were afraid the river might have more
		than one outlet, and if we should take the wrong one we might
		be too late for the steamer, which even now we were afraid
		would not wait for us, and getting left would be a very
		serious matter in this country.
		
We had very little to eat, and all we could buy was sugar
		cane, bananas, monkeys and parrots. We kept a sharp eye out
		for robbers, keeping together as much as we could, for we knew
		that all returning Californians would be suspected of having
		money. Most all of them were ready for war except myself who
		had no weapon of any kind. All of these people had a bad name,
		and every one of them carried a long bladed knife called a
		Macheta, with which they could kill a man at a single blow.
		But with all our fears we got through the night safely, and in
		the morning found our boatmen who had hidden away. We waited
		not for breakfast, but sailed away as soon as we could, and
		reached Chagres, near the mouth of the river, before
		night.
		
The river banks here are not more than three feet high, and
		farther back the land fell off again into a wet swamp of
		timber and dense vegetable growth. The town was small and
		poorly built, on the immediate bank, and the houses were
		little brush and palm affairs except the boarding house which
		was "T" shaped, the front two stories high, with a
		long dining room running back, having holes for windows, but
		no glass in them.
		
Before the bell rung for meals a long string of hungry men
		would form in line, and at the first tap would make a rush for
		the table like a flock of sheep. After all were seated a
		waiter came around and collected a dollar from each one, and
		we thought this paid pretty well for the very poor grub they
		served afterwards.
		
No ship had as yet been in sight to take us away from this
		lowest, dirtiest, most unhealthful place on earth, and the
		prospect of remaining here had nothing very charming about it.
		The river was full of alligators, so the bathing was
		dangerous, and the whole country was about fit for its
		inhabitants, which were snakes, alligators, monkeys, parrots
		and lazy negroes. It could not have been more filthy if the
		dregs of the whole earth had been dumped here, and cholera and
		yellow fever were easy for a decent man to catch.
		
My companion and I went out on the beach a mile or two to
		get the salt water breeze, and leave the stinking malaria for
		those who chose to stay in the hot, suffocating village, and
		here we would stay until nearly night. Across a small neck of
		water was what was called a fort. It could hardly be seen it
		was so covered with moss and vines, but near the top could be
		seen something that looked like old walls. There was no sign
		of life about it, and I should judge it was built at some very
		early day. Surely there was nothing here to protect, for the
		whole country did not seem able to support even a few
		barefooted soldiers.
		
Some men who wandered along up the river bank, following a
		path, said they had seen some dead human bodies thrown into
		the swamp and left, probably because it was easier than
		putting them under ground.
		
For a bedroom I hired a little platform which a store
		keeper had placed before his store, where I slept, and paid a
		dollar for the privilege. Some one walked around near me all
		night, and I dared not close more than one eye at a time for
		fear of losing a little bag of gold dust. This little bag of
		gold was getting to be a great burden to me in this sickly
		climate, and the vigilant guard I had to keep over so small a
		treasure was very tiresome.
		
The second night no steamer came, but on the third morning
		the steamer was riding at anchor three or four miles out, and
		soon after a ship came in from the Atlantic end of the
		Nicaragua route with one thousand passengers, there being no
		steamer there for them to take a passage home on, and so they
		had to come here for a start. This filled the little town to
		overflowing, but as the ship that had arrived was the Georga,
		one of the largest afloat, all could go if they only could
		endure the fare.
		
We now had to go in small boats from the shore to the ship,
		and the trip cost two dollars and a half. I waited till I had
		seen some of the boats make a trip or two, and then choosing
		one that had a sober skipper, I made the venture. It was said
		that one drunken boatman allowed his boat to drift into some
		breakers and all were lost.
		
I tell you I was over anxious to get out of this country,
		for I well knew that if I stayed very long I should stay
		forever, for one like myself raised in a healthful climate,
		could not remain long without taking some of the fatal
		diseases the country was full of.
		
We made the trip to the vessel safely, and as our boat lay
		under the ship's quarter, the men holding the ropes, I looked
		up, and when I saw the swinging rope ladder on which I was
		expected to climb up to the ship's deck, it seemed a pretty
		dangerous job; but I mustered up courage and made the attempt.
		The sea was pretty rough out here for the small boats, and the
		ship rolled some, so that when persons tried to get hold of
		the ladder they were thrown down and sometimes hurt a little.
		A man held on to the lower end of the ladder so that the one
		who was climbing might not get banged against the side of the
		ship and have his breath knocked out of him, I mounted the
		ladder safely and climbed away like a monkey, reaching the
		deck all right. Ladies and weak people were hauled up in a
		sort of chair with a block and rope.
		
It took the most of two days to get the people on board,
		and when they were counted up there were one thousand four
		hundred and forty, all told. This steamer had a very long
		upper deck and a comparatively short keel, and rolled very
		badly; and as for me, I had swallowed so much of the deadly
		malaria of the isthmus that I soon got very seasick, and the
		first day or two were very unpleasant. I went to the bar and
		paid two bits for a glass of wine to help my appetite, but it
		staid with me no longer than time enough to reach the ship's
		side. When night came the decks were covered with sleepy men,
		and if the weather had been rough and all sick, as was the
		case when we left San Francisco, we should have had more
		filthy decks than we had even on that occasion.
		
Approaching the harbor at Havana, Cuba, we seemed to be
		going head foremost against a wall of solid rock, but when
		within speaking distance an officer came in sight on the fort
		right before us, and shouted through his speaking trumpet,
		saying:—"Why don't you salute us?" Our officer
		said, "You know us well enough without." Our ship
		had a small cannon on the forecastle, but did not choose to
		use it, and I suppose the Cuban officer felt slighted. We now
		turned short to the right and entered the beautiful harbor,
		which is perfectly landlocked and as still as a pond. The city
		is all on the right side of the bay and our coal yard was on
		the left at a short wharf at which we landed.
		
A lot of armed soldiers were placed a short distance back
		on the high ground and no one was allowed to go beyond them.
		We now had a port officer on board who had entire charge of
		the ship, and if anyone wanted to go to the city, across the
		bay two or three miles, he had to pay a dollar for a pass.
		This pass business made the blue bloods terribly angry, and
		they swore long and loud, and the longer they talked the
		madder they got, and more bitter in their feelings, so that
		they were ready to fight (not with sugar-bowls this time.)
		
The weather here was very warm and the heat powerful, and
		as these fellows saw there was only one course to be pursued
		if they wanted to get on shore, they slowly took passes good
		for all day and paid their dollar for them, and also another
		dollar each to the canoe men to take them to the city. Myself
		and companion also took passes and went over.
		
Arriving at the city we walked a short distance and came to
		the plaza, which is not a very large one. Here was a single
		grave nicely fenced in, and across the plaza were some large
		two-story houses in front of which was stationed a squad of
		cavalry standing as motionless as if every man of them was a
		marble statue. We kept on the opposite side of the street, and
		chancing to meet a man whom we rightly supposed to be an
		Englishman, we inquired about the grave on the plaza and were
		informed that it was that of Christopher Columbus, the
		discoverer of America.
		
Just then we noticed the cavalry moving up the street at a
		slow gallop, and so formed that a close carriage was in the
		center of the squad. As they rushed by and we gazed at them
		with purely American curiousity, our new English friend raised
		our hats for us and held them till the cavalcade had passed,
		merely remarking that the Governor General was within the
		carriage. We spoke perhaps a bit unpleasantly when we asked
		him why he was so ungentlemanly in his treatment of us as to
		remove our hats, but he said:—"My friends, if I had
		not taken off your hats for you as a friend, some of those
		other fellows would have knocked them off, so I did for you an
		act of greatest kindness, for every one removes his hat when
		the Governor General passes." He also informed us that
		the special occasion for this rather pompous parade was the
		execution of some criminals at a park or prison not far away,
		and that this was done by beheading them.
		
Our friend proposed that we also walk out in that
		direction, and we went with him to the edge of the city, but
		when he turned into a by path that did not seem much
		frequented, we declined to follow farther, and turned back
		along the open road. The path looked to us a sort of robber's
		route, and not exactly safe for unarmed men like us in a
		strange country.
		
The man followed us back and took us into a large, airy
		saloon, in the center of which a big fountain was playing, and
		the great basin in which the water fell was filled with
		beautiful fish. Our friend called for an iced drink for each
		of us, and as we sat at the table we tasted it and found it
		rather intoxicating. For this they charged us one dollar each,
		but we noticed that our friend paid nothing, and we set him
		down as a sort of capper, after the style we had seen at the
		gold mines. We sat a few minutes and then so coolly bade our
		friend good-bye that he had not the face to follow us further,
		and continued our walk about the streets which seemed to us
		very narrow, and the houses generally two stories high.
		
A chaise passed us, containing two young ladies with
		complexions white and fair, and eyes and hair black, in
		striking contrast. The carriage was drawn by two horses
		tandem, the horse in the shafts being mounted by a big negro
		of very dignified appearance, dressed in livery and having top
		boots that came to his knees. This was the only vehicle of the
		kind we saw on the streets.
		
We did not dare to go very far alone, for with our
		ignorance of the Spanish language we might go astray and not
		get back to the ship within the lifetime of our passes, and
		not knowing how much trouble that might cause us, we were
		naturally a little timid; so we took a boat back to the ship,
		and when on board again we felt safe. We had only about four
		dollars cash left.
		
A big gang of darkies were coaling the ship. Each one
		carried a large tub full of coal upon his head and poured it
		down into the ship's hold. All the clothes these fellows wore
		was a strip of cloth about their middle. When they were let
		off for dinner they skimmed off all they could get from the
		ship's slop barrel which stood on the wharf alongside, to help
		out their very scanty food. The overseer stood by them all the
		time with a big whip and made them hurry up as fast as
		possible, talking Spanish pretty vigorously, and though we
		could not understand, we made up our minds that a good part of
		it was swearing.
		
The next morning the steamship Prometheus came in and tied
		up near us, and soon word was brought that she would take the
		New Orleans passengers on board and sail immediately for that
		port. It now occurred to me that I could get nearer home by
		going up the Mississippi River than by way of New York, so I
		went on board the Prometheus, and we soon sailed out of the
		harbor, passing under the gate of the fortress called, I
		think, San Juan de Ulloa.
		
Nothing special occurred during our passage till we were
		near the mouth of the Mississippi River, when, in the absence
		of a pilot boat or tug, our Captain thought he would try to
		get in alone, and as a consequence we were soon fast in the
		mud. The Captain now made all the passengers go aft, and
		worked the engine hard but could not move her at all. The tide
		was now low, and there was a prospect that we should have to
		wait full six hours to get away. We worked on, however, and
		after a few hours a tug came to our assistance and pulled us
		out of the mud and towed us into the right channel, up which
		we steamed on our way to New Orleans, one-hundred-twenty miles
		away.
		
The country on both sides of us was an immense
		marsh—no hills in sight, no timber, nothing but the same
		level marsh or prairie. When we were nearer the Crescent City
		some houses came in sight; then we passed General Jackson's
		battle-field, and in due time reached the city.
		
On board this ship I became acquainted with Dick Evans who
		lived in the same county that I used to in Wisconsin, near
		Mineral Point, so the three of us now concluded to travel
		together.
		
New Orleans seemed to be a very large city. Near the levee
		a large government building was in course of construction for
		a Custom House. It was all of stone, and the walls were up
		about two stories. We put up at a private boarding house, and
		the first business was to try and sell our gold dust. So we
		went to the mint and were told we would have to wait ten days
		to run it through the mill, and we did not like to wait so
		long. We were shown all through the mint and saw all the
		wonders of coin making. Every thing seemed perfect here.
		Beautiful machinery was in operation making all sizes of gold
		coins, from a twenty dollar piece down. Strips of gold bands
		about six feet long and of the proper thickness for twenty
		dollar pieces are run through a machine which cuts out the
		pieces, and when these are cut they can stamp out the pieces
		as fast as one can count.
		
This was the most ingenious work I ever saw, and very
		wonderful and astonishing to a backwoodsman like myself, for I
		supposed that money was run in moulds like bullets.
		
As we could not wait we went to a bank and sold our dust,
		getting only sixteen dollars per ounce, the same price they
		paid in California. We now took the cars and rode out to Lake
		Ponchartrain—most of the way over a trestle work. We
		found a wharf and warehouse at the lake, and a steamer lay
		there all ready to go across to the other side. The country
		all about looked low, with no hills in sight.
		
When we returned to the city we looked all about, and in
		the course of our travels came to a slave market. Here there
		were all sorts of black folks for sale; big and little, old
		and young and all sorts. They all seemed good-natured, and
		were clean, and seemed to think they were worth a good deal of
		money. Looking at them a few minutes sent my mind back to St.
		Joseph, Missouri, where I saw a black sold at auction. From my
		standpoint of education I did not approve of this way of
		trading in colored people.
		
We continued our stroll about the city, coming to a
		cemetery, where I looked into a newly dug grave to find it
		half full of water. On one side were many brick vaults above
		ground. The ground here is very low and wet, and seemed to be
		all swamp. The drainage was in surface gutters, and in them
		the water stood nearly still. It seemed to me such water must
		have yellow fever in it.
		
For a long way along the levee the steamboats lay thick and
		close together, unloading cotton, hemp, sugar, hoop poles,
		bacon and other products, mostly the product of negro
		labor.
		
Here our friend Evans was taken sick, and as he got no
		better after a day or two, we called a doctor to examine him.
		He pronounced it a mild case of yellow fever. His skin was
		yellow in places, and he looked very badly. The doctor advised
		us to go on up the river, saying it was very dangerous staying
		here with him. Evans gave me most of his money and all of his
		gold specimens to take to his wife, and when he got well he
		would follow us. We bade him good-bye, and with many wishes
		for his speedy recovery, we took passage on a steamer for St.
		Louis. This steamer, the Atlantic, proved to be a real
		floating palace in all respects. The table was supplied with
		everything the country afforded, and polite and well-dressed
		darkies were numerous as table waiters. This was the most
		pleasant trip I had ever taken, and I could not help comparing
		the luxuriance of my coming home to the hardships of the
		outward journey across the plains, and our starvation
		fare.
		
Our boat was rather large for the stage of water this time
		of year, and we proceeded rather slowly, but I cared little
		for speed as bed and board were extra good, and a first cabin
		passage in the company of friends, many of whom were going to
		the same part of Wisconsin as myself, was not a tedious affair
		by any means.
		
At night gambling was carried on very extensively, and
		money changed hands freely as the result of sundry games of
		poker, which was the popular game.
		
We reached St. Louis in time, and here was the end of our
		boat's run. The river had some ice floating on its surface,
		and this plainly told us that we were likely to meet more ice
		and colder weather as we went north. We concluded to take the
		Illinois River boat from here to Peoria, and paid our passage
		and stepped on board. We were no more than half way through
		this trip when the ice began to form on the surface of the
		water, and soon became so thick and strong that the boat
		finally came to a perfect standstill, frozen in solid.
		
We now engaged a farm wagon to take us to Peoria, from
		which place we took regular stages for Galena. Our driver was
		inclined to be very merciful to his horses, so we were two
		days in reaching that town, but perhaps it was best, for the
		roads were icy and slippery, and the weather of the real
		winter sort. From here we hired a team to take four of us to
		Plattville, and then an eighteen-mile walk brought me to
		Mineral Point, the place from which I started with my
		Winnebago pony in 1849. I had now finished my circle and
		brought both ends of the long belt together.
		
I now went to a drug store and weighed Mr. Evans'
		specimens, wrapping each in a separate piece of paper, with
		the value marked on each, and took them to his wife, to whom I
		told the news about her husband. In two week's time he came
		home sound and well.
		
I was quite disappointed in regard to the looks and
		business appearance of the country. It looked thinly settled,
		people scarce, and business dull. I could not get a day's work
		to do, and I could not go much farther on foot, for the snow
		was eight or ten inches deep, and I was still several hundred
		miles from my parents in Michigan. So my journey farther east
		was delayed until spring. The hunting season was over, and
		when I came into Mineral Point without a gun, and wore good
		clothes, making a better appearance than I used to, they
		seemed to think I must be rich and showed me marked attention,
		and made many inquiries about their neighbors who started for
		California about the same time I did. The young ladies smiled
		pleasantly when near me, and put on their best white aprons,
		looking very tidy and bright, far superior to any of the
		ladies I had seen in my crooked route from San Francisco
		through Acapulco, Panama, the West Indies and along the
		Mississippi.
		
After a few days in town I went out into the neighborhood
		where I used to live and stopped with Mr. E.A. Hall, who used
		to be a neighbor of Mr. Bennett, as he had invited me to stay
		with himself and wife, who were the only occupants of a good
		house, and all was pleasant. But notwithstanding all the
		comfort in which I was placed, I grew lonesome, for the
		enforced idleness, on account of the stormy weather, was a new
		feature in my life, and grew terribly monotonous.
		
After some delay I concluded to write to my parents in
		Michigan and give them a long letter with something of a
		history of my travels, and to refresh my memory I got out my
		memorandum I had kept through all my journey.
		
As my letter was liable to be quite lengthy I bought a
		quantity of foolscap paper and begun. I took my diary as my
		guide, and filled out the ideas suggested in it so they would
		understand them. I soon ran through with my paper and bought
		more, and kept on writing. The weather was cold and stormy,
		and I found it the best occupation I could have to prevent my
		being lonesome; so I worked away, day after day, for about a
		month, and I was really quite tired of this sort of work
		before I had all the facts recorded which I found noted down
		in my diary. My notes began in March, 1849, in Wisconsin, and
		ended in February, 1852, on my return to Mineral Point. I
		found, as the result of my elaboration, over three hundred
		pages of closely written foolscap paper, and I felt very much
		relieved when it was done. By the aid of my notes I could very
		easily remember everything that had taken place during my
		absence, and it was recorded in regular form, with day and
		date, not an incident of any importance left out, and every
		word as true as gospel. I had neither exaggerated nor
		detracted from any event so far as I could recollect.
		
I now loaned Mr. Hall, with whom I lived, six hundred
		dollars to enable him to cross the plains to California and
		try to make his fortune. To secure this I took a mortgage on
		his eighty-acre farm, and he set out to make the journey. I
		had another eighty acres of land near here which I bought at
		government price before going to California, but I could not
		now sell it for what it cost me. When I went away I had left
		my chest and contents with my friend Samuel Zollinger, and he
		had kept it safely, so I now made him my lawful agent. I
		placed my narrative and some other papers in the chest and
		gave the key into his charge, while I went north, across the
		Wisconsin River, to visit my old hunting and trapping friend,
		Robert McCloud. Here I made a very pleasant visit of perhaps a
		week, and the common prospects of the country were freely
		talked over. It seemed to us as if the good times were still
		far off; every day was like Sunday so far as anything going
		on; no money in circulation, many places abandoned, and, like
		myself, many had gone to California to seek gold instead of
		lead. (The mines at Mineral Point are mostly of lead, with
		some copper.)
		
Looking at matters in this light it did not need a great
		deal of McCloud's persuasion to induce me to go back with him
		to California, all the more so as my little pile seemed to
		look smaller every day, while three or four years ago it would
		have seemed quite large. Deciding to go, I wrote to Mr.
		Zollinger to send the account I had written to my parents in
		Michigan, reading it first himself, and admonishing him not to
		lend it. I also wrote to my parents telling them what they
		might look for in the mails, and cautioning them never to have
		it printed, for the writing was so ungrammatical and the
		spelling so incorrect that it would be no credit to me.
		
I afterward learned that in time they received the bundle
		of paper and read it through and through, and circulated it
		around the neighborhood till it was badly worn, and laid it
		away for future perusal when their minds should incline that
		way. But the farm house soon after took fire and burned, my
		labor going up in smoke.
		
When the news of this reached me I resolved to try to
		forget all the trials, troubles and hardships I had gone
		through, and which I had almost lived over again as I wrote
		them down, and I said to myself that I would not talk about
		them more than I could help, the sooner to have them vanish,
		and never write them down again, but a few years ago an
		accident befell me so that I could not work, and I back-slid
		from my determination when I was persuaded so earnestly by
		many friends to write the account which appeared a few years
		ago in the Santa Clara Valley now the Pacific Tree and Vine,
		edited by H.A. Brainard, at San Jose, California. The diary
		was lost, and from memory alone the facts have been rehearsed,
		and it is but fair to tell the reader that the hardest and
		worst of it has never been told nor will it ever be.
			
		
McCloud and I now took his skiff, and for two days floated
		down the Wisconsin River till we reached the Mississippi,
		boarded the first steamboat we could hail, and let our own
		little craft adrift. In due time we reached St. Louis and
		boarded another steamer for New Orleans.
		
At a wood-yard, about dark, a lot of negroes, little and
		big, came on board to sell brooms. The boat's clerk seemed to
		know negro character pretty well, so he got out his violin and
		played for them. For a while the young colored gentry listened
		in silence, but pretty soon he struck a tune that suited them,
		and they began to dance in their own wild style.
		
In seven days from St. Louis we landed in New Orleans, and
		found the government steamer, Falcon, advertised to sail in
		two days. We went together to one of the slave warehouses.
		Outside and in all was neat end clean, and any day you could
		see men, women and children standing under the shed as a sign
		of what they had within, and the painted signs "For
		Sale" displayed conspicuously. We were very civilly
		treated, and invited to examine the goods offered for sale.
		There were those of all ages and all colors, for some were
		nearly white and some intensely black, with all the shades
		between. All were to be sold, separately, or in families, or
		in groups as buyers might desire. All were made to keep
		themselves clean and neatly dressed, and to behave well, with
		a smile to all the visitors whether they felt like smiling or
		not. Some seemed really anxious to get a good master, and when
		a kind, pleasant looking man came along they would do their
		utmost to be agreeable to him and inquire if he did not want
		to buy them. We talked it over some between ourselves, and
		when we thought of the market and the human chattels for sale
		there, McCloud spoke up and said:—"I am almost
		persuaded to be an abolitionist."
		
I now went on board the steamer Falcon, in command of a
		government officer, to try to learn something about the family
		of Capt. Culverwell who perished alone in Death Valley. He
		told me he had once belonged to the Navy and had his life
		insured, and as I was an important witness for his family I
		wanted to learn where they lived. The Captain looked over a
		list of officers, but Culverwell's name was not there. I then
		wrote a letter to Washington stating the facts of his death,
		and my own address in Sacramento, California. I also stated
		that I would assist the widow if I could, but I never received
		an answer.
		
We soon started down the river, having on board about one
		hundred passengers, men going to work on the Panama Railroad.
		At Chagres we found a small stern wheeled river steamer and
		took passage on it for Gorgona, as far as the steamer could
		well go up the river. While going up we met a similar boat
		coming down, and being near a short bend they crashed
		together, breaking down our guards severely, but fortunately
		with no damage to our wheel. A few miles above this a dark
		passing cloud gave us rain in streams, and we had to drift in
		near shore to wait for the storm to pass. I never before saw
		water fall so fast, and yet in half an hour the sun was out
		and burning hot.
		
Before we reached Gorgona we got acquainted with a man
		named John Briggs from Wisconsin, and Lyman Ross from Rhode
		Island, and concluded to travel in company. Our fare thus far
		was ten dollars, and two horses to Panama for which we paid
		twelve dollars each. We now rode and walked turn about, and
		when we inquired about the road we were told that being once
		in it we could not possibly get out except at the other end,
		and would need no guide, and at the end of a very disagreeable
		day's work we reached the big gate at Panama and entered the
		ancient city.
		
We waited but little here before taking the steamer
		Southerner, bound for San Francisco. Three days after we
		sailed away one of our passengers went overboard, a corpse,
		and three or four more died and were buried alongside before
		we reached Acapulco.
		
Here we took on water and coal and were soon at sea again.
		McCloud soon had to take his place in the sick ward, and I
		attended him most of the time, but was not allowed to give him
		anything without a permit from the doctor, and the long delays
		between the administrations of medicine made the sickness hard
		to endure. The sick could see the dead sewed up in blankets
		with a bucket of coal for a weight; then resting on a plank
		with sailors on each side, the mate would read the brief
		services appropriate to a burial at sea, the plank was tilted,
		and the lifeless body slid down into the depths. Such scenes
		were no benefit to the suffering, for each might think his
		turn was next, when a bright hope and prospect would be better
		for his recovery.
		
One forenoon the fire gong rang out sharply, and all was in
		confusion, supposing the ship to be on fire, but nothing could
		be seen but a dense fog, except as a gentle wind lifted it a
		little and there, dead ahead, was a rocky island, against
		which it seemed we must dash to destruction, for there was no
		beach and very little chance for any one to be saved. Ten
		minutes more in this direction and we were lost, but the
		officers quickly changed the course, and we passed the pile of
		rocks scarcely a rifle shot away. Whose fault it was, this
		danger so miraculously avoided, we did not know, the captain's
		or the imperfect chart, and opinions were freely given both
		ways.
		
About those days the air felt cooler the fog less dense,
		and the foggy rain-bows we had seen so much when the sun tried
		to shine, were scarce, while a more northern wind created a
		coolness that made sick folks feel refreshed and hopeful. It
		gave me a chance to cheer up my sick friend who was still in
		bed, and tell him it would continue to be cooler as we
		went.
		
On the Fourth of July the officers produced the ship's full
		supply of flags, and the sailors climbed high and low,
		fastening them to every rope till we had a very gay
		Independence day appearance. In this gay dress we steamed into
		San Diego harbor to leave the mail for a few soldiers
		stationed there, and get their letters in return.
		
I could see no town in San Diego, but a beautiful harbor,
		and some poor looking mustard wigwams some way off seemed to
		contain the good people of that place.
		
A boat with a small crew pulled out and came alongside to
		get the mail and deliver theirs, and then we turned to sea
		again. The country all around this beautiful little harbor
		looked mountainous and extremely barren, and no one wanted to
		go on shore.
		
About dark we had made sufficient offing and turned
		northward, plowing through large fields of kelp. The next
		morning the forward watch announced land ahead, which could
		dimly be seen as the fog rose. The officers rushed on deck and
		could see not far ahead a sandy beach, and a moment more
		showed that we were headed directly for it, and that it was
		not more than a quarter of a mile away. Quickly the helmsman
		was given orders to steer almost west instead of the north
		course he had been following. He was asked why he kept on his
		north course when he saw danger ahead, and
		answered:—"It is my business to steer according to
		orders, even if the ship goes ashore, and I can not change
		course unless ordered to." The Captain now examined his
		chart and decided he was in San Pedro harbor, off Los
		Angeles.
		
The sun came out bright and clear a little later, and I got
		McCloud out of his bed and gave him a seat at the ship's side
		where he could see the green grassy hills near the beach, and
		larger hills and mountains farther back. We could see cattle
		feeding in the nearest pastures, and the whole scene was a
		pleasant one; and as we sat on the eastern side of the ship
		and snuffed the cool breeze which came from the north, we
		thought we were comparatively happy people, and hoped that, if
		no accident befell, we would soon be at the end of our
		voyage.
		
On the seventh day of July, 1851, we entered the Golden
		Gate, this being my second arrival in California. On our trip
		from Panama seven or more had died and been buried at sea, but
		the remainder of us were quite safe and sound. We found the
		heart of the city still smoking, for a fire had broken out on
		July fourth and burned extensively, and these broad, blackened
		ruins were the result. Some said the work had been done by the
		Sidney "ducks" and their numerous helpers, who were
		really the rulers of the city. The place now looked much worse
		than it did when I left in November before. These Sidney
		"ducks" were English convicts from Australia, and
		other thieves and robbers joined them as agreeable companion,
		making a large class that seemed to glory in destruction and a
		chance for booty.
		
I walked around over the hills where I could see the burned
		district and the destruction of so much valuable property, and
		when I thought the civil law was not strong enough to govern,
		it seemed to me it would be a good place for such men as the
		Helms brothers of Georgetown to come down and do a little
		hanging business, for they could here find plenty to do, and
		they could carry out their plan of letting no guilty man
		escape.
		
About four o'clock one afternoon we went aboard the
		Sacramento steamer, Antelope, paying our passage with half an
		ounce apiece, and were soon on our way past the islands and up
		the bay. When we were beyond Benicia, where the river banks
		were close, McCloud sat watching the shore, and remarked that
		the boat ran like a greyhound, and it seemed to him, beat the
		old ocean steamer pretty bad.
		
He seemed to be nearly well again, and complimented me as
		the best doctor he ever saw. Since he had been sick I had paid
		him all the attention I could, and he gave me all the praise I
		deserved, now that he was getting to feel himself again.
		
At Sacramento we changed to another boat bound for
		Marysville, which place we reached without special incident.
		Here we invested in a four-ounce donkey, that is, we paid four
		ounces of gold for him, just an ounce apiece for four of
		us—W.L. Manley, Robert McCloud, Lyman Ross and John
		Briggs. We piled our blankets in a pack upon the gentle,
		four-ounce donkey, and added a little tea and coffee, dried
		beef and bread, then started for the Yuba River, ourselves on
		foot. We crossed the river at Park's Bar, then went up the
		ridge by way of Nigger Tent, came down to the river again at
		Goodyear Bar, then up the stream to Downieville. This town was
		named after John Downie, a worthless drunkard. I remember that
		he once reformed, but again back-slid and died a drunkard's
		death.
		
We found this a lively mining town about sixty miles above
		Marysville, on the north fork of the Yuba River, and only
		reached by a pack trail, but everything was flush here, even
		four aces. The location was a veritable Hole-in-the-Ground,
		for the mountains around were very high, and some of them wore
		their caps of snow all summer, particularly those on the east.
		The gold dust we found here was coarser than it was where I
		worked before, down south on the Merced River. Before I came
		to California I always supposed that gold dust was really
		dust, and about as fine as flour.
		
We went up the North Fork about a mile or two above town
		and camped on Wisconsin Flat to begin our mining operations.
		Our luck was poor at first, and all except myself were out of
		money, and more or less in debt to me. We made expenses,
		however, and a little more, and as soon as Mr. Ross got his
		small debt paid he said he was discouraged mining, and with
		blankets on his shoulders started up the trail towards
		Galloway's ranch, on the summit south of town. Mr. Ross said
		the work was too hard for him, for he was not strong enough to
		handle pick and shovel, and he believed he could go down to
		Sacramento and make more by his wits than he could here. I
		went with him to town and saw him start off with a fair load
		on his back, and watched him as he toiled up the steep
		mountain trail for about two miles, when he went out of
		sight.
		
The rest of us kept on mining. Our luck was not very good,
		but we persevered, for there was nothing to be gained by
		fainting by the way. I went into an old abandoned shaft about
		ten feet deep and found the bottom filled with a big quartz
		boulder, and as I had been a lead miner in Wisconsin, I began
		drifting, and soon found bed rock, when I picked up a piece of
		pure gold that weighed four ounces. This was what I called a
		pretty big find, and not exactly what I called gold dust. It
		was quite a surprise to me, for the gravel on the bed rock was
		only about three or four inches thick.
		
We kept on drifting for some time, sometimes making good
		wages, and on the whole so satisfactory that we concluded to
		stay. We now located some claims back in the flat where the
		ground would be thirty feet deep, and would have to be
		drifted. These we managed to hold until winter, and in the
		meantime we worked along the river and could make something
		all the time.
		
We put in a flume between two falls on the Middle Fork, but
		made only wages, and I got my arm nearly broken, and had to
		work with one hand for nearly a month.
		
One afternoon I went crevicing up the river, and found a
		crevice at the water's edge about half an inch wide, and the
		next day we worked it out getting forty ounces, and many of
		the pieces were about an inch long and as large around as a
		pipe-stem.
		
Winter was now near by, and we set to work to build a cabin
		and lay in a stock of grub, which cost quite a good deal, for
		the self-raising flour which we bought was worth twenty cents
		a pound, and all kinds of hog meat fifty cents, with other
		supplies in proportion. Our new claims now paid very well.
		Snow came down to the depth of about four feet around our
		cabin, but as our work was under ground, we had a comfortable
		place all winter.
		
In the spring McCloud and I went to Sacramento and sold our
		chunks of gold (it was all very coarse) to Page, Bacon &
		Co. who were themselves surprised at the coarseness of the
		whole lot. When our savings were weighed up we found we had
		made half an ounce a day, clear of all expenses, for the
		entire year.
		
We now took a little run down to San Francisco, also to
		Santa Clara where we staid a night or two with Mr. McCloud's
		friend, Mr. Otterson, and then went back to our claims again.
		In taking care of our money we had to be our own bankers, and
		the usual way was to put the slugs we received for pay into a
		gallon pickle jar, and bury this in some place known only to
		our particular selves, and these vaults we considered
		perfectly safe. The slugs were fifty dollar pieces, coined for
		convenience, and were eight-sided, heavy pieces. In the
		western counties the people called them "Adobies,"
		but among the miners they were universally known as
		"Slugs."
		
The winter proved a little lonesome, the miners mostly
		staid at home and worked. During the year we had been here I
		had not seen a respectable woman in this mining country. There
		were few females here, and they were said to be of very
		doubtful character. As a general thing people were very
		patient with their wickedness, but not always.
		
Twice only in the history of California were women made the
		victims of mob violence, once at Los Angeles and once at
		Downieville. The affair at the last-named place occurred in
		1851, and the victim was a pretty little Spanish woman named
		Juanita. She and her husband, like many another couple at that
		time, kept a monte game for the delectation of the miners who
		had more money than sense, but beyond this fact absolutely
		nothing was said against her character.
		
There was an English miner named Cannon living in town, who
		was very popular among a large number of gamblers and others.
		He got drunk one night and about midnight went to the house
		occupied by the Spanish woman and her husband and kicked the
		door down. Early the following morning he told his comrades
		that he was going to apologize to the woman for what he had
		done. He went alone to the house, and, while talking with the
		husband and wife, the woman suddenly drew a knife and stabbed
		Cannon to the heart. What had been said that provoked the deed
		was never known, further than that Juanita claimed she had
		been grossly insulted.
		
She was given a mock trial, but the facts of the case were
		not brought out, as the men who were with Cannon were too
		drunk to remember what had happened the previous night. It was
		a foregone conclusion that the poor woman was to be hanged,
		and the leaders of the mob would brook no interference. A
		physician examined Juanita and announced to the mob that she
		was in a condition that demanded the highest sympathy of every
		man, but he was forced to flee from town to save his life. A
		prominent citizen made an appeal for mercy, but he was driven
		down the main street and across the river by a mob with drawn
		revolvers, and with threats of instant death. The well-known
		John B. Weller was in town at the time, and was asked to
		reason with the mob, but refused to do so.
		
The execution was promptly carried out. A plank was put
		across the supports of the bridge over the Yuba, and a rope
		fastened to a beam overhead. Juanita went calmly to her death.
		She wore a Panama hat, and after mounting the platform she
		removed it, tossed it to a friend in the crowd, whose nickname
		was "Oregon," with the remark, "Adios
		amigo." Then she adjusted the noose to her own neck,
		raising her long, loose tresses carefully in order to fix the
		rope firmly in its place, and then, with a smile and wave of
		her hand to the bloodthirsty crowd present, she stepped calmly
		from the plank into eternity. Singular enough, her body rests
		side by side, in the cemetery on the hill, with that of the
		man whose life she had taken.
		
On Sundays Downieville was full of men, none very old, and
		none very young, but almost every one of middle age. Nearly
		every man was coarsely dressed, with beard unshaved and many
		with long hair, but on any occasion of excitement it was not
		at all strange to see the coarsest, roughest looking one of
		all the party mount a stump and deliver as eloquent an address
		as one could wish to hear. On Sunday it was not at all unusual
		for some preacher to address the moving crowd, while a few
		feet behind him would be a saloon in full blast, and drinking,
		gambling, swearing and vulgar language could be plainly seen
		and heard at the same time, and this class of people seemed to
		respect the Sunday preacher very little. The big saloon was
		owned by John Craycroft, formerly a mate on a Mississippi
		River steamboat, who gained most of his money by marrying a
		Spanish woman and making her a silent partner.
		
One enterprising man who was anxious to make money easily,
		took a notion to try his luck in trade, so, as rats and mice
		were troublesome in shops and stores, he went down to the
		valley and brought up a cargo of cats which he disposed of at
		prices varying from fifty to one hundred dollars each,
		according to the buyer's fancy.
		
During the summer Kelley the fiddler came up in the mines
		to make a raise, and Craycroft made him a pulpit about ten
		feet above the floor in his saloon, having him to play nights
		and Sundays at twenty dollars per day. He was a big uneducated
		Irishman, who could neither read nor write, but he played and
		sang and talked the rich Irish brogue, all of which brought
		many customers to the bar. In the saloon could be seen all
		sorts of people dealing different games, and some were said to
		be preachers. Kelley staid here as long as he could live on
		his salary, and left town much in debt, for whiskey and cards
		got all his money.
		
One of the grocers kept out a sign, "CHEAP JOHN, THE
		PACKER," and kept a mule to deliver goods, which no other
		merchant did, and in this way gained many friends, and many
		now may praise the enterprise of Cheap John, the Packer.
		Prices were pretty high in those days. Sharpening picks cost
		fifty cents, a drink of whiskey one dollar, and all kinds of
		pork, fifty cents per pound. You could get meals at the
		McNutty house for one dollar. The faro and monte banks
		absorbed so much of the small change that on one occasion I
		had to pay five dollars for a two dollar pair of pants in
		order to get a fifty dollar slug changed.
		
No white shirts were worn by honest men, and if any man
		appeared in such a garment he was at once set down as a
		gambler, and with very little chance of a mistake. One Langdon
		had the only express office, and brought letters and packages
		from Sacramento. I paid one dollar simply to get my name on
		his letter list, and when a letter came I had to pay one
		dollar for bringing it up, as there was no Post Office at
		Downieville.
		
Newspapers were eagerly sought for, such was the hunger for
		reading. The Western folks bought the St. Louis papers, while
		Eastern people found the New York Tribune a favorite. One
		dollar each for such papers was the regular price. It may seem
		strange, but aside from the news we got from an occasional
		newspaper, I did not hear a word from the East during the two
		years I remained on Yuba river. Our evenings were spent in
		playing cards for amusement, for no reading could be got. The
		snow between Marysville and Downieville was deep and
		impassable in winter, but we could work our drifting claims
		very comfortably, having laid in a stock of provisions early
		in the season, before snowfall. The nights seemed tediously
		long and lonesome, for when the snow was deep no one came to
		visit us, and we could go nowhere, being completely hemmed in.
		All the miners who did not have claims they could work
		underground, went down below the winter snow-line to find
		work, and when the snow went off came back again and took
		possession of the old claims they had left.
		
After the snow went off three German sailors came up and
		took a river claim a short distance above us on a north fork
		of the north fork of the stream, where one side of the
		cañon was perpendicular and the other sloped back only
		slightly. Here they put logs across the river, laid stringers
		on these, and covered the bottom with fir boughs. Then they
		put stakes at the sides and rigged a canvas flume over their
		bridge through which they turned the whole current of the
		river, leaving a nearly dry bed beneath. This we called pretty
		good engineering and management on the part of the sailor
		boys, for no lumber was to be had, and they had made
		themselves masters of the situation with the material on
		hand.
		
They went to work under their log aqueduct, and found the
		claim very rich in coarse gold. They went to town every
		Saturday night with good big bags of dust, and as they were
		open-hearted fellows, believing that a sailor always has the
		best of luck, they played cards freely, always betting on the
		Jack and Queen, and spent their money more easily than they
		earned it. They were quite partial to the ladies, and
		patronizing the bar and card tables as liberally as they did,
		usually returned to camp on Monday or Tuesday with a mule load
		of grub and whiskey as all the visible proceeds of a week's
		successful mining; but when Saturday night came around again
		we were pretty sure to see the jolly sailors going past with
		heavy bags of gold. They left one nearly pure piece of gold at
		Langdon's Express office that weighed five pounds, and another
		as large as a man's hand, of the shape of a prickly pear
		leaf.
		
They worked their claim with good success until the snow
		water came down and forced them out. I went one day to see
		them, and they took a pan of dirt from behind a big rock and
		washed it out, getting as much as two teacupfuls of nuggets,
		worth perhaps a thousand dollars. When they went away they
		said they would go to Germany to see their poor relatives and
		friends, and one of them really went home, but the other two
		had spent all their money before they were ready to leave San
		Francisco. These men were, without doubt, the inventors of the
		canvas flume which was afterward used so successfully in
		various places.
		
While I was still here the now famous Downieville Butte
		quartz mine was discovered, but there was no way then of
		working quartz successfully, and just at that time very little
		was done with it, but afterward, when it was learned how to
		work it, and the proper machinery introduced, it yielded large
		sums of bullion.
		
The miners had a queer way of calling every man by some
		nickname or other instead of his true name, and no one seemed
		offended at it, but answered to his new name as readily as to
		any.
		
It was nearly fall when we found we had worked our claims
		out, and there were no new ones we could locate here, so we
		concluded to go prospecting for a new locality. I bought a
		donkey in town of a Mr. Hawley, a merchant, for which I paid
		sixty dollars, and gave the little fellow his old master's
		name. We now had two animals, and we packed on them our
		worldly goods, and started south up the mountain trail by way
		of the city of six, where some half dozen men had located
		claims, but the ground was dry and deep, so we went on.
		
We still went south, down toward the middle Yuba River and
		when about half way down the mountain side came to a sort of
		level bench where some miners were at work, but hardly any
		water could be had. They called this Minnesota. We stayed here
		a day or two, but as there seemed to be no possible further
		development of water, concluded to go on further. Across the
		river we could see a little flat, very similar to the one we
		were on, and a little prospecting seemed to have been done on
		the side of the mountain. We had a terribly steep cañon
		to cross, and a river also, with no trail to follow, but our
		donkeys were as good climbers as any of us, so we started down
		the mountain in the morning, and arrived at the river about
		noon. Here we rested an hour or two and then began climbing
		the brushy mountain side. The hill was very steep, and the sun
		beat down on us with all his heat, so that with our hard labor
		and the absence of any wind we found it a pretty hot
		place.
		
It was pretty risky traveling in some places, and we had to
		help the donkeys to keep them from rolling down the hill, pack
		and all. It took us four hours to make a mile and a half or
		two miles in that dense brush, and we were nearly choked when
		we reached the little flat. Here we found some water, but no
		one lived here. From here we could see a large flat across a
		deep cañon to the west, and made up our minds to try to
		go to it. We went around the head of the cañon, and
		worked through the brush and fallen timber, reaching our
		objective point just as night was coming on. This flat, like
		the one we had left, was quite level, and contained, perhaps,
		nearly one hundred acres. Here we found two men at work with a
		"long tom"—a Mr. Fernay and a Mr. Bloat. They
		had brought the water of a small spring to their claim and
		were making five or six dollars per day. We now prospected
		around the edge of this flat, and getting pretty fair
		prospects concluded we would locate here if we could get
		water.
		
We then began our search for water and found a spring about
		three quarters of a mile away, to which we laid claim, and
		with a triangle level began to survey out a route for our
		ditch. The survey was satisfactory, and we found we could
		bring the water out high on the flat, so we set to work
		digging at it, and turned the water in. The ground was so very
		dry that all the water soaked up within two hundred yards of
		the spring.
		
By this time we were out of grub, and some one must go for
		a new supply, and as we knew the trail to Downieville was
		terribly rough, I was chosen as the one to try to find Nevada
		City, which we thought would be nearer and more easily
		reached. So I started south with the donkeys, up the mountain
		toward the ridge which lies between the middle and south Yuba
		Rivers, and when I got well on the ridge I found a trail used
		some by wagons, which I followed till I came to a place where
		the ridge was only wide enough for a wagon, and at the west
		end a faint trail turned off south into the rolling hills. I
		thought this went about the course I wanted to go, so I
		followed it, and after two or three miles came to the south
		Yuba river. This seemed to be an Indian trail, no other signs
		on it. I climbed the mountain here, and when I reached the top
		I found a large tent made of blue drilling, and here I found I
		was four or five miles from Nevada City with a good trail to
		follow. The rolling hills I then passed through are now called
		North Bloomfield, and at one time were known as
		"Humbug."
		
I started along the trail and soon reached the city where I
		drove my donkeys up to a store which had out the sign
		"Davis & Co.." I entered and inquiring the
		prices of various sorts of provisions such as flour, bacon,
		beans, butter, etc., soon had selected enough for two donkey
		loads. They assisted me in putting them in pack, and when it
		was ready I asked the amount of my bill, which was one hundred
		and fifty dollars. This I paid at once, and they gave me some
		crackers and dried beef for lunch on the way. Davis
		said—"That is the quickest sale I ever made, and
		here the man is ready to go. I defy any one to beat it."
		Before sun down I was two or three miles on my way back where
		I found some grass and camped for the night, picketed the
		animals, ate some of Mr. Davis' grub for supper, and arranged
		a bed of saddle blankets. I arrived at camp the next day about
		sun down.
		
Next day I went on up the divide and found a house on the
		trail leading farther east, where two men lived, but they
		seemed to be doing nothing. There were no mines and miners
		near there, and there seemed to be very little travel on the
		trail. The fellows looked rough, and I suspected they might be
		bad characters. The stream they lived near was afterward
		called Bloody Run, and there were stories current that blood
		had been shed there.
		
Here was a section of comparatively level land, for the
		mountain divide, and a fine spring of good cold water, all
		surrounded by several hundred acres of the most magnificent
		sugar pines California ever raised, very large, straight as a
		candle, and one hundred feet or more to the lowest limbs. This
		place was afterward called Snow Tent, and S.W. Churchill built
		a sawmill at the spring, and had all this fine timber at the
		mercy of his ax and saw, without anyone to dispute his right.
		He furnished lumber to the miners at fifty dollars or more per
		thousand feet. Bloody Run no doubt well deserves its name, for
		there was much talk of killing done there.
		
I, however, went up and talked to the men and told them I
		wished to hire a cross cut saw for a few days to get out stuff
		for a cabin, and agreed to pay two dollars a day for the use
		of it till it came back.
		
We cut down a large sugar pine, cut off four six feet cuts,
		one twelve feet, and one sixteen feet cut, and from these we
		split out a lot of boards which we used to make a V-shaped
		flume which we placed in our ditch, and thus got the water
		through. We split the longer cuts into two inch plank for
		sluice boxes, and made a small reservoir, so that we succeeded
		in working the ground. We paid wages to the two men who
		worked, and two other men who were with us went and built a
		cabin.
		
I now went and got another load of provisions, and as the
		snow could be seen on the high mountains to the east, I
		thought the deer must be crowded down to our country, so I
		went out hunting and killed a big fat buck, and the next day
		three more, so fresh meat was plenty.
		
About this time a man came down the mountain with his oxen
		and wagon, wife and three or four children, the eldest a young
		lady of fifteen years. The man's name was H. M. Moore. We had
		posted notices, according to custom, to make mining laws, and
		had quite a discussion about a name for the place. Some of the
		fellows wanted to name it after the young lady, "Minda's
		Flat," but we finally chose "Moore's Flat"
		instead, which I believe is the name it still goes by. Our
		laws were soon completed, and a recorder chosen to record
		claims. We gave Mr. Moore the honor of having a prospecting
		town named after him because he was the first man to be on
		hand with a wife.
		
I became satisfied after a little that this place would be
		a very snowy place, and that from all appearances it would
		fall from two to four feet deep, and not a very pleasant place
		to winter in. An honest acquaintance of mine came along,
		Samuel Tyler and to him I let my claim to work on shares and
		made McCloud my agent, verbally, while I took my blankets and
		started for the valley.
		
The first town I passed through was a newly discovered
		mining town called French Corral. Here I found an old
		Wisconsin friend Wm. Sublet, the foster father of the
		accomplishen wife of Mayor S.W. Boring of San Jose. From here
		I went to Marysville. The storm had been raging high in the
		mountains for some days, and the Yuba river rising fast,
		overflowing its banks as I walked into town, and the next day
		the merchants were very busy piling their goods above high
		water mark. I went to a hotel and called for a bed.
		"Yes," says the landlord "Is your name John or
		Peter?" I told him William, which he set down in his book
		and we went up stairs to the best room which was fitted up
		with berths three tiers high on each side, and only one or two
		empty ones. He looked around for covers, but none could be
		found unoccupied, but one fellow who was sound asleep and
		snoring awfully, so he took the blanket off from him saying:
		"He wont know a thing about it till morning, be jabers,
		so don't say a word."
		
Next morning the river was booming, its surface covered
		with all sorts of mining outfit such as flume timber, rockers,
		various qualities of lumber, pieces of trees as well as whole
		ones, water wheels and other traps. The river between
		Downieville and here must have been swept clean of all
		material that would float, including "long Toms."
		The water continued to rise till it covered the Plaza, and in
		two days a steamer came up and sailed across the public
		square. This looked like a wet season to me, and when the boat
		was ready to go down the river I went on board, bound for
		Sacramento. Here it was also getting terrible wet and muddy,
		and the rain kept pouring down. In the morning I worked my way
		up J street and saw a six-mule team wading up the streets the
		driver on foot, tramping through the sloppy mud, occasionally
		stepping in a hole and falling his whole length in the mud. On
		the street where so much trouble was met by the teamsters, a
		lot of idlers stood on the sidewalk, and when a driver would
		fall and go nearly out of sight, they would, like a set of
		loafers, laugh at him and blackguard him with much noise, and
		as they were numerous they feared nothing.
		
Suddenly a miner, who had lately arrived from the
		mountains, raised his room window in the second story of a
		house, put out one leg and then his body, as far as he could,
		and having nothing on but his night clothes, shouted to the
		noisy crowd below:—"Say can't you d----d farmers
		plow now?" At this he dodged back quickly into his window
		as if he expected something might be thrown at him. The rain
		continued, and the water rose gradually till it began to run
		slowly through the streets, and all the business stopped
		except gambling and drinking whisky, which were freely carried
		on in the saloons day and night.
		
While here in Sacramento I was sufficiently prompted by
		curiosity to go around to the place on J street where the
		Legislature was in session. I stood sometime outside the
		enclosure listening to the members who were in earnest debate
		over a question concerning the size of mining claims. They
		wanted them uniform in size all over the state, but there was
		some opposition, and the debate on this occasion was between
		the members from the mining counties on one side and the
		"cow" counties on the other. The miners took the
		ground that the claims were of different richness in the
		different mining localities and that the miners themselves
		were the best judges of the proper size of claims, and were
		abundantly able to make their own laws as they had done under
		the present mining customs, and their laws had always been
		respected, making any further legislative action
		unnecessary.
		
While this wrangle was going on. Capt. Hunt, of San
		Bernardino (our guide from Salt Lake in 1849), came along and
		stopped where I stood, shaking me heartily by the hand,
		inquiring where I was from, and when I told him I was from the
		mines he said he thought the cow county fellows were trying to
		make the miners some trouble. I told him the present mining
		regulations suited us very well, and after he had talked with
		me a little he went inside and whispered to some of the silent
		members that the miners wanted no change, for he had just
		consulted a miner to that effect. When occasion offered he
		called for a vote which resulted in the defeat of the cow
		counties and a postponement of the measure indefinitely.
		
My next move was to try to find a dryer place so I took a
		boat for Benicia, then for Stockton, where I found a sea of
		mud, so that a man needed stilts or a boat to cross the
		street.
		
Here in a livery stable I found my old Platte River boss,
		Chas. Dallas, for whom I drove in 1849, but he did not seem to
		know me and took no notice of me, but talked "horse"
		and horse-racing to the bystanders very loudly. I suppose that
		Dallas had made money and did not care for a poor ox driver,
		and on my part I did not care very much for his friendship, so
		I walked away and left him without a word.
		
Every way I looked was a sea of black, sticky mud; dogs
		mired in the streets and died, and teams and animals had
		forsaken the usual route of travel. The gambling houses and
		saloons were crowded, gum boots in demand, and the only way to
		get out of town was by water. I took this way out, and on the
		same boat by which I came, going to San Francisco. This was
		high and dry enough to be above the highest floods of Yuba,
		Sacramento or San Joaquin, but all business except the saloons
		was dull. Fronting on Portsmouth Square was the Hall of
		Corruption. Inside was a magnificently furnished bar, more
		than one keeper and various gambling tables, most of them with
		soiled doves in attendance. The room was thronged with players
		and spectators, and coin and dust were plenty. The dealers
		drew off their cards carefully, and seemed to have the largest
		pile of coin on their side.
		
I climbed Russian Hill and to take a look over the city. It
		seemed poorly built, but the portion that had been burned in
		July 1852, had been built up again. The business part was near
		the beach and north of Market street.
		
I had never lived in a town and did not know its ways, so I
		strolled around alone, for without acquaintance I did not know
		where to go nor what to look for. I therefore thought I would
		see some other part of the country. I found that a schooner
		was about to sail for San Pedro, near Los Angeles. I took hold
		of a rope to help myself on board, when it gave way and I
		found myself floundering in the water. They helped me out and
		the Captain gave me a dry suit to put on, I was profoundly
		grateful for the favor, and found him a generous man.
		
We sailed away and stopped at Monterey for 24 hours which
		gave me a good chance for a good look at the old Capitol
		houses, which were of adobe, and to find that this city was
		also liberally supplied with gambling, card and billiard
		tables. The majority of the people were Spanish and fond of
		gaming, and the general appearance of the place was old and
		without good improvements, though there were more two-story
		houses than in most places in California.
		
Some houses were of stone, but more of adobe, and there
		seemed to be no fertile country round, and the hills about had
		small pines on them.
		
Some of the sailors went out and gathered a large bag of
		mussels and clams, from which they made a liberal allowance of
		chowder for the table. After seven or eight days we arrived in
		San Pedro, and found the town to consist of one long adobe
		house. The beach was low and sandy, and we were wet somewhat
		in wading through a light surf to get on shore. We had on
		board a Mr. Baylis, who we afterward learned came down with
		Capt. Lackey on a big speculation which was to capture all the
		wild goats they could on Catalina Island, and take them to San
		Francisco for slaughtering.
		
The goats were easily captured and taken on board the
		schooner, and thence to shore but many were drowned in the
		transit, and when driven to San Francisco the dead were
		scattered all along the route. Although wild they seemed to
		lack the vitality that tame goats possess. The speculation
		proved a disappointment to the projectors.
		
At the adobe house, kept by a Spaniard we had breakfast,
		then shouldered our packs for the march of ten leagues to Los
		Angeles for there was no chance to ride. It was night before
		we reached the City of Angels, and here I staid a day to take
		a look at the first city I saw in California in March
		1850.
		
I inquired for my mining companion, W.M. Stockton who
		worked with Bennett and myself near Georgetown in 1850, and
		found he lived near the old mission of San Gabriel nine miles
		away, whither I walked and found him and family well and glad
		to see me. He had jumped an old pear orchard which was not
		claimed by the Mission Fathers, although it was only
		three-fourths of a mile away. The trees were all seedlings and
		very large, probably 50 or more years old. Some of the Mission
		buildings were falling down since they had been abandoned, and
		the Americans would go to these houses and remove the tile
		flooring from the porches and from the pillars that supported
		them. These tiles were of hard burned clay, in pieces about a
		foot square, and were very convenient to make fire places and
		pavements before the doors of their new houses. Out-side the
		enclosed orange and fig orchard at this place were some large
		olive and fig trees, apparently as old as the mission, being a
		foot or more in diameter and about 50 feet high. I had never
		seen olives, and when I saw these trees covered with plenty of
		fruit about the size of damson plums I took the liberty of
		tasting it and found it very disagreeable, and wondered of
		what use such fruit could be.
		
Mr. Stockton fenced his orchard by setting posts and tying
		sycamore poles to them to keep the stock away, built an adobe
		house on the claim and called the property his. I went to work
		for him at once, pruning the trees, which improved their
		appearance, and then turned on a little stream of water which
		ran through the place, and on down to the mission. With this
		treatment the trees did well without cultivation.
		
I bought one half the stock consisting of some Spanish
		cows, one yoke of oxen and some horses, worked enough to pay
		my board, watched the stock and still had plenty of time to
		ride around over the adjoining country.
		
When the pears were ripe the Spanish men, women and
		children eagerly bought them at 25 cents per dozen and some
		Sundays the receipts for fruit sold would be as high as $100.
		That taken to town would bring from $5. to $8. per box, the
		boxes being a little larger than those in present use. An
		Indian woman, widow of a Mr. Reed, claimed a vineyard near the
		orchard, and laid claim to the whole property, so Stockton
		gave her $1000 for a quit claim deed.
		
Near by was a small artificial lake made by a dam of cobble
		stones, laid in cement across a ravine, which was built
		perhaps 50 years before, and yet the tracks of a child who had
		walked across before the cement was dry, were plainly
		seen.
		
Stockton and I visited Mr. Roland, an old settler who lived
		south of San Gabriel river, and staid all night with him,
		finding him very sociable and hospitable. All his work was
		done by Indians who lived near by, and had been there as long
		as he. He had a small vineyard, and raised corn, squashes,
		melons and all that are necessary for his table, having also a
		small mill near by for grinding corn and wheat without
		bolting. The Indians made his wine by tramping the grapes with
		their feet in a rawhide vat hung between four poles set in the
		ground. The workmen were paid off every Saturday night, and
		during Sunday he would generally sell them wine enough to get
		about all the money back again. This had been his practice for
		many years, and no doubt suited Mr. Roland as well as the red
		men.
		
Roland was an old Rocky Mountain trapper who came to
		California long before gold was discovered, and during the
		evening the talk naturally ran to the subject of early
		days.
		
Mr. Roland related that while his party were in camp in the
		upper Colorado they were visited by a small band of Indians
		who professed friendship and seated themselves around the
		fire. Suddenly they made an attack and each trapper had an
		Indian to contend with, except Mr. Roland who was left to be
		dispatched afterwards. But as he ran, a squaw among them
		followed him, and after a while overtook him and showed
		friendship. He had neither gun or knife and so concluded to
		put faith in the woman who safely guided him in a long tramp
		across the desert where they both came near starving, but
		finally reached Los Angeles Valley, when the brave squaw
		mingled with her own people and he lost sight of her
		forever.
		
No white man could alone have traversed that desert waste
		and found food enough to last him half the journey.
		
He gradually learned to speak Spanish, and was granted the
		piece of land he applied for, and where he then lived; married
		a Spanish girl, with whom he had a happy home and raised a
		large family, and grew rich, for they were both industrious
		and economical. The first wife died, and he was persuaded to
		marry a Texas widow, and now had to buy the first carriage he
		ever owned, and furnish a fine turn-out and driver for the
		lady, who wore much jewelry and fine clothes, and spent money
		freely. Roland was not a society man, his thoughts and habits
		were different from his wife, and he staid at home, better
		contented there.
		
There were many other pioneers in the neighborhood, Dan
		Sexton, Col. Williams, of Chino ranch, Workman, B.D. Wilson,
		Abel Stearns, Temple, Wolfskill and many others, Scott and
		Granger were lawyers. Granger was the same man who read the
		preamble and resolutions that were to govern our big train as
		we were about to start from Utah Lake.
		
Scott was quite a noted member of the bar, and when Gen.
		Winfield Scott ran for President, some wide awake politicians
		caused the uneducated Spaniards to vote for their favorite
		lawyer instead of the redoubtable general, and they did this
		with a good will for they thought the famous avocado was the
		best man, and thus the manipulators lost many votes to the
		real candidate. Scott was afterward retained by many of the
		Spaniards to present their claims for their land to the U.S.
		Government and was considered a very able man.
		
Mr. Stockton related that when he left his family here to
		go to the mines he rented one half a house of Michael Blanco
		who had a Spanish wife and children, and these and his own
		were of course constant playmates. When he returned in the
		fall he found his children had learned to speak Spanish and
		nearly forgotten English, so that he had to coax them a great
		deal to get them to talk to him at all, and he could not
		understand a word they said.
		
I now tried to learn the language myself. I had money to
		loan, and the borrowers were Spanish who gave good security
		and paid from 5 to 25 per cent interest per month, on short
		time. Mrs. Stockton assisted me very much as an
		interpreter.
		
I bought young steers for $8. each and gradually added to
		my herd. I got along well until next spring when the beef
		eating population began to steal my fat cattle, and seemed
		determined I should get no richer. The country was
		over-stocked with desperate and lawless renegades in Los
		Angeles and from one to four dead men was about the number
		picked up in the streets each morning. They were of low class,
		and there was no investigation, simply a burial at public
		expense.
		
The permanent Spanish population seemed honest and
		benevolent, but there were many bad ones from Chili, Sonora,
		Mexico, Texas, Utah and Europe, who seemed always on an errand
		of mischief a murder, thieving or robbery.
		
Three or four suspicious looking men came on horseback and
		made their camp near the Mission under an oak tree, where they
		staid sometime. They always left someone in camp while the
		others went away every day on their horses, and acted so
		strangely that the report soon became current that they were
		stealing horses and running them off to some safe place in the
		mountains till a quantity could be accumulated to take to the
		mines to sell. On this information the Vigilance Committee
		arrested the man in camp and brought him to a private room,
		where he was tried by twelve men, who found him guilty of
		horse stealing, and sentenced to be hung at once, for horse
		stealing was a capital offence in those days.
		
To carry out the sentence they procured a cart, put a box
		on it for a seat, and with a rope around his neck and seated
		on the box, the condemned man was dragged off by hand to an
		oak tree not far away, whither he was followed by all the men,
		women and children of the place, who where nearly all natives.
		While preparations were being made under the tree some one
		called out that men were riding rapidly from the direction of
		Los Angeles, and from the dust they raised seemed to be more
		than usually in haste. So it was proposed to wait till they
		came up. It was soon known that an Indian had been sent to Los
		Angeles to give news to the man's friends there, and they had
		come with all the speed of their horses to try to save his
		life. They talked and inquired around a little and then
		proposed the question whether to hang him or to turn him over
		to the lawful authorities for regular trial. This was put to a
		vote and it was decided to spare him now. So the rope was
		taken off his neck, and he was turned over to Mr. Mallard the
		Mission Justice of the Peace, much to the relief of the fellow
		who saw death staring him in the face.
		
The Santa Anita ranch, now owned by E.J. Baldwin, was owned
		by Henry Dalton, an Englishman, who came with a stock of goods
		worth $75,000, years before, but now had only the ranch left.
		The Azuza, a short distance south was occupied by his
		brother.
		
I became well acquainted with many of these old California
		natives, and found them honest in their dealings, good to the
		needy and in all my travels never found more willing hands to
		bestow upon relatives, friends or strangers ready relief than
		I saw among these simple natives. Their kindness to our party
		when we came starving on the desert in 1850, can never be
		praised enough, and as long as I shall live my best wishes
		shall go with them.
		
I was one day riding with Vincent Duarte down toward
		Anaheim when he suddenly dismounted to kill a large tarantula
		by pelting him with stones. It was the first one I had seen,
		and seemed an over-grown spider. I asked him if the thing was
		harmful, and he replied with considerable warmth, "Mucho
		malo por Christianos" and I wondered if the insect knew
		saints from sinners.
		
This spring we concluded to go to the Mormon settlement at
		San Bernardino and secure some American bulls to improve our
		stock, and starting late one day I rode as far as the Azuza
		Rancho where I staid all night with Mr. Dalton, reaching the
		holy city, a branch of Brigham Young's harem next day. Here I
		found a town of log houses in a circle, enclosing a plaza.
		There was a passage between the houses. I stopped at the
		principal hotel kept by a vigorous and enthusiastic Mormon
		woman, who delighted to preach the doctrine.
		
Walking around on the outside of the fortifications I came
		across Capt. Hunt, the man who was hired in the fall of 1849
		to bring the big train from Salt Lake to San Bernardino.
		
I told him who I was, and what I wanted, and he seemed to
		know me, inviting me in the most friendly and social manner to
		take supper with him, which I did. He sat at the head of the
		table and introduced me to his three wives. The furnishing of
		the house was cheap and common, but the table was fairly
		provided for. He said he would help me to find the animals I
		wanted, and in the morning showed me two which he had, that
		were young and suitable, and a larger one which he said I
		could have if I could drive him.
		
I soon found out that I had better move or sell my cattle,
		for with all my watching I could do they gradually
		disappeared, and hungry thieves who could live on beef alone,
		visited my little band of cattle too often and took what they
		wanted, and I could not detect them. I soon sold to four
		buyers from the north, L.D. Stevens, David Grant, Sam Craig
		and Mr. Wilson, and hired out with my two horses to help them
		drive the band north, at a salary of $100 per month.
		
Disposing most of my money with Palmer, Cook & Co., I
		went to see my mine at Moore's Flat. There were two boats
		leaving at about the same time, one for Stockton, and one for
		Sacramento, the latter of which I took, and Rogers the other.
		Both landed at Benecia, and when we swung away from that wharf
		Rogers and I saluted each other with raised and swinging hats,
		shouted a good bye, and I have never seen him since.
		
At Moore's Flat I found my mine well and profitably worked
		by Mr. Tyler and as his lease was not out I returned to San
		Jose, as I had learned from Rogers that Mr. A. Bennett was at
		Watsonville, and Mr. Arcane at Santa Cruz, and I desired to
		visit them. I rode back across the country and found Mr.
		Bennett and family at the point where the Salinas river enters
		Monterey Bay. They were all well, and were glad to see me for
		they did not know I was in California. Mrs. Bennett was
		greatly affected at our meeting and shed tears of joy as she
		shook hands.
		
Bennett had a nice Whitehall boat and we had a genuine
		happy time hunting, fishing and gathering clams, and also in
		social visits among the neighbors and old acquaintances, among
		them one Jacob Rhodehouse of Wisconsin.
		
While here I rode my horse around to Monterey and to Carmel
		Mission, where I staid two or three days, with Mr. Gourley, a
		brother of Mrs. William M. Stockton, who was here engaged in
		raising potatoes. I walked along the beach near some rocky
		islands near the shore, and on these rocks were more sea lions
		and seals than I supposed the whole ocean contained—the
		most wonderful show of sea life on the California coast.
		Returning I staid all night at the crossing of the Salinas
		with a colored family who gave me good accommodations for self
		and horse. I heard afterward that this family was attacked by
		robbers and all but one murdered.
		
Mrs. Bennett's father D.J. Dilley lived near here also, and
		I had not seen him since the time in Wisconsin, when he hauled
		my canoe over to the river in 1849. One day while fishing on
		the beach we found the body of a man, which we carried above
		the tide and buried in the sand.
		
I gave one of my horses to Geo. Bennett, and went over to
		Santa Cruz, where I found Mr. and Mrs. J.B. Arcane and son
		Charles in a comfortable home, well situated, and overjoyed to
		see me.
		
He knew everyone in town, and as we went about he never
		missed to introduce me to every one we met, as the man who
		helped himself and family out of Death Valley, and saved their
		lives. Arcane was a very polite Frenchman and knew how to
		manage such things very gracefully, but with all his grace and
		heartiness it made me feel quite a little embarrassed to be
		made so much of publicly and among strangers. He took me in
		his buggy and we drove along the beach, and to the lime-kiln
		of Cowel & Jordan, also to the court house when court was
		in session.
		
Upon the hill I met Judge Watson, the father of
		Watsonville, and a Mr. Graham, an old settler and land owner,
		and on this occasion he pulled a sheet of ancient, smoky
		looking paper from beneath his arm, pointed to a dozen or so
		of written lines in Spanish and then with a flourish of the
		precious document in Watson's face dared him to beat that, or
		get him off his land. I must say that never in my life was I
		better entertained than here.
		
From Santa Cruz I crossed the mountain on a lonely and
		romantic trail to San Jose again, finding very few houses on
		the road. Here I went to work for R. G. Moody building a
		gristmill on the banks of the Coyote Creek, to be run by water
		from artesian wells. When the mill was done I went for my
		horse, and on my return I ran very unexpectedly upon Davenport
		Helms, to whom I had sold my little black mule in 1850. Our
		talk was short but he told me he had killed a man in
		Georgetown, and the sheriff was looking for him. He was now
		venturing to town for tobacco, and would hurry back to the
		hills again where he was herding cattle.
		
He said he kept them off at one time by getting in a piece
		of chaparral and presenting his gun to them when they came
		near, they dare not advance on him. Then he laughed and
		said—"And all the time my gun was empty, for I did
		not have a d----d thing to put into it." "I tell you
		they don't catch old Davenport. Now don't you tell on me.
		Good-bye." I saw him no more after that.
		
The town of San Jose was now more of a town than it was a
		few years before. The "Forty Thieves," and others,
		commenced building a city hall of brick on the top of old
		adobe walls, and this was the principal improvement, except
		the Moody mill near the Sutter house, one street north of
		Julian.
		
After finishing work on the mill I drew my money from the
		bank in San Francisco and started for the mines on horseback.
		Near French Camp, on the east side of the San Joaquin Valley,
		many cattle were feeding on the plains, and among them, much
		to my surprise I found "Old Crump," the ox that
		brought Bennett's and Arcane's children safe through from
		Death Valley in February, 1850. He was now fat and sleek and
		as kind and gentle as when so poor upon the terrible journey.
		I got off my horse and went up to him, and patted my old
		friend. I was glad to find him so contented and happy, and I
		doubt not that he too was glad. I met a man near by and asked
		him about the ox, and he said that the owner would not sell
		him nor allow him to be worked, for he knew of the faithful
		part he performed in the world, and respected him for it.
		
At Sacramento I deposited my money with Page, Bacon &
		Co., a branch of the St. Louis firm of the same name,
		considered the safest bank in the United States. Their bills
		were taken in payment of Government land. Some rascals had
		some counterfeit bills on their bank, and traded them off for
		gold with the Missourians who were going home, and the poor
		fellows found themselves poor on arrival.
		
Going to my mine, where I left only a cabin or two, I found
		quite a village with two hotels and a post office.
		
News soon came that the banks had closed their door, and
		Page and Bacon also, so I concluded that I was broke. The
		"Pikers" said Page and Bacon could not, nor would
		not fail, but news was against them. The boys now tried to
		persuade me to go to Sacramento, and try to get my money and
		if I succeeded, to bring up a good stock of goods and they
		would buy of me in preference to any one else. On this showing
		I went down, and finding my old friend Lyman Ross (well known
		in San Jose) who was keeping a fruit store. I told him my
		business and he took me to L.A. Booth, Carrol & Co., and I
		stated to him the facts about my money in the bank and the
		doors closed. I told him if he would assist me I would buy
		$2000 worth of his goods, and send them to Moore's Flat. I
		endorsed the certificate over to him, and in half an hour he
		came back with the coin. How he got it I never knew, but he
		did me a great favor, and we have been good friends ever
		since. I was no merchant, nor had I any mercantile education,
		so I took lessons from Mr. Booth, and allowed him to make out
		for me a bill of goods such as he well knew I needed. With
		these we loaded up two 6 mule teams, and started for the
		mountain.
		
I had about $700 left besides paying for the goods, but I
		felt a very little troubled as to my prospect for success, for
		it was a new business to me. Mr. Booth in a business way was a
		true father to me, and the much needed points in trade which
		he gave me were stored away for the use I knew I would make of
		them. Of all those whom I bear in grateful remembrance none
		stand higher than this worthy man.
		
I went first direct to Nevada City to take out a license
		that I might best protect myself against oppositions and from
		there I had a walk of 18 miles over a rough mountain trail to
		my selected place of business. Climbing the great hill of the
		S. Yuba river I often tired and sat down to rest, and I used
		this time to study my bill of goods, and add the freight and
		profit to the cost, so as to be well posted, and able to
		answer all questions readily when I unloaded the stock. The
		new trade seemed quite a task to learn, but I felt that I was
		compelled to succeed, and I worked manfully at it.
		
When I reached Moore's Flat I found that the boys had
		rented a store for me, and their welcome was very hearty when
		they found how lucky I had been in securing my money and
		starting out as their "grub supplier."
		
Four of us now located some mining claims, and began a
		tunnel both to drain the ground, and to work through the
		bed-rock. This we named The Paradise, and we expected that
		three or four months would elapse before we made it pay, but
		there was in truth two years of solid rock-work before we got
		under the ground, but it paid well in the end.
		
The largest nugget of gold ever found before this time was
		a quartz boulder from the Buckeye sluice, about 8 by 10 inches
		in size, and when cleaned up at the San Francisco mint the
		value was about $10,000.
		
Two of my partners in the work, L.J. Hanchett, and Jas.
		Clark ran out of funds at the end of the first year, and I
		took as much of the expense as I could upon my own
		shoulders.
		
About this time learning by a letter from her father that
		Mrs. Bennett was lying at the point of death at Mr. L.C.
		Bostic's in San Jose, I left H. Hanchett in charge of my
		business, and in four days I stood beside the bedside of my
		friend, endeared through the trials when death by thirst,
		starvation and the desert sands, stared us in the face with
		all its ghastliness.
		
She reached out her arms and drew me down to her, and
		embraced me and said in a faint whisper—"God bless
		you:—you saved us all till now, and I hope you will
		always be happy and live long." She would have said more,
		but her voice was so weak she could not be heard. She was very
		low with consumption, and easily exhausted. I sat with her
		much of the time at her request and though for her sake I
		would have kept back the tears I could not always do it. Two
		doctors came, one of them Dr. Spencer, and as I sat with my
		face partly turned away I over heard Dr. S. say to his
		assistant—"He is a manly man."
		
This presence and the circumstances brought back the trying
		Death Valley struggles, when this woman and her companions,
		and the poor children, so nearly starved they could not stand
		alone, were only prevented from sitting down to die in sheer
		despair by the encouraging words of Rogers and myself who had
		passed over the road, and used every way to sustain their
		courage.
		
She died the following day; with Mr. Bennett, I followed
		her remains to Oak Hill cemetery, where she was buried near
		the foot of the hill, and a board marked in large letters,
		"S.B." (Sarah Bennett) placed to mark the mound. The
		grave cannot now be found, and no records being then kept it
		is probably lost.
		
I went home with Mr. Bennett to his home near Watsonville,
		and spent several days, meeting several of our old Death
		Valley party, and Mr. D.J. Dilley, Mrs. Bennett's father. Mrs.
		Bennett left surviving her a young babe.
		
I returned to Moore's Flat, and soon sold out my store,
		taking up the business of purchasing gold dust direct from the
		miners, which I followed for about two years, and in the fall
		of 1859 sold out the business to Marks & Powers. I looked
		about through Napa and Sonoma Counties, and finally came to
		San Jose, where I purchased the farm I now own, near
		Hillsdale, of Bodley & McCabe, for which I paid
		$4,000.
		
In the fall of the same year my old friend W.M. Stockton of
		Los Angeles Co. persuaded me to come down and pay him a visit.
		His wife had died and he felt very lonely. I had been there
		but a few days when my old friend A. Bennett and his children
		also came to Stockton's. The children had grown so much I
		hardly knew them, but I was glad indeed to meet them.
		
I found Mr. Bennett to be a poor man. He had been persuaded
		to go to Utah, being told that a fortune awaited his coming
		there, or could be accumulated in a short time. He gave away
		the little babe left by his wife to Mrs. Scott, of Scott's
		Valley, in Santa Cruz Co. and sold his farm near the mouth of
		the Salinas River. With what money he had accumulated he
		loaded two 4 mule teams with dry goods, put his four children
		into his wagon, and went to Cedar City, Utah.
		
He gave a thrilling account of passing through Mountain
		Meadows, where he saw, here and there little groups of
		skeletons of the unhappy victims of the great massacre at that
		place of men, women and children, by J.D. Lee, and his Mormon
		followers and told me the terrible story, which I here
		omit.
		
Smarting under the terrible taxation of one tenth of
		everything, Bennett grew poorer and poorer and at last
		resolved that he must go away, but his wife could not leave
		her own people, and so he set off with his children, somewhat
		afraid he might be shot down, but he reached Los Angeles Co.
		in safety. One daughter married a lawyer in San Bernardino,
		and died a few years afterwards. The other married a Capt.
		Johnson of Wilmington, and Bennett and two sons went to
		Idaho.
		
A few years ago in passing from San Jose to the Coast, my
		wife and I spent Sunday at Scott's Valley. Mrs. Scott invited
		us to visit them in the evening at the house when all would be
		at home. Mrs. Scott was the lady to whom Bennett gave his girl
		baby when he started away for Utah, and I felt very anxious to
		see her now she was grown up. Mrs. Scott introduced us, and I
		sat and looked at the little woman quite a long time, but
		could not see that she resembled either father or mother. My
		mind ran back over the terrible road we came and I pictured to
		myself the woman as she then appeared.
		
I studied over our early trials, crossing the plains over
		the deserts and our trying scenes out of Death Valley and
		turned all over in my mind for some time and finally all came
		to me like a flash and I could clearly see that the little
		lady was a true picture of her mother; I now began to ask
		questions about her folks, she said her father lived near
		Belmont, Nevada, and her grand-father died at the Monte, Los
		Angeles county Cal.. Our visit now became very interesting and
		we kept a late hour.
		
 
			Since writing the connected story which has thus far
		appeared, I turn back to give some incidents of life in the
		mines, and some description of those pioneer gold days.
		
I have spoken of Moore's Flat, Orleans Flat and Woolsey's
		Flat, all similarly situated on different points of the
		mountain, on the north side of the ridge between the South and
		Middle Yuba River, and all at about the same altitude. A very
		deep cañon lies between each of them, but a good
		mountain road was built around the head of each cañon,
		connecting the towns. When the snow got to be three or four
		feet deep the roads must be broken out and communication
		opened, and the boys used to turn out en masse and each
		one would take his turn in leading the army of road breakers.
		When the leader got tired out some one would take his place,
		for it was terrible hard work to wade through snow up to one's
		hips, and the progress very slow. But the boys went at it as
		if they were going to a picnic, and a sort of picnic it was
		when they reached the next town, for whisky was free and grub
		plenty to such a party, and jollity and fun the uppermost
		thoughts. On one such occasion when the crowd came through
		Orleans Flat to Moore's Flat, Sid Hunt, the butcher, was in
		the lead as they came in sight of the latter place, and both
		he and his followers talked pretty loud and rough to the
		Moore's Flat fellows calling them "lazy pups" for
		not getting their road clear. Hunt's helper was a big stout,
		loud talking young man named Williams, and he shouted to the
		leader—"Sid Hunt, toot your horn if you don't sell
		a clam." This seemed to put both sides in good humor, and
		the Orleans fellows joined in a plenty to eat and drink,
		rested and went home. Next day, both camps joined forces and
		broke the road over to Woolsey's Flat, and the third day
		crowded on toward Nevada City, and when out and across Bloody
		Run, a stream called thus because some dead men had been found
		at the head of the stream by the early settlers, and it was
		suspected the guilty murderers lived not far off, they turned
		down into Humbug, a town now called Bloomfield, and as they
		went down the snow was not so deep. They soon met Sam Henry,
		the express man, working through with letters and papers, and
		all turned home again.
		
A young doctor came to Moore's Flat and soon became quite
		popular, and after a little while purchased a small drug store
		at Orleans Flat. In this town there lived a man and his family
		and among them a little curly headed girl perhaps one or two
		years old. She was sick and died and buried while the ground
		was covered thick with snow. A little time after, it was
		discovered that the grave had been disturbed, and on
		examination no body was found in the grave.
		
Then it was a searching party was organized, and threats of
		vengeance made against the grave robber if he should be
		caught. No tracks were found leading out of town so they began
		to look about inside, and there began to be some talk about
		this Dr. Kittridge as the culprit. He was the very man, and he
		went to his drug store and told his clerk to get a saddle
		horse and take the dead child's body in a sack to his cabin at
		Moore's Flat, and conceal it in a back room. The clerk obeyed,
		and with the little corpse before him on the horse started
		from the back door and rode furiously to Moore's Flat, and
		concealed the body as he had been directed.
		
Some noticed that he had ridden unusually fast, and having
		a suspicion that all was not right, told their belief to the
		Orleans Flat people, who visited the Doctor at his store and
		accused him of the crime, and talked about hanging him on the
		spot without a trial. At this the Doctor began to be greatly
		frightened and begged piteously for them to spare his life,
		confessing to the deed, but pleading in extenuation that it
		was for the purpose of confirming a question in his
		profession, and wholly in the interest of science that he did
		it, and really to spare the feelings of the parents that he
		did it secretly. He argued that no real harm had been done,
		and some of his friends sided with him in this view. But the
		controversy grew warmer, and the house filled up with people.
		Some were bloodthirsty and needed no urging to proceed to buy
		a rope and use it. Others argued, and finally the Doctor said
		that the body had not been dissected, and if they would allow
		him, and appoint a committee to go with him, he would produce
		the body, and they could decently bury it again and there it
		might remain forever. This he promised to do, and all agreed
		to it, and he kept his word, thus ending the matter
		satisfactorily and the Doctor was released. But the feeling
		never died out. The Doctor's friends deserted him, and no one
		seemed to like to converse with him. At the saloon he would
		sit like a perfect stranger, no one noticing him, and he soon
		left for new fields.
		
The first tunnel run at Moore's Flat was called the
		Paradise, and had to be started low on the side of the
		mountain in order to drain the ground, and had to be blasted
		through the bed rock for about 200 feet.
		
Four of us secured ground enough by purchase so we could
		afford to undertake this expensive job and we worked on it day
		and night. Jerry Clark and Len Redfield worked the day shifts,
		and Sam King and Wm. Quirk the night shift. When the tunnel
		was completed about 100 feet, the night shift had driven
		forward the top of the tunnel as a heading, leaving the
		bottom, which was about a foot thick, or more, to be taken out
		by the day shift. They drilled a hole about two feet
		horizontally to blast out this bench. King would sit and hold
		the drill between his feet, while Quirk would strike with a
		heavy sledge. When the hole was loaded they tramped down the
		charge very hard so as to be sure it would not blow out, but
		lift the whole bench. One day when they were loading a hole,
		King told Quirk to come down pretty heavy on the tamping, so
		as to make all sure, and after a few blows given as directed,
		there was an explosion, and Quirk was forced some distance out
		of the tunnel, his eyes nearly put out with dirt blown into
		them, and his face and body cut with flying pieces of rock. He
		was at first completely stunned, but after awhile recovered so
		as to crawl out, and was slowly making his way up the hill on
		hands and knees when he was discovered and helped to his cabin
		where his wounds were washed and dressed.
		
Then a party with lighted candles entered the tunnel to
		learn the fate of King, and they found him lying on the mass
		of rock the blast had lifted, dead. On a piece of board they
		bore the body to his cabin. There was hardly a whole bone
		remaining. A cut diagonally across his face, made by a sharp
		stone, had nearly cut his head in two. He had been thrown so
		violently against the roof of the tunnel, about 6 feet high,
		that he was completely mashed.
		
He had a wife in Mass. and as I had often heard him talk of
		her, and of sending her money, I bought a $100 check and sent
		it in the same letter which bore the melancholy news. King had
		a claim at Chip's Flat which he believed would be very rich in
		time, so I kept his interest up in it till it amounted to $500
		and then abandoned the claim and pocketed the loss.
		
We made a pine box, and putting his body in it, laid it
		away with respect. I had often heard him say that if he
		suffered an accident, he wished to be killed outright and not
		be left a cripple, and his wish came true.
		
After this accident the blacksmith working for the Paradise
		Co., was making some repairs about the surface of the air
		shaft, and among his tools was a bar of steel an inch square,
		and 8 or 10 feet long, which was thrown across the shaft, and
		while working at the whim wheel he slipped and struck this bar
		which fell to the bottom of the shaft, 100 feet deep and the
		blacksmith followed. When the other workmen went down to his
		assistance they found that the bar of steel had stuck upright
		in the bottom of the shaft, and when the man came down it
		pierced his body from hip to neck, killing him instantly. He
		was a young man, and I have forgotten his name.
		
Those who came to California these later years will not
		many of them see the old apparatus and appliances which were
		used in saving the gold in those primitive days. Among them
		was the old "Rocker." This had a bottom about 5 feet
		long and 16 inches wide, with the sides about 8 inches high
		for half the length, and then sloped off to two inches at the
		end. There was a bar about an inch high across the end to
		serve as a riffle, and on the higher end of this box is a
		stationary box 14 inches square, with sides 4 inches high and
		having a sheet iron bottom perforated with half inch holes. On
		the bottom of the box are fastened two rockers like those on
		the baby cradle, and the whole had a piece of board or other
		solid foundation to stand on, the whole being set at an angle
		to allow the gravel to work off at the lower end with the
		water. A cleat was fastened across the bottom to catch the
		gold, and this was frequently examined to see how the work was
		paying, and taking out such coarse pieces as could be readily
		seen. To work the rocker a pan of dirt would be placed in the
		square screen box, and then with one hand the miner would rock
		the cradle while he poured water with the other from a dipper
		to wash the earth. After he had poured on enough water and
		shaken the box sufficiently to pass all the small stuff
		through he would stir over what remained in the screen box,
		examining carefully for a nugget too large to pass through the
		half inch holes. If the miner found that the dirt did not pay
		he took his rocker on his back and went on in search of a
		better claim.
		
Another way to work the dirt was to get a small head of
		water running in a ditch, and then run the water and gravel
		through a series of boxes a foot square and twelve feet long,
		using from one to ten boxes as circumstances seemed to
		indicate. At the lower end of these boxes was placed the
		"Long Tom" which was about two feet wide at the
		lower end, and having sides six inches high at the same point.
		The side pieces extend out about 3 feet longer than the wooden
		bottom, and are turned up to a point, some like a sled runner,
		and this turned up part has a bottom of sheet iron punched
		full of holes, the size of the sheet iron being about 3 feet
		by 16 inches.
		
The miners shovel dirt into the upper end of the boxes
		slowly, and regulate the water so that it dissolves the lumps
		and chunks very thoroughly before it reaches the long tom
		where a man stands and stirs the gravel over, and if nothing
		yellow is seen throws the washed gravel away, and lets the
		rest go through the screen. Immediately below this screen was
		placed what was called a "riffle box," 2 by 4 feet
		in size with bars 4 inches high across the bottom and sides,
		and this box is set at the proper angle. Now when the water
		comes through the screen it falls perpendicularly in this box
		with force enough to keep the contents continually in motion,
		and as the gold is much heavier than any other mineral likely
		to be found in the dirt, it settles to the bottom, and all the
		lighter stuff is carried away by the water. The gold would be
		found behind the bars in the riffle box.
		
These methods of working were very crude, and we gradually
		became aware that the finest dust was not saved, and many
		improvements were brought into use. In my own mine the
		tailings that we let go down the mountain side would lodge in
		large piles in different places, and after lying a year, more
		gold could be washed out of it than was first obtained, and
		some of it coarser, so that it was plainly seen that a better
		way of working would be more profitable. There was plenty of
		ground called poor ground that had much gold in it but could
		not be profitably worked with the rocker and long tom. The bed
		rock was nearly level and as the land had a gradual rise, the
		banks kept getting higher and higher as they dug farther in.
		Now it was really good ground only down close to the bed rock,
		but all the dirt had some gold in it, and if a way could be
		invented to work it fast enough, such ground would pay. So the
		plan of hydraulic mining was experimented upon.
		
The water was brought in a ditch or flume to the top of a
		high bank, and then terminated in a tight box. To this box was
		attached a large hose made by hand out of canvas, and a pipe
		and nozzle attached to the lower end of the hose. Now as the
		bank was often 100 feet or more high the water at this head,
		when directed through the nozzle against the bank, fairly
		melted it away into liquid mud. Imagine us located a mile
		above the river on the side of a mountain. We dug at first
		sluices in the rock to carry off the mud and water, and after
		it had flowed in these a little way a sluice box was put in to
		pass it through. These were made on a slope of one in twelve,
		and the bottom paved with blocks, 3 inches thick, so laid as
		to make a cavity or pocket at the corner of the blocks. After
		passing the first sluice box the water and gravel would be run
		in a bed rock sluice again, and then into another sluice box
		and so on for a mile, passing through several sluice boxes on
		the way. Quicksilver was placed in the upper sluice boxes, and
		when the particles of gold were polished up by tumbling about
		in the gravel, they combined with the quicksilver making an
		amalgam.
		
The most gold would be left in the first sluice boxes but
		some would go on down to the very last, where the water and
		dirt was run off into the river. They cleaned up the first
		sluices every week, a little farther down every month, while
		the lower ones would only be cleaned up at the end of the
		season.
		
In cleaning up, the blocks would be taken out of the boxes,
		and every little crevice or pocket in the whole length of the
		sluice cleaned out, from the bottom to the top, using little
		hooks and iron spoons made for the purpose.
		
The amalgam thus collected was heated in a retort which
		expelled the quicksilver in vapor, which was condensed and
		used again.
		
When they first tried hydraulic work a tinsmith made a
		nozzle out of sheet iron, but when put in practice, instead of
		throwing a solid stream, it scattered like an shotgun, and up
		at Moore's Flat they called the claims where they used it the
		"shotgun" claims.
		
From that time great improvements were made in hydraulic
		apparatus until the work done by them was really
		wonderful.
		
In 1850 there lived at Orleans Flat and Moore's Flat, in
		Nevada County a few young, energetic and very stirring
		pioneers in the persons of lads from 10 to 15 years of age,
		always on the search for a few dimes to spend, or add to an
		already hoarded store, and the mountain air, with the wild
		surroundings, seemed to inspire them always with lively vigor,
		and especially when there was a prospect of a two-bit piece
		not far ahead.
		
In winter when the deep snow cut off all communication with
		the valley, our busy tinner ran short of solder, and seeing a
		limited supply in the tin cans that lay thick about, he
		engaged the boys to gather in a supply and showed them how
		they could be melted down to secure the solder with which they
		had been fastened, and thus provide for his immediate wants.
		So the boys ransacked every spot where they had been thrown,
		under the saloon and houses, and in old dump holes everywhere,
		till they had gathered a pretty large pile which they fired as
		he had told them, and then panned out the ashes to secure the
		drops of metal which had melted down and cooled in small drops
		and bits below. This was re-melted and cast into a mould made
		in a pine block, and the solder made into regular form. About
		one-third was made up thus in good and honest shape.
		
But the boys soon developed a shrewdness that if more fully
		expanded might make them millionaires, but in the present
		small way they hoped to put to account in getting a few extra
		dimes. They put a big chunk of iron in the mould and poured in
		the melted solder which enclosed it completely, so that when
		they presented the bright silvery bar to the old tinker he
		paid the price agreed upon and they divided the money between
		them, and then, in a secure place, they laughed till their
		sides ached at the good joke on the tinman.
		
In due time the man found out the iron core in his bar of
		solder, and thought the joke such a good one that he told of
		it in the saloon, and had to spend at least $5 in drinks to
		ease off the laugh they had on him as the victim of the young
		California pioneers. And these young fellows—some have
		paddled their own canoe successfully into quiet waters and are
		now in the fullness of life, happy in their possessions, while
		some have been swamped on the great rushing stream of
		business, and dwell in memory on the happy times gone by.
		
The older pioneers in these mining towns were, in many
		respects a peculiar class of men. Most of them were sober and
		industrious, fearless and venturesome, jolly and happy when
		good luck came to them, and in misfortune stood up with brave,
		strong, manly hearts, without a tear or murmur. They let the
		world roll merrily by, were ever ready with joke, mirth and
		fun to make their surroundings cheerful.
		
Fortunes came and went; they made money easily, and spent
		it just as freely, and in their generosity and kindly charity
		the old expression—"He has a heart like an ox"
		fitted well the character of most of them.
		
When luck turned against them they worked the harder, for
		the next turn might fill their big pockets with a fortune, and
		then the dream of capturing a wife and building up a home
		could be realized, and they would move out into the world on a
		wave of happiness and plenty. This kind of talk was freely
		carried on around the camp fire in the long evenings, and who
		knows how many of these royal good fellows realized those
		bright hopes and glorious anticipations? Who knows?
		
The names come back in memory of some of them, and others
		have been forgotten. I recall Washington Work, H. J. Kingman,
		A. J. Henderson, L. J. Hanchett, Jack Hays, Seth Bishop, Burr
		Blakeslee, Jim Tyler, who was the loudest laugher in the town,
		and as he lived at the Clifton House he was called "The
		Clifton House Calf." These and many others might be
		mentioned as typical good fellows of the mining days. The
		biggest kind of practical joke would be settled amicably at
		the saloon after the usual style.
		
One day Jack Hays bought a pair of new boots, set them down
		in the store and went to turn off the miners supply of water.
		When he returned he found his boots well filled with refuse
		crackers and water. This he discovered when he took them up to
		go to dinner, and as he poured out the contents at the door, a
		half dozen boys across the street raised a big laugh at him,
		and hooted at his discomfiture. Jack scowled an awful scowl,
		and if he called them "pukes" with a few swear words
		added, it was a mild way of pouring out his anger. But after
		dinner the boys surrounded him and fairly laughed him into a
		good humor, so that he set up drinks for the crowd.
		
Foot races were a great Sunday sport, and dog fights were
		not uncommon. One dog in our camp was champion of the ridge,
		and though other camps brought in their pet canines to eat him
		up, he was always the top dog at the end of the scrimmage, and
		he had a winning grip on the fore foot of his antagonist.
		
A big "husky" who answered to the name of
		Cherokee Bob came our way and stopped awhile. He announced
		himself a foot racer, and a contest was soon arranged with
		Soda Bill of Nevada City, and each went into a course of
		training at his own camp. Bob found some way to get the best
		time that Bill could make, and comparing it with his own, said
		he could beat in that race. So when it came off our boys
		gathered up their money, and loaded down the stage, inside and
		out, departing with swinging hats and flying colors, and
		screaming in wild delight at the sure prospect of doubling
		their dust. In a few days they all came back after the style
		of half drowned roosters.
		
Bob had 'thrown' the race and skipped with his money before
		they could catch him. Had he been found he would have been
		urgently hoisted to the first projecting limb, but he was
		never seen again. The boys were sad and silent for a day or
		two, but a look of cheerful resignation soon came upon their
		faces as they handled pick and shovel, and the world rolled on
		as before.
		
One fall we had a county election, and among the candidates
		for office was our townsman, H.M. Moore, from whom Moore's
		Flat secured its name. He was the Democratic nominee for
		County Judge, and on the other side was David Belden, he whom
		Santa Clara County felt proud to honor as its Superior Judge,
		and when death claimed him, never was man more sincerely
		mourned by every citizen.
		
The votes were counted, and Belden was one ahead. Moore
		claimed another count, and this time a mistake was discovered
		in the former count, but unfortunately it gave Belden a larger
		majority than before, and his adversary was forced to abandon
		the political fight.
		
In the fifties I traveled from the North Yuba River to San
		Bernardino on different roads, and made many acquaintances and
		friends. I can truly say that I found many of these early
		comers who were the most noble men and women of the earth.
		They were brave else they had never taken the journey through
		unknown deserts, and through lands where wild Indians had
		their homes. They were just and true to friends, and to real
		enemies, terribly bitter and uncompromising. Money was
		borrowed and loaned without a note or written obligation, and
		there was no mention made of statute laws as a rule of action.
		When a real murderer or horsethief was caught no lawyers were
		needed nor employed, but if the community was satisfied as to
		the guilt and identity of the prisoner, the punishment was
		speedily meted out, and the nearest tree was soon ornamented
		(?) with his swinging carcass.
		
Many of these worthy men broke the trail on the rough way
		that led to the Pacific Coast, drove away all dangers, and
		made it safer for those who dared not at first risk life and
		fortune in the journey, but, encouraged by the success of the
		earliest pioneers, ventured later on the eventful trip to the
		new gold fields. I cannot praise these noble men too much;
		they deserve all I can say, and much more, too; and if a word
		I can say shall teach our new citizens to regard with reverent
		respect the early pioneers who laid the foundations of the
		glory, prosperity and beauty of the California of to-day, I
		shall have done all I hope to, and the historian of another
		half century may do them justice, and give to them their full
		need of praise.
		
As long as I have lived in California I have never carried
		a weapon of defense, and never could see much danger. I tried
		to follow the right trail so as to shun bad men, and never
		found much difficulty in doing so. We hear much of the
		Vigilance Committee of early days. It was an actual necessity
		of former times. The gold fields not only attracted the good
		and brave, but also the worst and most lawless desperadoes of
		the world at large. England's banished convicts came here from
		the penal colonies of Australia and Van Diemen's Land. They
		had wonderful ideas of freedom. In their own land the stern
		laws and numerous constabulary had not been able to keep them
		from crime. A colony of criminals did not improve in moral
		tone, and when the most reckless and daring of all these were
		turned loose in a country like California, where the machinery
		of laws and officers to execute them was not yet in order,
		these lawless "Sidney Ducks," as they were called,
		felt free to rob and murder, and human life or blood was not
		allowed to stand between them and their desires. Others of the
		same general stripe came from Mexico and Chili, and Texas and
		Western Missouri furnished another class almost as bad.
		
The Vigilance Committee of San Francisco was composed of
		the best men in the world. They endured all that was heaped
		upon them by these lawless men, and the law of self protection
		forced them to organize for the swift apprehension and
		punishment of crime, and the preservation of their property
		and lives. No one was punished unjustly, but there was no
		delay, and the evil-doer met his fate swiftly and surely.
		Justice was strict, and the circumstances were generally
		unfavorable to thoughts of mercy. I was in San Francisco the
		day after Casey and Cory were hung by the Vigilance Committee.
		Things looked quite military. Fort Gunny-bags seemed well
		protected, and no innocent man in any danger. I was then a
		customer of G.W. Badger and Lindenberger, clothiers, and was
		present one day in their store when some of the clerks came in
		from general duty, and their comrades shouldered the same guns
		and took their places on guard. The Committee was so truly
		vigilant that these fire-bugs, robbers and cut-throats had to
		hide for safety.
		
Those who came early to this coast were, mostly, brave,
		venturesome, enduring fellows, who felt they could outlive any
		hardship and overcome all difficulties; they were of no
		ordinary type of character or habits. They thought they saw
		success before them, and were determined to win it at almost
		any cost. They had pictured in their minds the size of the
		"pile" that would satisfy them, and brought their
		buckskin bags with them, in various sizes, to hold the snug
		sum they hoped to win in the wonderful gold fields of the then
		unknown California.
		
These California pioneers were restless fellows, but those
		who came by the overland trail were not without education and
		refinement; they were, indeed, many of them, the very cream of
		Americans. The new scenes and associations, the escape from
		the influence of home and friends, of wife and children, led
		some off the dim track, and their restlessness could not well
		be put down. Reasonable men could not expect all persons under
		these circumstances to be models of virtue. Then the Missouri
		River seemed to be the western boundary of all civilization,
		and as these gold hunters launched out on the almost trackless
		prairies that lay westward of that mighty stream, many
		considered themselves as entering a country of peculiar
		freedom, and it was often said that "Law and morality
		never crossed the Missouri River." Passing this great
		stream was like the crossing of the Rubicon in earlier
		history, a step that could not be retraced, a launching to
		victory or death. Under this state of feeling many showed the
		cloven foot, and tried to make trouble, but in any emergency
		good and honest men seemed always in the majority, and those
		who had thoughts or desires of evil were compelled to submit
		to honorable and just conclusions.
		
There were some strange developments of character among
		these travelers. Some who had in long attendance at school and
		church, listened all their lives to teachings of morality and
		justice, and at home seemed to be fairly wedded to ideas of
		even rights between man and man, seemed to experience a change
		of character as they neared the Pacific Coast. Amiable
		dispositions became soured, moral ideas sadly blunted, and
		their whole make-up seemed changed, while others who at home
		seemed to be of rougher mould, developed principles of justice
		and humanity, affection almost unbounded, and were true men in
		every trial and in all places. A majority of all were thus
		fair-minded and true.
		
Men from every state from New Hampshire to Texas gathered
		on the banks of the Missouri to set out together across the
		plains. These men reared in different climates, amid different
		ways and customs, taught by different teachers in schools of
		religion and politics, made up a strange mass when thus thrown
		together; but the good and true came to the surface, and the
		turbulent and bad were always in a hopeless minority. Laws
		seemed to grow out of the very circumstances, and though not
		in print, flagrant violations would be surely punished.
		
Some left civilization with all the luxuries money could
		buy—fine, well-equipped trains of their own, and riding
		a fat and prancing steed, which they guided with gloved hands,
		and seemed to think that water and grass and pleasant camping
		places would always be found wherever they wished to stop for
		rest, and that the great El Dorado would be a grand pleasure
		excursion, ending in a pile of gold large enough to fill their
		big leather purse. But the sleek, fat horse grew poor; the
		gloves with embroidered gauntlet wrists were cast aside; the
		trains grew small, and the luxuries vanished, and perhaps the
		plucky owner made the last few hundred miles on foot, with
		blistered soles and scanty pack, almost alone. Many of these
		gay trains never reached California, and many a pioneer who
		started with high hopes died upon the way, some rudely buried,
		some left where they fell upon the sands or rocks.
		
Those who got through found a splendid climate and
		promising prospects before them of filling empty stomachs and
		empty pockets, and were soon searching eagerly for yellow
		treasure. When fortunate they recovered rapidly their
		exhausted bodies to health and strength, and gained new energy
		as they saw prosperity.
		
Prospectors wandered through the mountains in search of new
		and suitable gold diggings, and when they came to a miner's
		cabin the door was always open, and whether the owner was
		present or absent they could go in, and if hungry, help
		themselves to anything they found in shape of food, and go
		away again without fear of offense, for under such
		circumstances the unwritten law said that grub was free.
		
By the same unwritten law, stealing and robbery, as well as
		murder, were capital offences, and lawless characters were put
		down. Favors were freely granted, and written obligations were
		never asked or given, and business was governed by the rules
		of strictest honor. The great majority of these pioneers were
		the bone and sinew of the nation, and possessed a fair share
		of the brains. In a personal experience with them extending
		from early days to the present time I have found them always
		just and honorable, and I regret that it is not within my
		ability to give the praise they deserve. When a stranger and
		hungry I was never turned away without food, and my
		entertainment was free, and given without thought of
		compensation or reward.
		
In the chambers of my mind are stored up the most pleasant
		recollections of these noble men whose good deeds in days gone
		by have earned for them the right to a crown of glory of
		greatest splendor.
		
These noble souls who came here 40 years ago are fast
		passing away across the Mystic River, and those who trod on
		foot the hot and dusty trail are giving way to those who come
		in swiftly rolling palace cars, and who hardly seem to give a
		thought to the difference between then and now. Those who came
		early cleared the way and started the great stream of gold
		that has made America one of the richest nations of the
		world.
		
I have a suggestion to make to the descendants of these
		noble pioneers, that to perpetuate the memory of their
		fathers, and do reverence to their good and noble deeds in the
		early history of this grand State, there should be erected
		upon the highest mountain top a memorial building wherein may
		be inscribed the names and histories of the brave pioneers, so
		they may never be blotted out.
		
THE JAYHAWKERS.
			
The most perfect organization of the pioneers who
		participated more or less in the scenes depicted in this
		volume, is that of the Jayhawkers, and, strange to say, this
		organization is in the East, and has its annual meetings
		there, although the living members are about equally divided
		between the East and the Pacific Coast. As related elsewhere,
		February 4th is the day of the annual meeting, for on that day
		they reached the Santa Clara Valley.
		
It is greatly regretted that a more direct and complete
		account of the Death Valley experience of the Jayhawkers could
		not have been obtained for this work. To be sure it was from
		the lips of a living witness told in many conversations, but
		no doubt many striking incidents were left out. It is,
		however, a settled thing that these, and other individuals
		with whom he was immediately connected, were more intimately
		connected with the horrors of the sunken valley which was
		given its name by them, than were any other persons who ever
		crossed that desert region.
		
It will be considered that this was the most favorable time
		of year possible, and that during the spring or summer not one
		would have lived to tell the tale.
		
The Author, to his best, has done his duty to all, and
		concludes with the hope that this mite may authenticate one of
		the saddest chapters in the history of the Golden State.
		
CONCLUSION.
			
This story is not meant to be sensational, but a plain,
		unvarnished tale of truth—some parts hard and very sad.
		It is a narrative of my personal experience, and being in no
		sense a literary man or making any pretense as a writer, I
		hope the errors may be overlooked, for it has been to me a
		difficult story to tell, arousing as it did sad recollections
		of the past. I have told it in the plainest, briefest way,
		with nothing exaggerated or overdone. Those who traveled over
		the same or similar routes are capable of passing a just
		opinion of the story.
		
Looking back over more than 40 years, I was then a great
		lover of liberty, as well as health and happiness, and I
		possessed a great desire to see a new country never yet trod
		by civilized man, so that I easily caught the gold fever of
		1849, and naught but a trip to that land of fabled wealth
		could cure me.
		
Geography has wonderfully changed since then. Where Omaha
		now stands there was not a house in 1849. Six hundred miles of
		treeless prairie without a house brought us to the adobe
		dwellings at Fort Laramie, and 400, more or less, were the
		long miles to Mormondom, still more than 700 miles from the
		Pacific Coast. Passing over this wilderness was like going to
		sea without a compass.
		
Hence it will be seen that when we crossed a stream that
		was said to flow to the Pacific Ocean, myself and comrades
		were ready to adopt floating down its current as an easier
		road than the heated trail, and for three weeks, over rocks
		and rapids, we floated and tumbled down the deep cañon
		of Green River till we emerged into an open plain and were
		compelled to come on shore by the Indians there encamped. We
		had believed the Indians to be a war-like and cruel people,
		but when we made them understand where we wanted to go, they
		warned us of the great impassable Colorado Cañon only
		two days ahead of us, and pointed out the road to
		"Mormonie" with their advice to take it. This was
		Chief Walker, a good, well meaning red man, and to him we owed
		our lives.
		
Out of this trouble we were once again on the safe road
		from Salt Lake to Los Angeles, and again made error in taking
		a cutoff route, and striking across a trackless country
		because it seemed to promise a shorter distance, and where
		thirteen of our party lie unburied on the sands of the
		terribly dry valley. Those who lived were saved by the little
		puddles of rain water that had fallen from the small rain
		clouds that had been forced over the great Sierra Nevada
		Mountains in one of the wettest winters ever known. In an
		ordinary year we should have all died of thirst, so that we
		were lucky in our misfortune.
		
When we came out to the fertile coast near Los Angeles, we
		found good friends in the native Californians who, like good
		Samaritans, gave us food and took us in, poor, nearly starved
		creatures that we were, without money or property from which
		they could expect to be rewarded. Their deeds stand out whiter
		in our memories than all the rest, notwithstanding their skins
		were dark. It seems to me such people do not live in this age
		of the world which we are pleased to call advanced. I was much
		with these old Californians, and found them honest and
		truthful, willing to divide the last bit of food with a needy
		stranger or a friend. Their good deeds have never been praised
		enough, and I feel it in my heart to do them ample justice
		while I live.
		
The work that was laid out for me to do, to tell when and where I went, is done. Perhaps in days to come it may be of even more interest than now, and I shall be glad I have turned over the scenes in my memory and recorded them, and on some rolling stone you may inscribe the name of WILLIAM LEWIS MANLEY, born near St. Albans, Vermont, April 20th, 1820, who went to Michigan while yet it was a territory, as an early pioneer; then onward to Wisconsin before it became a state, and for twelve long, weary months traveled across the wild western prairies, the lofty mountains and sunken deserts of Death Valley, to this land which is now so pleasant and so fair, wherein, after over 40 years of earnest toil, I rest in the midst of family and friends, and can truly say I am content.
